Chapter 5
I lingered in the shadows of the city until the evening bled into night.
Purchased a new phone from a discreet vendor who knew better than to ask questions. Filed a report with the local precinct—a formality, nothing more. The cops in this territory were bought and paid for, but paperwork left a trail, and trails could be useful.
Then I finalized my arrangements with a contact who specialized in moving people across borders quietly. Washington territory. Genovese protection. A flight in ten days.
I would study while I healed. Rebuild what remained of my life in a place where the Volpe name held no power over me.
By the time I returned to the safe house, the grandfather clock in the foyer was striking seven.
The rooms had been only half-cleared, yet dust had already begun to settle over the surfaces like a funeral shroud. The air tasted of abandonment—stale, cold, untouched.
I knew then. He had never come back. Not once.
After forcing down a simple meal I could barely taste, I resumed sorting through his belongings. Silk ties. Monogrammed cufflinks. The detritus of a life I had shared but never truly inhabited.
The door clicked open.
Nico.
He stood in the threshold, his dark eyes sweeping over the half-packed boxes, the neat stacks of his possessions. His expression hardened into something cold and unreadable—the mask of the Young Don, the face he wore for enemies and strangers.
He seemed to sense something different in me. Something shifted. But he couldn't place what had changed.
He didn't pause to ask.
He walked straight past me toward the bedroom, his footsteps deliberate against the obsidian tile.
The sounds that followed were violent—drawers wrenched open, cabinet doors slamming, the rustle of fabric being torn aside.
Then he stormed back out, tearing through the clothes and personal effects I had already folded with care. His hands moved with desperate fury, scattering everything across the floor.
"What are you doing?"
I stepped forward.
But his arm shot out like a blade, catching me across the chest. The force sent me sprawling to the ground.
"Where's the voice recorder?"
His voice.
Dio mio, his voice.
How long had it been since he'd spoken to me directly? How many months of silence, of cold shoulders, of messages typed on screens because he couldn't—or wouldn't—spare me the sound of his words?
"What voice recorder? I didn't take anything."
I looked down at my right hand. Crimson was seeping through the fresh bandages again, blooming like roses against white linen.
He resumed his frantic search, overturning boxes, ripping through garment bags.
I looked up at him.
I had never seen Nico Volpe like this.
Drenched in sweat, his tailored shirt clinging to his chest. His silk tie yanked loose, hanging like a noose around his throat. His cashmere coat—worth more than most men earned in a month—was covered in dust and debris.
Disheveled.
Desperate.
Unraveling.
"Where is the voice recorder!"
He stopped his destruction and turned on me, towering over my crumpled form like a dark angel of judgment.
"I told you I haven't seen it!"
I had never been this defiant. Never raised my voice to the heir of the Volpe bloodline.
I braced my left hand against the cold floor and struggled to my feet, forcing myself to meet his gaze. To stand before him as something other than the dutiful wife, the silent shadow, the woman who had sacrificed everything and received nothing in return.
He seemed lost. Unmoored from the iron control that defined him.
Anger churned beneath the surface of his features—a storm building behind those dark eyes.
His fists clenched and unclenched at his sides.
Then—crash.
His fist slammed into the glass sliding door.
Shards exploded across the floor like scattered diamonds, catching the dim light as they fell.
"My voice recorder. Where is it."
He closed the distance between us, his voice strained and unraveling at the edges. The words came out rough, broken—nothing like the smooth commands of a man born to lead.
Blood dripped from his right hand, one drop at a time, spattering against the marble like a metronome counting down to something terrible.
I had never seen him this unhinged. This human.
I summoned every ounce of courage left in my battered body and shoved him away.
Dragging my injured leg behind me, I tried to escape through the front door. Tried to flee this mausoleum of a marriage, this beautiful prison I had decorated with my own hands.
That's when it happened.
"I'm Nico Volpe. I'm eighteen years old. I want to confess my feelings to Massima."
The voice burst into the silence like a gunshot.
Young. Earnest. Full of hope.
A voice I had never heard—because by the time I entered his life, he had already stopped speaking.
"Massima, today marks our second anniversary. I hope we'll always be together."
"Massima, we've been together for three years now. My wish this year is still the same—to be with you forever."
"Massima... why did you leave?"
"Massima, I've decided to get married."
Something clattered to the ground behind me.
A worn voice recorder—the kind from another era, before digital files and cloud storage—rolled out from a corner where it must have been dislodged during his frantic search.
Its red light blinked on and off like a dying heartbeat.
Playing its contents for the empty room.
They were love letters. Confessions he had recorded for her, starting from when he was barely more than a boy. Year after year of devotion, captured in magnetic tape. A shrine to the woman who had abandoned him.
"Goodbye, Massima. I hope I'll see you again."
"Goodbye."
The recorder seemed to be broken. Damaged, perhaps, from years of obsessive handling.
It kept repeating those two words.
Goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye.
He lunged forward and snatched it up, cradling it against his chest like a wounded animal.
His fingers fumbled desperately at the buttons, trying to silence it.
It wouldn't stop.
My footsteps halted at the threshold.
I turned slowly.
Leaned against the mahogany shoe cabinet by the door—a piece I had selected myself, back when I still believed this house could become a home.
Tears fell, one drop at a time, tracing hot paths down my cheeks.
"Nico."
I said his name.
The name I had whispered in the dark when he lay beside me but a thousand miles away. The name I had written on medical forms and emergency contacts. The name that had become synonymous with my own slow destruction.
"You never loved me. Why did you marry me?"
His throat worked visibly.
As if he wanted to say something. As if, for once, he might break his silence and offer me the truth.
But in the end, he stayed mute.
Omertà—the code of silence. He had kept it with me more faithfully than any oath sworn to the Family.
My phone screen lit up in my pocket.
A message from him.
Let me explain, Isabella.
I closed my eyes.
Forced myself to stay calm.
Pushed down the bitterness rising in my chest like bile, like blood, like all the words I had swallowed for three years of this blood-bound union.
"Leave."
My voice came out steady. Cold. The voice of a woman who had finally found the edge of her endurance and stepped over it.
"Take all your things and get out of my house."
His lips pressed into a thin line.
His hand gripped the recorder—still repeating goodbye, goodbye, goodbye—as if it were the only thing keeping him tethered to this world.
He walked past me without another word.
The door closed behind him with a soft click that echoed like a death knell.
My phone screen lit up one last time.
I'm sorry.
Chapter 6
In the days that followed, I never saw Nico again.
But before I could disappear from Volpe territory for good, I had to return to the Family clinic to have my bandages changed.
The medical facility occupied the top three floors of a building the syndicate owned outright—a place where bullet wounds were treated without questions and loyalty bought silence more effectively than any bribe. I had spent enough hours in these sterile corridors to know every shadow, every whispered conversation that died the moment a door opened.
As I walked into the lobby, I looked up out of habit.
The wall of honored physicians on the first floor had been updated.
Massima Gallo's profile now hung among the other specialists—her photograph positioned beneath soft lighting that made her look almost angelic. The daughter of disgraced associates, clawed back into favor through means I understood all too well.
I looked at it for a moment longer than I should have.
Then I saw her list of publications, and my blood turned to ice water in my veins.
That thesis.
My undergraduate graduation thesis. The research I had poured eighteen months of sleepless nights into, the work that should have secured my place in the Family's legitimate medical operations.
I checked the author's name and the date again and again, my injured hand trembling at my side.
The timing matched almost exactly with my graduation year.
"Miss Mancini, hello."
A woman's voice pulled me out of my shock—smooth as silk wrapped around a blade.
I turned.
Massima.
She stood in the corridor like she owned it, her white coat pristine against the marble floors, her dark waves styled to perfection. Everything about her screamed legitimate, but I knew better. I knew what she was.
"Care for a chat?"
She raised an eyebrow, tilting her head toward the nearby lounge—a private room where the Family conducted conversations that required discretion.
I didn't refuse.
Some things needed to be said face to face. Some truths demanded witnesses, even if those witnesses were only the ghosts of what I used to be.
Once we sat down in the leather chairs, I studied her.
Flawless, really.
Her white coat was immaculate, not a single crease to suggest she'd ever done real work. Her waves were styled with the kind of precision that required hours and money—both of which Nico had clearly provided.
She smiled.
"That day when the court called about the dissolution of your blood-bound union, Nico didn't answer. I did."
She blinked, her expression almost innocent—the kind of innocence that had been rehearsed in mirrors.
"I had no idea that staying silent meant consenting to the divorce." She pressed a manicured hand to her chest. "You won't blame me for that, will you, Miss Mancini?"
I was quiet for a few seconds.
The weight of what she'd done—what she'd stolen—pressed against my chest like a stone. But I had learned, in three years of marriage to a man made of silence and ice, how to wear a mask.
Then I shook my head.
"No. I wanted out. A clean break is better for me."
She didn't seem to care about my answer. She had already moved on to her next performance.
"Also, the car accident really was just that—an accident." Her voice dropped to something approximating remorse. "I apologized to Nico, and he promised me there wouldn't be any consequences. I assume... you won't hold it against me either?"
I looked at her steadily.
Said nothing.
Consequences. In this world, that word meant something very specific. It meant broken bones, missing fingers, shallow graves in the pine barrens. That Nico had promised her immunity meant he valued her more than the blood oath he had sworn to me.
There were many things I couldn't handle on my own right now. My ruined hand. My stolen research. My shattered future.
That Nico would protect her was no surprise.
He had always protected her.
"You saw that thesis, didn't you?"
Her tone dropped, and something sharp glinted in her eyes—satisfaction, perhaps. Or triumph.
"Yes, it's exactly what you're thinking." She leaned forward slightly. "Nico knew I was doing research abroad and needed publications to restore my family's standing. He gave it to me himself."
My fingertips curled tight without my permission, nails biting into my palms.
She went on, her voice taking on a practiced softness.
"These past three years, thank you for taking care of Nico. I was conducting research in the European territories and couldn't always be with him. I only found out later that my sudden departure triggered his selective mutism."
She made a show of distress, pressing her fingertips to her forehead like a woman in a painting—beautiful, tragic, false.
Then she smiled again.
"But I've only been back a short while, and he's already improved so much. He speaks to me, you know. Actual words. Full sentences, sometimes."
The words landed like blows to my chest.
I lowered my gaze.
My hand stirred the coffee the nurse had brought me, the motion mechanical. The liquid was black as ink, bitter as the truth I was finally swallowing.
"Did you come here to brag about how much he loves you?"
I set down the spoon and tilted my head back, draining the bitter black coffee in one go. It burned going down, but I welcomed the pain. It reminded me I could still feel something.
"Don't bother."
"His past, his present, his future—I don't follow any of it anymore. I don't care."
"I don't want a man who wouldn't speak to me."
I met her eyes, and for one moment, I let her see the steel beneath my surface—the steel that three years of silence and neglect had forged.
"I hope you enjoy my leftovers."
I stood and walked toward the payment counter, my heels clicking against the marble with a finality that felt like freedom.
"Miss Mancini!"
She shot up and grabbed my right hand from behind.
My right hand—the one that had been crushed in the accident she had caused. The one that would never hold a scalpel again.
Her grip sent pain lancing through me so sharp I nearly lost my footing. White spots danced across my vision.
I wrenched free.
Thud.
She stumbled back into the railing, her performance of fragility suddenly very real.
Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a familiar figure.
Nico.
He emerged from the shadows of the corridor like a specter—tall, dark-suited, his face carved from the same cold marble as the floors beneath our feet. He rushed over and steadied Massima, his hands gentle on her arms in a way they had never been gentle with me.
"Nico, it's fine, really." Her voice was soft as velvet. "I'm not that fragile—I just lost my balance."
She pressed herself against him, and I watched his expression shift. The ice in his eyes thawed, just slightly, just for her.
I paused.
I didn't want to deal with this. I kept walking.
The next second—
Crack.
A slap struck my face, hard.
The sound echoed through the clinic corridor like a gunshot.
Patients and staff turned to stare—soldiers, associates, made men who had seen violence that would haunt ordinary people's nightmares. And yet they stared at this, at the Young Don striking his blood-bound wife in public.
I pressed my hand to my right cheek.
It burned.
He seemed to freeze for a moment, his hand still raised. He looked at his own palm as if he didn't recognize it.
Then his expression went cold again, colder than before, as if the brief flash of humanity had been a mistake he needed to correct.
"Apologize."
Those two words were meant for me.
I almost laughed.
Every time he spoke. Every time he actually said something to me—broke his precious silence to address me directly.
It was always about Massima.
What did she have that I didn't? What magic did she possess that could unlock his voice, his tenderness, his humanity?
But it didn't matter anymore.
None of it mattered.
"Nico! How could you hit Miss Mancini!"
Massima grabbed his arm, her eyes wide with manufactured horror.
"It's alright." She clung to him with practiced ease, her body molding against his like she belonged there. "She doesn't need to apologize."
Her voice, gentle. Understanding. Forgiving.
And that wall of ice around him melted once again—for her, always for her.
I thought of who I used to be.
I had believed that if I was caring enough, he would eventually accept me. That if I researched every possible treatment for his condition, if I sent detailed instructions to his physicians, if I devoted myself completely to his wellbeing, his mutism would get better.
I had imagined countless futures for us—futures where he would finally speak my name, where he would look at me the way he looked at her.
But the real Nico Volpe had never belonged to me.
He had always belonged to her.
And I had been nothing but a placeholder, a warm body in a cold bed, a blood-bound wife who meant less than the woman who had abandoned him.
I turned and walked away, leaving them tangled together in the corridor.
The burning in my cheek would fade.
The burning in my chest would take longer.
But I was done. Done with the Volpe Family, done with their politics and their cruelty, done with loving a man who had never learned to love me back.
Washington territory awaited.
And with it, a new life—or at least the ghost of one.
Chapter 7
The private flight to America was scheduled for four in the afternoon.
At noon, the courier arrived at my door with the court's dissolution papers—the formal severance of our blood-bound union, stamped and sealed by Giudice Enzo Moretti himself.
From this moment forward, I was no longer bound to the Volpe name.
I was free.
My phone vibrated against the marble countertop, the sound sharp in the silence of the empty safe house.
A message from Nico.
One o'clock. The café beneath the Social Club. We need to talk.
I stared at the screen for a long moment, the blue light casting shadows across my scarred right hand. Then I made my decision.
I would go.
I arrived early, my single piece of luggage rolling behind me, the dissolution papers folded precisely in my coat pocket. The café was one of those places that existed in the liminal space between the Family's legitimate fronts and their darker dealings—expensive espresso, hand-carved wooden chairs, and windows that faced the street so the soldiers upstairs could watch who came and went.
I chose a corner table. Ordered nothing. Waited.
One o'clock became one-thirty.
One-thirty stretched into two.
He had summoned me.
And yet he was the one who did not appear.
I sent several messages. Each one disappeared into the void, swallowed by whatever silence he deemed more important than our final meeting.
Finally, two words materialized on my screen.
Busy.
Then my phone rang—an unknown number with a Riverdale prefix.
"Signorina Mancini?"
The voice was familiar. Efficient. Loyal to a fault.
"This is Marco Ferrante. The Young Don asked me to inform you that an urgent matter arose. He cannot get away to meet you."
I said nothing.
This was hardly unexpected. Three years of marriage had taught me exactly where I ranked in Nico Volpe's hierarchy of priorities.
Marco continued, his tone carefully neutral—the voice of a soldier delivering orders he had not been asked to question.
"Don Nico wanted me to tell you that he's already arranged for you to see a specialist in England—a surgeon who works on hand bone and muscle repair. He'll have everything set up for your treatment and recovery."
A pause.
"Also, he's transferred another twenty million to your account. For living expenses. Medical costs. Whatever you need."
I held the phone in my left hand—my good hand—while my right gripped the handle of my luggage. The leather bit into the ridges of scar tissue that would never fully heal.
The refusal rose to my lips.
I don't want your money. I don't want your guilt offerings. I don't want anything that carries the weight of the Volpe name.
Then I looked up.
Across the street.
In an open-air café bathed in afternoon light.
Nico and Massima.
Sitting together.
Laughing.
She ducked her head, that practiced gesture of feminine softness she had perfected over years of manipulation. Her smile was demure, calculated—the expression of a woman who knew exactly how to make powerful men feel like protectors.
And Nico—
Nico reached across the small table and brushed a strand of dark hair from her forehead.
The gesture was tender.
Intimate.
The sunlight was beautiful. Golden light spilled over them both, turning the scene into something from a painting—two lovers reunited, the world soft and warm around them.
The smile on his face was relaxed. Content. Alive in a way I had never seen in three years of sharing his bed, his name, his blood oath.
I had given him everything.
My career. My hands. My future.
And he had never once looked at me the way he was looking at her now.
I forced myself to look away. The bile rose in my throat, but I swallowed it down. Mancini women did not break in public.
"Signorina Mancini? Are you still there?"
Marco was still talking. Something about flight arrangements. Security details. The Genovese territory protocols.
I hung up.
Paid the bill with cash—untraceable, the way I'd been taught. Grabbed my luggage. Walked out of the café with my spine straight and my face composed.
Then I crossed the street.
My heels clicked against the cobblestones with deliberate precision. Each step carried me closer to the table where my husband—my former husband—sat with the woman who had stolen my research, my reputation, and apparently, whatever remained of his capacity for human warmth.
I stopped directly in front of them.
The dissolution papers I had been clutching the entire way—I slammed them down on the table.
Hard.
The impact sent Massima's fresh-squeezed juice sloshing over the rim of its crystal glass. Nico's espresso followed, dark liquid spreading across the white linen like a bloodstain.
The coffee splashed onto Massima's cream-colored dress—a designer piece, no doubt purchased with Volpe money.
She gasped. Theatrical. Wounded.
The next second, Nico's hand shot out and seized my right wrist.
My damaged wrist.
The pain was immediate and blinding, radiating up through the network of poorly-healed bones and severed tendons. I bit the inside of my cheek hard enough to taste copper.
I would not give him the satisfaction of seeing me flinch.
His dark eyes met mine. Cold. Assessing. The same expression he wore when conducting Family business—when deciding whether a man would live or die based on his usefulness to the Volpe empire.
He didn't glance at the papers.
Didn't acknowledge what they represented.
Three years of marriage. A blood oath sworn before God and the Commission. An alliance between two Families that had cost my father political capital and my mother sleepless nights.
All of it reduced to a stack of legal documents soaking in spilled espresso.
A few seconds of silence stretched between us.
Then, as if deciding that confronting me wasn't worth the effort—as if I wasn't worth the effort—he released my wrist.
He walked around to Massima's side of the table.
Pulled napkins from the silver dispenser.
Carefully, gently, dabbed at the stains spreading across her skirt. His movements were solicitous. Protective. The movements of a man tending to something precious.
"Are you alright, Massima?" His voice was soft. Concerned. Human.
I stood there for a moment longer.
The afternoon sun was warm on my face, but I felt nothing but cold.
I didn't say another word.
I turned, hailed a black car from the line of Family-approved drivers waiting near the Social Club, and directed him to take me to the airport.
The announcement echoed through the private terminal, crackling through speakers that had seen better decades.
"Passengers traveling to America, please proceed to Gate T1 for check-in."
My phone buzzed one final time.
Another message from him.
Isabella. I think you owe Massima an apology.
I stared at the screen.
Three years.
Three years of silence. Of neglect. Of watching him pour every ounce of devotion he possessed into the memory of a woman who had abandoned him—while I stood beside him, invisible, bleeding out slowly from wounds he refused to acknowledge.
And now, at the end of everything, his final words to me were a demand that I apologize to her.
I didn't hesitate.
Blocked. Deleted.
I handed my identification documents to the security officer—passport, visa papers, the dissolution decree that marked the official end of my time as a Volpe.
The woman glanced at my information. Looked up. Her eyes flickered to the date on the decree.
"Dissolved today?"
I checked my luggage, straightened my coat, and met her gaze with a small, sharp smile.
"Yes. The blood oath is broken."
The air conditioning on the private plane was freezing—the kind of cold that seeped into bones and settled there like a permanent guest.
I asked the attendant for a cashmere blanket and wrapped myself in it tightly, cocooning myself against the chill and everything I was leaving behind.
I leaned back in the leather seat.
Sleep came fast and heavy, dragging me under before I could fight it. I didn't hear the takeoff announcement. Didn't feel the moment the wheels left the ground and carried me away from Volpe territory forever.
Only one thought remained, drifting through the darkness like smoke.
Goodbye, Nico.
May you and your Massima rot together in the empire you built on my bones.