Chapter 4
I opened my mouth to answer, but his father interrupted me before a single word could come out.
“Never mind that,” he said, calm and dismissive. “What about Noel? And I heard Lena might be pregnant again. Is that true?”
I stayed silent, fingers tightening around my skirt until the fabric twisted. My chest hurt in a way that felt like something inside me was splitting apart.
His mother clicked her tongue softly, then added with a satisfied tone, “That woman really knows how to bring life into Vincenzo’s world. No drama, no breakdowns. Always composed. Always pleasant. Not like… some people.”
I lowered my eyes and said nothing.
Then his father’s voice dropped heavier, sharper.
“Go assist the kitchen. And bring us tea first. Tell Vincenzo we expect him next week for our anniversary dinner. You may bring your sick child if you insist.”
My voice came out small. “Yes, of course.”
I went to the kitchen, told the chef they wanted jasmine tea, and prepared everything myself. I arranged the tray carefully—porcelain cups, polished edges, everything perfect on the outside. Inside, I was barely holding myself together.
When I carried the tray out and set it down, my hand trembled. One cup slipped.
It hit the floor and shattered instantly.
The sound cut through the room.
His mother inhaled sharply, then turned on me with a glare.
“You’ve always been so careless,” she snapped. “Even something this simple—tea—you can’t manage it. Just like your life. Bitter and useless.”
I stared at the broken pieces on the floor, then slowly straightened my back.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered.
Not for the cup. Not for the mistake.
For the version of me that once believed I could be accepted here.
That version died with Gabriel.
They didn’t stay long after that.
Vincenzo’s parents stood up, their expressions tight with disdain. His mother adjusted her gloves with slow precision, like she was wiping off something unpleasant.
“I’ll make sure Vincenzo knows how far you’ve fallen,” she said coldly. “Maybe this time he’ll finally see it. You never belonged here. You never were worth his time.”
The door closed behind them. Tires rolled away down the driveway. And just like that, the house sank back into silence.
The same silence that had always lived here.
I turned to one of the maids. “You can stop preparing lunch. They’ve left.”
She nodded quickly.
I went upstairs slowly, each step heavier than the last, like my body didn’t belong to me anymore.
Halfway up, I heard voices drifting from the kitchen—low, careless, unfiltered.
“She didn’t even cry when they left.”
“Have you seen the urn in her room? That boy… Gabriel… he’s really gone.”
“Mr. Vincenzo only talks about Noel now. He even brings flowers for Lena. No visits, no prayers… nothing for the other child.”
“And even if he did, what would it change? That boy was always too soft… too fragile.”
“She used to be the lady of this house. Now she’s just… surviving.”
I didn’t stop walking.
I didn’t react.
I didn’t defend myself.
Maybe they were right.
I reached my room and shut the door behind me.
My phone rang.
Vincenzo.
Once. Twice.
I just stared at the screen until it stopped ringing on its own. No message followed. No explanation. Nothing.
The silence came back stronger than before.
Heavier. Familiar. Permanent.
**
I changed my clothes without a sound.
I picked the soft blue dress Gabriel loved—the one stitched with tiny white clouds. He used to hold it in his small hands and smile like it meant something magical.
“Mama, you look like a storybook mom,” he once told me. “The kind that keeps kids safe. The kind that doesn’t disappear.”
I picked up his urn and held it close, pressing it to my chest like I could still feel him there.
Then I left.
I drove to the only place he ever truly wanted to go—Ocean Park.
Every year, he used to ask.
“Just once, Mama… I want to see the dolphins. I’ll be good, I promise.”
And every year, Vincenzo said no.
Too dangerous. Too weak. Too sickly. Always too much for Gabriel, but never for anyone else.
I bought two tickets anyway.
One for me.
One for him.
I sat there holding the urn, whispering to it, laughing softly whenever the dolphins jumped through the water. People probably thought I had lost my mind, talking to something that couldn’t answer back.
I didn’t care.
This day wasn’t for them.
Not for Vincenzo. Not for his family. Not for anyone else in his world.
Only for Gabriel.
I lit a small candle near the railings, shielding it from the wind as the flame flickered.
“Happy birthday, my love,” I whispered.
When I got home, night had already swallowed the mansion whole. The glass walls reflected nothing but darkness, like veins running through a dead body. Even the lights felt dimmer, like they were afraid to shine too brightly.
I stepped inside.
And Vincenzo was already there.
He emerged from the shadows before I could even fully register his presence.
Then his hand struck me.
Hard.
So fast I didn’t even see it coming.
The impact echoed through the foyer like a gunshot. My head snapped to the side and slammed into the doorframe. White flashed across my vision. A sharp ringing filled my ears as my body staggered under the force.
Chapter 5
But I didn’t let go of the urn.
My child. The last thing I still had of him. My arms locked around it like my body understood I had nothing else left to hold onto.
Vincenzo’s roar filled the staircase, shaking the walls.
“Have you lost your mind, Olivia? You’re disrespecting my parents inside my own house?”
I blinked slowly. I swallowed the metallic taste in my mouth and said nothing.
He came closer, his voice sharper now.
“My mother told me everything,” he spat. “You insulted her. You spilled tea on her on purpose. You even threatened them.” His face twisted in anger. “Do you think that’s amusing? Huh? You think that makes you strong?”
I tried to speak—but another blow came before I could form the words.
Harder this time.
My head jerked sideways, pain exploding down my neck and spine. I tasted blood.
Then Lena’s voice drifted down from the stairs, soft and sweet like it belonged to something poisonous.
“Vincenzo… don’t bother yourself with her,” she said gently. “She’s not worth your anger, baby. You know she’s unstable.”
And just like that, his rage shifted.
He turned toward her, and in an instant, his expression softened—as if someone had flipped a switch inside him. As if I’d never mattered at all.
“You’re too forgiving,” he said to Lena. “That’s why she keeps stepping out of line.”
Lena made a small sad face. “She’s been weird all day. I tried to understand her, but… she really hates me. I can feel it.”
On the couch, Noel didn’t even pretend to care. His headphones dangled around his neck while music still played. He looked at me and smirked.
To him, this wasn’t conflict. It was entertainment.
A performance.
The maids stood frozen at the edge of the dining room, whispering like they were afraid to be noticed.
“She’s still holding that urn…”
“She didn’t even defend herself…”
“I heard she went to the ocean alone with it…”
My chest already felt like it was empty long before their words reached me.
Vincenzo’s eyes finally dropped to my arms—to the white urn I was holding like it was something alive.
“What is that?” he asked.
Before I could move, he grabbed it from me.
“No!” I shouted—but it came out too late.
He held it up, turning it over in his hands like it was nothing important. Something disposable.
“So you’ve been walking around the city with this?” he said coldly. “Crying to people for attention?” He shook it slightly, almost mocking. “What is this supposed to be? Another one of your pathetic attempts at sympathy?”
My stomach dropped.
My breath caught.
“It’s an urn,” he said with a scoff. “Who died this time? Your pride?”
Lena let out a quiet laugh behind him. Noel snorted like he was watching a joke unfold.
I stood there, blood still drying on my lip, heat burning through my face.
And finally, I spoke.
“Give it back.”
Vincenzo lifted it higher, taunting me with it.
“Why? Who is it even supposed to be? What is this act now—collecting ashes for attention?”
I didn’t blink.
“My son,” I said quietly. “Gabriel.”
Everything stopped.
Vincenzo’s hand froze.
Lena’s smile vanished.
Noel’s expression dropped.
Even the maids went silent.
For a moment—just one breath—no one moved.
Then it slipped.
Or maybe he let it.
“No—!” the sound tore out of me.
It hit the floor.
A sharp crack echoed through the room.
And then everything broke.
Ashes. Bone fragments. Ceramic shards.
My son—what was left of him—spread across the marble like he had never been held, never been loved, never even lived.
My scream came out raw and broken. I dropped to my knees instantly, hands shaking as I tried to gather him back together. My fingers scraped the floor, but I didn’t feel the pain. I didn’t feel anything except the emptiness growing inside me.
Behind me, Vincenzo sighed like he was bored.
“Stop screaming like someone died,” he said flatly. “You’re not the victim here.”
My hands were covered in ash now. My breath came in uneven gasps. My vision blurred, but I couldn’t stop.
Then he spoke again.
“I got the hospital report this morning,” Vincenzo said calmly. “Gabriel is fine. Alive. Sitting up. Smiling. The doctor even sent proof.”
I froze.
The ashes beneath me blurred further.
Alive?
No.
That couldn’t be right.
I was there. I held him when the monitors stopped. I felt his body go still in my arms. I watched them cover him because there was nothing left to do.
“You’re lying,” Vincenzo said, stepping closer until his shadow covered me completely. “You made this up. You staged it. You drugged him just to get attention. Just to play the victim.”
I lifted my head slowly, shaking.
“He died…” my voice cracked. “He died in my arms…”
“Enough,” he snapped. “Shut up.”
Lena stepped in softly, her voice trembling in a way that felt rehearsed.
“Maybe she did it because of me,” she whispered. “Maybe she hates me so much she wanted me to suffer too…” Her eyes shifted to the ashes. “Maybe she wanted me to imagine that… being me one day. Broken. Gone. Like that.”
She let out a shaky sob and collapsed dramatically onto the couch, trembling like she was made of glass.
“Come on, sweetheart,” she said weakly, grabbing Noel’s hand. “Let’s go. Mommy can’t breathe around this… this darkness. I don’t want you seeing things like this.”
Noel frowned but didn’t resist. He just followed—trained, obedient.
Then Vincenzo wrapped his arm around Lena’s waist like she was the only thing steady in the room.
“Don’t waste your tears on her,” he murmured into her hair. “You’re the only one who matters. Let’s leave her here with her mess.”
I was still on the floor, gathering what remained of my son with shaking hands. Ash smeared across my skin, streaking the tiles like something trying to cling to life.
Then Noel suddenly broke away.
He ran straight toward me.
His shoe came down hard.
Right on the ashes.
“Witch!” he shouted. “You made my mom cry!”
He stomped again.
And again.
The remains of my son scattered further across the floor—like even what was left of him wasn’t allowed to stay whole.
Chapter 6
“No… no… no!”
The words tore out of me as he violently kicked what was left of the urn. The broken pieces scattered across the marble, flying in different directions before smashing against the wall. Shards of ceramic rained down like falling glass.
I couldn’t move.
My body locked in place, breath trapped somewhere deep in my chest. It felt like my lungs had forgotten how to work.
Something inside me snapped—my chest tightened violently. A sound tried to come out of me, but it wasn’t a scream or a cry. It was something worse. Something broken beyond repair.
Vincenzo stepped directly in front of me.
His hand grabbed my face, fingers digging into my cheeks so hard I could feel pressure against my teeth, against bone.
“That’s enough,” he said low and cold. “Stop this performance.”
I stared at him, blinking slowly. His face was empty. No anger that made sense. No remorse. No grief. Just… nothing.
“I almost believed you,” he said flatly. “For a second, I almost felt sorry for that dead little act of yours.”
His thumb dragged along my jaw, rough and deliberate. It burned.
“But then the hospital sent everything. Videos of Gabriel smiling. Sitting up. Laughing. The doctor confirmed you twisted the story. Said you manipulated him. That you let him act sick just to get attention.”
A lie.
Her lie. Lena’s lie.
My eyes drifted past him without thinking—to the stairs.
And there she was.
Lena stood halfway up, one hand resting lightly on the railing. The dim light caught her face just enough for me to see it—the faint curve of her lips, that small satisfied smile she thought no one noticed.
She did it.
She bought the story. She paid for it. She built the lie piece by piece.
And Vincenzo believed every word like it was truth carved in stone.
They started walking upstairs like nothing had happened.
Lena leaned into his shoulder as they went, moving slowly, almost delicately, like she was made of something fragile.
“Come to bed, amor,” she murmured softly. “I can’t stay down there another second with her.”
Noel glanced back once. Just once. His expression twisted in disgust before he lifted his chin and followed behind them.
And then the house went quiet.
I was still on the floor.
Blood on my hands. Broken pieces around me. I gathered what I could of my son with fingers that wouldn’t stop shaking, even though there was nothing whole left to hold.
Time passed after that—but I couldn’t tell how much. The world stopped feeling like it moved at all.
I never slept.
I just sat outside my room with my knees pulled tight against my chest. Dried blood stained my palms. Salt clung to my lips from crying I didn’t even remember doing.
Then, sometime after midnight—
A cough broke the silence.
Vincenzo’s voice followed immediately, sharp and panicked.
“Lena—look at me. What is it? Tell me where it hurts.”
I didn’t move.
Her voice suddenly rose, filling the hallways like a storm trying to break through the walls.
“I can’t breathe!” she gasped. “Vincenzo—my chest… my stomach… she cursed me! That urn… ever since she brought it into this house, something’s been wrong!”
Footsteps thundered. Vincenzo paced. Cursed under his breath.
“That woman…”
Lena’s voice dropped again, trembling now, soft like she was on the edge of collapse.
“I heard the maids… they said she brought poison. Something meant for me. Maybe she hid it in the urn… maybe she wanted me gone.” She gasped shakily. “I’m scared, Vincenzo… I’m pregnant… I don’t want to die…”
The door burst open.
Vincenzo stormed in.
His rage hit the room before his body did—thick, suffocating, sharp enough to make my skin crawl.
He grabbed my wrist and yanked me up so fast my feet barely had time to move.
“You did this.”
Pain shot through my arm. My ankle twisted under me. His grip was unrelenting.
“You poisoned this house,” he growled. “You cursed her. You knew she was carrying my child and you still brought death into my home.”
“I didn’t—”
He pulled me forward violently, cutting my words off mid-breath.
“She almost died tonight!” he shouted. “Is that what you wanted? Huh? You wanted her gone?”
He dragged me into their room and shoved me hard.
“KNEEL.”
I stayed standing.
“I said kneel.”
“No.”
The slap came fast.
My head snapped to the side. White flashed behind my eyes.
“On your knees.”
I still didn’t move.
So he kicked the back of my legs.
Pain exploded upward. My knees hit the floor hard. Skin tore. Warm blood spread beneath me.
Lena sat on the couch like she was watching a stage performance. Perfect posture. Controlled breathing. One hand resting on her stomach like she was protecting something precious.
But her eyes—
Her eyes were sharp.
“I don’t believe her,” she whispered. “She doesn’t sound sorry. Make her say it louder, Vincenzo. I want to hear it.”
Vincenzo stood behind me like a shadow waiting to fall.
“Apologize,” he ordered. “Until she forgives you.”
My voice trembled as it came out.
“I’m sorry.”
It broke halfway.
“I’m sorry.”
Again.
“I’m sorry.”
Again and again until my throat burned raw and my chest felt hollowed out, like something inside me had finally given up trying to survive.
Then Lena suddenly stood.
She swayed slightly, one hand clutching her stomach.
“Vincenzo… something’s wrong,” she whispered, voice shaking perfectly. “My stomach… I think I’m bleeding…”
And just like that—
She collapsed straight into his arms.
Flawless.
Like she had practiced it.
Vincenzo caught her instantly, holding her like she was the only thing keeping the world intact.
“Lena… amor!” His voice cracked as he cupped her face. “Stay with me. Look at me. Don’t close your eyes. Breathe… just breathe.”
Her eyelids fluttered weakly, like she was fading away.
“Vincenzo… I’m scared…”
His head snapped toward the hallway.
“Get the car—NOW!” he roared, voice shaking the entire house.