Chapter 3

The morning light was a cold white.

When I woke, the bed beside me was already empty.

Before leaving, Rory had—like every morning—left behind his three daily sentences:

“Breakfast is on the table. Don’t be late. Be rational.”

Be rational.

He loved those three words more than he had ever loved me.

I sat at the table for a long time, slowly finishing the glass of milk that had already gone cold.

Outside, I heard the car door close, and his silver Bentley eased down the driveway.

Silence swallowed the house, thick and eerie.

And in that moment, I felt—strangely—free.

I went back to the study, intending to tidy up the documents he’d left out from the night before.

Among the neatly stacked folders, there was one that was thicker than the rest, marked with his personal seal.

I opened it without much thought—

and froze.

“Authorization for Termination of Pregnancy.”

My hands began to tremble.

The handwriting was unmistakably his—firm, precise, confident.

Family signature: Rory.

My breath caught. I could almost hear again the buzz of the surgical lamp from that day—

the doctor’s urgent voice,

the nurse’s hands pressing down on my shoulders,

and that low, steady voice from outside the door:

“Sign it.”

It hit me all at once.

From beginning to end,

what he signed that day wasn’t consent to save my life—

it was consent to let our child die.

I didn’t even know how I ended up sitting down.

The paper gleamed pale under the sunlight, almost translucent.

And in that light, my entire world collapsed.

The doorbell rang.

I rose slowly and went to open it.

The woman standing outside wore a beige trench coat, her long hair falling smoothly over her shoulders.

She smiled—gentle, graceful, polished.

“Mrs. Gu,” she said softly. “It’s me—Sybil.”

For a second, I just stared.

She reached out her hand, her smile unwavering.

“Rory asked me to bring over some contracts. He’s been busy, so he asked me to deliver them.”

I stepped aside to let her in.

Her heels clicked softly on the floor; her perfume was faint but deliberate.

Her gaze drifted over the desk—

and stopped on the document.

“You’ve read it?” she asked, still smiling.

Then, almost tenderly: “That day… I was the one who brought it to the doctor.”

I looked up. “What?”

She tilted her head slightly, voice light as if recounting someone else’s tragedy.

“You were bleeding badly. The doctor said they needed the family’s signature. Rory hesitated for a long time outside, so I took him the form.”

Her tone didn’t waver.

“He didn’t even read it. Just signed.

He said, ‘She’s rational. She’ll understand.’”

The air seemed to thin, the sound drained from the room.

I stayed upright only through sheer willpower.

Sybil smiled faintly, her voice soft as silk:

“Don’t blame him. He didn’t want you to suffer. That child… was never meant to stay.”

I laughed.

The sound surprised even me.

“So,” I asked quietly, “did you come here to comfort me—or to prove you understand him better than I ever did?”

She paused, then sighed gently.

Leaning closer, her whisper brushed my ear:

“I just wanted you to know—

that signature wasn’t only what saved your life.

It was the first act of his rationality.”

The sound of a key turning came from the door.

Rory was back.

He saw Sybil, frowned slightly, but not in surprise.

“The contracts—did you bring them?”

“Yes. I just dropped them off.”

She gathered her purse, her composure flawless, and turned to me with a pleasant smile.

“Mrs. Gu, take care of yourself.”

When the door closed behind her, the house fell silent again.

Only the two of us remained.

He took off his coat, his expression unchanged, as if nothing had happened.

“She was helping me deliver some files,” he said.

And just like that, the world continued—

as if the truth lying open on my desk meant nothing at all.

Chapter 4

“My voice was calm. ‘I know.’”

“You read the authorization form, didn’t you?”

He turned to me, his gaze terrifyingly composed.

“Your condition was critical. The doctor said waiting any longer meant losing both lives.

I signed it to save you.”

I looked at him and smiled faintly.

“Then why was I conscious?”

He paused for a beat, lowering his voice. “I happened to be at the hospital that day—for a charity project—and…”

“You don’t have to explain.” I cut him off.

I picked up the document from the table and placed it gently in his palm.

“This,” I said softly, “is your rationality.

And I no longer need to be rational.”

He frowned. “Wendy, are you being emotional again?”

I met his eyes, my tone as calm as falling snow.

“No. I just understand now—what you call love has never been warmth.

It’s control. It’s choice. It’s a signature.”

For the first time, a crack appeared in his expression.

“Stop.”

“Okay,” I said quietly.

I turned toward the bedroom, each step steady, precise, like walking across ice.

The door closed softly behind me.

I leaned against it, eyes shut.

No tears fell.

But somewhere inside me, something caved in—silently.

That night, I understood completely.

Some people don’t need a divorce to end you.

All they have to do is sign their name—and you die once.

The rain fell all night.

As if fate itself had torn open a seam in the sky,

letting every drop of suppressed pain fall through it,

one by one.

I sat at my desk, the document spread before me.

Under the lamp, his signature gleamed faintly cold—

“Family Signature: Rory.”

And I finally understood why that surgical light had been so blinding.

It wasn’t to save me.

It was to make sure I saw clearly who destroyed my child.

A car pulled up outside.

Before I could hide the papers, the door opened.

He was back.

His black suit was wet from the rain.

Loosening his tie, he asked evenly, “Still awake?”

I looked up, my face serene. “Waiting for you.”

He stepped closer, his gaze brushing over the desk.

“What are you reading?”

“Files for the charity gala,” I said lightly.

“Sybil told me you haven’t been doing well lately,” he said, removing his coat and brushing off the raindrops.

“She asked me not to let you overwork. She’s taking over a new project for me—very capable.”

I smiled faintly.

“Yes. I know you well.”

He didn’t hear the edge beneath my words.

He only murmured an indifferent “Mm,” then, as always, sat across from me, opened his laptop, and began typing.

The house fell quiet—

the only sound the rhythm of his fingers on the keyboard.

That kind of silence… was the one I knew best.

And the most despairing of all.

“Rory,” I said suddenly.

He didn’t look up. “Hm?”

“That day… when you signed the paper at the hospital—did you hesitate?”

His fingers stopped.

After a pause, he replied evenly,

“The doctor advised it. Continuing would have led to only one outcome.”

“One outcome?”

“You dying.”

When he said those two words, his tone was as cold as a meeting summary.

I stared at him—and then, unexpectedly, laughed.

He frowned. “What’s funny?”

“Nothing. I just suddenly realized—when you say rational,

you sound more like a doctor than the doctor himself.”

He didn’t respond.

He simply stood, picked up the document, and said quietly,

“Go to bed early.”

“Alright.”

He turned away.

He didn’t see it—

the moment my eyes went completely cold.

Chapter 5

The door closed, and the air seemed to collapse inward.

I leaned back in the chair, my chest tightening with each breath.

My phone lit up on the desk—a new message from Sybil.

“Mrs. Wendy, sorry to bother you.

Rory is here at my place tonight to work on the project files.

Just wanted to let you know so you wouldn’t worry :)”

I stared at the smiling emoji, then almost laughed.

So this was their idea of rationality—

he delivered her files,

she delivered me peace of mind.

How thoughtful.

I typed two words back: “Thank you.”

Then I turned off my phone.

Lightning flashed outside the window.

In the mirror, my face looked pale—my eyes sharp enough to shatter.

And in that instant, I knew—I no longer belonged to this house.

I stood and opened the drawer, taking out my passport.

Its cover was worn soft from years of use.

A photo was tucked into the corner.

It was from our wedding day.

He was smiling, gentle, perfect.

I was smiling too—foolishly, blindly.

My fingers brushed across that frozen grin.

“Thank you,” I whispered. “For teaching me how to destroy trust.”

At one in the morning, Una arrived at my apartment.

The moment she stepped inside, her eyes turned red.

“Wendy, are you sure about this?

This isn’t just leaving—it’s disappearing.”

I nodded.

“Rory will never agree to a divorce.

As long as I’m alive, he’ll keep me locked here—rationally.”

Tears welled in her eyes. “I’ve already arranged everything.

The pilot’s in place. The mock crash goes public tomorrow night.

The media’s been notified.

Once you’re on that plane—you’ll be dead to the world.”

I looked out at the night, my voice steady.

“He took away my right to be a mother.

I’ll let him taste what it’s like to lose a wife.”

Una choked out, “Aren’t you scared?”

“I am.” I smiled faintly. “But I’m more afraid of living forever inside his cage of reason.”

The wind swept in, scattering papers across the desk.

The letter I’d written fell to the floor.

Una bent to pick it up—and froze when she read the first line.

“Rory, you signed my death once.

This time, I’ll sign it myself.”

Her voice trembled. “You’re ruthless.”

I smiled, quiet and cold. “He taught me.”

The night deepened.

I sat at the edge of the bed, staring at my wedding ring.

Moonlight filtered through the curtains, making the metal gleam too bright to look at.

Slowly, I took it off and slipped it into the envelope.

My fingers lingered on the cold gold as I murmured,

“Wendy, this is where it ends.”

Outside, the night thickened like ink.

City lights fractured against the rain.

At one a.m., a storm warning echoed across the sky.

Wendy—dressed in a dark gray coat—stood before the window.

Lightning flashed, her reflection flickering back at her:

a face both familiar and foreign,

eyes glacial, unrecognizable.

On the table lay the finished letter.

The ring rested on it—small, silent, and blinding.

I lifted the envelope flap one last time,

and added a final line at the bottom:

“If you ask me whether I regret it I regret not dying sooner.”

Half an hour later, I slid into Una’s car.

The headlights cut through the fog and rain, stretching long shadows over the road.

Her hands trembled on the wheel.

Her voice was hoarse. “Wendy… is this really worth it?”

I fastened my seatbelt, my tone even and calm.

“For three years, I’ve lived in his world.

Now—it’s time to live in mine.”

Faded love, I don't want it anymore

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