Chapter 1
The ER receives a patient in the middle of the night.
Despite being the doctor on duty, I use the excuse of suffering from a stomachache to duck into the washroom. Instead, the new pretentious doctor, Scarlett York, is the one taking the lead in saving the patient's life.
In my previous life, I put in all of my effort to save the patient's life. That was how I managed to revive him.
But when the patient woke up, he claimed that I had broken four of his ribs, so he demanded compensation from me.
The hospital also suspended me from my position and made me reflect on my actions just because I drank a bottle of glucose that I paid for.
At the same time, Scarlett accused me of selling the medical equipment, which led to me getting fired by the hospital.
To make things worse, the patient's family decided to get revenge on me by stabbing me with a blade.
When I open my eyes again, I've returned to the day the patient is sent to the ER.
A rapid knock on the door jerked me awake from my dream.
I glanced at the clock on the wall. It was exactly 9:00 pm. There were still 30 minutes before the emergency patient was due to arrive.
In my last life, it was around this time when my apprentice, Scarlett York, had asked me to cover her shift while she ran to the restroom.
She ended up staying there for over half an hour, leaving me to handle the patient myself.
The patient had already gone into cardiac arrest by the time he arrived. I worked for over 30 minutes doing CPR, pumping until my arms gave out, but I managed to pull him back from the brink.
Resuscitation was grueling work. After the surgery, I collapsed at the ER door, too exhausted to speak, my throat dry and hoarse.
My body was trembling uncontrollably from low blood sugar, so I spent seven bucks on a bottle of glucose to stabilize myself.
Once the patient woke up, he started complaining about chest pain. After learning that I'd cracked four of his ribs during the rescue, he went into a rage, demanding compensation.
In medical disputes, doctors rarely saw a fair outcome. Most were forced to grin and bear it, swallowing the injustice in silence.
The hospital made a settlement. But not only did they dock my pay, they used my glucose purchase against me, saying it would disqualify me from any future promotions.
After all of this, Scarlett immediately kicked me while I was down.
"Even though I'm Dr. Garrison's apprentice, as a member of this hospital, I can't go against my conscience and cover for him. He steals from the department every day after work—everything from masks to nebulizers—to resell them for personal gain."
Her shrill accusations from my last life kept looping in my mind.
In the end, when the patient stabbed me to death in the hospital corridor, Scarlett simply stood at a distance, coldly watching without lifting a finger to help.
But I couldn't figure out what I had done to make her hate me so much.
Why would she frame me in front of the hospital board and watch me die without offering any help?
Scarlett had been knocking for a while. When I didn't respond, she called out, "Dr. Garrison, may I come in?"
I snapped back to reality and replied, "Come in."
Knowing what she was going to say, I beat her to it. "Scarlett, you're just in time. Watch the office for me. My stomach is acting up. I need to use the restroom."
I blurted out everything she was about to say. She was instantly frozen in place, her expression turning sour.
"Why are you just standing there? Come on in and sit down."
I motioned for her to come into the office and watched as she sat down like a robot. Only then did I grab a pack of tissues and slip away to the restroom.
As expected, 30 minutes later, the emergency bell rang.
Scarlett called me frantically. When I didn't answer, she sent a text. "Dr. Garrison, you need to come to the ER. There's a patient in need of urgent rescue."
Chapter 2
Scarlett had already completed formal training and was fully capable of handling rescue work on her own.
But now, she was urgently calling me to take over this hot potato. Something didn't add up.
"Scarlett, you take over for now. My stomach is killing me. I can't step out right now. You're usually so proactive during emergencies anyway. I'm sure you can handle this one on your own."
Reluctantly, Scarlett went ahead with the rescue by herself.
I hid in the men's restroom, gazing out the window.
In the darkness, the lights dotted the paths of the hospital.
I'd been here for over a decade, and I had died here too. Over all these years, I'd worked diligently and had never crossed anyone.
If the medical dispute wasn't something the hospital could control, then the false accusation was downright suspicious.
Who was trying to set me up?
"Dr. Garrison, you need to come now! I can't hold on much longer!"
Scarlett called me for help. She was performing CPR on the patient and had already pushed herself to the point of exhaustion.
In my last life, I had persevered for half an hour because I believed that if the patient was in my hands, it was my responsibility to fight for his life.
Even if I had to use every last ounce of energy, I didn't want to give up on even the smallest chance.
CPR wasn't supposed to last that long, but it was only because I refused to stop that we saw a glimmer of hope for his survival.
After Scarlett's routine efforts, the patient still showed no signs of improvement. It looked like the patient would be declared dead.
At that point, Scarlett had given up.
I came out of the restroom but didn't go straight to the ER.
Instead, I subtly hinted to her. "When a life is at stake, you can't give up, even if there's just a glimmer of hope. If you can't push, switch with someone. If that doesn't work, use the machine."
The hospital had a CPR machine, and Scarlett knew that.
Reluctantly, she hooked the patient up to the machine. With the CPR device and defibrillator working together, the patient's heart rate returned, and he was rushed to surgery for further treatment.
Once the heart rate was restored, the remaining treatment would be straightforward.
In a choice between broken ribs and losing one's life, anyone would choose the former.
When I heard the news that the patient had pulled through, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
To avoid getting dragged into the mess, I made sure to keep myself completely out of the rescue.
But to my surprise, as Scarlett was leaving the ER, she ran into Aidan Palmer, the deputy director of the hospital.
She burst into tears, telling him that I wasn't at my post and nearly caused the patient's death.
Scarlett, with Aidan in tow, barged into my office without even knocking. Clearly, she couldn't be bothered to play nice anymore.
When they came in, I was sitting at my desk, sorting through patient charts.
Scarlett wiped her tears and pointed at me. "Dr. Palmer, look! We're swamped in the ER, yet Dr. Garrison is just sitting here doing nothing. If it weren't for his laziness and negligence, we wouldn't have come so close to a medical accident."
In every previous rescue, patients who had died were only declared dead after confirmation.
But miracles did happen. With a doctor's persistence, some patients who had no vital signs were brought back to life.
We couldn't claim that persistence alone would always save a life. But it was better to exhaust every ounce of our strength than to let a single soul slip away.
My palms were sweating with nervousness, but I stood up and tried to remain calm. I swallowed hard and spoke slowly.
"There's no rule that says doctors can't use the restroom during work hours. While I was in the restroom, you could've asked other doctors for help. Why must you ask me?"
Chapter 3
I was only human, not a god. I couldn't be perfect all the time.
"You're my mentor. Of course, I'd come to you with any questions." Scarlett's tone was stiff, and there was a hint of barely concealed resentment in her eyes.
A chilling thought suddenly crossed my mind.
But before I could voice it, I needed to verify something.
Frowning, Aidan started taking passive-aggressive swipes at me.
"Wilder, next time, don't take so long in the restroom. We're fighting for lives in the ER. There's no room for slack. How can you be focused on filing charts right now? Shouldn't this have been done ages ago? If everyone is stuck doing paperwork, who's left to save the patients?"
I bit back my anger and forced myself to answer him calmly, "I'm only working overtime because I didn't finish filing the charts. Besides, I'm not even scheduled for the ER tonight. Dr. York is the one on duty."
Aidan's face flushed with fury at my rebuttal. "What do you mean by that? I'm the deputy director. Can't I even question you? If your efficiency is so low that you have to work overtime just to finish your work, have you considered that you might be the problem?"
My blood was boiling, but no matter how unjust I felt, I couldn't publicly argue with a superior.
The pile of patient charts on my desk was as high as a mountain.
The patient, who was discharged just this morning, had been hospitalized for six months. The printed medical records were 20 inches high. I had to meticulously check every single page and handwrite a case summary.
Any senior doctor would need days to finish this task. But because I volunteered for overtime, Aidan twisted it into an accusation of low work efficiency.
"Dr. Garrison, even if you weren't on duty, the ER was busy. You should have helped out. As a doctor, how can you just stand by while lives are at risk?"
Helping out didn't come with a bonus, so why the hell should I be expected to jump in?
Out of professional ethics, I kept those thoughts to myself.
Even the work I loved began to lose its initial appeal after long, exhausting hours.
I cared about my patients, but I wasn't so sure they appreciated me.
Just like in my last life, I collapsed at the surgery door, almost fainting from low blood sugar. I had given everything to save the patient, only for him to stab me to death afterward.
Any doctor would feel betrayed by that.
When Scarlett heard Aidan's words, she burst into louder sobs.
"I heard Dr. Garrison say before that he's sick of this job. He doesn't even like saving people.
"Once, I happened to walk in on him during rounds. He was standing over a comatose patient, muttering about how the man should just die instead of pointlessly hogging a bed in the ward."
Shaking, she hid behind Aidan.
"Dr. Palmer, I refuse to work under a mentor who is so utterly devoid of humanity. He treats human life like it's disposable. It's terrifying. How can a doctor with no medical ethics and zero professional integrity be allowed to stay on staff at this hospital?"
She wept with bitter, heart-wrenching intensity.
No medical ethics?
If I lacked medical ethics, then Aidan was probably a fake doctor. He had done enough shady things, and I'd seen a few of them with my own eyes.
I couldn't stop myself from letting out a scoff. "If you can provide proof that I ever said those things, then I'll resign."
It was just her word against mine. Scarlett wanted to pull me into her mess, but I crushed that idea before it could start. So, she hadn't had time to fabricate any evidence yet.