Chapter 2
When awareness returned, it felt like waking beneath a mountain — every breath thick, my limbs weighted, my skin burning as though fever and exhaustion were wrestling inside me. The tiles beneath me were still unforgivingly cold, my clothes soaked and clinging like a second skin. Every joint screamed.
I tried lifting my body, but my palms slipped, arms trembling until I collapsed again. A fiery sting crawled down my spine, and swallowing felt like dragging sandpaper through my throat.
I’m sick… The thought drifted through me, too faint and too small for what my body felt like — like something inside me was failing, shutting down.
“Jo–Adrian…” The whisper scraped out, raw and broken. “Please… help me…”
Silence answered at first. I forced my voice louder, desperate, until footsteps finally approached. Soft. Confident. Sabrina.
“Oh? You’re awake now,” she said, a cheerful lilt masking the pleasure dancing beneath it. “Should we take her to the hospital? Poor thing looks like she’s burning up. Rain does awful things to the weak.”
Then his voice cut through the air like ice. Adrian. “Don’t bother. She’s exaggerating. This is her consequence for yesterday — abandoning Noah so Sabrina had to step in again.”
A rustle. A scuff of his shoe. Then something sharp collided with my ribs. Pain exploded through my side, forcing a choked cry from my lungs.
“Get up,” he snarled. “Clean the water you dragged in. Noah could slip. And where’s lunch? Lying there won’t cook it.”
My fingers clawed at the floor, trying again to rise. My vision swam, my elbows buckled. “I… I can’t… I’m sick… please…”
“Pathetic,” Adrian spat. “You were supposed to make this house easier to run — not become dead weight.”
Sabrina’s perfume hit me before her voice did. “Maybe I should take her place for now,” she offered sweetly, voice dipped in artificial pity. “She really does look unwell.”
He snapped instantly. “No. You don’t do chores. That’s her duty. She wants to call herself ‘wife’? Then she should act like one, not lie around.”
Footsteps approached. Julian. My son. His voice as bitter and sharp as theirs. “Can we eat already? I’m starving. She can’t even handle meals anymore. What’s the point of her?”
Their laughter rolled over me — especially Sabrina’s tinkling, poisonous giggle — before they walked away, dismissing me like trash.
When they were out of sight, Sabrina returned. She crouched beside me, nails tracing my shoulder like a threat dressed as concern. “I’ll bring you something later,” she whispered, breath brushing my ear. “Rest, okay?”
Then, in a tone soft and venomous, “You don’t belong here. Why keep clinging? People like you should disappear quietly.”
I opened my mouth but only a thin breath escaped. She stood, smoothed her dress, and left as if she hadn’t just carved those words into me.
I lay unmoving, time stretching like eternity. It felt like lying at my own grave.
Eventually, I forced my body forward — dragging myself inch by inch toward my room. My knees burned against the floor, arms quivering with each push. When I finally reached my bed, I collapsed, drenched and shaking, letting sleep swallow me whole.
Silence greeted me when I awoke next. Silence and pain. My throat was a desert, my bones screaming. I reached for my phone, hands trembling.
The screen lit up — and there it was.
A post from Julian.
A photo: Adrian, Julian, Sabrina, and little Noah — arms linked, smiles beaming, a Ferris wheel glowing behind them. Warm lights. Happy faces. My family.
The caption:
“Best day with real family. Nothing beats this.”
Real family. Not me. Not even a memory of me.
My vision blurred. Then — a knock.
I dragged myself to the door. A delivery man handed me a slim envelope, uninterested in the wreck I must have looked like.
I slid down to the floor, ripping it open with shaky hands.
Inside — glossy papers.
Luxury travel itinerary.
First-class seats.
Five-star accommodations.
Cherry blossom tour routes.
Their names.
Adrian. Julian. Sabrina. Noah.
Mine nowhere.
I stared and stared, tears cooling against my cheeks until they dried. Then came stillness — a strange, deep calm settling into my bones.
I lifted my phone. Scrolled for a number dusted in years of silence. When the line connected, my voice was steady — firm, carved from finality.
“Hello. This is Samantha Villaruel,” I said clearly. “I’d like to start divorce proceedings. Immediately.”
Chapter 3
“I’m ending this marriage. Effective now.”
My declaration floated through the stillness between me and the attorney on the other end of the line — a stillness that, oddly enough, weighed heavier than the quarter-century I’d spent suffocating in that household.
He exhaled slowly. “Mrs. Villaruel… are you completely certain? A twenty-five-year union isn’t something people just… walk out of.”
My eyelids lowered, and memories surged like poison. Adrian’s hand yanking a necklace from my throat, warm blood sliding down my skin. Sabrina’s honey-sweet voice hiding venom. Julian’s cold gaze. The cheerful amusement-park photo — my family smiling without me — and that taunting travel itinerary promising cherry blossoms I was never meant to witness.
“Yes,” I replied, voice steady as steel. “Prepare the documents. Email them. I’ll handle getting his signature.”
His tone softened. “Understood. I’ll set everything up immediately.”
When the call ended, the house’s silence didn’t comfort — it pressed, curled, whispered like every humiliation I ever swallowed was crowding the walls. I walked into the living room and toward the worn cabinet where I kept the relics of a life I tried too hard to preserve — albums, wilted wedding pictures, brittle birthday cards, anniversary messages that once felt holy.
I gathered every fragile memory and carried them to the backyard.
Cold wind brushed my cheeks as I knelt before a metal bin. One picture at a time, I fed the fire — our wedding photo, Sabrina’s face peeking from the edge even then; baby Julian cradled in my arms during a time he still loved me; our early holidays; the letter promising someday we’d stroll beneath cherry blossoms in Kyoto.
My hands trembled, but I never paused. Flames crackled, chewing through glossy lies and vows never meant for me.
Back then, I believed I’d married someone who would shelter me from loneliness. Sabrina had flown away to chase her ambitions, leaving Adrian wounded and abandoned. I stepped in — the quiet sibling always living in her shadow — and when he offered marriage, I foolishly thought I’d been chosen.
And for a decade, I convinced myself happiness was real — until Sabrina returned, trailing perfume and betrayal. Their secret smiles, shared whispers, “business trips” they insisted required them both. The way conversations died when I entered.
And worse — Julian turning, as though I were the stain ruining their perfect world.
A tear slid off my chin into the flames. “No more,” I breathed, barely audible.
I was still staring into the dying fire when the front door burst open — laughter, rustling bags, Sabrina’s sugary giggle, Julian grumbling about traffic, Adrian’s arrogant voice boasting about something meaningless.
I entered the house with the heat of burning memories still clinging to my skin.
Adrian’s brows shot up when he saw the smoke drifting from the backyard. “What did you set on fire?”
“Just the past,” I said plainly.
Sabrina blinked with feigned concern, placing her shopping bags down. “Your memories? Samantha, sweetheart, are you okay? You look tired. Here.” She pulled out a container and held it out delicately. “I brought you something to eat.”
Inside — stale rice, scraps of bone, bits of leftover meat barely clinging to cartilage. Food unfit for a stray cat, let alone a wife.
I forced a thin smile. “That’s alright. I’m okay.”
Julian scoffed, irritation sharp. “Mom, seriously? Aunt Sabrina gave you food out of kindness. You could at least appreciate it.”
I curled my fingers around the container. “Thank you.”
Adrian chuckled cruelly. “Good. That’s all you’re good for — taking leftovers.”
Then his gaze caught the opened envelope on the table. He stiffened. “Did you touch this?”
I swallowed hard. “It had my name. I thought—”
He snatched the papers from my grasp. “You don’t think. This is for our trip. Our Japan trip.”
My voice slipped out before I could stop it — naïve, hopeful, foolish. “Could I… come?”
Sabrina’s laugh rang sharp and tinkling. “Oh, silly me — I forgot to switch the name. It was my booking. You could join if you want… but you’d have to pay for your flight and accommodations, of course. It’s mostly for work.”
Adrian barked a laugh. “As if she has money. She’s been a useless lump here forever.”
Julian smirked. “Just stay behind, Mom. Someone has to watch the house. You wouldn't know what to do on a business trip anyway.”
Sabrina tilted her head, pity shining like polished glass. “Don’t worry. We’ll bring you something cute from Japan.”
I didn’t argue. I didn’t break. I simply clutched the cold food container, knuckles white.
“It’s fine,” I whispered. “I’ll start packing your things.”
I turned away before the mask on my face could crack.
Upstairs, I reached for my phone — for the number that never changed, never disappeared, even when I disappeared from myself.
He answered on the second ring.
“Dad…” My voice shook this time. “It’s me.”
“Samantha? What’s wrong?”
“I’m… done. With Adrian. With this house. With all of it.” My breath hitched. “I want to come home. Will you come get me?”
There was the soft sound of a breath — full of ache, but also relief.
“Of course,” he said, voice firm with love. “Come home, sweetheart. We’ll leave this place behind. Wherever you want to go — we go.”
A tear trailed down, warmer than before — not from pain, but release. “I still want to see cherry blossoms, Dad. I always did. Please… pick me up.”
Chapter 4
Three more days.
Counting down felt like clinging to a lifeline — three sunrises until my father arrived; three more days of pretending the house wasn’t a battlefield; three more days of smiling while the storm inside me kept raging, the same storm I’d shouldered for half my life.
It struck me as absurd that after all this time, it was still my father who would rescue me. Age had creased him, years had hollowed parts of him, but he had not forgotten the little girl taken from him when my mother remarried. He remembered me when others chose to look away.
As a child I’d loathed him, fed lies by my mother about his failures — that he ruined our family, that he’d denied me what I deserved, that he’d been selfish and weak. Only later did the truth surface: he didn’t walk away — she did. She cheated, abandoned him, and dragged me into a life that never truly accepted me.
When she had Sabrina — the shining child, the second chance — I became the background, the shadow tucked into corners. Sabrina perfected the smile that hid a blade. Whenever my mother flew into a rage over something I supposedly did, it was usually Sabrina who had planted the seed. I was the mistake, the leftover piece. Sabrina made sure I never forgot that.
And nothing had changed. I remained the afterthought — the one who only got in the way.
My thoughts shattered at the sound of a familiar voice downstairs.
My mother — home after weeks away.
I moved slowly into the living room. Gift bags spilled across the floor like a small, bright forest; boxes and ribbons littered the coffee table. Adrian lounged nearby with a glass of wine. Julian flicked through his phone. Sabrina unpacked presents with all the practiced gentleness of a daughter who had earned every sparkle.
For me — nothing.
Again.
Sabrina, theatrical as ever, glanced toward me and purred, “Mom, what about Samantha?”
My mother didn’t bother to look up. “Oh, I forgot she exists. She never leaves the house anyway. What could I possibly buy her?”
Then, with that same long-practiced look she reserved for me, she added, “Since you’re standing there, make us lunch. We’re hungry.”
I nodded and retreated to the kitchen, tasting blood from holding my tongue too hard.
I kept my hands moving — chopping, stirring, covering the silence with motion — hoping the rhythm would steady whatever was collapsing inside me.
Sabrina swept in as if she had the right to be near every surface. “I’ll help,” she chimed, overly bright. “Wouldn’t want you to hog all the attention.”
“I’ve got it,” I muttered, barely looking her way.
She leaned close enough that her breath tickled my cheek. “When are you finally going to leave us?” she asked, silk laced with venom.
“Soon,” I said without blinking. “Don’t worry.”
“Perfect,” she trilled. “We really don’t have room for you anymore. By the way, we’ll be moving your things to the storage room for a while — renovations, you understand?”
My spine stiffened. “Excuse me?”
She raised her voice so everyone could hear. “We’ll need to move her things to storage temporarily. Renovations, you know. Hope that’s alright.”
“Is something happening?” Adrian called from the living room.
Sabrina made a wounded face. “Samantha got angry when I asked her to move her things. She refuses to cooperate.”
Adrian’s reply was immediate and merciless. “This isn’t your home, Samantha. You don’t get a say.”
Julian didn’t even glance up from his phone. “You don’t pay the bills. We’re generous to let you stay at all. You should be grateful for a storage room.”
Sabrina sighed in exaggerated sympathy. “Sorry, but they’re right. I’ll buy you a mattress. You’ll manage.”
I could not speak. I left the kitchen before the words could break me open.
“He’s ignoring us now?” Adrian barked. “Say something, Samantha! Cat got your tongue?”
I paused on the stairs, turned, and smiled at him — a cold, small smile.
“You disappoint me, Adrian.”
His expression twisted. “What do you mean by that?”
“Enough,” Sabrina said quickly, moving between us with feigned concern. “Let’s not argue.”
Of course they rallied around her; they always did. I climbed the stairs, each step heavier than the last, until I reached my door and nearly screamed.
Noah sat on the floor, toys and paints scattered like a riot of color. His tiny palms were stamped in red, blue, and green.
My paintings.
I’d started painting again in secret — a quiet way to earn my own money, to buy myself something without begging for it. This canvas was almost sold; a client had finally seen the worth I’d been denying myself.
Now it was smeared, ruined.
“Noah!” I shouted, voice breaking. “What are you doing?”
He looked at me, eyes wide and innocent, the bright smears on his hands smudging down his wrists. “I was coloring! Aunt Sabrina told me to!”
“That’s not coloring!” I cried, grabbing the canvas and seeing my colors streaked and blended into chaos. “That’s my work!”
He began to wail, a high, cutting cry. “You’re mean! You’re a bad grandma!” he screamed, and hurled a cup of paint at me. The lid popped off; a burst of yellow splattered across my dress, my hair, my face.
Something inside me, already raw from years of small violences, finally shattered.
I slapped him.