Chapter 1
The Lamberts' neighborhood was slated for demolition, and the whole family was too excited to sleep.
Gordon Lambert held my hand and said:“Babe, once the payout comes through, I'm buying you a big gold bracelet.”
I smiled and nodded, warmth spreading through my chest.
Then my best friend Jessica Moore called from the Housing and Urban Development office:“The plans changed. It's not your mother-in-law's place getting demolished. It's your family's old house back in Clearwater Village.”
I froze for a second, but I didn't think much of it. I figured I'd go home and talk it over with Gordon.
I pushed the door open. Gordon was sitting on the couch, his face dark.
“I thought I really loved you, but I've met the person I truly love. I hope you can let me go.”
May Lambert sat beside him, holding her teacup, her tone as flat as if she were commenting on the weather.
“Our family's about to get the demolition payout. We won't be in the same league anymore. Better to end things now.”
“A person should know where they stand. Forcing a marriage between people who don't belong together only makes everyone miserable. At least if you split now, you can still be friends.”
I looked at those two faces, and the words that it wasn't their house being demolished but my family's died somewhere in my throat.
May was right about one thing. Soon enough, we wouldn't be in the same league.
……
“Anna Swanson, let's get a divorce.”
Gordon lifted his head and looked at me, his tone grave and deliberate.
I thought he was joking. I walked over and pressed my hand to his forehead:“Are you running a fever? Or has the demolition news made you lose your mind?”
He let out a long sigh.
“I thought I really loved you, but I've met the person I truly love. I hope you can let me go.”
I stood there. My brain had to loop through that sentence twice before the meaning landed.
“What is that supposed to mean?”
“Your love is that cheap? Two days ago you were promising me a gold bracelet, and today you've found your soulmate?”
Gordon grabbed my hand, his eyes rimmed red.
“Anna, I'm sorry. I know this isn't fair to you.”
He paused, his voice cracking:“It's not that I don't love you. But I can't keep lying to myself. That girl……she's pregnant.”
I went still.
“Her name is Kathleen Summers. No parents. Grew up in a state-run foster home. She has nobody.”
Gordon let go of my hand and stepped back, wearing the expression of a man making a noble sacrifice.
“Believe me, I just fell in love with two people at the same time. But she's carrying my child now, and I can't abandon her. I have to step up and be a man. Can you understand that?”
My stomach turned so hard I thought I might be sick.
He made cheating sound like a charity speech. Anyone listening would think he was accepting an award for humanitarian of the year.
I let out a cold laugh:“Well, I'll be damned. You really opened my eyes today. What, you think you're rich now? Think you've outgrown me? And are you even sure that kid is yours?”
Gordon's face flushed scarlet:“This is exactly what I can't stand about you! You're always so aggressive! Kathleen would never say anything that ugly! I'm a man, and you have never once cared about my dignity!”
May sat beside him, legs crossed, lifting her teacup to blow on it.
“I said it from the start, marrying you was a loss for this family. A country girl with no class. Three years under our roof and you couldn't even produce a child, and you still have the nerve to question someone else.”
Her eyes were pure contempt.
“Our family's about to get the demolition payout. Seven, eight million dollars at least. We won't be in the same league after this, so let's just call it done.”
“A person should know where they stand. Forcing a marriage between people who don't belong together only drags everyone down. End it now, and you can still walk away as friends.”
I looked at those two faces.
One wore the smug generosity of someone tossing scraps from above. The other could barely contain the scheming behind his eyes.
The words that it wasn't their house being demolished but my family's clawed at my throat, and I swallowed every last one of them.
Chapter 2
Gordon slid the divorce agreement across the coffee table toward me.
Every clause was printed in neat rows, and someone had even gone to the trouble of highlighting the signature lines in fluorescent marker.
“I know I'm the one who wronged you. This apartment and everything in our savings account, consider it compensation for the three years you gave me. If you ever run into trouble down the road, you can still come to me.”
The look on his face while he delivered that speech was so sincere he could have been filming a charity PSA.
Cheating repackaged as sacrifice. Abandonment dressed up as responsibility.
I lowered my eyes to the agreement.
Under the property division section, the apartment we were sitting in went to me. The savings, he hadn't claimed a cent.
“See? Gordon's walking away with nothing and leaving you the apartment. Take it, be smart about this, and don't push your luck.”
May chimed in from the side, dripping with passive-aggressive sweetness.
I looked up, first at Gordon's face arranged into its guilty-conscience expression, then at his mother's, radiating the magnanimous air of someone bestowing a favor.
I didn't feel like wasting another word. I picked up the pen and signed my name on the agreement without a second of hesitation.
Gordon visibly froze.
He'd probably rehearsed a whole speech of consolation, maybe even mapped out a strategy for handling my tears and my screaming.
But I didn't give him the performance.
“You……don't do this just to spite me.”
My swiftness had thrown him off balance, and he was scrambling for footing.
“Spite you? You're giving yourself way too much credit.”
I tossed the pen onto the table. “Somebody's lining up to take out the trash for me. My only regret is I didn't buy firecrackers to celebrate.”
May nodded, satisfied, and set down her teacup as she stood.
“Good that you know your place. Go file the paperwork tomorrow. Don't drag your feet.”
He thought he was about to cash in on a government demolition payout, so he was in a rush to kick me to the curb.
What he didn't know was that the property actually slated for demolition was my family's three old tile-roofed houses and the two courtyards in Clearwater Village South District.
At prime downtown compensation rates, that came to at least fifteen million dollars.
May was right about one thing.
From here on out, we really weren't in the same league anymore.
First thing the next morning, we went to the courthouse and filed for divorce.
By law, there was a thirty-day cooling-off period before it could be finalized.
Gordon couldn't wait. That same afternoon, he sent people over to move his things.
He didn't pack his own bags.
His true love, Kathleen Summers, came to do it for him.
I sat on the living room couch cracking sunflower seeds, watching a strange young woman rifle through my bedroom for my husband's underwear and socks. The whole scene was so absurd it was almost funny.
Kathleen wasn't exactly pretty, but she had a built-in fragility, the kind that made men want to shield her from the world.
When she passed by me, she stopped, her voice small and timid:“Hey, sis.”
I spat a sunflower shell into the trash can.
“Don't claim relatives you don't have. My mother had one daughter, and she sure didn't give me a pregnant little sister.”
Kathleen's eyes reddened instantly, and the tears came on cue.
Gordon happened to be walking out of the study with an armful of books. The moment he saw her face, he pulled her behind him.
“Anna! If you've got a problem, take it out on me. Picking on a pregnant woman, what kind of person does that make you?”
I rolled my eyes.
“Picking on her? I didn't lay a finger on her. You two are standing in my apartment packing up your little affair, and what, you expect me to roll out a red carpet and hand you a trophy?”
Gordon had nothing to say to that. He let out a cold scoff, grabbed Kathleen by the arm, and walked out.
The deadbolt clicked shut, and the apartment went completely silent.
I sat alone on the couch, staring at the wedding portrait on the wall.
Gordon and I had been high school classmates.
Back then his family had nothing. He wore the same cotton jacket all winter, washed so many times it had faded to gray, and at lunch he never ate more than a bread roll with pickled vegetables.
Chapter 3
I pushed my lunchbox across to him. His face went red, and he swore that once he made money, he'd pay me back tenfold.
After college, he failed the grad school entrance exam three times. I told him it was fine, try again next year.
That year, I worked at the office during the day and pulled shifts at a bubble tea shop at night. Both paychecks went straight to covering his living expenses and exam fees.
When we got married, he couldn't put up a wedding gift.
May said city people didn't do that sort of thing. My parents thought it was unacceptable, but I pushed back and said if he couldn't, he couldn't.
Looking back now, I must have had my brain pickled in grease.
I got up, pulled the wedding portrait off the wall, and tossed it into the storage closet.
Then I dug out the property deed. I'd contact a realtor first thing tomorrow, sell the place, and cut every last tie to the past.
The next morning, I sat in the VIP room of a real estate agency.
The agent finished running the title search, looked up, and his expression went strange.
“Ms. Swanson, this unit was purchased with zero down. Only about ten thousand in mortgage payments have been made so far. The remaining balance is four hundred and seventy thousand dollars.”
My head went blank, like something detonated behind my eyes.
“What did you just say? Four hundred and seventy thousand in debt?”
“Yes. And since the divorce agreement assigns the property entirely to you, the full loan balance transfers to your name.”
Gordon hadn't left me compensation. He'd left me a bottomless pit.
Every month he handed me a thousand dollars for living expenses and claimed the rest went toward the mortgage.
He'd barely paid a cent.
I bolted out of the agency and went straight to the bank to pull our transaction history.
Three full years of joint-account records printed out to over a dozen pages.
I'd figured there had to be at least a hundred thousand left.
The account balance:$3,215.40.
I flipped through the statements. The line items were packed so tight they blurred together, and a chill crawled up my spine.
High-end menswear. A designer cosmetics counter. Five-star hotel afternoon tea. A maternity center consultation fee. None of it had been spent on me.
I checked the credit cards next. All six were maxed out. Over ninety thousand in total. Every single installment plan was under my name.
For three years I'd bought him decent clothes for job interviews, bought May her vitamins and supplements to show filial respect, covered every daily expense for the whole household.
I counted it all up. I'd sunk nearly two hundred thousand dollars of my own money into that family.
He'd been draining me dry, bankrolling another woman on my dime, and on his way out the door, he'd graciously left me $470,000 in debt.
I sat in the bank lobby, clutching that stack of statements.
The edge of the paper sliced my finger. Blood welled up in a thin red line, but I didn't feel a thing.
When someone truly has no shame, nothing in this world can stop them.
Before the cooling-off period was even up, Gordon couldn't wait to start stirring trouble.
Jessica sent me a handful of links and screenshots over iMessage.
“Anna, your ex-husband is next-level trash. Just look at this.”
I tapped on the screenshots. They were from our college alumni group chat.
Someone had posted a three-minute video.
In it, Gordon sat facing the camera, eyes rimmed red, wearing an expression so grief-stricken he could've been delivering a eulogy.
“Hey everyone. Anna and I are about to finalize our divorce.”
“You have no idea what these last three years have been like for me.”
“She had a terrible temper, she was lazy, she didn't lift a finger around the house. I was working, running the household, and paying the mortgage all by myself. And the worst part? She can't have children.”
“Three years I kept that secret from my mother. I carried it for her. My mom blamed me, and I took it, because I'd promised Anna I wouldn't tell a soul.”