I didn’t follow Edmund.

He walked away, still giggling with Elizabeth like a boy on prom night, whispering into his phone about bikinis and champagne like I wasn’t still on the floor with my knees aching and my soul halfway gone.

I stood. My knees creaked. My hand smudged across the tile, picking up dirt and pride. I walked to the bathroom. Closed the door quietly. Stared into the mirror like I didn’t know the woman staring back—eyes puffy, cheek red, hair undone. Like someone who tried to cry underwater and failed.

There’s no funeral. But I’m mourning.

Not for him. Not for us.

For me.

For the girl I used to be before love took her name and silence stole her voice.

Just then, he passed by. Didn’t knock. Didn’t ask if I was alive. Still on the phone, laughing—then paused long enough to say, “Pack my things. Business-leisure trip. We leave tomorrow.”

No “please.” No glance. No soul.

I nodded. Not that he was looking.

I dried my hands on the crooked towel. Walked to his room like a maid. Opened the closet. Chaos—suits tangled with polos, shoes under dirty laundry. A grown man living like a spoiled teen.

I started folding his shirts. White linen. Navy power. Cleaned his cufflinks with my sleeve.

Then I bumped the side table.

A folder slipped. I picked it up, expecting tax papers. But inside—cruise tickets.

I blinked.

I read them twice and my fingers tightening.

Edmund Morocco. Elizabeth Morocco. Lester. Loisa. Lyle. Nash.

My name wasn’t there.

Not even as a +1. Not even as a footnote.

The cruise? The one I dreamed of...

But now? Elizabeth’s birthday is in three days and he has time? He remembered hers.

Not mine.

Never mine.

I folded the tickets gently. Like they could bleed.

Then I packed his suitcase. Polished his shoes. Ironed his pants. Lined up his deodorant and vitamins like hotel staff would.

Lester walked in. No knock. “Ma, pack my stuff too, yeah? Loisa’s busy.” He sipped a beer. “Don’t forget the twins. Nash wants his charger. Lyle needs the blue swim shorts. Snacks too—they get bored.”

Then he left. And I packed it all.

Tiny shorts. Rolled t-shirts. Loisa’s perfume wrapped in a sock. Ziplocked snacks labeled with love.

Then I went to my room. Quietly. Closed the door.

I sat there on my bed, hands trembling, and my mind drifted back. Back to when I was just eighteen.

When Edmund wasn’t a man who kicked me in the knee or forgot my name on a cruise ticket.

Back when he said things that sounded like promises…

***

I was fresh out of school, a girl still unsure of her own shadow.

Edmund looked at me, eyes soft and serious, like I was the only thing that made sense.

“Doris,” he said, holding my hand like it was the only thing steady in his wild world, “I swear, I’ll take care of you. Always. No matter what happens, you’ll never have to worry about a thing.”

I smiled, my heart so full it felt like it might burst.

“Even if the whole world turns its back?” I asked, barely breathing.

He nodded. “Especially then.”

Then another flashbacks...

A summer evening under the stars. We lay on the grass, tangled limbs and whispered dreams.

“I don’t care about money, or power, or the damn legacy,” Edmund said, voice low and fierce. “You’re the only future I want. You and me, we’ll build something real. Something no one can take.”

I laughed, feeling invincible.

“You make me believe in forever.”

He kissed me like he meant it. Like forever was ours already.

But then came my father.

The man with a crown no one dared challenge.

When I told him I loved Edmund — his blood wasn’t the right kind, his family not the right name — my father’s face twisted with something colder than winter.

“Doris,” he said, voice like steel, “you’re dead to me. You don’t get to drag our name into this dirt.”

I stood my ground, tears burning but voice steady.

“I’m not your possession.”

He laughed, cruel and hollow. "You are my daughter, yes. But you’re no Rossini anymore,” he spat. “Marry that boy if you want, but don’t expect me to recognize you. You are dead to me. If you come back, I’ll kill you myself. And you know I don’t bluff.”

I swallowed hard. “I love Edmund.”

“You love a shadow. You’ll die in that darkness.”

---

And now—thirty years later—Edmund’s true colors bled through all those pretty words. That boy who promised to care for me, who whispered forever, was gone.

Replaced by a man who could kick me down and never look back. A man who packs his bags for a cruise with another woman and leaves me packing silence.

And I sit here, wondering how a love so loud became a ghost I can’t outrun.

I smiled bitterly and reached for the landline no one uses anymore. Dialed a number I hadn’t called in thirty years.

It rang.

Once. Twice. Three times.

Then—

“Hello?”

It was him.

My father. Older. Tired. But still him. Still warm in that quiet, exhausted way.

I couldn’t speak. Held the receiver like it was keeping me upright. Tears slipped down, soft and unstoppable.

“…F-father,” I whispered. My voice cracked. “…It’s me. Doris.”

The line was still warm in my hand when I heard my father’s voice. Calm. Tired. Like the kind of tired that’s lived a thousand lonely nights waiting.

“Come home, Doris,” he said.

“I’ve been waiting for you for twenty years.”

Twenty years. Twenty years of waiting. And me, too afraid or too proud or maybe just too broken to pick up the phone.

My knees almost gave out, but I caught myself. Instead, I sank to the edge of the bed and let the tears fall.

“I’m coming home,” I whispered, voice barely a ghost.

He didn’t say anything more. Just the sound of his breath, steady and real, a lifeline. I hung up before I could say goodbye.

That’s when Edmund walked in. Like a shadow slipping through the cracked door. His eyes were cold — calculating — like he could smell the truth on me and hated it.

He didn’t even bother to pretend.

“I know you saw the tickets,” he said. Smirk like he was telling a joke. “Limited to six, Doris. Me. Elizabeth. Lester. Loisa. The twins. That’s it.”

I swallowed the lump in my throat.

“You’re deliberately excluded.”

His voice dropped to a dead calm. Like ice melting on concrete.

“When I get back, I’ll buy you a diamond set. Take you to Hawaii.”

Like those words were supposed to be a consolation prize. Then he turned, walked out without another glance. Just like I was air.

I stood there a moment, silent. Staring at the door he just closed behind him like a coffin.

The next morning, I moved through the motions in the kitchen. Omelets, bacon, toast — the smell sharp and mocking.

From the living room, I heard the twins. Laughing, shouting like it was Christmas morning.

“This cruise is the biggest ever!” Lester yelled. “We’re going to have so much fun!”

Their voices were bright, innocent. And cruel.

Then Elizabeth showed up, arms loaded with takeout bags.

She dropped them on the counter with a loud thud and sneered, “I don’t like Doris’s cooking,” she announced, loud enough for everyone to hear. “It’s like chewing on cardboard or swallowing salt straight from the shaker. Bland, over-salted, and completely uninspired—just like her.”

The room went still for a moment, and then she tossed her head, eyes gleaming.

“You know, family dinners used to mean something. Now? It’s just a reminder of how pathetic some people are. Doris tries, bless her heart, but you can’t polish a stone that’s already cracked all the way through.”

The twins giggled, but Lester wasn’t done.

“Yeah, Mum, I mean, why even bother pretending you care? You make food like you don’t want us here. Like you’re waiting for us to leave just to be alone with your failures.”

Loisa nodded, picking up the thread with a sharp grin.

“Honestly, it’s kind of sad, mum. You cook like you’re punishing us. Like every burnt edge and dry bite is your little protest. But we’re not fooled. We see right through you.”

Elizabeth snatched a bag from the counter, opening it with exaggerated care.

“So family, eat this. Real food. Food that people who actually matter deserve. We leave in an hour.”

Their eyes flicked over me like I was some ugly secret they all shared but refused to admit out loud.

I watched as they dug in like they were starving, piling their plates, asking for more drinks, more snacks.

“Get me water.”

“Pass the salt.”

“More napkins.”

Invisible, I faded into the background, biting down the bitterness that wanted to choke me.

Just before they left, Edmund’s voice cut through the kitchen like a whip.

“Where’s my wallet?”

He spun around, eyes sharp, accusing me without a word.

“You’re hiding it, aren’t you?” His eyes burned. “Because that’s what you do—hide things. Hide from responsibility, hide from respect, hide like the useless, jealous little nobody you are.”

I shook my head quietly.

He didn’t wait. His hand slapped my face. Hard.

The world spun. Blood poured from my nose like a cruel joke.

I collapsed.

The floor was cold and steady beneath me as my vision blurred. Then Elizabeth gasped, her voice dripping with fake innocence.

“Oh! Sorry, brother-in-law,” she said, voice syrupy sweet. “I must have taken your wallet by mistake while digging through my earrings. You know how clumsy I am.”

She pulled it from her bag with a smirk only I noticed. I knew. It was a setup. A way to make me small. To humiliate me in front of everyone.

The family gathered their bags like it was a holiday, smiling and shouting their goodbyes.

Lester, pretending to be kind: “Don’t worry, Mum. I’ll bring you a fridge magnet.”

Loisa added, “And I’ll bring you a keychain.”

“We’ll bring you dirty laundry, Grandma.” The twins laughed and even pushed their tongues out.

Their words hit like knives, soft but sharp.

The door slammed shut behind them.

Silence.

I didn’t wait. Didn’t cry. I walked straight to the bedroom, dropped to my knees, and dragged my old bag out from under the bed. I grabbed it. Zipped it. Left everything else behind.

I took a cab and went straight to the airport.

Then my phone buzzed.

Edmund.

> Guard the house while we’re gone. We’ll be out for a week. Don’t mess anything up.

Another message followed instantly.

> Sorry I slapped you. But you provoked me. If only you weren’t always so damn jealous. You ruin things for yourself.

I stared at the words, the gall of it. A man who’d used his hands to silence me now using words to rewrite history. Still blaming me for his cruelty.

I smiled — not out of joy, but clarity.

Then I blocked his number.

Deleted the thread. Gone.

I slipped the phone into my coat pocket, stepped onto the plane, and didn’t look back once.

I was done guarding a house that had never been a home. I was going back to the only place that ever was.

Home.