Chapter 4

I woke to the sound of rain tapping against a window I could not see, and for one merciful moment I did not remember where I was. The silk sheets felt cool against my skin, and the room smelled of cold stone and snuffed candles. The pillow beside mine still held the shallow dent of a head that had left long before morning.

Then the night returned all at once, and my body curled around the memory like a clenched fist.

I pressed the heels of my hands against my eyes and made myself breathe slowly. Every muscle ached in its own particular way. A dull throb pulsed low in my stomach where Xiana's boot had landed, my wrists were raw from the ceremony, and something deeper than any bruise had cracked open beneath my ribs and refused to close again.

Derek had not stayed. He had walked into the bathroom after it was over, and by the time I stopped listening for running water, I understood that he had simply slipped out through some other door. The only proof he had ever been there was a faint scent of winter pine clinging to the pillowcase.

I sat up carefully. Heavy velvet curtains were drawn across the windows, and a thin grey seam of daylight sliced across the carpet like a blade. My wedding dress lay where it had fallen, a dark puddle of silk at the foot of the bed, and someone had folded a plain cotton nightgown on the nightstand while I slept. I did not want to imagine who had crept into the room to leave it there.

A mirror hung above the dressing table, and I made myself look into it. The girl staring back had swollen eyes, tangled hair, and a purple bruise the size of a plum at the base of her throat. When I touched it, my pulse jumped beneath my fingertips. Derek had sworn that he never made that mark, and yet I remembered the weight of a man above me, his mocking laughter, and his mouth pressed hard against my skin. I could not make those memories fit together, no matter how many times I turned them over.

My mother's silver locket rested against my collarbone, warm from my skin. Xiana had stolen my clothes, my savings, and my favorite books over the years, but she had never managed to pry that little locket from my neck. I closed my fist around it and drew a thin thread of courage from its familiar weight.

"Either he is lying to me," I whispered to the empty room, "or I am slowly losing my mind."

I crossed the carpet on unsteady legs and tried the handle of the heavy door. It refused to move. I tried again with both hands, and the brass rattled against its lock with a sound that echoed down the corridor beyond.

"The Alpha has ordered that you remain inside, Luna." The voice that answered was gruff and flat, and it came from the other side of the wood. "Someone will bring you food when the kitchen is ready."

"Who are you?" I asked, pressing my forehead against the door.

"Captain Harlan, head of the Alpha's personal guard." A long pause followed, and when he spoke again his voice had dropped to something close to a murmur. "I would advise you to cover that mark on your neck before anyone else sees it."

My hand flew to my throat. "Why would it matter to anyone besides me?"

He did not answer. I listened to the slow creak of his boots as he shifted his weight, and I understood that the conversation was over, though I had no idea what I had just been warned about.

I dragged back the curtains next. My room sat on the third floor of the manor, and beyond the rain-streaked glass I could see a cobbled courtyard, a high stone wall topped with iron spikes, and a dark line of pines pressed against the horizon like a held breath. Guards in black coats patrolled the wall in pairs. I counted eleven of them before I stopped, and I realized that every single one carried a rifle slung across his chest. This house had not been built to keep danger out. It had been built to keep things in.

Around nine o'clock, the lock clicked and the door opened just wide enough for a stout, grey-haired woman to shoulder through with a heavy tray. Flour dusted her forearms to the elbows. She kept her eyes fixed on the carpet, and her hands trembled so badly that the cutlery chattered against the china as she set the tray on the table by the window.

"Thank you for bringing this," I said gently.

Her gaze flicked upward for the barest instant, though not toward my face. It went to the ceiling behind my shoulder, where a tiny black dome sat half hidden in the plaster. Then she bowed her head and hurried out, and the lock turned behind her before I could ask her name.

A camera had been watching me all morning, and the realization settled over my skin like cold water. Whatever happened inside this room, someone was always paying attention.

I lifted the silver cover from the tray and found scrambled eggs, buttered toast, sliced pears, and a pot of steaming tea. My stomach clenched with hunger, but my mind replayed the sweet, heavy taste of Xiana's wine and the way my legs had turned to water within minutes. I sniffed every dish in turn. The tea smelled of chamomile and honey, and the eggs smelled only of butter.

"If they wanted me dead," I told myself, "leaving me in the rogue lands would have been far easier." The thought gave me very little comfort, yet it was enough to make me pick up the fork.

I had nearly finished the toast when my fingertips brushed something stiff beneath the rim of the plate. A square of paper had been folded into a tight knot and tucked where no lens in the ceiling could possibly have seen it. My heart pounded as I opened it with my back turned to the corner of the room. The message was written in blocky, careful capitals.

EAT EVERYTHING ON THIS TRAY, AND DO NOT TRUST THE ONE WHO SMILES.

I read the line three times before its meaning settled. The man who bound himself to me last night had not smiled once, not at the altar, not in the bedroom, and not even when he threatened me with the dungeon. The only man in this house who had smiled at me was the one who had laughed while he marked my throat, the one in the t-shirt, the one Derek swore had never existed.

I pushed the paper deep into a seam of the mattress and sat on the edge of the bed with my pulse roaring in my ears.

The second tray arrived at noon, carried by the same trembling woman. This time I waited until she bent over the table, and then I whispered, "Is somebody hurting you?" Her face drained of color. She shook her head so fast that her cloth cap slipped sideways, then she fled without a sound, and the guard outside slammed the door hard enough to shake the walls.

Under the napkin on the lunch tray lay a second square of paper. This one was folded differently, and the handwriting was tall, slanted, and hurried, as if the writer had been terrified of being seen.

IGNORE THE FIRST WARNING. IT IS THE ONE WHO FROWNS WHO WILL BREAK YOU.

My hands began to shake. Someone had read the first note before I ever did, which meant that whoever wrote this second message knew exactly where the first had been hidden. Two people in this house were passing me warnings about my husband, and each warning contradicted the other. Either two enemies were fighting over me from behind the walls, or the man I had married was somehow both of the men they described, and I could not decide which possibility frightened me more.

I spent the afternoon at the window, watching the rain fade into a bruised, purple dusk. The guards changed shifts at five, and lanterns flickered to life along the wall. Then the courtyard doors flew open directly beneath my room, and two guards dragged the grey-haired cook out into the downpour by her elbows.

She was not screaming, and that was the worst part. She hung between them with her head bowed, as though she had always known this moment was coming.

"Stop dragging her out there, she did nothing wrong!" I cried, slamming both fists against the glass.

No one below could hear me. Across the courtyard, on the stone balcony of the opposite wing, a tall man in a black shirt stood with his arms folded and watched the scene without the slightest expression. The lantern light caught his silver eyes and the hard line of his jaw. He had my husband's face.

I ran to the door and pounded on it until my palms stung. Harlan's voice came through the wood, and for the first time it sounded almost sorry. "Sit down, Luna. If you cause a scene tonight, the next person dragged into that courtyard will be someone you care about far more."

"I have no one here," I said, my voice breaking.

"Then you should be careful," he answered quietly, "not to make yourself someone's weakness."

I stumbled back to the window with tears burning my eyes. The guards had pushed the cook toward a low iron door at the base of the east tower, and the man on the balcony had finally moved. He lifted one hand in a lazy salute toward my window, as though he had known all along exactly where I was standing, and then, very slowly, he smiled.

Chapter 5

I managed very little sleep that night. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw rain streaking across a courtyard and a grey-haired woman hanging between two guards, and every time I opened them, the black dome in the ceiling corner seemed to be studying me with patient interest.

Sarah arrived at first light carrying a folded charcoal dress and a pair of flat leather shoes. Her bun was as severe as it had been the day before, and her face revealed absolutely nothing.

"The Alpha will receive you in his study within the half hour," she said, laying the dress across the bed. "You will dress quickly and keep your questions to yourself."

"Where did they take the cook last night?" I asked.

Sarah's hands stopped moving on the fabric. "The cook is not your concern, and the sooner you accept that, the longer you will survive in this house." Her eyes slid toward the ceiling corner as she spoke, and a flicker of something tight and frightened crossed her expression before she smoothed it into stone again.

Two guards escorted me through the manor, one walking ahead and one behind, their boots striking the flagstones in a rhythm that made me feel like a prisoner marching toward sentencing. Dark paneled corridors branched in every direction, hung with oil portraits of stern men who all shared the same silver eyes. Servants flattened themselves against the walls as I passed, and not one of them dared to meet my gaze. A towering painting at the head of the grand staircase showed an iron-haired man in a general's coat, one hand resting on the head of a black wolf, and the brass plate beneath it read Alpha King, Founder. He looked as though he had never forgiven anyone for anything.

The study doors were carved with snarling wolves, and they swung open before the guards could knock. Inside, a fire crackled beneath a marble mantel, and shelves of leather-bound books climbed all the way to the ceiling. The air smelled of old paper and expensive bourbon. Two men in grey suits hurried past me with thick folders pressed to their chests, never lifting their eyes, and the doors closed behind them with a heavy thud.

Derek sat behind a desk the size of a small boat, a steel pen moving across a document in his right hand. He wore a black suit and a white shirt buttoned to the throat, and he did not bother to look up.

"Sit," he said.

I stayed where I was. "Someone dragged a woman out into the rain last night, and I would like to know why."

The pen stopped moving. Slowly he raised his head, and those silver eyes settled on me with the full weight of a winter sky. "The cook was questioned by Captain Harlan about an unlocked kitchen door, and she has been returned to her duties. I gave no order to harm her."

"I saw you standing on the east balcony, watching them do it."

Something shifted behind his expression, so briefly that I might have imagined it. "At sundown I was in the vault with the tribunal lawyers, reviewing property records, and six men will swear to it." He set the pen down with great care. "You saw someone, Belinda, but you did not see me."

"That makes no sense at all," I said.

"Then it will have to remain senseless." He folded his hands on the blotter. "Listen closely, because I will not repeat these terms. You will not leave the master wing without an escort. Your phone stays locked in this desk, and you will not ask for it again. You will attend meals whenever I summon you, you will never discuss our arrangement with a member of this pack, and you will not ask me questions about King business."

"And if I break one of your rules?"

"Then I will decide what it costs you." He said it without any heat, the way another man might read a weather report.

I thought of my father then, of the silent phone and the empty weeks behind it, and the words escaped before I could stop them. "Has my father asked about me even once?"

"Your father is content with the bargain he made," Derek answered. "He has not asked about you at all."

The sentence landed exactly where he had aimed it, and I felt it sink beneath my ribs and settle there like a stone. I refused to let him see me flinch. Instead, I reached up and pulled aside the collar of my dress, exposing the purple bruise at the base of my throat.

"Then perhaps you can explain this," I said. "A man with your face put it there yesterday morning, and he laughed while he did it."

Derek rose so suddenly that his chair scraped backward across the floor. He crossed the room in three strides, and before I could retreat, his fingers closed lightly beneath my chin and tilted my head toward the window. He studied the mark the way a surgeon studies a wound, his jaw ticking, his breath gone shallow. Something dark and wounded flared in his eyes, something that looked almost like shame, and then it vanished beneath that glacial calm again.

"Who else has seen this?" he asked quietly.

"Captain Harlan, Sarah, and the cook."

He released my chin as though it had burned him, crossed to a velvet bell cord, and pulled it twice. Sarah appeared in the doorway within seconds, so quickly that I suspected she had been waiting in the corridor all along. "Bring the healer's cream from my private cabinet at once," Derek said without turning, "and tell no one it was meant for the Luna."

"At once, Alpha," Sarah murmured, and she was gone.

I stared at his rigid back. "Why would you hide a bruise you claim you never made?"

"Because bruises tell stories," he said, "and I do not care for the story this one tells." He returned to his desk and picked up the pen again with his right hand, as though our conversation had ended. "If anyone ever enters your room and claims to be me, you will scream until the entire house hears you. Is that understood?"

"Claims to be you?" My heart began to pound. "Then you do believe me."

"I believe that your throat is bruised and that I did not bruise it, and the rest does not concern you." His writing resumed, scratching steadily across the page. I watched the pen glide through his right fingers, and I noticed that his left hand lay curled against the blotter with the knuckles bone white, as if it were holding something back. I could not have said why that detail mattered, only that my instincts filed it away beside the two notes hidden in my mattress.

Sarah returned with a small silver tin and said nothing as she worked the cool, herbal cream into my skin. Derek did not watch her. He watched me, and the intensity of his stare made the room feel smaller with each passing second, as though he were calculating a debt that I could not see.

"You will dine with me tonight at seven in the great hall," he said when she had finished. "Wear whatever Sarah selects, and try to look as though you are not being led to the gallows."

I opened my mouth to refuse, and then I thought of the iron door at the base of the east tower. "I will be there," I said instead.

Captain Harlan escorted me back to the master wing himself, his hand resting on his belt, his boots silent on the thick runner. He was a broad man with a grey-streaked beard and eyes that had seen too many things, and he kept glancing sideways at me as if weighing a decision. We had nearly reached my door when he finally spoke, so softly that the guard behind us could not have heard.

"The Alpha has not taken a single meal in the great hall since the night his father died, Luna. If someone invites you to dine there tonight, I would think very carefully about who is truly sitting at the head of that table."

He opened my door and left me standing alone on the threshold with my pulse racing, because if my husband never dined in the great hall, then someone had either lied to me this morning or was planning to lie to me tonight.

Chapter 6

Sarah dressed me for dinner as though she were preparing a sacrifice. The gown she chose was emerald silk, cut low at the shoulders and tight through the ribs, and it made my skin look like candle wax against the dark green. She pinned my hair into a heavy knot at the back of my head, carefully exposing the faded bruise at my throat, then stepped back and studied her work with an expression I could not read.

"Eat only what the footmen carry to both plates," she murmured while she fastened a thin silver bracelet around my wrist. "Drink only what you have seen poured with your own eyes, and do not argue with him tonight, no matter what he says."

"Which one of them will be at the table?" I asked.

Her fingers froze on the clasp. "I am sure I do not understand the question, Luna." She left the room faster than I had ever seen her move.

The great hall turned out to be an enormous chamber with a vaulted ceiling and a table long enough to seat fifty people, though only one end had been laid. Candles burned in silver candelabras, a fire roared in a hearth tall enough to stand in, and the rest of the room dissolved into shadow beyond their reach. At the head of the table, in a high-backed chair carved with wolves, sat a man in a black shirt with the collar open at his throat.

He rose the moment I entered. Then he smiled.

It was a warm, easy, devastating smile, the kind that crinkled the corners of his eyes and softened every hard line in his face, and it transformed my husband into a stranger. My stomach dropped as the first note flashed across my mind in blocky capitals.

"There she is," he said, pulling out the chair beside him with a flourish. "I was beginning to worry that you had climbed out of a window."

"I was told that attendance was not optional," I answered stiffly.

"Everything is optional when you ask nicely." He winked at me, and I sat down because my knees refused to hold me any longer.

Footmen hurried in with platters of roast duck, glazed carrots, and bread still steaming from the oven. The man beside me reached for a decanter of dark red wine, and my entire body went rigid as he filled both glasses with his left hand. Only that morning, the husband in the study had signed documents with his right. I remembered how rigidly he had held his left fist against the blotter, and a cold finger traced down my spine.

"You look pale," he said, sliding my glass toward me. "Is the wine not to your liking?"

"I prefer not to drink tonight."

"Of course you do." He laughed softly, picked up my glass, and drank from it himself before setting it back down. "There, now you have proof that I have not poisoned it. I am far more creative than that, I promise."

I should have stayed silent. Instead the hunger and the exhaustion and the loneliness of two endless days made me reckless, and I let a small, helpless laugh escape before I could swallow it. His eyes brightened with such pleasure that I felt ashamed of myself.

For nearly an hour, he was the most charming man I had ever met. He asked about my favorite books and listened to my answers as if they were precious. He teased me about my habit of straightening the cutlery whenever I felt nervous, a habit I had never mentioned to anyone, and he described the elders as a flock of vultures wearing expensive waistcoats until I was biting my lip to keep from smiling. When I finally relaxed enough to take a sip of water, he leaned his elbow on the table and gazed at me with open, appreciative curiosity.

"You carry six plates along your forearm without spilling a drop," he said, "and you can recite the seating order of every dinner you ever served in that miserable pack house. I find that remarkable."

A chill dragged through me despite the heat of the fire. I had never told anyone in the King manor what I did in my father's house. "Who told you about my work?" I asked slowly.

"I make it my business to know my property," he replied, still smiling.

The word hung between us, and the warmth in the room drained away. He sipped his wine, and when he lowered the glass, his smile had sharpened into something much colder. "You hid something yesterday, little wolf, when you believed that the cameras could not see. A square of paper, folded very small, pushed into the seam of your mattress."

My blood turned to ice. "I do not know what you mean."

"Poor Mara never could keep a secret." He cut into his duck with the knife in his left hand, as unhurried as a man discussing the weather. "She will not carry any more messages for a while. I only wanted you to understand how quickly kindness gets punished in this house."

"You dragged an innocent woman into the rain," I whispered, "just to prove a point?"

"I did it because it was educational." He chewed, swallowed, and gestured with his fork toward my untouched plate. "Eat. A starving wife is no use to anyone."

I pushed my chair back and stood up. My hands were shaking, but my voice came out steadier than I expected. "I want to read the contract that sold me to you. I have a right to know what my life is worth."

His hand shot across the table and closed around mine. The pressure began gently, almost tenderly, and then he squeezed until the bones of my fingers ground together and white sparks burst across my vision. A cry tore from my throat, and I tried to pull away, but he held me there with the patience of a man who had all night.

"Your rights," he said softly, "are whatever I decide they are, and the contract says exactly what I tell you it says." He lifted my crushed hand to his mouth and pressed a slow, mocking kiss against my knuckles. "Now sit down, finish your dinner, and thank me for being so merciful."

I sat down. I did not thank him. I ate three bites of duck that tasted like ash, and when the footmen finally cleared the plates, he dismissed me with a lazy wave of his fingers and a smile that I would see behind my eyelids for the rest of the night.

Harlan walked me back to my room without speaking, and he did not meet my eyes when he locked the door behind me. I sank onto the edge of the bed and examined my hand under the lamplight. Three fingers had already turned a deep, ugly purple, and every beat of my heart throbbed through them like a drum. I thought of the two notes folded in the mattress, and I understood with sickening clarity that both of them had been right. The man at dinner had smiled, and he had broken me. The man in the study had frowned, and he had somehow been frightened.

A knock sounded at the door.

I seized the heavy brass candlestick from the nightstand and held it like a club. The lock clicked, the door opened, and the same face I had been trying to escape all day looked in at me, with the same silver eyes and the same sharp jaw. This time, however, his expression was soft and anxious, and he carried a small tray with a teapot and two cups balanced carefully in his hands.

He smiled at me gently, and that smile was the exact one the first note had warned me about.

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