Chapter 4
Snow continued to fall, delicate flakes landing on my cheeks, melting into tiny rivulets that mixed with tears I refused to shed. Not here. Not in front of these people, these mocking eyes that had seen enough of my humiliation. My legs moved on their own, carrying me away from the restaurant, away from the whispers of strangers and the cold silence of betrayal.
By the time I got home, the silence felt deafening. The warmth of the apartment was supposed to be comforting, but it wasn’t. My coat hung limp in my hand as I stood in the entryway, unable to summon the energy to do anything more. Then, my phone buzzed. And buzzed again. It wouldn’t stop.
Each notification carried the same sting, dragging me back to Miranda’s Instagram. Another post. Another glowing comment section. I slumped onto the couch, the cushions swallowing me as I opened my phone.
The first post showed a photo of Damon holding a plate of seafood, his grin wide and dazzling. The caption read: “Dinner with the best company. ️” Comments rolled in beneath it like a tide, each one a blow:
“You two look so perfect together!”
“Couple goals ”
“Finally found someone who matches your vibe!”
I scrolled past it, only to find another post—a video of Damon and Miranda laughing at a joke, their faces so close they might as well have been one. The caption beneath it was worse: “Finding your soulmate feels like this…”
A sickening realization clawed its way to the forefront of my mind. Miranda hadn’t just replaced me in Damon’s life. She was flaunting it for the world to see—and I had a front-row seat because I’d been naive enough to accept her friend request.
Back then, Damon had spoken so highly of her when she’d returned from her long absence. “Miranda’s like family,” he’d said. “She’s been through a lot. Let’s make her feel welcome.” And I, blind and trusting, had believed him.
Now, I scrolled through her posts, each one more painful than the last. The comments were relentless, praising her beauty, their connection, their obvious chemistry. My fingers itched to type something—anything—but what could I say? That I was the one he’d promised to marry? That I was the one left standing in the snow while they lived out a fantasy?
The phone slipped from my hands onto the couch. My chest felt heavy, my breaths shallow. Each buzz of a new notification was a reminder of what I’d lost—or maybe what I’d never truly had.
I curled up on the couch, the weight of it all pressing down on me. Somewhere deep inside, a spark of anger flickered, but it was drowned by the overwhelming wave of heartbreak. Damon had given her everything he’d denied me. And now, the whole world was watching.
As I stared blankly at the ceiling, a single thought echoed through my mind: What happens now?
My chest burned as the tears I’d fought so hard to suppress finally flowed freely. The weight of the day pressed against me, sharp and unrelenting. Every moment, every betrayal played in an endless loop in my mind, slicing through me. The snow, the Instagram posts, the waiting, and the realization that I had been discarded for Miranda—they all came crashing down like an avalanche.
A sharp buzz snapped me out of my torment. My phone lit up with another notification. My fingers hesitated over the screen, trembling with a mixture of rage and anguish. I wanted to hurl the device across the room, shatter it against the wall. But instead, I opened the app and stared, numb, at the latest post Miranda had shared.
She was resting her head on Damon’s chest, her eyes closed in serene bliss while his face was angled away, as though he was sleeping. He looked peaceful, untouched by guilt or shame. The caption beneath it stung like salt on a wound:
"True love is the calm after the storm. #Blessed #HappinessFound"
I let out a bitter laugh that quickly turned into a sob. My chest heaved as I clutched the phone tighter. “Look at me,” I whispered to no one. “Sitting here, hoping he’d come back, while he’s there. With her.”
The night blurred into a fog of tears and exhaustion, and I hadn’t realized when I finally drifted off, my phone still clutched in my hand.
Chapter 5
“Amara!”
I jerked awake to the sound of Damon’s voice, loud and intrusive. My heart raced as I blinked against the morning light streaming through the curtains. My body stiffened when I saw him standing before me. His hair was disheveled, his tie loosened, but he still looked infuriatingly composed.
He leaned down, his hands braced on either side of me as if to kiss me, but I flinched and leaned back. My voice came out cold. “What are you doing here?”
His brows furrowed. “You slept on the couch?”
I didn’t bother answering, pushing the blanket off as I stood. I kept my gaze steady on him, taking in the faint crease of annoyance on his forehead. For a fleeting moment, I thought about confronting him outright, demanding answers, but I decided against it. What was the point?
I turned to leave, but his hand shot out, gripping mine. “Hey, what’s going on?” His voice carried an edge of confusion, as if he were the victim in this mess.
I yanked my hand free, glaring at him. “Where were you last night?”
He sighed heavily, his fingers running through his hair. “At the company. I was working my ass off, as always.”
I scoffed. “Oh, I see. And Miranda? Has she suddenly become part of your work schedule now?”
His head snapped up, his expression shifting. “What are you talking about?”
“You went with her to Palm Springs Aerial Tramway,” I spat, my voice shaking. “Then you spent the night at her place. And now you have the guts to stand here and lie to me.”
His jaw tightened, his gaze hardening. “Were you spying on me?”
A sharp, incredulous laugh escaped me. “Spying? Are you serious?”
“You know I hate that,” he said, his tone low and accusatory.
“Oh, and I love being shamed and kept waiting outside Le Château Étoilé for three hours in the freezing cold!” I stepped closer, poking his chest with every word. “Three hours, Damon. I stood there, eating snow and feeling like a fool.”
His expression softened for a moment, as if realizing his mistake, but it quickly hardened again. He waved dismissively. “Three hours? Come on, you’re exaggerating. I’m sure you left after ten minutes.”
I stared at him, my disbelief giving way to fury. “Really?”
“Yes,” he said, exhaling sharply. “About Miranda—she needed me yesterday. She’s my best friend. I couldn’t just ignore her after all she’s gone through.”
“And me?” My voice cracked, my eyes stinging as tears threatened to spill again. “You made her happy at my expense. It was our seventh anniversary, Damon. Seven years. But to you, it was just another day. You sidelined me and turned me into a laughingstock. All for Miranda.”
“Come on, Amara.” He reached out as if to console me, but I stepped back. “I thought you’d understand. She was recalling bad moments, and I just wanted to lighten her mood.”
“And I’m supposed to just accept that?” My voice rose, thick with anger and hurt. “The last three months, you’ve done more for her than you’ve done for me in years. You don’t even talk about our wedding anymore.”
He waved a hand dismissively, his expression indifferent. “Is that what you’re upset about? We can postpone it.”
My jaw dropped. “W-what?”
“Yeah.” He nodded, as if it were a simple decision. “Miranda’s been going through a lot. You can’t imagine how hard her life’s been since her breakup. She feels shattered.”
“She’s pretending,” I hissed. “She came back because you’re successful now, and she wants to ruin what we have.”
“Stop it, Amara.” His voice was sharp now. “She’s not vile. She means well—for both of us.”
“No,” I snapped. “She only means well for herself.”
“You’re wrong,” he said firmly. “Yesterday, she helped me secure the Daven Technologies contract. That’s huge for my company.”
“She…” I faltered, my heart sinking. “No. That wasn’t her.”
“It was,” he insisted. “Tasha said she saw her dropping the contract documents on my desk. She didn’t even tell me about it until after closing hours. She’s so humble.” He paused, his expression almost reverent. “The last two months she’s worked for my company, we’ve flourished.”
My stomach churned as I stared at him. “You’ve got it wrong, Damon. That contract—I got it for you.”
His head tilted, his gaze doubtful. “Look, I know you’ve helped us bag some deals, but this is different.”
“What are you trying to say?”
He shrugged, his voice casual but cutting. “It can’t be you. You dropped out of college. You’re not as experienced as she is at convincing top companies.”
My vision blurred as the words sank in. “You…” My voice trembled.
He stepped closer, taking my hand. “Let’s forget about yesterday, okay? I’ll make it up to you.”
I stared at Damon, his words echoing in my mind like a hammer striking fragile glass. It can’t be you. My knees wobbled as a sharp ache spread through my chest. Those words weakened me, carving deep into my soul. How could he so easily dismiss me, the woman who had stood by him through every storm?
Chapter 6
Before I could muster a response, Damon cupped my face, his touch warm yet distant. "Tonight’s a great night," he said, his voice laced with anticipation. "There’s an annual event hosted by one of my business partners. Some of my friends will be there."
I parted my lips to speak, to ask if this was his way of patching things up or avoiding the cracks entirely, but he silenced me with a kiss. It wasn’t tender; it was possessive, commanding. I stood frozen as his lips moved against mine, robbing me of the words I so desperately wanted to scream. When he pulled back, I turned and headed upstairs to our room, moving like a lifeless puppet.
That evening, we arrived at the event. The venue was lavish, sparkling with chandeliers and the murmur of expensive conversations. I tried to focus on the grandeur, the soft hum of music, but my attention wavered the moment Miranda came into view.
She wore a crimson dress, fitted perfectly to her body, with a plunging neckline that left little to the imagination. The fabric shimmered under the light, drawing all eyes to her. She moved with an air of confidence, her lips painted in the same shade as her dress. My chest tightened, and a wave of inadequacy washed over me. I felt invisible in my simple black gown, standing in her radiant shadow.
Miranda greeted Damon with a hug, her arms lingering around his neck, followed by a kiss on his cheek that seemed too familiar for comfort. He didn’t pull away; instead, his lips curved into a faint smile.
She turned to me, her eyes sparkling with feigned sincerity. "Hey, Amara. I found out yesterday it was your seventh anniversary…"
Her voice was sweet, too sweet. I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms. "Mine and Damon’s anniversary," I corrected, the sarcasm dripping from my words. "And thanks to you, it went so well."
Damon shot me a sharp look, his jaw tightening, but I didn’t care.
Miranda, unbothered, laughed lightly. "Congratulations to you both." She stretched out a wrapped box. "Please, accept my gift."
I stared at the box, then at her, rolling my eyes before turning on my heel. Without a word, I headed for the restroom, the air around me heavy with tension.
Damon caught up with me just as I reached the hallway, his hand gripping my arm. "Amara, what was that? That’s not like you."
I yanked my arm free, glaring at him. "You wouldn’t know what I’m like anymore." With that, I stormed off, leaving him standing there.
The evening dragged on painfully. I stood on the sidelines, watching Damon and Miranda move through the crowd like a power couple. Every time I tried to approach him, she’d swoop in with her practiced charm, guiding him toward someone else under the guise of polite introductions. It was as if I wasn’t even there.
I swallowed the lump in my throat as I watched her lay a hand on his arm, leaning in to whisper something that made him chuckle. My chest burned, jealousy and despair battling for dominance.
Finally, I’d had enough. I marched toward Damon, determined to tell him I was leaving. But before I could reach him, his voice stopped me.
"Miranda, you shouldn’t drink. Forgotten?"
I froze, my steps faltering.
A woman in their circle exchanged a glance with her partner. "Why, Mr. McCain? Is she sick?"
Miranda subtly glanced my way, a small, calculated smile playing on her lips. "I’m pregnant."
Gasps rippled through the group. My heart pounded, the word echoing in my ears. Pregnant?
The woman’s partner raised an eyebrow. "Really? Is it your unborn child, Damon?"
Damon smiled faintly, glancing at Miranda, who returned his gaze with a soft smile.
"So, she’s carrying your baby," the woman said, looking impressed. "I’ve heard rumors about you two. They said she’s captured your heart."
The man beside her chimed in, his tone curious. "If she’s your woman, then who’s that?" He gestured toward me. "I clearly remember meeting you with her once, Damon."
I waited, my breath caught in my throat, as Damon turned to me. His expression was distant, his voice low as he muttered, "Uh… she’s my… like a close friend."
The world tilted beneath me. A close friend? That’s all I was to him?
Before Damon could approach me, I turned and walked away, tears blurring my vision.