Alpha Zachary

I almost stuttered, "mmm, I do have a Luna! I found my mate three years ago when I had turned eighteen."

She said confidently but in a meager voice while closing her legs, "mm, okay, but I'm sure we are mates."

I ran my fingers through my hair trying to process what was happening with me not only with her, and why did I feel such a strong attraction.

That's when my wolf internally said to me, 'she is our mate.'

But how? For god's sake!

I stood trying to stop myself from not going down between her legs and licking her pussy. It was very hard on my wolf and me. We both wanted her badly.

I'd never cheated on my Luna ever before. I'd never felt so either. Just with that tiny homeless hybrid she-wolf!

She glared at me then suddenly she mumbled, "go back to your Luna."

She flipped her body and slept on her stomach, ignoring me. I moved my fingers on her smooth legs going up to her ass. I tried to walk away, but immediately I attacked her as prey and leaned to her ass, ripping her underwear.

She squirmed a bit underneath me, "what are you doing?"

And my reply was my tongue licking her ass hole, spreading and stretching her hole with my playful licks and sniffing where I go — and moving down to reach her pussy. My wolf growled immediately.

I flipped her once again on her stomach, and I took off my shirt and pants in seconds saying before spreading her legs, "I don't know what's happening with me. I don't know if we are mates or not. But all I am sure of — is that I want you now and here. So, do you accept me for now?"

She smiled and nodded shyly, "yes, I do."

I had no idea when we were both naked, and I was positioning my dick in her pussy before announcing to her, "I'm going in."

And yes, I shoved my dick in all of a sudden like one penetration mission as a very horny dog can't wait. I knew I was rough, and that made her clutch to the bed-sheets and scream from the pain. But I dug my dick more and more in-depth and faster.

She screamed and moaned at the same time as if she was in a battle deep inside herself and she couldn't control her breathing nor her heartbeats. Me neither, I was lost, like insanely wanted to stay there for too long and fill every hole of her.

It was so fucking weird but delicious and amazing sensual feeling, and I had never experienced it before. I was lost with her but in the right way.

I pushed harder and faster, "sorry, I'm Kinda rough and aggressive. I know it's your first time. But I have zero control over my body now. Even my wolf wants more," I admitted to her.

She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer to her, "I feel the same."

I cleared my throat while watching her facial expressions amazingly enjoying every thrust of my dick. I said huskily while showering her neck and the back of her ear with warm kisses, "I need more, I want more." I almost roared, I couldn't stop myself. I couldn't pull my dick out of her. I had no idea what the hell happened to me. As if a ghost possessed me.

Her nails dug into my back, scratching lightly. That turned me on! I hated when my Luna did that but not with Jenny! Fuck! Who the hell was she? Could she be my Luna?

She moved her hands down to my ass and pulled me to her, "hard. Please. I want more. I'm on heat now."

Then that's it! Was she in heat? That explained why I felt so, and I was in the heat too. Then she was my mate. But could I have two mates? I remembered when I met my Luna, she smelled nice, I like her, but I didn't mark her as mine and not even touched her until a month had passed, then I fucked her a year later.

I was confused back then, because finding my mate, meant we both would go into heat immediately, and we could never wait more than four days. But we waited for a year.

I pulled her nipples by my teeth and grazed it gently while smacking her ass by my hand roughly, she smiled and straddled her legs even higher to my waist "fill me, please."

I narrowed my eyes, confused, "fill you? You mean with my dick?"

She bit her lip seductively and whispered into my ear, "I mean— fill me with your cum."

And once she said that I pulled my dick away immediately and splashed my thick hot fluid on her boobs while grunting loudly as if my wolf was growling from ecstatic pleasure. But she seemed annoyed, I moved my fingers to her cheeks and kissed her lips then I pulled her to my chest, "what, you didn't like it?"

She said with a broken sigh, "you didn't cum inside me."

"Mm, about that— it would be weird. I mean, I told you that I have a Luna and I can't make you pregnant. I'm not aiming to breed you," I said honestly, and I didn't want to deceive her or give her high hopes.

She nodded, "okay, I understand but don't you think that you could have two mates?"

It came to my mind. But what she didn't know is that I was sure she was my real mate. I couldn't do anything about that. I'd a mate 'Luna,' and I didn't want to complicate things. Besides, I didn't think that losing my real mate would kill me.

I kissed her softly then I smiled, "let's just be here now and don't think about anything else." She zoned out for a while, and I moved my fingers to her cheeks to make her look at me, "so, you don't want to be with me now?"

"I'm your mate, Alpha. I'm sure," she said confidently annoyed by my ignorance.

I pulled myself up, and I walked to the window, saying, "no, you are not. I do have a mate. We can stop here if you would like. I would never break up with my Luna for your sake."

I knew I was harsh, but I would never break my Luna’s heart ever. Even if she wasn't my real mate. Even if our mating bond was fake. My Luna did her best to make me happy! I was so grateful to be with her.

I came back to my senses when Jenny hugged me from behind, "okay, even if I will be in your life for a short time. I don't mind."

I breathed a sigh of relief and slammed her to the wall in a blink of an eye glaring all over her beautiful face, "Okay, I'm staying here for three nights. Could we enjoy these nights?"

She smiled but honestly as much as she looked happy she was doing that for me, not for her.

We spent three horny nights together, and I admitted I felt like I was on cloud nine that I wondered if I would be able to forget about her and these nights ever.

Jenny

Desperately in love, that was me — he left after spending three sexual nights with me. After giving me everything I needed, starting from food, clothes, and a good embrace and pleaded with him in bed as if we had known each other for too long. However, he indeed took something precious from me in return, which was my heart. It was the only thing I owned and I was supposed to have control over it. After these passionate long nights and after tasting the love and how to be pampered and treated like a real she-wolf, I felt like I was ripped off, he was going, and I wasn't sure how I would feel about that.

I was confident we were mates, but he had his Luna! He was already married, and I had no chance. Even so, he had no mate — I would still have no chance to be mated to him. He was the Alpha, and who was I? Nothing! I had no idea about myself.

At least, I lived for three days; I would never forget about it. It was more like heaven, a dream I would never expect that it might come true; but it happened.

As soon as he woke up and kissed my forehead saying his goodbyes, it was evident the dream was about to find its end. The aches found its way to my chest; my eyes looked at him for the last time. I made sure to kiss him a very long kiss as if I would never meet him again.

I was lucky; he offered me an excellent opportunity of staying in the lake house forever. And he told me that he would come from time to time to be with me as friends. That was the toughest and the harshest ever. He Didn't know that his word destroyed me in just a second as if he pulled away from my crown that he had gifted me — although it wasn't a real crown. It's just the way he pampered me in bed, that was like giving me a crown. He pulled away from me the hopes of being with him forever. It was helpful because I had to come back to the ground and accept the reality. He would never be mine, and I would never be his.

He looked as if he had to go; he looked as if he missed his Luna. He didn't give me a second glance before saying at the door, "my Beta will come every week to give you food, clothes, and money. If you need anything, just ask him," he plainly said, as if we didn't kiss, we didn't make love; as if he didn't touch me or snuggled to my chest.

I felt bare; I felt poorly treated this time even though he didn't abuse me. Even if he was so kind to me. The mating bond he just decided to ignore as if he rejected me made me feel like real trash this time, more than any other moment from my past miserable life.

I smiled and pulled myself together, asking him, "when would I be able to see you again?"

He blew a deep sigh and opened the door and just stated, "I don't think we are going to meet again. But thank you for these amazing nights."

And I felt my heart drop to my feet. I couldn't stand. I thanked God that he had left because I immediately knelt to the floor and cried intensely and heavily. I thought he would at least come back but his words were in a serious tone as if he had made his decision already.

I thought of getting out to the forest and searching for my father. Then, I decided to stay longer; maybe he would come back.

I hopelessly waited for him and days and nights became longer, and the loneliness killed me.

Alpha Zachary

I felt like a fool sinking in her love. The bond between us distracted me. I just decided to go back to my castle and my Luna and stop being selfish and irresponsible. I convinced myself that everything would be fine only by touching my dear Luna. I convinced myself that it was only a fling and nothing more.

I didn't know that by being next to my Luna, I would realize what I didn't ever feel previously, which was — my Luna wasn't the right mate for me. I made a mistake! How the hell had that happened, I had no idea? Maybe because my Luna was so beautiful and we were so close. Perhaps because she seduced me?

Honestly, I hated everything that happened that night. And the next night and after that.

For a whole week, after returning to my castle, I checked on Luna's health. I never usually slept next to her. She instantly snuggled to my chest, "please sleep next to me. You were away for three days already."

I nodded and took off my clothes, "okay, but no touch, no sex. You're still sick." I told her about my condition. I really was worried about her.

She smiled, excited, "okay, just hugs."

I slid my body on the bed next to her, and she started sniffing me, and suddenly she widened her eyes, "what is that smell?"

I asked, "what smell?"

She gazed into my eyes, suspiciously, "another woman’s scent!"

That took me off guard! I trembled, but I covered it immediately with a snort and pulled myself off the bed, "what the fuck are you saying? Have you lost your mind?"

She blurted out, "I'm sorry, maybe I'm just still sick."

I wore my sleeping pants and agreed, turning my back to her, "yes, sure, you're sick. And that's why I'm gonna sleep in another room."

"No, wait, please. I said, I'm sorry."

But I just ignored her. Not because of what she smelled, but because I hated her touch and I hated her body scent. Her beautiful face looked like an ugly monkey to me all of a sudden and all I was able to see was Jenny's cute face.

Days and nights since then became boring, I felt incomplete. Something important in my life I'd missed, and I had to go back and face the truth. I had to face myself. I wanted Jenny.

Before deciding to check on her the next day, a week had passed already and my Luna did her best to tempt me. She sneaked into my room and dropped down her satin robe showing her naked body. "What are you doing?" I’d asked in curiosity but in a bored tone.

She rolled her body to be on top of me and bit her lips, "I want you."

I tried to kiss her! But yuck! I couldn't; she tasted like I was eating rotten meat or a dead body.

I flipped her aside gently, "I'm tired. Let us sleep."

She pulled my hand to her pussy, "please touch me. Please fuck me. What happened to you?"

I wondered too, what the hell happened to me. Was that because of Jenny the miserable she-wolf with hybrid identity and weird eyes? Or because my Luna wasn't my real love? Or because our mating bond died already because she wasn't able to get pregnant and carry my child in her womb?

I came back to my senses when the door knocked, I stood up and opened it slightly, "what is it, Beta? It's too late."

He whispered into my ear, "I went to the lake house. And she's not there."

I didn't think that would make me jump into my clothes and dash out of the room and the castle without even looking back or replying to my Luna’s calls. As if I was possessed, losing Jenny scared me though I was the one who left her without giving her promises.

I had to find her, that was the only thing I wanted at that moment.

Jenny

I waited for too long until I decided to do something about that. Being alone again is a deadly feeling to me. I wondered why everyone shunned me? What the hell did I do in my past life to deserve that?

I needed to go back to my mom's house and get some stuff. I didn't have much there, not even clothes. But I had the most and only precious thing to me, a picture for my father. I had to steal it from my mother’s wallet. It was absolutely dangerous.

I waited until midnight, as she’s used to getting laid with her boyfriend at that time. She kept her wallet usually in the living room. So, there was my chance.

I wore my new clothes, which made me look at the mirror for a while. What if my mom and her abuser boyfriend saw me sexy like that? I snapped back to my evil thoughts and put my fears aside and decided to face it. I really needed to go back and search for my father someday. I had to because I had no one else.

I kind of ran for five minutes; the house was close to the lake house but not so much. It was about a 2 miles distance, but no one dared or had the guts to go there. Everyone knew I guess that being by the territory borders was dangerous. I guess everyone acknowledged already that the lake house belonged to the Alpha of our Pack except me.

Yes, I was isolated and working as a maid in my mother’s house, so I didn't get the chance to know anything about our Pack. And I guess no one knew about me living there either. Or maybe they just ignored me because I was nothing but a monster to them who looked weird and ugly.

I sighed and pulled my hair up into a ponytail. Then I used my skills to barge inside the house without using a key. It was risky, but did I have any other choice? They wouldn't welcome me after what I had done and for leaving them. Not obeying them was something unforgivable. They were hurtful and heartless werewolves, I knew them.

I sneaked on my tiptoes in the dark; I tried to find my way in the living room searching for her wallet, which I found there easily. I sighed in relief. I decided to just take it all for now. I needed money too. But before I could reach the door, my eyes were almost blinded by the light that was turned on suddenly, showing my mom's boyfriend in front of me in his wolf shape growling beastly as if he wasn't going to let me go this time.

I didn't know what to do except walk backward and try to hide anywhere. It seemed empty; even my mom wasn't there which was weird; it looked like a trap for me. I forgot that a she-wolf mother could smell her daughter. So, I realized that she left me with her boyfriend on purpose. From the way he looked at me, it was clear as crystal that his intentions were bad, he would do anything to rape me at that moment.

I locked my mom's room, I tried to jump out the window, but it was locked. I pulled a chair and tried to smash the windows, but it was too late. He barged inside and attacked me, punching me here and there until I found myself trapped underneath his heavy body, this time helplessly. He kept slapping me until I almost lost consciousness.

I opened my eyes later, and the only god knows how much time I was there and what happened to me. But thankfully, he didn't touch me yet.

He threw cold water on my face and smirked, "so, you're back and look clean and hot. Did you sell your body?"

"What do you want from me?" I asked plainly; I really wanted to end the suffering. I wanted to move forward in my life. I really thought of giving up myself to him to let me go.

He rubbed his chin and moved his hand to my boobs; he didn't take off my clothes yet. I guess he wanted me to react with him. In his dreams!

He moved his hand shamelessly between my legs, "well, I didn't want you in the beginning to be honest but look at you now — I can do anything to be with you."

And I had no idea why I said it so confidently, but I really did, "then break up with my mom, first. And I will be yours."

And dung! He said yes, and guess what? My mom stepped inside at the same moment, and she yelled shockingly, "what the hell?!"

He trembled and looked to her angry face, "baby; I was just—"

And that gave me the chance to loosen my hands from the ropes and run away. They were busy, and my mom stopped him from following me. She was scared to lose the one she loved. She didn't want him to touch me anymore.

She mumbled while I was running, "I'm gonna get back to you later and kill you, Jenny."

I ran and ran until I reached the lake house, and was shocked to find lights on. I was excited and worried at the same time. My hand was bleeding, my lips too.

My clothes were ripped. So, it was obvious that I got into a fight.

And his words echoed in my ears, "where were you, Jenny? I have been waiting for you for too long—" He didn't continue once his eyes locked into mine. He hurriedly pulled me into a strong hug that I longed for. Then he cupped my cheeks while checking my lips, "what happened?"

I gulped nervously; I tried to lie to him. But I guess the mating bond was too strong; I said, "nothing, I stumbled."

He surprised me by his words, "I heard your mind!" he seemed shocked. Me too! But I guess that assured him that we were really mates.

He gazed deeply into my eyes then pulled me to have a seat and knelt down licking the blood from my injured hand, "who did this to you, Jenny?"

I sighed deeply and closed my eyes, "my mom's boyfriend. He abused me."

And dammit! I had no idea that would be Alpha Zachary’s reaction!