I pulled out my phone and keyed in that number I knew by heart.

Dial. Hang up.

After a dozen calls in a row, Abraham finally deigned to pick up.

"What now?"

"Didn't I already tell you I'm slammed right now? What's so earth-shattering that you have to bother me while I'm working?"

"May's in the hospital. Because of that takeout you ordered."

The line went quiet for a moment.

Abraham softened his voice.

"Because of the takeout? No way."

"How did that kid end up so fragile."

"Forget it. Send me your location, I'll come keep you company now."

The call ended.

The last thing that reached my ear was the sound of a game loading.

And Abraham's voice, saying:

"It's fine, don't worry about her."

"Married women are nothing but trouble."

"One little thing, and she has to make a whole production out of it, drag the whole world into it."

If I could hear it, then of course May could hear it too.

She looked at me, her expression calm.

A calm that didn't belong to a child.

Numb, hurting, stripped of any expectation.

"Daddy's not coming, is he?"

Yes. We both knew the answer.

I pressed down the ache in my chest. I reached out and pulled the little girl in front of me tight against me.

"It's okay if Daddy doesn't come. Mommy's here with you."

"Even without Daddy, Mommy and May can still live a happy life."

May was good that way. She didn't push the question any further.

Maybe she'd just grown used to Abraham's coldness and neglect.

She was sad for only a little while before sinking into a deep sleep.

More than three hours passed, and Abraham still hadn't come.

I didn't dare scroll on my phone, so I dug the notebook out of my bag to pass the time.

I opened it, and the name "Charlotte Pruitt" jumped off the page.

I knew that girl. The secretary at the client company, the one assigned to liaise with Abraham.

What I didn't know was just how much care Abraham had put into her.

The thick little book was filled cover to cover with her likes and habits.

From things as big as her life plans, down to things as small as her menstrual cycle.

Even an offhand remark Charlotte tossed out had been recorded, neat and tidy.

No wonder Abraham never took a single word I said to heart.

It turned out he'd given all his favor to another girl.

Something seemed to lodge itself in my chest.

It took me a long time to finish reading those notes.

By the moment I closed the book, it was already the small hours of the morning.

Abraham came strolling in at last.

In his hand, a half-eaten order of crawfish.

"Work kept me tied up, ran a little late."

"You and May haven't eaten yet, right?"

"I picked up the best crawfish near the office. Let's have some together."

May had stomach trouble and couldn't eat spicy food.

I was allergic to fish and shellfish.

Abraham hadn't remembered any of it.

He peeled out the vein with practiced ease and held the meat up to my lips.

"Try some. I made a point of telling them no cilantro, and an extra scoop of chili."

No cilantro, loves it spicy.

Those were all Charlotte's habits.

There was a passage in that pink notebook that read exactly like this.

"Charlotte loves Cajun food, hates scallions and cilantro."

"Charlotte doesn't like peeling shellfish, afraid she'll ruin her nails."

"Charlotte changes her nail design once a month, costing anywhere from $500 to $800. Sending her a $13.14 'forever love' transfer each time works best."

See. It wasn't that Abraham couldn't be attentive.

It was just that he wouldn't be attentive to me.

He could keep every single word from the woman he loved in his heart, yet he couldn't remember a single thing that had to do with me.

In that moment, an exhaustion settled over me that went bone-deep.

I didn't want to repeat the same words I'd already said a thousand times.

I didn't want to hear another one of his brush-off answers.

I drew a slow breath and spoke, tired to the marrow.

"I saw the notebook you hid in the cabinet."

The hand peeling shrimp froze in midair.

Abraham went still.

Then his voice shot up, loud enough to bury the guilt of a cheating man.

"You went through my things?"

"Cindy, haven't I told you not to touch my work stuff?"

"I'm good to Charlotte for the sake of this partnership, so I can give you and our daughter a better life!"

Sweet-talking a client required a $13.14 'forever love' transfer?

Sweet-talking a client required booking a romance suite and buying strawberry-flavored condoms?

He'd even gone out of his way to write down which positions Charlotte liked in bed.

That kind of care, that kind of favoritism, was something I'd never once dared to imagine for myself.

In her sleep, May knit her little brows.

Swallowing the ache in my chest, I gently covered her ears.

Thinking of May, Abraham let out a sigh.

He opened his mouth, started and stopped several times.

When he couldn't seem to find any reasonable excuse, he used washing his hands as a way out and walked off.

Then, as if granting me charity, he sent me a screenshot.

"What happened today, that was my oversight."

"I bought the ginseng. Something came up at the company, so I won't be staying here with you."

What he really meant was:

"I've apologized. You're on your own now."

I opened the screenshot.

Beneath the free-shipping crushed ginseng dust sat an $8,999 La Mer cream.

That was exactly how little Abraham thought of me.

He couldn't even be bothered to lift a finger and blur out his lover's gift.

Maybe he'd just gotten used to me swallowing everything.

He assumed that as long as the children were there.

I would never leave, would never stop bowing my head and giving in.

But he was wrong.

I could forgive how he looked down on me, but I could never forgive the harm he'd done to my child.

A bitter curl tugged at the corner of my mouth.

I steeled myself and deleted Abraham's contact.

Then I turned and sent a message to a lawyer.

"What's the fastest you can do a divorce agreement and asset division?"

He replied faster than Abraham ever did.

"Three days."

Three days.

Ten years of building a life together, and it turned out three days could end it.

That was fine, too.

A rotten man, a rotten mess. Best to cut it clean and cut it fast.

By noon the next day, Abraham still hadn't shown up.

He hadn't even noticed I'd deleted him.

It was Charlotte who came instead, carrying two bags of fruit.

She wore a head-to-toe designer suit.

On her well-kept face hid a pride that was easy to miss if you weren't looking.

"Mrs. Simmons, I'm so sorry."

"I had no idea your daughter was this frail, that one delivery order could land her in the hospital."

As she spoke, Charlotte suddenly gave a faint smile.

And jabbed a hard finger against May's head.

"Then again, you can't really blame me. The competition in this world is brutal."

"A useless child like this. Honestly, her dying would be her one contribution to the family, to Abraham."

May's little face went white in an instant.

My heart clenched, and I quickly pulled her out of the room.

Charlotte flicked my hand away in disgust and deliberately raised her voice.

"Was I wrong?"

"May didn't inherit a single one of Abraham's good qualities."

"She's sickly, she's timid, she's worthless."

"What right does a child like that have to inherit the business Abraham built with his own blood and sweat?"

"My child is different. Abraham's already lined up the best early-education tutor for him."

Charlotte was pregnant?

She was actually carrying Abraham's child?!

A terrible thought rose up inside me.

I stared at her, my voice trembling.

Charlotte spread her hands, smiling radiantly.

My chest heaved violently, the pain so sharp it felt like it might split me open.

The pathetic part was, I couldn't argue with a single word she said.

Abraham's neglect of May, his coldness toward her, I had always been able to see it.

When May was three, I'd been in a car accident.

Afraid the nanny wouldn't take proper care of her, I'd written out a long, detailed list and begged Abraham again and again to watch over our daughter.

Instead, he used work as an excuse, said he was too busy to cook, and fed May nothing but instant ramen.

By the time I was discharged, May was skin and bones, and she'd developed a severe stomach condition.

I was so furious I had a screaming fight with Abraham, and for the first time, I brought up divorce.

He groveled, apologizing over and over.

He kept insisting the child was too young to grow up without a father.

For the sake of giving her a whole family.

For the sake of letting May grow up in a stable, healthy home.

Angry as I was, I forgave him.

But that peace lasted only five years.

And now, for the sake of a woman like this one, Abraham had put his own child in the hospital with his own hands.

The ache in my chest swelled past anything I could bear.

I leaned against the wall, gasping for breath in great heaving gulps.

Charlotte let out a long, satisfied sigh.

Then, with the air of a victor, she slid on her sunglasses.

When? I couldn't remember.

The memories ran too deep, the years too tangled.

The slightest thought of it drove a spike straight through my heart.

I sank down onto the bench in the hallway.

The pain left half my body numb, frozen, unable to move.

Until a small hand tugged at my sleeve.

She gently wiped the tears from my face, her voice soft and certain.

Her thin little body gave off a warm breath of heat.

In that moment, I finally let my guard down.

And I couldn't hold it back. I broke down sobbing.

For my daughter's sake, I pulled myself back together.

Once I had my emotions under control, I marched straight to Abraham's company, alone.

He was in the middle of a meeting with his staff.

When he saw me come in, he looked displeased.

I slapped the folder in his hands shut with a sharp snap.

I didn't bother protecting his image in front of others the way I had before.

I went straight to the point.

For once, a flicker of panic crossed Abraham's face.

But he composed himself almost at once.