Chapter 4
Finn froze the moment the words left his mouth. When I said nothing, he rushed to explain.
"Narelle, don't misunderstand. Edith is the only family I have left in this manor. I think of her as my own sister. That's why I call her that."
"There is absolutely nothing between us!"
His frantic explanation only made my stomach turn.
I would never forget what I saw in the moments before I died.
Edith had wept and lied, claiming that my daughter and I had been greedy and eaten pastries laced with rat poison by mistake, and that was how we'd died.
Finn hadn't shed a single tear for us. Instead, his face had softened with tenderness as he pulled Edith into his arms, slipped the clothes from her shoulders, and held her close.
He kissed the tears from her cheeks, murmuring comfort.
"Dead is dead. Even if she hadn't died, I would've served her divorce papers in a few days anyway."
"For years now, the only people in my heart have been you and the two children. There's no room for anyone else, and I won't let anyone disturb our life in this manor."
From that moment on, everything I'd ever felt for him was gone.
Edith brought me back out once I'd changed. Finn was crouching in front of Hildegarde. "Don't you remember your father?"
Hildegarde stared at him in terror, shrinking back step by step, then ran to me and clung to my leg.
"She was only a few months old when you left. You didn't come back for five years. How would she possibly remember you?"
Hildegarde was only five, but with the grime washed from her face, she looked like a little porcelain doll.
Finn scooped her up and tried to coax her. "Be a good girl, Hilda. Say 'Daddy.' I'm your daddy."
She only found him strange. Her small lips pressed into a thin line as she studied him with wide, cautious eyes.
He hadn't raised her. After a few more attempts with no response, his patience ran out.
"Narelle, you've come and you've been seen. When are you planning to go back?"
I stared at him, stunned. Then I laughed.
"You mean you want me to take our daughter back to that miserable hovel and keep waiting, day after day, for you to come get us?"
Finn's brow furrowed, a shadow of irritation crossing his face.
"I told you, when the time is right I'll bring you both home. The time isn't right yet."
"I know this manor looks grand, but there are a lot of people living here. There really isn't a spare room for you and Hilda. Once the side residence is renovated, I'll send for you..."
I cut him off, my voice flat and cold. "Give it up."
"My daughter and I have stripped nearly every wild plant off that hillside. Then the floods came, and even the refugees can't find food. We were on the verge of starving to death. I wouldn't take her back to that place if you made me a servant in this house."
It was laughable, really. The manor had dozens of courtyards, crawling with maids and servants.
And Finn claimed he couldn't spare a single room for his own wife and daughter. Did he truly think I was that stupid?
In my last life, I never told him, not even on my deathbed, that my father was the Duke of Northwall.
I had believed that standing by love meant something. That my devotion proved my worth.
In the end, I was nothing but a joke to them.
Five years rotting in that hovel, and none of it had mattered at all.
Finn's face went white. "What are you talking about? You were digging wild plants to eat? I had a hundred silver taels sent to you every month!"
I stared at him. "When did you ever send money?"
"In five years, all I received were your letters every few days. Not a single coin."
Finn whipped around, his eyes locking on Edith.
Chapter 5
Edith's eyes reddened on cue. "Dear sister-in-law, you don't actually think I'm the one who withheld your allowance, do you?"
"I'll send someone to investigate at once. Whichever wretched servant intercepted that money and pocketed it will answer for it."
She hurried off with her maid in tow. Half an hour later, she returned and had a scrawny young maid dragged before me, bound and trembling.
"Sister-in-law, it was this worthless wretch all along! She stole every coin the Marquess sent you, month after month, to pay for her mother's medicine. I'll have her beaten to death right here. Consider it justice served!"
"That won't be necessary."
My voice was ice. Even I wasn't foolish enough to miss it. The girl was skin and bone, a scapegoat shoved forward to take the fall.
I turned to carry my daughter toward the banquet hall, but behind me, Edith flicked a glance at her children.
In the next instant, her son and daughter charged at us, stones already in their fists, hurling them straight at my head.
"You evil woman! You're trying to steal our daddy! In your dreams!"
"Beat her dead! Don't you dare bully our mommy or take our daddy away!"
Stone after stone flew at us. I twisted to shield Hildegarde, but one rock caught her square on the forehead. Blood poured down instantly.
Hildegarde wailed, her small body shaking with sobs. The two brats grinned at the sight and scooped up more stones, throwing harder.
I turned and fixed them with a stare cold enough to freeze marrow. "Do you want to die?"
Both children flinched. They scrambled behind Finn, clutching his collar and whimpering.
"Daddy, that woman said she's going to kill us!"
Finn dropped to his knees at once, pulling them close, murmuring comfort. When he finally looked up at me, his brows were knotted with fury.
"Narelle, are you done making a scene?"
"Since the moment you set foot in this manor, you've turned the whole household upside down. Take your daughter and get out of here!"
Hildegarde's forehead was split open. Blood ran down past her eye, tracing a thin red line along her cheek. Finn didn't spare her a single glance.
He only had arms for the two children in Edith's brood.
I clenched my jaw so hard my teeth ached, clutched my daughter tight, and charged toward the banquet hall, screaming at the top of my lungs:
"A doctor! Is there a doctor here?!"
Finn's head snapped up. He lunged to stop me.
"Narelle! Who do you think you are, making a scene in front of the imperial physician?! Don't you dare!"
He clamped a hand over my mouth. His servants grabbed for Hildegarde, trying to pry her from my arms and drag her away. She was already gasping between sobs, and now their hands smothered her mouth and nose. Her face went from red to a mottled purple.
I stopped thinking. I sank my teeth into Finn's hand until I tasted blood.
Then I broke free and ran, stumbling into the banquet, locking onto that one familiar figure, and screamed:
"Xavier Graham! You're an imperial physician! Save my daughter!"
Xavier spun around. His eyes went wide, shock and disbelief tangled together, and then something fierce and bright broke through. Joy. Raw, unguarded joy.
"You're alive?"
He rushed to me, already reaching for Hildegarde, pressing his hands to the wound to stanch the bleeding.
The commotion reached the high dais. Imperial Consort Rosalind Chavez tilted her head, her gaze drifting down toward the disturbance.
"Who was that woman just now? Her voice sounds so familiar."
Finn stepped forward and bowed low, his answer quick and smooth:
"Your Grace, it's nothing. Just a servant from the manor. A maid, that's all."
That was when I laughed. A short, cold sound. I pulled the marriage certificate from my sleeve and dropped to my knees.
"Your Grace. I am no maid. I am Narelle Donaldson, Duchess of Ashford. And I am here to beg your permission for a mutual divorce from Finn Acevedo, Marquess of Eastholm."