Chapter 2

That old gold ring was never just the mark of the Moretti Family's Lady of the House. It was the ring Vitale had slipped onto my finger the night he swore himself to me.

He gave it to me when he asked for the alliance to become something real, promising me forever in front of God and famiglia. To prove he meant it, he'd had the name "Adri" cut into the band with his own instruction.

But that was all buried now, like so much else in this life.

My eyes locked on that same ring, and it felt like a knife straight through my heart. The old engraving had been filed away. In its place, fresh and gleaming under the chandeliers, was a new name: "Sera." A short for Serafina.

I swallowed the bitterness burning in my throat. I was just about to speak, to tell every made man and every wife in that hall exactly who I was.

Then Vitale stepped in front of me. His words cut in cold and even, the way a Don speaks when the matter is already decided. "Adriana is dead. This woman is some beggar off the street. Anyone who dares slander Serafina again answers to me."

The room understood him. Conversations died where they stood. I froze, staring at him in disbelief.

"Vitale…" I said, my voice shaking. "Say that again. Say it to my face! Who am I?"

Vitale hesitated for a second. His eyes moved across the crowd, weighing every witness, before he leaned in and lowered his voice so only I would hear.

"Adriana, you heard them. If I admit you're alive now, Serafina's name is finished. My brother left her in my hands. I can't let her be shamed in front of the whole Family. You've always been the sensible one. Please. Just endure this. For me. Be good."

Then he stepped away. He didn't even look back.

He lifted a hand toward the old steward and told him to "see to me." Said they would let me eat the leftovers from the banquet, some scrap of charity thrown to a stray. Said it would bring his newborn son good fortune.

Across the hall, the celebration picked right back up. Laughter, applause, the thin ring of crystal touching crystal.

Everyone poured their blessings over him and Serafina. Called them a perfect match. Said the two of them were meant to be, as though the whole thing had been ordained.

All I felt inside was nothing but cold.

The old steward, Don Ricci, who had served the Moretti Estate since the days of the old Don, knew me the instant he saw my face. He sent for clean clothes and walked me to a guest room so I could wash the road off my skin.

I couldn't help but wonder, why the guest room?

Ignoring the gentle way he tried to stop me, I walked straight to the door of the master bedroom. Without hesitation, I pushed it open.

This had once been our room. Vitale's and mine.

Now I couldn't find myself in it anywhere. Not a single trace of me was left. Everything had been rearranged to suit Serafina's taste. Even our wedding portrait had been taken down and replaced with photographs of the two of them.

The man who once swore he would look at our wedding photo every night before he slept and never take it down, not even when he was eighty, had clearly become someone else.

I stared at the picture of Vitale and Serafina, their smiles mocking me from behind the glass. The tears fell quietly, without sound.

So this was why no soldier ever came for me, why no rescue was ever sent through enemy lines. Was he afraid I'd get in the way of him and Serafina?

Don Ricci sighed. He smoothed the front of his waistcoat with both hands, and I saw him searching for something to say to me. In the end, no words came.

I stood there, numb, my eyes drifting to the baby crib in the corner of the room. I asked, almost in a whisper, "Where's my daughter? Where is she?"

The old steward hesitated, plainly unwilling to answer. But my questions kept coming until they wore him down. At last he told me my daughter was out back, in the shed beyond the compound wall.

That place was cold, damp, and filthy, the kind of hole where the Family kept things it wanted forgotten. What could my daughter possibly be doing there?

When I found her in that shed, I felt a surge of hot blood rush to my head, then a chilling cold that crept up from my feet.

I couldn't believe my eyes. My five-year-old daughter was clutching my memorial photo-card tight against her chest, locked inside a massive dog cage with a half-grown wolfhound that towered over her.

Once round-cheeked and healthy, my little girl was skeletal now. Her small body looked more fragile than a bird's.

Her clothes were torn open, showing bruises and wounds along her arms, her legs, even her face. Some of the cuts ran so deep I could see bone.

The wolfhound, a beast bred for violence, lay sleeping soundly beside her, its muzzle caked with dried blood.

My daughter, who once cried at the smallest pain, didn't shed a single tear. She only watched the sleeping animal, frightened but desperate. Slowly she crawled to the food bowl and began eating the spoiled scraps in it, swallowing them down with no thought for the filth.

I couldn't stop the image of Serafina from rising up, cradling her fat newborn son only minutes ago in that bright hall. Hatred surged through my chest.

Chapter 3

"Vitale, how dare you?!"

My voice trembled uncontrollably as I called out, "Gia?"

My daughter froze, then slowly lifted her head to look at me. She stared for a long moment, dazed, until her eyes widened in disbelief.

"Mama? You're back?"

The next second, her small figure broke down into tears. She cried out like she'd finally found someone to cling to after holding on for far too long.

"Mama, Aunt Serafina locked me in the dog cage. She didn't give me any food. Papa didn't do anything about it! I was so scared. The big dog bites real hard, it hurts so bad. Mama, please get me out…"

The word "Mama," spoken with such raw pain and trust, shattered me from the inside. But I didn't have time to cry, not with that hunting dog now awake, glaring at Gia like she was prey.

I grabbed an axe from the corner of the shed, ignoring the old steward's frantic protests, and brought it down hard on the lock of the cage.

Once the chain snapped, I rushed in, scooped Gia into my arms, and held her tight.

Then I turned back. I wasn't done. Raising the axe once more, I aimed it at the snarling dog.

"Signora, please! Don't be reckless!" Don Ricci begged, his hands smoothing the front of his waistcoat before he dared to step nearer. "That's the madam's favorite dog. Don Moretti gave it to her himself! If you hurt it, she'll be furious, and the master too."

Oh? So Vitale gave Serafina a dog... to mangle his own blood daughter?

I didn't even spare it a glance. As the beast lunged, I met it head-on, and with one clean, furious swing, I severed its head.

Still not satisfied, I turned to the cage that had imprisoned my child, and hacked it to splinters.

Vitale came in at the sound of the chaos, the noise cutting through the celebration in the main house. He started scolding me the second he opened his mouth.

"Adriana, you just got back and you're already making a scene? Do you want the men outside to start asking questions? Half the Family is here tonight."

"You scared Matteo half to death. He's crying his eyes out, and Serafina's been running herself ragged all day. Now she has to calm him down too? Can't you just stop causing trouble?"

"I know this past year hasn't been easy for you, and I will explain everything when I get a moment. But I won't let you ruin Serafina's name in front of every capo under this roof."

I let out a bitter laugh. Matteo, huh? Of course. His precious little heir.

And what were Gia and I to him, then? Disposable trophies, pawns spent and forgotten?

"So your heart breaks when her son cries, but not when your own daughter is locked in a dog cage? When she's bitten by some animal? Forced to eat slop like a stray? Tell me, Vitale. How twisted is your love?"

Vitale finally looked at Gia. When he saw the raw, bleeding wounds on her tiny arms and legs, confusion twisted across his face.

"What are you talking about? Gia's my daughter. I would never let something like that happen to her."

I froze for a beat. He… didn't know?

Vitale frowned and turned to the steward. "Bring Serafina here."

Serafina walked in moments later, already crying. The corner of her mouth tightened a half-second before the tears came, but no one in that shed was watching her the way I was.

"Vitale, you've got it all wrong… Adriana misunderstood me. Gia's such a sweet little thing. How could I ever hurt her?"

"You know how much she loves playing hide and seek. Just now, she begged me to play with her. I was busy seeing to the guests and couldn't find her in time. Who could've guessed she'd go and lock herself in a dog cage? That child has such an imagination…"

Vitale staggered back a step, more stunned by my rage than anything else in that room. He didn't apologize. He didn't even look at Gia. Instead, he turned to Serafina, like she was the one who needed comforting.

Serafina dabbed fake tears with a silk handkerchief, her voice trembling just enough to sound fragile. "Vitale… she's just making a scene. I know Gia's upset, but blaming me for something like this? You really think I'd hurt a little girl?"

Vitale looked torn for half a second. Just half. Then his jaw set, and his thumb went still on the signet ring.

"This isn't the time or the place for this," he snapped. "Adriana, if you want to talk, we'll talk later. But right now, Serafina and I are celebrating the birth of our son, in front of everyone who matters to this Family. Don't ruin that for us."

I stared at him, dumbfounded. He just watched as Gia stood there, shaking, her cheek already red and swelling. His daughter. His own blood. And he chose Serafina. Again.

Serafina slipped her arm through his and leaned her head on his shoulder like the doting saint she pretended to be.

"I'm not asking for much," she whispered, loud enough for the men in the doorway to hear. "I just want a peaceful home for our baby…"

Peaceful? She had locked my daughter in a cage.

I wrapped my arms around Gia and whispered into her hair, "It's okay, baby. Mama's here now. I won't let them hurt you again."

Inside, though, I was on fire. I pressed my thumb against the smooth stump where three fingers used to be, and let the softness bleed out of me. If they wanted peace, they should have thought of that before crossing a mother with nothing left to lose.

Chapter 4

Vitale hesitated for a moment, but before he could say anything, Serafina broke into louder sobs, her voice trembling with a grief pitched for the whole household to hear.

"Forget it. I know I'm nothing but a burden under this roof," she cried. "It's all my fault, isn't it? Fine. I'll take Matteo and go. I'll lie down in the grave beside your brother and keep him company where I belong!"

Then she spun on her heel and fled down the corridor.

Vitale's eyes followed her retreating figure, heavy with worry. But before he went after her, he turned a venomous glare on me.

"This is the daughter you raised?" he snapped. "A child already old enough to lie, to twist people, to scheme. She's always tormented her aunt. What next? Was she planning to turn on her baby brother too?"

He stepped closer, his voice thick with a righteousness I had learned to hate.

"My brother died young. Serafina has no one in this world but me. Is it truly so much to ask that the two of you simply make room for her? You disappoint me, Adriana. You've forgotten every ounce of decency your father raised you with." With that, he turned and left us standing there, bloodied and bruised on the marble, and went after her.

Gia watched his back vanish through the doorway, her tiny hands clutching the hem of my shirt, her big eyes brimming with confusion and hurt.

"Mama," she whispered, "is it because I'm a girl? Is that why Daddy loves Auntie Serafina and Matteo more than us?" She went on, softer still, "I'm sorry… It's my fault. I made everything hard for you…"

Even after Vitale struck her, after all of it, my daughter didn't hate him. Not even a little. She blamed herself for having been born the way she was.

I knelt and pulled her into my arms, my heart shattering all over again.

"No, baby. None of this is your fault," I murmured, my voice thick with tears. "You're the best thing in my life. The kindest, bravest little girl I've ever known."

"Sweetheart," I kissed the top of her head and whispered, "you don't need that kind of father. Not anymore."

I carried Gia back to the guest room and asked Don Ricci to send for a doctor the Family trusted, one who asked no questions. He came quickly and gave her a rabies shot, his old hands steady, his eyes never once meeting mine.

From Gia, I finally learned the truth about the past year.

Vitale had poured all his attention into Serafina and her unborn child, leaving his own blood daughter to fend for herself in a house full of armed men who answered to him. Serafina, in the meantime, had tormented Gia in secret, and sometimes right under his nose. Every time the child tried to tell her father the truth, Serafina would twist it, brand her a liar, and Vitale would believe the widow without a moment's doubt.

It was the two of them, Vitale and Serafina, who had told Gia that I'd been taken and killed by "bad men."

Gia had cried herself to sleep night after night, clutching a small memorial card with my name on it as though it were the only thing left of me in the world. She had even let the dog sink its teeth into her rather than let it ruin the picture of my face.

After I finally coaxed her to sleep, I sat on the edge of the bed, but there was no peace anywhere inside me.

I had told her we didn't need that kind of father anymore. She hadn't agreed. She hadn't said a single word.

I knew. Deep down, she still ached for him.

No matter how often Vitale scorned her for being a girl, called her weak, called her worthless, she still longed for his love. Still saw him as her father.

Should I give Vitale one more chance, for her sake?

I was lost in thought when I felt myself pulled back into a warm embrace. The smell of milk and the sour sweat of the birthing bed clung thick around him.

"Adri," came his voice from behind me, trembling with feeling. "Thank God… you're alive. You found your way back to me."

Vitale pressed soft kisses along my neck, his voice low and coaxing. "I gave my brother my word I'd look after Serafina. That I'd give his line an heir. When she learned she was carrying, it went hard on her. Sickness, fainting, all of it. I had to stay at her side. That's why I wasn't there to pull you out."

"I turned over every stone looking for you. And then word came that you were dead… Adri, it broke me."

I pushed him off, swallowing down the nausea rising in my throat. My voice came out calm, but there was steel underneath it.

"I'm back now. Very much alive. And you still mean to bind yourself to her, don't you? You still plan to make her your wife."

Vitale let out a helpless sigh, as though I were the unreasonable one. "Of course not. You're my wife. You always have been. The union is only for the eyes of the Family. No blood oath will pass between us, no pact signed."

"I need to give Serafina and Matteo some standing, so the men stop whispering. That's all this is. A performance. You understand that. What's between us is the real thing. In every way that counts. You've always been the reasonable one, Adri. You won't make trouble over this… will you?"

So that was it. He still expected me to live in the dark corner of his house, dead to the world outside, his in secret. Hidden. Forgotten. And then, with the same easy entitlement of a man who had never once been refused, Vitale began working open the buttons of my blouse.

"Serafina's already given me a son," he murmured. "We should make up for lost time, don't you think? A boy of our own, and with Gia… the three of them together would make a perfect little family. Harmony. Balance."

He wanted to finish his pretty family portrait. With me tucked away as the piece no one was ever meant to see.

He Chose His Brother’s Widow, So I Took Our Daughter and Disappeared

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