Chapter 3
Esther POV:
Jonah lunged for the bed, his movements clumsy and uncoordinated. He collapsed onto the mattress, pawing at the empty space where he expected to find me.
"Playing hide-and-seek, are we, little kitten?" He chuckled, a wet, unpleasant sound. He pushed himself up, turning, his eyes scanning the room. His gaze swept past the heavy velvet curtains where I stood pressed into the shadows, the letter opener held low against my inner forearm, blade parallel to my skin. Invisible. Patient.
My breathing was shallow, controlled. The terror of my past life howled in my skull, but I held it down, drowning it beneath the cold, black tide of hatred I had cultivated across a lifetime of suffering.
I wasn't the prey anymore.
Jonah's eyes were still adjusting to the dim light. He squinted toward the bathroom door, then toward the armoire. His back was to me, broad and exposed.
Now.
I moved.
Not away. Forward.
Two silent steps. My bare feet made no sound on the plush carpet. The letter opener shifted in my grip, rotating so the brass point angled downward, aligned with the soft flesh beneath his arm where the expensive jacket gaped open.
I was close enough to smell the whiskey souring on his skin when his ear caught the whisper of my movement.
He started to turn.
Too late.
I drove the letter opener into the fleshy part of his upper arm with every ounce of strength I possessed—strength born of years of repressed rage, of nights lying awake memorizing the geometry of his body so that one day, one day, I would know exactly where to strike.
A choked, guttural cry tore from his lips.
The sharp tip tore through jacket, shirt, and into the muscle beneath. Blood, dark in the moonlight, welled up instantly, staining the fabric.
For one perfect second, Jonah Fitzpatrick went completely still. The pain hadn't registered yet. His brain was still struggling to process the impossible: the meek little Omega had struck first.
Then the agony hit.
He screamed—a raw, animal sound—and spun toward me, his uninjured arm swinging wildly. The back of his hand connected with the side of my face.
Stars exploded behind my eyes. I staggered sideways, my shoulder cracking against the edge of the heavy armoire. The impact sent a jolt of pain down my arm, my knuckles scraping against the decorative metal sconce mounted on the wood. A thin line of fire opened across my upper arm.
But I didn't drop the letter opener.
My fingers tightened around the brass handle, slick now with Jonah's blood. I blinked the stars away and found him again. He was clutching his wounded arm, his face contorted in a snarl that was half pain, half disbelief.
"You little—" The words came out strangled. "You stabbed me?"
I didn't answer. I shifted my weight, settling into a crouch, the blade held before me. My free hand braced against the armoire. I could feel the warm trickle of blood running down my own arm, but the pain was distant, muffled. Adrenaline was a beautiful thing.
Jonah's eyes darted from my face to the bloody letter opener and back again. I watched the calculation happen behind his eyes—the drunk, entitled boy trying to decide if the price of continuing was worth paying.
He lunged again.
Slower this time. Hampered by the wound, by the alcohol, by the shock. His good hand grabbed for my wrist.
I twisted. Not away—into the grab. I let his fingers close on my forearm, then pivoted my body, using his own momentum to drag him off balance. The letter opener came up in a short, vicious arc, scraping across the back of his hand.
He howled. Released me. Stumbled backward, blood now streaming from two wounds.
I pressed forward. Not far—one step, two. Enough to make it clear I was not retreating. The letter opener dripped between us, a steady, rhythmic patter on the carpet.
"Get out," I said.
My voice was low. Quiet. It cut through the silence with the edge of shattered glass.
Jonah looked at me. Truly looked—past the fragile girl's body, past the Omega designation, into the thing that now lived behind my eyes. Something cold. Something patient. Something that had spent a lifetime learning exactly how much damage a person could survive.
The lust and drunken arrogance were gone, replaced by a dawning, primal fear. This was not the girl he remembered. This was not a victim.
He realized how much trouble he was in. If Archer found out...
He didn't wait for a second invitation. Clutching his arm, he scrambled toward the door, his retreat as pathetic and cowardly as his attack had been arrogant. He ran so fast, so blindly, that he never even glanced toward the shadows of the alcove where his cousin stood watching.
The sound of his footsteps faded into a hollow silence.
The adrenaline drained away.
My knees gave out. I slid down the wall to the floor, the letter opener falling from my nerveless fingers onto the thick rug with a soft thud.
I stared at my hands. They were shaking. There was blood on them now—his and mine, mingled together. I could smell it, the phantom scent of a lifetime of it layered beneath the fresh copper tang.
I did it. I struck first. I fought back.
And in that moment, the last vestiges of the frightened girl I used to be died, and something new, something harder and more resilient, settled into its place, solid as a foundation of stone.