Mosa's heart seemed to want to scream when Mina was on the phone, but she just wanted to keep Roni's good name in front of Mina.

After all, Mosa and Roni just got married. How about knowing her daughter's wedding was like that.

"That's it then, you're doing well there! Oh yeah, by the way, when do you start school?" Mina asked, just wondering when Mosa would return to teaching.

"Two more days, ma'am. So you still have time at home," replied Mosa, casually. Although he was confused about what she would do while at home.

"Okay then, be healthy there. Take good care of your husband! Assalamualaikum," Mina hung up the phone.

"Walaikumsalam," replied Mosa.

After hanging up the phone, Mosa heard Roni laughing at his father-in-law's house. She was quite jealous, she was never joked about by Roni.

Wanting to cry seemed useless because until now he was just wasting tears without anyone caring.

She took the initiative to make soy sauce chicken. She prepared to head to the market to do some shopping. The distance between the house and the market is not too far, so she only needs to walk.

After taking her wallet Mosa closed and locked the house. Then she went to his mother-in-law's house. There she saw Roni enjoying fried tempes made by Sarni, her mother-in-law.

"Ron, I want to go to the market," said Mosa, saying goodbye.

"Yes," answered Roni flatly, then looked away.

"Mom, do you want to get something?" Mosa asked Sarni, who was sitting next to Roni.

"No, you just go!" replied Sarni.

Then Mosa left the house and headed for the market.

Not far from Mosa's house, a neighbor who is not far from him is greeted. "Mom, where are you going?" She asked.

"Here, I want to go to the market, Ma'am, I'll go first," replied Mosa. SHe then walked away from his neighbor.

Along the way she was greeted by several people who knew she was a newlywed, she was just trying her best to answer. But she didn't want to say much.

Her heart still hurts, feeling Roni's harsh words.

Arriving at the market Mosa went to a place that sells chicken pieces for chicken soy sauce ingredients. Then buy some spices to stock at home. Because she saw that there was no food at home.

Mosa brought some money, she used it to buy some cooking utensils. Although there are but only pans and pans.

Mosa took the initiative to complete it using his money because the 150 thousand money given by Roni was deemed insufficient.

After finishing buying what Mosa needed, she rushed home to immediately start the cooking show.

Mosa was quite objected to the luggage, but she didn't complain. She kept walking until she finally reached the front of the house.

Mosa unlocked then put all the things she bought. She peeked in the window and it seemed Roni had already left for work.

Mosa then went into the kitchen and tidied things up. "So just cook soy sauce chicken," Mosa muttered.

Previously, Mosa had already cooked the rice, so she only needed to cook the side dishes.

Footsteps were heard towards his house, "What do you want to cook?" asked Sarni then sat in front of the kitchen door.

"Here, ma'am. Cook soy sauce chicken," replied Mosa, preparing the ingredients.

"Is it possible?" Sarni quipped. She couldn't believe that his daughter-in-law could cook.

"God willing, you can, Mom. It's just that it's a bit different from your cooking," said Mosa, feeling uncomfortable when she was cooking to be watched like that.

But Mosa tried to calm down even though Sarni was still there.

She started to process his chicken to make soy sauce, but while he was busy cooking, Sarni suddenly commented, "You cook like that, I don't want it!" She snorted. Then leave Mosa.

Mosa was silent, "What's wrong with my cooking?" he muttered.

Mosa confused herself, she didn't know where he went wrong. Even though she used to cook soy sauce chicken as usual.

Mosa didn't care, she just continued to finish cooking his breakfast.

After finishing, Mosa tasted it, "Hmm, God willing, it's delicious."

Then Mosa prepared a serving plate to be placed on the dining table. Then she cleaned up the leftovers and tidied up the kitchen.

Mosa took the plate for his breakfast, "Bismillah."

Mosa enjoyed his breakfast, even though she was alone she could still enjoy it. After all, a healthy body is also an investment for her, if she is sick who will he bother she will be in trouble herself. Moreover, Roni also doesn't care about her, especially if it bothers his in-laws.

Mosa whole day is filled with doing school assignments, although it can be done when she starts working, she has no activities that make him so bored at home.

Roni did not come home, she was still working until sunset.

"Assalamualaikum," Roni greeted.

"Walaikumsalam," said Mosa, she was watching television. Then out to greet Roni.

She tried to grab Roni's hand for a kiss. Instead of Roni giving his hand, he shook Mosa's hand to get away.

Mosa tried to be patient, she just wanted to do good to his husband.

Roni went to the bathroom, and Mosa went to the kitchen to make hot tea. Even though she knew, Roni wouldn't drink it.

"Here, Ron, the tea," said Mosa.

Roni didn't answer, he was tired of being given things she didn't like.

Roni then prepared to go to the mosque to pray in the congregation.

Mosa who was unable to attend congregational prayers, chose to eat because he was already hungry.

Mosa knew, later or now she would eat alone. While waiting for Roni to come home from the mosque, she sat in the living room. Maybe Roni will come home from the mosque soon. But after waiting until Isha, Roni did not come home.

Mosa turned on the television to break the silence.

Until several hours, Roni did not come home. "Where's Roni? Why don't you come home? Are you going to Mother's house?" mumbled Mosa.

Mosa then turned off the television, she moved to the room because he was feeling quite sleepy. Without realizing it Roni entered the house.

Seeing Mosa sleeping, Roni didn't wake her up. There are already pillows and blankets in the living room.

Roni doesn't care, after eating out and spending time with friends now she wants to rest. Because tomorrow he will be out of town to check the supply of red and white onions in the destination city.

In the middle of the night, Mosa woke up, "Is Mas Roni home, huh?"

Mosa then went to the living room and saw Roni was fast asleep. "Thank God he's back," he mumbled.

Mosa then returned to the room to continue sleeping.

"Why do I feel dizzy, huh? That feeling was okay," said Mosa, then held his head.

Mosa then lay down on the bed, Mosa felt her head was spinning and didn't know why.

Mosa then fell asleep with a headache.

The next day, Mosa was ready to pray at dawn but he felt dizzy again.

Mosa tried to say to Roni, "Ron, my head is dizzy," she said.

"So? Take care of yourself. You are a teacher like that, you can't handle it. I'm busy, my mother said I also have to take care of myself, because my mother can always support me," said Roni.

"I'm dizzy, Ron. I'm just saying this at least you understand or help me do something,"

"Just do it yourself, I want to go to mom's house because there is a need."

"You're going too far, Ron. I know that a boy must always obey his mother..." Mosa didn't finish saying that Roni had cut him off.

"You know, so don't stop me from being filial to my parents. Because without them I'm nothing. You're just dizzy anyway, how come you're sick that's worse. Mom is the best person for me."

Hearing Roni's explanation, Mosa's heart ached quite a bit. She always defended his mother over his wife. Even his wife seemed to be considered by no one.

"I want to go home," Mosa said.

"Oh, you want to go home, please! I didn't forbid it was good. I can continue to focus on my parents. Because your presence here makes me a little sick," said Roni.

Mosa's tears flowed freely, she had thought that Roni would not hinder his intention to go home. But the reason to let Mosa go home made her even more hurt.

"Okay, I want to go home. Maybe not come back. I feel not considered here. I just want to make you happy, even without my presence you think I'm a hindrance to you and your parents."

"Yes, please! The money I gave you is still enough to pay for your return home."

Mosa did not answer Roni's question. She headed to the room to pack his things. Not long after, Mosa left the room and took a backpack.

"I say goodbye, Assalamualaikum," said Mosa.

"Waalaikumsalam, you say goodbye to my parents too!" said Roni.

Mosa then went to his father-in-law's house and said goodbye.

"Where are you going?" asked Sarni.

"I want to go home, Mom," replied Mosa, looking down.

"You just got married, it's just a problem, it's no wonder my son doesn't like you. How come the teacher's thinking is immature. You should be grateful to be married to my son because he already has a house, and he has a lot of income. So what's wrong with the teacher with Roni's salary, he's a businessman, if you go home, just go home! Don't come back. Your kid doesn't know how to profit. Stupid kid, if you know you're like this, it's a shame for the family," Sarni cursed to Mosa.

"Sorry, I just wanted to say goodbye," said Mosa with still tears in his eyes. She did not expect the words that were uttered by her father-in-law, even though so far even in a broken home she was never said like that.

Mosa's heart was broken, Roni just watched without defending his wife in the slightest. Roni is also afraid that his mother will be angry with her.

A moment later Mosa had left, only Sarni and Roni.

"Your wife is just like an uneducated person, you get married and you are embarrassed. Not even as much as your marriage has been left home. You don't follow her, it's better for her to leave and you find another woman who can understand you! Don't be like her. If only your father could prefer good women, surely things will not be like this," said Sarni.

"Yes, ma'am. I also regret that I married her. Father and Mother have been fighting to marry me to her, she is rude," said Roni.

Roni does not realize that the fault lies with him. Even though as a husband, you must be able to maintain the good name of your partner. Moreover, Mosa had his self-esteem dropped in front of him and his mother.

Roni doesn't think about how to be a husband. Even though he often prays in the mosque and participates in religious activities, he does not understand how to treat his wife well.

Roni just keeps hearing what her mother says, whether it's true or not, the role model is that her second mother is her father.

Of course, this is not allowed. Mosa should be comfortable with a husband who can nurture and protect him but instead gets bad treatment.

Roni then relaxes at Sarni's house without thinking about Mosa. He just forgot what happened.

Now Mosa has arrived at his house. Because Mosa and Roni's house is not too far away, it's only enough to take an angkot in a few minutes.

Mosa went straight into the house. At home, it was quite quiet because there was only Mina.

"Assalamualaikum," said Mosa entering the house with tears in his eyes.

"Walaikumsalam," said Mina who was sitting in front of the television. "Why did you come home, son? Crying like this. What are you doing?" She asked.

"I went from there, there I was not considered. I was only scolded, Roni only followed his mother's words. Never once defended me. Even though I was being nice and tried to accept them, they only looked at me with one eye, even since I set foot there. Sorry, Mom, I must have made you sad. I had lied yesterday that I was fine there, even though I was very tormented there. Mas Roni doesn't consider me his wife at all, he only invites me to alk when I ask, that he never invites me to talk," Mosa explained, he was still feeling dizzy but because of the problems he was facing he ignored his dizziness and suddenly he fell unconscious.

Bruges.

"Oh my God, Mosa. Why did it come to this?" Mina then took wind oil and gave it to Mosa in several parts of his body.

Moments later Mosa awoke.

"Thank God, you're awake," said Mina.

Mosa started crying again as if he couldn't forget what had just happened.

"You are patient! You should be here to calm your mind. I felt bad yesterday because I was thinking about you, that's why I called, but you said you were fine. Honestly, I didn't believe it right away, because my feelings can't be lied to even if there are It's a lie. Maybe you're trying to cover it all up from Mom so I don't think about it. But I was once pregnant with you and cared for you until you grew up. My feelings are quite sensitive when your child is in trouble, even though I don't know what the problem is either."

"But rest assured, Mother will always be there for you. Maybe your mother-in-law also feels the same way."

"But instead he's in control of Roni to say bad things to you. I'm not going to take this back to them. Let them do what they want. Just believe that Roni is your soul mate, I hope he can change. him, you shouldn't think too much about this. You might get sick," added Mina.

"I did feel dizzy earlier, Mom. But Roni didn't care. Even said hurtful things plus harsh words from my other-in-law. I was getting dizzy. Luckily I still got here safely. Otherwise, I might have fainted in the angkot," said Mosa.

"So, now you just rest first! if you're still dizzy later check at Bu Nur," said Mina.

Mrs. Nur is a nurse who opens a practice near Mina's house.

Mosa then took his bag to his room and lay down on his bed. Mosa took several deep breaths to try to calm himself down.

Mosa hopes that he will be fine even though Roni doesn't like him. Mosa is already in love with one hand. Although at first, he had doubts he managed to convince himself that Roni was the best man.

Mosa remembers that when Roni came to her house with a fellow teacher at school, Haikal, Roni gave Mosa a happy smile when Mosa was sick at that time.

Haikal intends to visit Mosa, and Roni is invited by Haikal. Since then Mosa and Roni became acquainted.

Roni offered to Mosa if he wanted to move on to a more serious relationship. But Mosa was still thinking about it. Mosa wants to know Roni's family first.

During school holidays, Roni often invites Mosa to visit his brother's house and finally to his parents' house. During the introduction, Roni did not show any signs of being rude. Mosa only found Roni always speaking softly.

Indeed, when approaching the wedding, Mosa saw Roni angry but only kept silent and did not say harsh words.

Only then did Mosa remember that during the introduction period, Roni always said the words "mother said" many times. He just realized that Roni is a mama's boy.

Even so, Mosa was still trying to be patient. If you are married, you will come back. But to return to receive rough treatment is not. Mosa wants that even if he comes back, Mosa doesn't want Roni to be handled by Sarni.

Mosa wishes that if they were with Roni again, they would live far away from their parents-in-law so that they could be free. But back to Roni, can he be away from his mother? Because they have never been separated. Even Roni only did something if ordered and allowed by her mother.

Even though it seems impossible, Mosa can only pray for the best. Because only God can turn a person's heart.

The next day, Mosa had started work. As usual, she left early in the morning to welcome the students. When in front of the school lobby there was already a teacher friend who greeted.

"Wow, the newlyweds have arrived, I think they are still on holiday," said Raisa.

Mosa smiled, "Yes, at home I miss school," she said.

"But if you miss home at school, yes. Hehe." Raisa teased.

Mosa just kept walking towards the teacher's room. Then put down the bag and take a deep breath to calm down. She will be teased a lot. Because people's thoughts when newlyweds are loving each other and enjoying being a new self. Unlike Mosa, she felt hurt. But he didn't want to tell people about it. She acted as if nothing had happened in his marriage.

During recess, Mosa was only in the teacher's room. Raisa saw him approaching.

"After the break are there teaching hours?" ask Raisa

"Nothing," said Mosa.

"I want to take you to the library," said Raisa.

Mosa and Raisa are best friends, so they act normal if there are no students. If there are students they act as teachers and don't call me and you.

"Yes, I want to eat lunch first," said Mosa.

They walked towards the library. Seen some students greet Mosa and shake hands because of a few days off. And teasing Mosa, Mosa did not feel uncomfortable she was happy that a lot of attention was paid to him.

When we arrived at the library, the doorbell rang. Some students in the library left the library to go to their respective classes.

In the library, Raisa invites Mosa to talk privately.

"Sa, it looks like you're hiding something. Say it! I saw you this morning in the lobby, I saw it in your eyes. I used to see you happy and happy but instead, you looked gloomy even though you smiled at everyone on your lips," Raisa said.

Mosa smiled, "I'm fine," he said.

"Don't lie, you show yourself more when there's a problem, Sa. Don't hide it from me, I can feel you're sad. Let's just say, a friend wants to help you while I can. Even though I'm also married but I don't have children, we can still share when we feel sad," explained Raisa.

Mosa burst into tears, "You're right. I'm feeling sad, a marriage that I thought would be happy is painful, my husband is cold and very indifferent to me. Likewise, my mother-in-law is ery protective of her child. I was never touched by my husband. Yesterday I'm dizzy he even shouted at me harshly. I was just trying to be patient, but instead I w, as humiliated. I didn't expect that his true nature was like that. Then I said goodbye to go home, he instead let me go home without dropping me off. What I was very upset about was that my mother-in-law also called me harsh words, even though I have never been treated like that in my life," explained Mosa.

"O Allah, Mosa, you came like that. It's okay. Your husband is outrageous, he was a little hesitant when you suddenly wanted to get married. You once told me that he was diligent in worship, but he wasn't a benchmark for someone. Not comparing, my husband is not diligent go to the mosque but still remembers praying he can treat me well. It's too much Mosa, you should go home. Calm your mind, then you are there just eating your heart. After school, we eat together, and I treat. Maybe it can cheer you up a little, "

"But what about your husband?" asked Mosa anxiously.

"You forgot, huh. My husband comes home after Isha, so it doesn't matter. Later I will also say if I want to eat with you first, God willing, he will allow it. I also want to please you. Surely you need entertainment, I'm so sorry for you, Sa It's only been 3 days since you've been a bride," Raisa said.