Chapter 2
I wiped the last stain clean and stood up.
Oswald was leaning against the wall by the entryway, hands shoved in his pockets, his face completely blank as he waited for me to leave.
"Who are you, really?"
I squeezed the rag in my fist.
"I told you. I don't know you. Get out."
"If you don't leave now, I'm calling security."
His voice was flat. Not a single crack in it.
Two uniformed guards grabbed me by the arms and dragged me out through the front entrance.
Outside, it had started raining at some point. Heavy, relentless sheets of it hammered the seat of my scooter with a sharp, staccato beat.
The guards shoved me into the rain. Oswald's voice came through the walkie-talkie.
"This woman is not allowed back inside the complex. Log her face into the blacklist."
I stood in the rain, soaked through, the blue delivery vest plastered to my body.
I tilted my head back and looked up at the twenty-third floor, where warm light glowed behind the floor-to-ceiling windows.
The curtains drew shut.
The rain came down harder.
I didn't know how long I'd been standing there before a black umbrella appeared over my head.
My heart slammed once against my ribs.
I turned. It was him.
Oswald had changed into a trench coat. One hand held the umbrella; the other held something balled up.
His dress shoes stood in the pooling water, the cuffs of his trousers soaked halfway up, but he didn't seem to care.
He came to find me.
My lips were trembling. Before I could get a word out, I watched him look down and drop the thing in his hand onto the ground.
A scarf.
I'd knitted it for him the winter of my freshman year. It took me two full weeks to learn how. I'd pricked my fingers more times than I could count.
The scarf landed in a puddle, soaking up mud.
He lifted his foot and ground his sole into it.
"I don't know how you tracked down this address."
His voice was low, nearly swallowed by the rain.
"But I'm warning you. Don't come around here again."
"I'm married. You harassed my wife. She's pregnant. She can't handle this kind of stress."
"And if you even think about using the past to threaten me, my legal team will show you exactly what an extortion charge looks like."
He closed the umbrella.
Rain poured down between us, poured down onto the ruined scarf on the ground. He turned to leave.
Four years.
I'd dropped out of college to take care of his mother. Lived from twenty to twenty-four pouring every last drop of my youth and every cent of my savings into the bottomless pit of a dead boyfriend's family.
My classmates called me stupid. My relatives called me insane.
Every morning, the first thing I did was take my medication. The second was cook porridge for Serena.
I bent down, scooped the scarf out of the puddle with both hands, mud and water dripping from my fingers, and hurled it straight into his chest.
"You don't know me, Oswald? Is that what you're going with?"
He went rigid.
The next second, a black SUV came tearing around the corner and screeched to a stop at the curb.
Wanda burst out with an umbrella, and her eyes locked instantly on the filthy smear across Oswald's chest and then on me standing behind him.
"Oh my God! Oswald! Are you okay? Is this psycho stalking you? Did she attack you?"
She threw her arms around his, shrinking behind him, and stared at me with wide, horrified eyes.
"I'm calling the police!"
"It's okay, Wanda. Don't be scared."
Oswald pulled her against his shoulder, his expression turning cold.
He took out his phone and dialed 911.
The patrol car arrived fast.
Wanda wept like a flower caught in the rain, clutching her belly, gasping over and over that she was terrified.
Oswald held her close and gave his statement in a steady, measured voice. He never looked at me once.
I was put in the back of the patrol car.
The fluorescent lights at the station were blinding.
I sat in a metal chair, my clothes still dripping, a small pool forming at my feet.
Across from me sat the officer taking my statement. Beside him stood Oswald's private attorney and a bodyguard Wanda had sent.
Chapter 3
Wanda sat in the lounge next door sipping warm milk. Every now and then, her voice drifted through the wall as she chatted with a friend on the phone.
"I was so scared. Some delivery-gig psycho nearly hurt my baby..."
"Are you sure you know the person who filed the report?"
The officer looked up at me.
"He's my boyfriend. Four years ago, he pushed me out of the way during a mudslide and got swept away. Everyone thought he was dead. Including me."
Oswald's lawyer strode over and cut me off.
"Officer, my client Mr. Delgado has never participated in any volunteer teaching program, nor has he ever had any relationship with this woman. Her claims lack any factual basis and constitute fabrication of evidence and stalking."
"I have proof."
I pulled the old phone from my pocket.
One corner of the screen was shattered. Water damage. The touchscreen barely responded.
It took me a long time to scroll through, but I found the photo album.
The first picture was of me and Oswald at the teaching site.
He'd been wearing a white T-shirt, tanned dark from the sun, grinning so wide you could see every tooth.
I had my arms around his, my cheek pressed to his shoulder.
Behind us stood the gate of that little village school.
The photos after that included letters he'd written me, then chat logs, then transfer records.
And beyond those, screenshots of over a dozen credit card statements from the medical bills and nursing fees I'd covered for Serena.
Every date, every amount, every timeline laid out plain as day.
I turned the phone around to show the officer. My voice was raw.
"Is this enough?"
The officer took the phone and went through it carefully.
Wanda had appeared in the doorway at some point. The color was draining from her face.
She saw the photos of us together.
She saw the chat logs where Oswald called me Dee and promised to marry me after graduation.
She saw the six-figure debt I'd shouldered alone, cleaning up after a dead man's life.
"Oswald?"
Her voice was thin. Barely there.
"What is this?"
Not a single crack appeared on Oswald's face.
"Photoshopped."
He didn't even glance at the screen.
"AI can do anything these days. Five hundred bucks gets you a whole family portrait."
He turned to Wanda, took her hand, and lowered his voice.
"Don't listen to her nonsense, babe. You're pregnant. Don't let yourself get upset."
Wanda pressed a hand to her stomach and stepped back. Her face was white.
Oswald turned back to me. Something finally surfaced in his eyes.
It was anger.
He walked over, crouched in front of me until we were eye level.
Then he kicked my knee.
The chair flipped backward. I went with it, tumbling off the step. My forehead cracked against the edge of a concrete planter, and something warm and wet ran down past my brow.
"Filing a false report. Fabricating evidence. Harassing a pregnant woman."
He stood over me, looking down.
"How much did you think you could squeeze out of me?"
The officer rushed over and pulled him back. Oswald let himself be moved, straightened his cuffs, put his arm around Wanda, and walked out.
Blood seeped into my eyes. The world blurred red.
Every sound was pulling further away.
The last image that floated up was from four years ago.
A rain-drenched hillside. Oswald using every ounce of strength to shove me clear of the mud. His mouth moving, telling me to run, don't look back.
His face covered in mud and blood. But he was smiling at me.
The clinic ceiling had a large water stain.
Four stitches in my forehead. The gauze had already soaked through, the blood darkening to a deep rust.
Twenty-three missed calls on my phone.
All from the same number.
The children's hospital ICU.
Chapter 4
I shot upright. The room tilted and spun.
"Is this Ms. Denise Henson? Your daughter Carissa Henson's cardiac indicators have been declining steadily. Her attending physician is recommending an immediate coronary artery bypass. We can't wait any longer."
"The surgery and follow-up treatment will cost approximately five hundred thousand dollars. We need you to come in as soon as possible to sign the consent forms and settle payment. Otherwise, we cannot schedule the procedure."
"Tomorrow. Three p.m. at the latest."
I hung up and opened my phone's photo album.
Carissa lay in the ICU bed, her tiny body threaded with tubes, her cheeks tinged a wrong, bruised purple from oxygen deprivation.
She was already past three years old and still couldn't form a complete sentence. All she could manage was a slurred "Mama."
She was Oswald Delgado's daughter.
After the mudslide, I'd found out I was pregnant at the hospital.
Everyone believed Oswald was dead.
I gave birth to Carissa alone. I raised her alone.
Five hundred thousand dollars.
I couldn't scrape together five thousand.
After leaving the clinic, I waited in the underground parking garage beneath his building for four hours.
At 1:17 a.m., a Maybach rolled into the garage.
I saw him.
I ran out and planted myself in front of the car.
The tinted window lowered a crack.
"Oswald, I'm not here to make trouble."
My voice was steady.
"Give me five hundred thousand. I'll sign an NDA and disappear from this city. We'll never see each other again."
A low, derisive laugh drifted through the gap in the window.
"Five hundred thousand?"
The door swung open. He stepped out, leaned against it, and looked me over the way someone appraises something they've already decided is worthless.
"You'd even sell your own child. You pop out some bastard who could be anyone's and then show up demanding my money?"
"A single mother stalking a married man in an underground garage. What exactly do you think you're worth?"
"That child is yours."
"Interesting."
He let out a short laugh.
"How long are you planning to keep up this act?"
Footsteps echoed from the far end of the garage.
Wanda Simmons walked toward us wrapped in a long down coat, flanked by bodyguards.
"You're here again?"
She sighed, then pulled an envelope from her bag.
"Oswald told me about your situation. Life hasn't been easy for you. There's five hundred thousand in here."
The envelope opened, and a thick stack of cash spilled across the concrete floor.
"But there's a condition."
She produced a small brown pill bottle from her bag and twisted off the cap.
"Take this sterilization pill. After you swallow it, take that child of yours and leave the country. Don't come back."
She smiled at me.
"You understand, Oswald is about to run for a position within the group. Someone like you showing up again and again isn't good for his reputation."
"All I need is your guarantee that you'll never appear in his life again."
I stared at the money on the ground, then at the pill bottle in her hand.
"I'm not taking that. I can pay the money back. I'll sign an agreement..."
Before I could finish, the pill bottle slipped from Wanda's hand.
"Oh! My stomach!"
Oswald rushed over.
He jerked his chin at the bodyguards behind him.
"Pin her down over there."
Four bodyguards closed in. Two seized my arms; the other two forced my shoulders to the ground.
A pair of leather shoes filled my vision.
Oswald crouched down, grabbed a fistful of my hair, and wrenched my face upward.
"See the mud on Wanda's shoes?"
"Lick it clean. The five hundred thousand is yours. Go save that bastard of yours."
Wanda stood six feet away. A few specks of mud were spattered across the toe of her heels.