Chapter 3
“Gabriel isn’t well. I need to head back to the hospital. Please… can you sign this travel clearance?”
Vincenzo didn’t even bother reading what I handed him. He just took the pen, signed it with a quick stroke like it meant nothing, then pushed the papers back toward me.
“Go on,” he said flatly. “Deal with your own child.”
I left before dawn broke. The mansion behind me stayed silent, heavy and lifeless, like it had never held anything warm to begin with.
**
The drive to my father’s estate took hours—five of them that felt longer than they should’ve. The gates came into view like something out of a memory I didn’t fully belong to anymore: tall black iron, sharpened tips, guards standing stiff and motionless like they weren’t people at all.
Everything there was controlled. Polished. Still.
I wasn’t.
I had become thinner. Worn down in places no one noticed. Changed in a way mirrors couldn’t properly reflect.
When I stepped out of the car, no one came to greet me. No voices. No welcome. Just the long corridor of silence stretching inward, like the house itself was watching and deciding whether to let me exist again.
And then I saw him.
My father.
He stood like he always had—quiet authority, gaze sharp enough to cut through anything it landed on.
“So you came back,” he said coldly. “After everything you chose to destroy your life for.”
I didn’t react. Not a blink, not a tear. I had already spent all of that inside Vincenzo’s world.
“I want the arrangement you once mentioned,” I said evenly.
He studied me for a moment. “That deal is no longer available. The man you’re talking about is married now—to someone who doesn’t bring shame into my house.”
He started to turn away, like the conversation was over.
But I didn’t move. I just kept looking at him.
He paused.
“However,” he added after a beat, “his younger brother is still unmarried. Your sister was originally meant for him, but she chose her own ambitions instead. If you want it… the position is still open.”
I didn’t ask questions. I didn’t bargain. I just nodded once.
If this was the only path left, then I would take it. Survive first. Everything else later.
That night, they gave me a guest room that felt more like a forgotten storage space. It smelled faintly of dust and old polish. Even the staff avoided looking at me directly, like I was something that didn’t quite belong in the present anymore.
Like I had already died somewhere and just forgotten to leave.
Later, I was called.
The younger brother.
Leonardo Lancaster.
He was waiting inside the old observatory, dressed in black, half-hidden in shadows. Moonlight slid across the glass floor, breaking into sharp reflections around him.
I expected softness. Weakness. Someone easy to read.
Instead, he moved like something sharp and alert—measuring me the moment I stepped inside.
“So this is her,” he said quietly. “The wife who ran away.”
My throat tightened, but I didn’t answer.
His eyes stayed on me. Heavy. Unfriendly.
“Tell me,” he said, voice low, almost dangerous, “did you come here for forgiveness… or for revenge?”
My fingers curled slightly, stopping myself from shaking.
He let out a small, humorless laugh and turned toward the glass window instead. The moonlight cut across him like broken silver.
“Go back,” he said. “Come again only when your divorce is done.”
I wanted to respond. I wanted to explain that nothing about my life could be reduced to something that simple.
But nothing came out.
So I left.
Back in the room, everything felt empty. No comfort. No history. No version of me left intact. I sat on the edge of the bed, breathing slowly, trying to remember who I used to be before everything started breaking.
Before love became something that destroyed me instead of saved me.
**
I didn’t sleep that night.
Morning came, but it didn’t bring anything soft with it. Just silence layered over silence. My body moved out of habit more than thought—like I had been doing ever since Gabriel got sick.
At the long dining table, I sat alone. Then my phone rang.
Vincenzo.
I answered.
“We’re heading out,” he said casually, like he was talking about nothing important. “Noel wants parasailing. Lena didn’t refuse. You know how she is.”
He chuckled lightly, like this was something funny we were sharing.
“My parents might drop by later. Make sure the house is ready.”
“Okay,” I replied.
Then the line went dead.
No goodbye. No hesitation. No mention of Gabriel.
Not a single word.
Today was his birthday.
I went back to the glass mansion.
Every step inside echoed too loudly against the cold floors. My hands were shaking by the time I reached my room—the only place in that house that still held anything of him.
I lit a small candle beside his photo. The blue urn sat underneath it. His dinosaur plush leaned against the wall, slightly tilted, like it was waiting for tiny hands that would never come back.
Gabriel had once begged me to take him sailing. He’d seen it in a cartoon and talked about it for days—how he would wear his little pirate socks and “fly with the wind.”
I remembered how his eyes lit up when he said it.
Vincenzo only laughed at the time. Said it was reckless. Said Gabriel was too fragile for something like that. Said he would get hurt.
Now Noel was the one going parasailing.
And Gabriel… had no birthday to celebrate.
I stayed near the doorway, barely breathing, until the gates outside beeped.
The front doors opened.
Footsteps followed.
The staff welcomed them like royalty returning home.
Vincenzo’s parents.
I stepped back slightly, pressing myself against the wall.
They didn’t look pleased to see me.
His mother’s eyes landed on me briefly—then sharpened with open disgust.
“And where is the sick child?” she asked coldly. “Did he finally die… or is he still hanging on?”
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I opened my mouth to answer, but his father interrupted me before a single word could come out.
“Never mind that,” he said, calm and dismissive. “What about Noel? And I heard Lena might be pregnant again. Is that true?”
I stayed silent, fingers tightening around my skirt until the fabric twisted. My chest hurt in a way that felt like something inside me was splitting apart.
His mother clicked her tongue softly, then added with a satisfied tone, “That woman really knows how to bring life into Vincenzo’s world. No drama, no breakdowns. Always composed. Always pleasant. Not like… some people.”
I lowered my eyes and said nothing.
Then his father’s voice dropped heavier, sharper.
“Go assist the kitchen. And bring us tea first. Tell Vincenzo we expect him next week for our anniversary dinner. You may bring your sick child if you insist.”
My voice came out small. “Yes, of course.”
I went to the kitchen, told the chef they wanted jasmine tea, and prepared everything myself. I arranged the tray carefully—porcelain cups, polished edges, everything perfect on the outside. Inside, I was barely holding myself together.
When I carried the tray out and set it down, my hand trembled. One cup slipped.
It hit the floor and shattered instantly.
The sound cut through the room.
His mother inhaled sharply, then turned on me with a glare.
“You’ve always been so careless,” she snapped. “Even something this simple—tea—you can’t manage it. Just like your life. Bitter and useless.”
I stared at the broken pieces on the floor, then slowly straightened my back.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered.
Not for the cup. Not for the mistake.
For the version of me that once believed I could be accepted here.
That version died with Gabriel.
They didn’t stay long after that.
Vincenzo’s parents stood up, their expressions tight with disdain. His mother adjusted her gloves with slow precision, like she was wiping off something unpleasant.
“I’ll make sure Vincenzo knows how far you’ve fallen,” she said coldly. “Maybe this time he’ll finally see it. You never belonged here. You never were worth his time.”
The door closed behind them. Tires rolled away down the driveway. And just like that, the house sank back into silence.
The same silence that had always lived here.
I turned to one of the maids. “You can stop preparing lunch. They’ve left.”
She nodded quickly.
I went upstairs slowly, each step heavier than the last, like my body didn’t belong to me anymore.
Halfway up, I heard voices drifting from the kitchen—low, careless, unfiltered.
“She didn’t even cry when they left.”
“Have you seen the urn in her room? That boy… Gabriel… he’s really gone.”
“Mr. Vincenzo only talks about Noel now. He even brings flowers for Lena. No visits, no prayers… nothing for the other child.”
“And even if he did, what would it change? That boy was always too soft… too fragile.”
“She used to be the lady of this house. Now she’s just… surviving.”
I didn’t stop walking.
I didn’t react.
I didn’t defend myself.
Maybe they were right.
I reached my room and shut the door behind me.
My phone rang.
Vincenzo.
Once. Twice.
I just stared at the screen until it stopped ringing on its own. No message followed. No explanation. Nothing.
The silence came back stronger than before.
Heavier. Familiar. Permanent.
**
I changed my clothes without a sound.
I picked the soft blue dress Gabriel loved—the one stitched with tiny white clouds. He used to hold it in his small hands and smile like it meant something magical.
“Mama, you look like a storybook mom,” he once told me. “The kind that keeps kids safe. The kind that doesn’t disappear.”
I picked up his urn and held it close, pressing it to my chest like I could still feel him there.
Then I left.
I drove to the only place he ever truly wanted to go—Ocean Park.
Every year, he used to ask.
“Just once, Mama… I want to see the dolphins. I’ll be good, I promise.”
And every year, Vincenzo said no.
Too dangerous. Too weak. Too sickly. Always too much for Gabriel, but never for anyone else.
I bought two tickets anyway.
One for me.
One for him.
I sat there holding the urn, whispering to it, laughing softly whenever the dolphins jumped through the water. People probably thought I had lost my mind, talking to something that couldn’t answer back.
I didn’t care.
This day wasn’t for them.
Not for Vincenzo. Not for his family. Not for anyone else in his world.
Only for Gabriel.
I lit a small candle near the railings, shielding it from the wind as the flame flickered.
“Happy birthday, my love,” I whispered.
When I got home, night had already swallowed the mansion whole. The glass walls reflected nothing but darkness, like veins running through a dead body. Even the lights felt dimmer, like they were afraid to shine too brightly.
I stepped inside.
And Vincenzo was already there.
He emerged from the shadows before I could even fully register his presence.
Then his hand struck me.
Hard.
So fast I didn’t even see it coming.
The impact echoed through the foyer like a gunshot. My head snapped to the side and slammed into the doorframe. White flashed across my vision. A sharp ringing filled my ears as my body staggered under the force.
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But I didn’t let go of the urn.
My child. The last thing I still had of him. My arms locked around it like my body understood I had nothing else left to hold onto.
Vincenzo’s roar filled the staircase, shaking the walls.
“Have you lost your mind, Olivia? You’re disrespecting my parents inside my own house?”
I blinked slowly. I swallowed the metallic taste in my mouth and said nothing.
He came closer, his voice sharper now.
“My mother told me everything,” he spat. “You insulted her. You spilled tea on her on purpose. You even threatened them.” His face twisted in anger. “Do you think that’s amusing? Huh? You think that makes you strong?”
I tried to speak—but another blow came before I could form the words.
Harder this time.
My head jerked sideways, pain exploding down my neck and spine. I tasted blood.
Then Lena’s voice drifted down from the stairs, soft and sweet like it belonged to something poisonous.
“Vincenzo… don’t bother yourself with her,” she said gently. “She’s not worth your anger, baby. You know she’s unstable.”
And just like that, his rage shifted.
He turned toward her, and in an instant, his expression softened—as if someone had flipped a switch inside him. As if I’d never mattered at all.
“You’re too forgiving,” he said to Lena. “That’s why she keeps stepping out of line.”
Lena made a small sad face. “She’s been weird all day. I tried to understand her, but… she really hates me. I can feel it.”
On the couch, Noel didn’t even pretend to care. His headphones dangled around his neck while music still played. He looked at me and smirked.
To him, this wasn’t conflict. It was entertainment.
A performance.
The maids stood frozen at the edge of the dining room, whispering like they were afraid to be noticed.
“She’s still holding that urn…”
“She didn’t even defend herself…”
“I heard she went to the ocean alone with it…”
My chest already felt like it was empty long before their words reached me.
Vincenzo’s eyes finally dropped to my arms—to the white urn I was holding like it was something alive.
“What is that?” he asked.
Before I could move, he grabbed it from me.
“No!” I shouted—but it came out too late.
He held it up, turning it over in his hands like it was nothing important. Something disposable.
“So you’ve been walking around the city with this?” he said coldly. “Crying to people for attention?” He shook it slightly, almost mocking. “What is this supposed to be? Another one of your pathetic attempts at sympathy?”
My stomach dropped.
My breath caught.
“It’s an urn,” he said with a scoff. “Who died this time? Your pride?”
Lena let out a quiet laugh behind him. Noel snorted like he was watching a joke unfold.
I stood there, blood still drying on my lip, heat burning through my face.
And finally, I spoke.
“Give it back.”
Vincenzo lifted it higher, taunting me with it.
“Why? Who is it even supposed to be? What is this act now—collecting ashes for attention?”
I didn’t blink.
“My son,” I said quietly. “Gabriel.”
Everything stopped.
Vincenzo’s hand froze.
Lena’s smile vanished.
Noel’s expression dropped.
Even the maids went silent.
For a moment—just one breath—no one moved.
Then it slipped.
Or maybe he let it.
“No—!” the sound tore out of me.
It hit the floor.
A sharp crack echoed through the room.
And then everything broke.
Ashes. Bone fragments. Ceramic shards.
My son—what was left of him—spread across the marble like he had never been held, never been loved, never even lived.
My scream came out raw and broken. I dropped to my knees instantly, hands shaking as I tried to gather him back together. My fingers scraped the floor, but I didn’t feel the pain. I didn’t feel anything except the emptiness growing inside me.
Behind me, Vincenzo sighed like he was bored.
“Stop screaming like someone died,” he said flatly. “You’re not the victim here.”
My hands were covered in ash now. My breath came in uneven gasps. My vision blurred, but I couldn’t stop.
Then he spoke again.
“I got the hospital report this morning,” Vincenzo said calmly. “Gabriel is fine. Alive. Sitting up. Smiling. The doctor even sent proof.”
I froze.
The ashes beneath me blurred further.
Alive?
No.
That couldn’t be right.
I was there. I held him when the monitors stopped. I felt his body go still in my arms. I watched them cover him because there was nothing left to do.
“You’re lying,” Vincenzo said, stepping closer until his shadow covered me completely. “You made this up. You staged it. You drugged him just to get attention. Just to play the victim.”
I lifted my head slowly, shaking.
“He died…” my voice cracked. “He died in my arms…”
“Enough,” he snapped. “Shut up.”
Lena stepped in softly, her voice trembling in a way that felt rehearsed.
“Maybe she did it because of me,” she whispered. “Maybe she hates me so much she wanted me to suffer too…” Her eyes shifted to the ashes. “Maybe she wanted me to imagine that… being me one day. Broken. Gone. Like that.”
She let out a shaky sob and collapsed dramatically onto the couch, trembling like she was made of glass.
“Come on, sweetheart,” she said weakly, grabbing Noel’s hand. “Let’s go. Mommy can’t breathe around this… this darkness. I don’t want you seeing things like this.”
Noel frowned but didn’t resist. He just followed—trained, obedient.
Then Vincenzo wrapped his arm around Lena’s waist like she was the only thing steady in the room.
“Don’t waste your tears on her,” he murmured into her hair. “You’re the only one who matters. Let’s leave her here with her mess.”
I was still on the floor, gathering what remained of my son with shaking hands. Ash smeared across my skin, streaking the tiles like something trying to cling to life.
Then Noel suddenly broke away.
He ran straight toward me.
His shoe came down hard.
Right on the ashes.
“Witch!” he shouted. “You made my mom cry!”
He stomped again.
And again.
The remains of my son scattered further across the floor—like even what was left of him wasn’t allowed to stay whole.