The baby inside me shifted, very lightly.

I already knew my own answer.

After leaving the hospital, I headed to the compound by myself.

I started going through the holdings. Sorting the operations, splitting the territories and resources under my control. Anything I could settle clearly, I handled right away. Anything I couldn't finish yet, I placed into lists, noted with risks, figures, and plans for division, packed together, and sent to the consigliere that Nonna Ravenna had quietly retained on my behalf.

As for the Valente Family assets, I could not take a single part of them.

But this operation was something Zeno and I built from nothing, and I had to take what belonged to me.

Not for my own sake, but for the child inside me.

Since I had already decided she would not be born into the Valente Family, I needed to lay out every step for her myself. Her name, her assets, her future. I would arrange them one by one.

Even if she no longer carried the Valente name under their roof, she still had to grow up secure and free, never having to rely on anyone's pity.

After I confirmed the last file, my trusted courier lowered his voice and asked, "Signora Morani, for 'La Confessione,' do you want the payout or the operation itself?"

I didn't reply right away.

Instead, I walked into the back office and opened the leather-bound ledger for La Confessione again.

When the familiar columns of figures and floor plans spread before me, my fingers stopped for a moment.

This underground casino and speakeasy, from the concept to the interior design to every rotation of dealers and performers and the private rooms reserved for the highest-ranking guests, was almost completely built during the best years between Zeno and me.

Many nights staying awake, many times tearing everything down to redo it. Those busy, focused, working-together days had truly existed.

I thought I had already settled my feelings, but right then, I still felt a small bit of hesitation.

I naturally turned to the private suite that Zeno and I had designed together. The one tucked behind the velvet curtain on the top floor, accessible only by a key we both carried. But when I reached the door, the lock had already been changed.

The woman whose name was etched into the reservation ledger for that suite had already been switched, at some unknown time, to "Maeva Lazzari."

Zeno clearly knew I had come.

He didn't give a single word of explanation.

The next moment, a note arrived through one of his runners, requesting a two-million-dollar wire.

One of the lounge girls performing at La Confessione needs a proper stage setup for her residency.

The private suite. Let me borrow it for now.

He really knew how to "borrow" things. He took over the secret place we spent more than half a year building in a single second.

I turned and walked out without another word.

Then I looked toward my courier and said, "I want the La Confessione operation itself."

And I wanted full say over it. I didn't want Zeno and another woman ruining what we had built.

During the next two days, I fully moved my attention away from Zeno.

But he showed up everywhere.

Inside La Confessione, Zeno and the singer Maeva were always together.

Her lounge act ran nearly every night, the billing growing more provocative each time, the crowds swelling. Word on the street traveled fast.

I never set foot inside, but people kept "accidentally" passing me photographs.

The latest one showed Zeno ordering a cascade of imported fireworks launched from the rooftop terrace of La Confessione. He kept them burning for a full hour and a half just to celebrate Maeva winning some petty wager against a rival performer.

I curved my mouth slightly and told the man who delivered it never to bring me another. Then I lowered my head again to sort the arrangements for my mother's memorial.

Everyone kept talking about how Maeva was the woman Zeno kept beside him the longest. They guessed whether she might one day take my place.

But no one noticed that I no longer wished to fight anyone for the title of "Donna Valente."

On my mother's death anniversary, I dressed in all black, a single white lily pinned to my chest, standing in the center of the great room of the Valente estate.

The guests all wore somber expressions, lowering their voices while speaking. After offering their respects, they nodded at me one after another. Capos. Associates. Old friends of my mother's family. They filed past the shrine with its flickering candles and bowed their heads.

Everything should have ended calmly and with dignity.

Until just as I was telling the staff to guide the guests to their seats, a purposely softened but still pointed voice came from beyond the doorway.

"Ya… why is everyone wearing black?"

I lifted my head and saw Zeno standing at the entrance.

Behind him stood a woman dressed in bright red with heavy makeup, dark curls spilling over her shoulders.

She carefully leaned half her body forward, her eyes moving across the room, finally stopping on the framed photograph of my mother at the center of the shrine, the votive candles casting her face in warm, trembling light. As if she only just understood.

"Ah… today… Someone passed away?"

Then she seemed to realize she had spoken out of place, quickly pulling a red flower from her hair, holding it between her fingers as she walked toward my mother's memorial.

"Sorry, sorry, I didn't know… can I put this flower here?"

Seeing her reach toward my mother's shrine, the blood in my body went cold. I almost acted on instinct and pushed her away.

"Leave! Who told you that you could come in!"

The woman stumbled back, almost losing her balance, but Zeno caught her with his hand.

I stared at Zeno, my voice shaking from trying to hold myself together. "Zeno, didn't I tell you not to bring those cheap women from outside into this house, disrespecting everything under this roof!"

"And today is my mother's death anniversary!"

All the guests went still, their eyes turning toward that woman.

Maeva clearly hadn't expected me to actually push her. She stared at me for a few seconds, looking lost, then her eyes turned wet right away, tears dropping as if on command.

"I… I didn't try to cause trouble. It's my birthday today, so I wore red… just hoping for a bit of luck…"

"I really didn't know today was your mother's death anniversary. I just… I just came home with Zeno because he told me to…"

Her voice got weaker and weaker, and in the end, she leaned straight into Zeno's arms, acting like she'd been hurt badly.

Zeno's face had already darkened completely.

He lowered his head first, checking her carefully, then eased his voice. "Were you scared?"

Maeva shook her head, then nodded, tears falling even faster, but she still held onto him as she whispered, "I'm okay."

Only then did Zeno lift his head and stare at me, his eyes cold and empty.

"Natalia, I assumed you had finally matured and learned to think. I didn't expect you to still act like this."

"Your mother has been gone for so long. I only learned today that her death anniversary falls on the same date as Maeva's birthday."

"I brought her in because I thought adding a bit of warmth might lighten the day for your mother's memorial. It's not like I did anything wrong. And even that bothers you?"

"So childish."

A laugh tore itself from my throat, ugly and raw.

When my mother had still been alive, she had treated Zeno as if he were her own blood. She had fed him at her table, pressed her hand to his cheek, whispered blessings over him in the old language. And now he had walked through her shrine room with another woman draped in red silk at his side, stood before the candles I had lit for her memory, and still had the nerve to call me narrow-minded.

I lifted my chin. I looked Zeno Valente directly in the eye, and when I spoke, my voice did not waver.

"Zeno. On the anniversary of my mother's death, you brought your mistress into this house. Into her shrine. Tell me, is that what you call being broad-hearted?"

The words landed like a slap across polished marble.

His face darkened. The candlelight caught the hard edge of his jaw, the dangerous stillness that settled over him the way it always did before something inside him turned cruel. He stared at me for several long, silent seconds. Then he let out a short, cold laugh, the kind that carried no warmth at all.

"Natalia. You're unbelievable." His voice dropped to something low and dismissive. "You wouldn't recognize kindness if it kissed your hand."

He reached for Maeva Lazzari without looking at her, pulling her into the shelter of his arm, his palm spread possessively across the small of her back. He turned them both toward the door, shielding her with his body as though she were the one who had been wronged, as though saying even one more word to me was beneath him.

I drew in a breath so deep it burned.

Then I turned around. I forced a proper smile onto my face, the kind the Matriarch herself had taught me to wear. I walked through the remaining guests, the old associates, the wives and cousins and distant allies who had come to pay their respects, and I offered each one a gracious farewell, a warm clasp of the hand, a murmured thank-you.

No one would say Natalia Morani had disgraced herself at her own mother's memorial.

After the last guest left, after the heavy front door of the Valente compound closed behind them and the house fell into that particular silence that only old money and old grief can produce, I walked slowly back to my mother's shrine.

I knelt before the small altar. The photograph. The candles. The single white lily I had placed there that morning.

And I let every wall I had built that evening collapse.

"I'm sorry, Mama."

My whisper barely stirred the candle flames.

"Today was your day, and I ended up making a scene. I'm sorry. Let's not talk about things that hurt anymore." I pressed my fingers to the cool edge of the frame that held her face. "Mama, I set up a room for the baby. Will you come see it?"

I lifted the framed photograph gently and carried it with me down the corridor toward the small room at the end of the hall, the one I had spent weeks preparing.

But the moment I pushed the door open, I went still.

The room was destroyed.

Not violently. Worse. It had been emptied with precision. The baby clothes I had folded and arranged in the dresser drawers were gone. The small toys I had lined up on the shelf, each one placed with care, had vanished. The crib linens I had washed and pressed three times to get them soft enough. Gone. All of it.

My first thought was that someone had broken in. A rival family sending a message. A threat.

I called the compound's security detail, my fingers barely steady enough to hold the phone.

The guard's voice came back hesitant, strained with the particular discomfort of a man who knew he was delivering bad news to the wrong person.

"Signora... this... it wasn't anyone from outside."

A pause. I heard him swallow.

"It was the Don. He had his men come and take everything."

I stood in the center of that empty room, and the world reduced itself to a single high-pitched ringing in my ears.

After I hung up, I opened the grapevine. Maeva Lazzari's social feeds, the ones she maintained with the careful vanity of a woman who wanted to be seen. I scrolled through her posts one by one, my thumb moving with mechanical precision.

It did not take long.

In a series of photographs styled to look casual, artlessly arranged, I found what I was looking for.

The dog in Maeva's apartment was wearing the tiny outfit I had prepared for my baby.

The soft cotton, which I had washed by hand and pressed with a warm iron, had been chewed shapeless. It hung from the animal's body, dark with saliva, stretched beyond recognition.

On the carpet behind the dog, torn into bright, unrecognizable pieces, were the toys.

My baby's toys.

I clenched my jaw so hard that a sharp ache bloomed through my chest, stealing my breath.

If these had been things I had picked up at random from some shop, perhaps the pain would have been bearable.

But they were not.

Those clothes had been gathered through quiet, careful asking. Favors called in. Borrowed from the children of respected people across different families and allied circles. Hand-me-downs passed along with warm hands and warmer words. I had mended each piece stitch by stitch, washed them, dried them in sunlight, pressed them flat, pouring into every fold my hopes and prayers for the child growing inside me.

The toys had come from old friends. From family. Each one a heartfelt gift placed into my hands the moment they learned I was carrying an heir. Each one chosen with thought and love.

And Zeno had personally ordered them taken.

To give to his mistress's dog.

Every last thread of composure I possessed snapped.

I held my belly with one hand and left the compound.

The social club occupied the top three floors of a building in the financial district, its legitimate front so polished that the uninitiated would never guess what moved through its back rooms. I pushed through the entrance. The courier stationed at the front desk, a young man in a fitted dark suit, startled when he saw me. He rose from his chair so fast it rolled back and struck the wall.

"Signora, the Don can't see anyone right now."

I walked past him as though he were furniture.

He rushed after me, stepping into my path, his voice dropping low with unmistakable urgency.

"You really can't go in right now."

I did not answer him. I did not need to.

From the far end of the corridor, through the office door that had been left carelessly ajar, the sounds reached me on their own.

A woman's strained, breathless gasps. A man's low, suggestive laughter, dark and unhurried. The muffled thud of heavy furniture shifting against the floor.

All of it tangled together and poured down that hallway like poison.

The blood rushed to my head in a scalding wave, then drained away just as fast, leaving my hands and feet ice-cold.

I did not look at the courier again.

I lifted my hand and pushed the door wide open.

It struck the wall with a sound like a gunshot.

The scene inside the office presented itself without mercy, without a single shadow to hide behind.

The desk in disarray. Documents scattered across the floor like shed skin. The leather chair shoved aside. Zeno leaning back against the edge of his desk, his shirt pulled loose from his trousers, his collar undone. Maeva half-draped against him, her skirt creased and bunched, her face flushed a deep, damning rose.

The air in the room carried a sickening, unmistakable scent.

Maeva flinched at the sound of the door. In the next instant, her eyes filled with tears as if by reflex, and she curled herself into Zeno's arms, pressing her face against his chest like a wounded thing seeking shelter.

I stood in the doorway. My fingers dug into the frame until the wood bit into my skin. A tight, pulling pain spread low across my belly.

"Zeno." My voice shook. I could not stop it from shaking.

"Why did you take the clothes I prepared for my baby and give them to this woman's dog?"

The moment those words left my mouth, Maeva's tears spilled over.

"Sorella... Sorella..." Her tone was feather-soft, wounded, perfectly calibrated. "I just... I saw those little outfits on Zeno's phone a few days ago, and I thought they were so adorable... so I said, just casually, how sweet it would be if my little dog could try one on..."

She pressed closer to him, her lashes wet and trembling.

"And Zeno brought me the clothes and the toys the very next day. I honestly had no idea they were meant for your baby. If I had known, how could I possibly have taken them?"

A sharp, throbbing pain lanced through my temples. I had barely opened my mouth to respond when Zeno let out a quiet, dismissive laugh.

He lowered his head to look at Maeva. His tone turned gentle. Indulgent. The voice of a man soothing something precious.

"Why bother explaining yourself to her?"

Then he glanced at me, and the gentleness evaporated like steam off a barrel.

"How could she not take them?" His tone was careless, almost bored. "Those worn-out old hand-me-downs. Letting a dog have them is about right."

A roar of white noise flooded my skull.

Worn out.

Good enough for a dog.

My voice scraped out of my throat like a blade dragged across stone. "Zeno, those clothes were things I begged for. I called in favors. I mended every single—"

"Enough." He cut me off, his impatience sharp as a backhand.

"Can you stop making everything into a spectacle?"

His hand moved in a slow, soothing circle against Maeva's back, and his voice carried the flat dismissal of a man discussing an inconvenience already forgotten.

"What you pulled at your mother's memorial upset Maeva. I took a few old outfits and some toys to make it up to her. What exactly is the problem?"

He looked at me then. Directly. His expression was cold, his eyes the color of a winter sea.

"And now you come storming into the social club to scream at me in front of my people?"

Make it up to her.

Using our baby's clothes. Our baby's toys. To compensate his mistress.

I stood rooted to the marble floor, the hurt in my chest pressing down like a stone slab over a crypt.

I had always believed that when it came to the baby, at least Zeno cared. I believed he was ready to be a decent father, that somewhere beneath the arrogance and the entitlement and the name he wore like armor, there existed a man who understood what it meant to protect something small and innocent.

But now I finally understood that it was nothing more than my own fantasy.

The baby was not even here yet, and Zeno could already, without a second thought, take everything meant for her and use it to flatter another woman.

I did not dare picture it. If the baby were truly born, would she really end up fighting for scraps at the table of her own Family?

The small hope I still held that Zeno might try to be a good father broke apart right then, quiet and final, like a rosary snapping and scattering its beads across cold stone.

When I did not speak, Zeno walked toward me instead.

He leaned down, his dark eyes dropping to my belly, his voice soft as velvet drawn over a blade. "Baby, when the time comes, Daddy will buy you the nicest, the prettiest things. The finest lace, the softest cashmere. Alright?"

He straightened, his gaze sliding back to me with that easy, practiced warmth.

"Those secondhand things from someone else's house. We don't need them."

Zeno pinched my cheek again, smiling just as sweetly and charmingly as he always did, the smile that had once made me believe I was the center of his world.

"Don't make that sad look, little crybaby." His thumb traced the curve of my jaw. "Relax. I'll make it up to you."

Staring at the face I knew so well yet felt so distant from, a wave of ridiculousness rushed through me so violently I nearly laughed.

There was a time when Zeno and I spent night after night in this same study, the heavy oak doors locked, the world shut out. We had stayed up until dawn poring over blueprints and financial projections, chasing investors, courting allied families, planning the future of La Confessione from nothing but ambition and a shared dream. The leather chairs had smelled of espresso and fresh ink, and the only sound between us was the scratch of pens and the low hum of trust.

But now, papers were scattered across the Persian rug, flipped over in a mess, and even a few used condoms lay plainly on the carpet beside the overturned crystal tumbler.

Everything here was dirty enough to make me sick.

That heavy sense of collapse hit me without mercy. I covered my mouth violently, bile rising hot and acidic in my throat.

The next moment, I spun around and fled from the study, nearly tripping over the threshold as I rushed down the corridor and into the nearest bathroom. I threw up until my knees buckled, until I was gripping the edge of the marble sink with white-knuckled hands, the taste of bile and betrayal indistinguishable on my tongue.

When I came back, I never mentioned the clothes again.

Instead, I gently packed every single item set aside for the baby. The outfits. The hand-stitched blankets. The tiny leather shoes no bigger than my palm. The mobile for the crib, its little silver stars catching the lamplight as I wrapped it in tissue. I packed it all quietly and had everything moved to the house I had purchased years ago in Europe, tucked away in a hillside village where the Valente name meant nothing.

Zeno did not notice any of it. He assumed I had finally learned to be "understanding."

So he started buying things to make up for me.

Pricey maternity dresses from Milan. Limited-edition jewelry. Sets of designer clothes, pile after pile stacked inside the walk-in closet of the master suite like offerings at a shrine he no longer visited.

I did not even look at them.

He sent one round, and I had someone take one round away exactly as they came.

At the same time, Maeva Lazzari started performing more often.

She had secured a regular stage at a lounge on the waterfront, a place frequented by men from every Family on the Eastern Seaboard. Sometimes, during her performances, with just a small turn of her head toward the private booth in the corner, Zeno's figure would appear in the dim amber light.

Sometimes he was passing her a glass of champagne as she stepped off stage. Sometimes he was leaning close, his mouth near her ear, murmuring something that made her smile. Sometimes it was only a blurred silhouette caught in the background of someone's photograph, a shape too broad-shouldered and too well-tailored to be anyone else.

But even those so-called accidental moments together sent the grapevine into a frenzy.

Word traveled fast in our world. It always did. More people began linking the two of them openly, speaking their names in the same breath at dinner tables and in the back rooms of social clubs.

Some envied her, whispering that Maeva was lucky, that the Don was powerful, wealthy, generous, and willing to be seen with her in public, a thing no married Don should ever do.

But not every voice on the grapevine was a blind cheer.

Clear voices showed up soon after.

Isn't this basically a betrayal of the Blood Pact?

Flaunt it long enough and suddenly it becomes "real love"?

When Zeno pursued the Morani girl, wasn't he offering her the world? Practically laying his life at her feet?

Let's be honest. He's just playing. He'll tire of this one too.

When these whispers reached me late at night, carried by a loyal housekeeper who thought I should know, I suddenly thought of many years ago.

In university, I had been the top student in our department.

Scholarships, academic competitions, professor recommendations. Everything came to me as naturally as breathing. My whole life back then was made up of the library, the research lab, and stacks of heavy textbooks that smelled of dust and possibility. The legitimate world. The clean world. The world where merit meant something and bloodlines were just biology.

But Zeno was the opposite.

He skipped lectures, showed up late when he showed up at all, had no interest in coursework, and was often called out by instructors. A walking warning sign in my carefully ordered academic life. He moved through campus like he owned it, because in a way he did. The Valente name opened every door, and Zeno saw no reason to earn what could simply be taken.

If it had not been for Nonna Ravenna, I would never have crossed paths with him.

That year, with Ravenna's financial backing, I had been able to finish my studies without the burden of debt that had threatened to pull me under after my mother's death. She had arranged it quietly, through a scholarship fund that bore no Valente insignia but was funded entirely by the Family.

She treated me with genuine kindness, and she was very straightforward about her reasons.

She had sat me down in the parlor of the Valente compound, poured two cups of espresso from the stovetop pot herself, and looked at me with those sharp, knowing eyes.

"Zeno has a wild streak," she said, her voice carrying the weight of a woman who had spent decades managing men far more dangerous than her grandson. "You steady him."

I agreed.

So I began dragging Zeno to class, pushing him to hand in assignments, pulling him to review sessions in the library's back corner, even sorting his notes for him when his handwriting devolved into illegible scrawl.

I used every simple, stubborn method I could think of to make him act like a student, to make him see that the legitimate world had value, that a man could be powerful without being feared.

Later, he slowly changed.

He started arriving for lectures on time. He started pulling away from the reckless circles he ran with, the sons of capos and associates who treated the university like an extended playground. He started putting his energy into his studies and into the real work of learning the Family's legitimate operations.

And later, Zeno fell for me. Openly and loudly.

He ended all unclear entanglements, severed every flirtation, and wanted everyone to know he was pursuing me. He even began seriously taking over responsibilities within the Syndicate just to prove to me, and to Ravenna, that he could be the man they both needed him to be.

People in our world all said I was the rope that held Zeno Valente down. The anchor that kept the heir from capsizing.

Back then, I believed it too.

I thought I was special.

I thought I was the one who had pulled him out of the chaos, the one who had shaped the Don he became.

But now, thinking back, I suddenly saw it clearly.

I was not a rope.

Maybe I had just shown up earlier than the others.

There were only three days left before the dissolution.

And today was the night of the Grand Gala for the fifth anniversary of La Confessione.

We had prepared for an entire year for this night. Every detail had been orchestrated with the precision of a military campaign. The guest list alone had taken months to finalize, a careful balance of allied families, legitimate business partners, politicians who owed favors, and the press outlets we controlled. La Confessione was not merely a casino and speakeasy. It was the crown jewel of the Valente empire, the operation that had transformed the Family from old-world muscle into a sophisticated, untouchable force. And it was something Zeno and I had built from nothing.

I had always assumed that even if our marriage was full of cracks, at least in matters of the Family's business, Zeno would keep basic logic. After all, La Confessione was not only my effort. It was something Zeno and I had architected together from a single back room and a borrowed deck of cards. It was the core of the Valente Organization, and the shared memories and loyalties of countless associates, patrons, and allies.

Because I was pregnant and exhausted, the one who was supposed to stand on the grand stage tonight and face the crowd of distinguished guests was Zeno.

During the rehearsal two weeks earlier, everything had gone almost flawlessly. The lighting. The music. The sequence of speakers. The unveiling of the new high-roller floor. I had overseen every detail from behind the curtain, and Zeno had delivered his lines with the effortless authority of a man born to command a room.

I thought tonight would go the same way.

The master of ceremonies' voice rose with practiced energy as he introduced the main guest of the evening. The crystal chandeliers blazed brighter, their light cascading across the packed ballroom of La Confessione like liquid gold.

The person who should have stepped forward was a newly celebrated actor we had paid a considerable sum to secure for the occasion, a face recognizable enough to lend the event the veneer of glamour that kept the legitimate world fascinated by us.

Instead, Zeno appeared from behind the velvet curtain, holding Maeva Lazzari's hand, the two of them rising slowly on the elevated platform as if ascending a throne.