"But instead he's in control of Roni to say bad things to you. I'm not going to take this back to them. Let them do what they want. Just believe that Roni is your soul mate, I hope he can change. him, you shouldn't think too much about this. You might get sick," added Mina.

"I did feel dizzy earlier, Mom. But Roni didn't care. Even said hurtful things plus harsh words from my other-in-law. I was getting dizzy. Luckily I still got here safely. Otherwise, I might have fainted in the angkot," said Mosa.

"So, now you just rest first! if you're still dizzy later check at Bu Nur," said Mina.

Mrs. Nur is a nurse who opens a practice near Mina's house.

Mosa then took his bag to his room and lay down on his bed. Mosa took several deep breaths to try to calm himself down.

Mosa hopes that he will be fine even though Roni doesn't like him. Mosa is already in love with one hand. Although at first, he had doubts he managed to convince himself that Roni was the best man.

Mosa remembers that when Roni came to her house with a fellow teacher at school, Haikal, Roni gave Mosa a happy smile when Mosa was sick at that time.

Haikal intends to visit Mosa, and Roni is invited by Haikal. Since then Mosa and Roni became acquainted.

Roni offered to Mosa if he wanted to move on to a more serious relationship. But Mosa was still thinking about it. Mosa wants to know Roni's family first.

During school holidays, Roni often invites Mosa to visit his brother's house and finally to his parents' house. During the introduction, Roni did not show any signs of being rude. Mosa only found Roni always speaking softly.

Indeed, when approaching the wedding, Mosa saw Roni angry but only kept silent and did not say harsh words.

Only then did Mosa remember that during the introduction period, Roni always said the words "mother said" many times. He just realized that Roni is a mama's boy.

Even so, Mosa was still trying to be patient. If you are married, you will come back. But to return to receive rough treatment is not. Mosa wants that even if he comes back, Mosa doesn't want Roni to be handled by Sarni.

Mosa wishes that if they were with Roni again, they would live far away from their parents-in-law so that they could be free. But back to Roni, can he be away from his mother? Because they have never been separated. Even Roni only did something if ordered and allowed by her mother.

Even though it seems impossible, Mosa can only pray for the best. Because only God can turn a person's heart.

The next day, Mosa had started work. As usual, she left early in the morning to welcome the students. When in front of the school lobby there was already a teacher friend who greeted.

"Wow, the newlyweds have arrived, I think they are still on holiday," said Raisa.

Mosa smiled, "Yes, at home I miss school," she said.

"But if you miss home at school, yes. Hehe." Raisa teased.

Mosa just kept walking towards the teacher's room. Then put down the bag and take a deep breath to calm down. She will be teased a lot. Because people's thoughts when newlyweds are loving each other and enjoying being a new self. Unlike Mosa, she felt hurt. But he didn't want to tell people about it. She acted as if nothing had happened in his marriage.

During recess, Mosa was only in the teacher's room. Raisa saw him approaching.

"After the break are there teaching hours?" ask Raisa

"Nothing," said Mosa.

"I want to take you to the library," said Raisa.

Mosa and Raisa are best friends, so they act normal if there are no students. If there are students they act as teachers and don't call me and you.

"Yes, I want to eat lunch first," said Mosa.

They walked towards the library. Seen some students greet Mosa and shake hands because of a few days off. And teasing Mosa, Mosa did not feel uncomfortable she was happy that a lot of attention was paid to him.

When we arrived at the library, the doorbell rang. Some students in the library left the library to go to their respective classes.

In the library, Raisa invites Mosa to talk privately.

"Sa, it looks like you're hiding something. Say it! I saw you this morning in the lobby, I saw it in your eyes. I used to see you happy and happy but instead, you looked gloomy even though you smiled at everyone on your lips," Raisa said.

Mosa smiled, "I'm fine," he said.

"Don't lie, you show yourself more when there's a problem, Sa. Don't hide it from me, I can feel you're sad. Let's just say, a friend wants to help you while I can. Even though I'm also married but I don't have children, we can still share when we feel sad," explained Raisa.

Mosa burst into tears, "You're right. I'm feeling sad, a marriage that I thought would be happy is painful, my husband is cold and very indifferent to me. Likewise, my mother-in-law is ery protective of her child. I was never touched by my husband. Yesterday I'm dizzy he even shouted at me harshly. I was just trying to be patient, but instead I w, as humiliated. I didn't expect that his true nature was like that. Then I said goodbye to go home, he instead let me go home without dropping me off. What I was very upset about was that my mother-in-law also called me harsh words, even though I have never been treated like that in my life," explained Mosa.

"O Allah, Mosa, you came like that. It's okay. Your husband is outrageous, he was a little hesitant when you suddenly wanted to get married. You once told me that he was diligent in worship, but he wasn't a benchmark for someone. Not comparing, my husband is not diligent go to the mosque but still remembers praying he can treat me well. It's too much Mosa, you should go home. Calm your mind, then you are there just eating your heart. After school, we eat together, and I treat. Maybe it can cheer you up a little, "

"But what about your husband?" asked Mosa anxiously.

"You forgot, huh. My husband comes home after Isha, so it doesn't matter. Later I will also say if I want to eat with you first, God willing, he will allow it. I also want to please you. Surely you need entertainment, I'm so sorry for you, Sa It's only been 3 days since you've been a bride," Raisa said.

"That's it. After school, we'll get a little wind. You're a good friend, Sa," said Mosa.

"I should have helped you. So if there's something, just say it. You don't need me to interrogate first," said Raisa.

After school hours, Mosa and Raisa headed to one of the designated cafes. They ordered food and drinks to accompany the turn of the afternoon into the evening.

Mosa was a little relieved that he could have a chance to speak his heart apart from his mother.

"Sa, tell me what you want to do now!" Raisa asked.

"From the start of the marriage, she was very indifferent. She didn't want to eat my food. She always spent her time at her mother's house or the mosque. Maybe it looked good but she didn't care about me. I felt like I wasn't a wife there, nor was I a maid. just a ride at his house" explained Mosa.

"Then does he ever give you money? Or does he care about your needs?" Raisa replied.

Mosa shook his head. Visible clear liquid coming out of the tip of the Netra. "He gave only 150 thousand rupiahs," she said.

"O Allah, really, yes. You did the right thing, Mosa. You left there. There was nothing to be weighed against. After all, you were never touched. Even if you were to separate from him you don't have an iddah period, so what are you going to do now?" Raisa asked.

"I still have a lot of considerations, on the other hand, I also don't respect my husband and his family anymore. I think I want to separate it if it can't be maintained. Maybe I should be a widow rather than having to live there but be mentally tormented," complained Mosa.

"You're right. But don't rush, at least you give him some time. If you don't have good faith, you should just file a lawsuit," Raisa suggested.

"Yeah, maybe later I'll think about it again. Right now I'm still focused on refreshing my mind first. For three days there I felt like I was in a lot of torment. No one wanted to defend me," continued Mosa.

"Now, let's not talk about what makes you sad. We'd better talk about something else. The food is also delicious, I've been here before," Raisa said, she didn't want to say she had been there before with her husband. She didn't want to offend the troubled Mosa.

At Roni's house, he was happy because Mosa came home without being kicked out. He had no interest in marrying Mosa. Because Mosa is considered not good at dressing up. Roni wants a woman who is smart in dressing up so that when she meets her friends she feels proud to have a beautiful wife.

Expelling him to his mother's house. Arriving at his mother's house he sat in the living room.

"What are you doing? Thinking about your wife who doesn't know herself?" asked Sarni.

"No, why are you even thinking about her?" replied Ron.

At that time only Roni and his mother were at home.

"Yes. You're right, Ron. Why are you thinking about her? Just divorce that Mosa. There's nothing good about it. There are still many women who want to be with you. Moreover, you have a lot of money and have a house," said Sarni.

"Yes. But I don't want the one to sue, let him alone. I don't want if I'm not present, the process will be fast," said Roni.

Roni's father is still not home, so Roni is comfortable at his mother's house. Roni thinks that he will just divorce Mosa. Because marrying Mosa doesn't have any effect on him.

According to Roni, let what he spent to marry Mosa just disappear, after all, the gift is not too expensive.

In the afternoon Karno found that Mosa was no longer at Roni's house from Sarni.

"So why did Mosa suddenly come home?" Karno asked.

"From the start, I didn't like him, you were the one who forced Roni to marry him," said Sarni sarcastically. He felt that Mosa's decision to leave the house was right.

"I feel sorry for Mosa, his family has fallen apart, and she has the right to be happy too," said Karno feeling sorry for Mosa.

"Why do you feel sorry for a child like that? After all, Father also insists that Roni is also not interested. Now he is nothing but a widower. But I'm sure that later he will get his soul mate. Because Mosa is not his soulmate. Many women are lining up to be Roni's wife. So you don't have to worry anymore! And I ask you not to arrange for Roni to marry again or something like this will happen again," Sarni threatened.

"Well, at that time, it was Ron who introduced Mosa to us, why is it now Father who is being blamed for this," Karno replied.

"Because you didn't say before that your parents were a mess. If you said that from the start, this certainly wouldn't have happened, sir," said Sarni annoyed.

"Yes, if that's the case. Hopefully, Roni and Mosa can find their soul mates," said Karno.

Two weeks later Mosa waited for Roni's goodwill but there was no news. She was tired of the marriage. According to Raisa's suggestion, she will wait at least 2 more weeks if it is still the same, Mosa will have to sue Roni in court.

Mosa enjoys her activities at home and school. She was relieved that she was no longer with her evil husband. But it's not a relief if it's not officially separated.

Two weeks later, there was no news at all from Roni. Mosa is very sure if you have to separate. There's nothing left to defend anymore.

That day Mosa left school, and she went to court to file a lawsuit against Roni. Mosa did not go alone but with Mira.

Mira has resigned herself to Mosa's marriage because if it continues, it will make Mosa suffer more. She is willing to let his son become a widow like himself, rather than having to be constantly tormented.

Even though the widow status is considered lopsided in society, for Mosa's good, Mira supports Mosa only.

After completing the lawsuit, the officer gave directions that later there would be a summons that must be attended by both parties.

Mosa understood and then she invited Mira to eat out instead. Because Mosa rarely invites Mira to eat out.

"Mom, sorry, because I have disappointed you with my decision to part with Roni," said Mosa.

"No. I'm not disappointed, I know how you feel. I support your decision. Hopefully, it will be made easier and later on, you will get a better substitute for Roni," said Mira.

"It seems that after this I don't want to think about getting married again. I want to focus on my mother and sister. I'm still traumatized by marriage," added Mosa.

"Don't be like that, Mosa! Your future is still long. Don't stop anyone from approaching you! I'm sure that your soul mate will not go anywhere. After this, you should arrange your heart again," suggested Mira.

"You'll see later, ma'am. This is still filing a lawsuit. I no longer have any feelings for Roni. I believed what he said before getting married and then he just dumped me.

"Patience, Mosa! All bad deeds will have a reward as well as good deeds. Fortunately, you don't have children, if you have later you still have to communicate and establish relationships for the sake of your children. But destiny is like this. Thank God Mosa,'' said Mira.

"Yes, ma'am. Even though I don't know the beauty of marriage, at least I know the pain. I don't know when I can get it, but I want to make Mom happy," said Mosa.

Mira felt relieved if Mosa had the desire to open his heart again. Nira knows what it's like to be separated. Because she had experienced it. But the difference is Mira already has 2 children, namely Mosa and her brother.

It's not easy to separate from your partner. There is affection or having a beautiful moment together. Like Mira used to be with Mosa's father. Even so, Mira was able to be sincere with everything that happened.

At least Mosa didn't feel the excessive pain like she used to. Because Mosa has never felt the beauty of marriage with Roni.

A few days later Roni received a summons from the court.

"Finally she went to court, didn't she? I knew she would be like this. Well it's good she's not my type at all," Roni muttered.

Seeing Roni who was smiling to himself while looking at a piece of paper, Sarni approached Roni. "Why are you smiling to yourself?" She asked.

"This mother-in-law has sued me, tomorrow I will be invited to court," said Roni.

"That's good. You don't have to come. Let the process be fast. If you come, you are asked to mediate something," added Sarni.

"Yes. Who else wants to come? I don't want to see her anymore. Besides, there will be no more communication between me and Mosa. I'm already planning to find another woman who is more than Mosa. What is Mosa, she's a cute girl," said Roni about Mosa.

"Yes. Women don't know themselves. Even small salaries are arrogant. It's better for you too. Many women want to be with you. Find something beautiful that you can show off to people!" Sarni orders.

"Yes, ma'am. Later when I get it, I will also invite him to get married right away. After a while, if you still have to date," said Roni.

"Yes, Ron. It's been a while. Remember how old you are. Don't be like the Mosa types anyway. From the face alone, Mother doesn't like it," continued Sarni.

"After this, I want to go to Semarang, because the stock there is running low. Maybe I'll stay there. So tomorrow I have to go home. Mom, please take care of my house first," said Roni.

"Yes, I'll take care of it later. You don't have Mosa's purchases at your house. Let me just use it. Besides, if you're married again, there's also your wife, right? Maybe she wants to cook and prepare all the kitchen utensils so you can serve. You are doing well," said Sarni.

"Yes, mom, just take it. Besides, I don't need it either. I can buy things like that too. The price is of course cheap, I can afford 100," said Roni arrogantly.

"Yes, you go, be careful!" Sarni's message.

Meanwhile at Mosa's house the summons to Mosa's court, Mira accepts. Mira didn't want to open it, she just let Mosa open it.

After school, Mosa, knowing there was a summons from the court, immediately opened the invitation. After reading it Mosa sent a message to the principal because the next day she could not teach because of personal matters.

The next day, Mosa was ready to go to court with Mina.

There were quite a lot of people, and Mosa was queuing to be called into the courtroom. Her feelings were pounding, not because she didn't want to part with Roni, but because it was the first time she had set foot in court for a divorce trial with Roni.

Mosa hopes that the marriage that he dreamed of will become a lasting marriage, not only in this world but also in the hereafter. But it's all just a dream, instead of having to be tormented constantly, maybe this is the best for him right now.

Mosa wants everything she is doing at this time to get smooth so that it doesn't get in the way of being someone's wife but like a widow. Better to be a widow, an honorable widow.

When Mosa called, Mosa then entered the courtroom. Previously he asked for Mina's blessing to be given smoothness.

A few minutes later Mosa was in the courtroom and then he opened the door. Mosa approached Mina. He asks if the process can not be done all at once. Still waiting for the next process. Mosa was even asked to bring 2 witnesses for questioning at the next summons.

Because no one knows about what happened at Roni's house, Mosa is forced to ask her mother and sister to be witnesses. Mosa's sister at the cottage will be asked to come home to be a witness if she knows when the two will be summoned.

The next day at Mosa's school the principal was called. There the principal asked about the problem with Mosa's permit yesterday. Because the school also doesn't want just an unimportant reason to have to leave the school and its students.

Mosa knocked on the principal's door.

"Enter!" the principal orders.

"Excuse me, did you call me?" asked Moses.

"Yes. I called Mrs. Mosa. Because I have something to ask. I heard that Mrs. Mosa asked for permission yesterday. Previously, Mrs. Mosa must have known that there was a personal matter that was explained so that the school would not assume. Actually, why did Mrs. Mosa take the day off and leave the children? " asked the principal.

"Sorry in advance, Sir. Maybe I didn't say it before. But I'm embarrassed. Yesterday was my first summons in court because I had filed a lawsuit against my husband," explained Mosa.

"Oh, why ma'am?" asked the principal curiously.

"Yeah, maybe everyone will be surprised to hear this. I'm embarrassed too. I was on leave from a marriage about 1 month ago but had to go through a divorce trial. So I had a problem with my husband who required me to do this. Maybe for that reason, it was privacy. So I apologize to you for not giving a complete reason at the time of the permit yesterday," said Mosa.

"Okay, Mrs. Mosa. I understand now. I am sorry for what happened to Mrs. Mosa. Mrs. Mosa is also a good and diligent person but has experienced an incident like this. Maybe in the future, I can get a better mate, Ma'am. Now Mrs. Mosa can come back to the office," said the principal.

"Thank you in advance, Sir. But I ask to keep this a secret from my fellow teachers! At this time I still don't want anyone to know," Mosa asked.

"Okay, Mrs. Mosa. I will keep this a secret from the others. Welcome back to work," said the principal.

Mosa then left the principal's office.

Meanwhile, in Semarang, Roni had just arrived. He went straight to the warehouse where he stuck his goods. There he saw a woman with long hair. Her dress is quite sexy. Roni asks his men.

"Who is that?" asked Roni while pointing at the girl earlier.

"Oh, that's Laila. She usually helps us take stock of goods here," answered Roni's men.

"Oh, so he's an employee here too?" asked Roni again.

"Yes, Sir. She has just worked here. Because her parents are in the village, she has to stay here. The boarding house is not far from here either. She is a widow but has no children," said Roni's subordinates.

Roni smiled at the explanation of his men. After confirming the stock of goods, he approached Laila.

"Afternoon," said Roni.

Laila turned, "Afternoon, who are you?" she asked.

"Oh, introduce me, Roni. The supplier of goods here," said Roni and then stretched out his hand.

Laila shook hands with Roni, "Laila, so you are Mr. Roni, right?" he asked.

"Yes. Did you already know me?" replied Ron.

"If you know you haven't yet, you've only just met Mr. I only know that the one who supplies the goods here is Mr. Roni. So Mr. Roni is Mr. Roni," said Laila.

"Don't call me Sir, I just feel old. Just call me Roni!" Ron asked.

"Oh, yes. Roni. By the way, Roni, are you married yet?" asked Laila.

"I'm divorced. My ex-wife left me home. Even though I've never been rude and given money. But instead, she left, so why should I keep people who want to leave," answered Roni.

"Wow, that's a shame. A handsome and well-to-do man was just abandoned. If I were your wife, of course, I would stay at home no matter what. I too was abandoned by my ex-husband when he was newlywed. Because I know I was unable to serve him, uh suddenly he immediately went and divorced me," explained Laila.

"Yes. Can we exchange phone numbers, Laila?" asked Ron.

Laila nodded, and they then gave each other their phone numbers. At first glance Roni already likes Laila. From the way Roni dresses, Laila is amazing.

Wear a blouse and jeans that are quite tight. Her hair fell beautifully like a salon treatment.