Chapter 1
The most reckless thing I had ever done was turn my back on the Moretti name and leave St. Clair Harbor with Lucian DeLuca when the Commission pushed his family out and he had nothing left.
For three years, we lived in a drafty Brooklyn loft and ducked black Chevrolets on winter nights. Then Lucian fought his way back to the East Coast table. Everyone started calling him Mr. DeLuca again,and I became Mrs. DeLuca, the woman he swore he would always protect.
Then Clara Voss appeared.
She had once saved his life as a night nurse at an underground clinic, and Lucian never forgot it. He bought her a clinic, protected her family, and let her step, inch by inch, into the middle of our marriage.
He said he still loved me, but he also said I was spoiled, jealous, and needed to learn my place.
So I did.
I signed the divorce papers and left New York behind.
Mrs. DeLuca was dead.
Evelyn Moretti had come back.
That day, I went to the Red Room with rain in my hair.
I was about to push open the private room door when low laughter spilled out.
"Lucian, you heading home to smooth things over or what? Aren't you worried your Moretti princess will tear up the East Side again?"
"She wrecked Clara's old clinic last time. If she finds out you bought her a new place, she might set fire to your whole garage."
After a short silence, Lucian spoke. There was no mockery in his voice, only a kind of exhaustion I had never heard from him before.
"Evelyn wasn't always like this. She used to be thoughtful. She understood what I carried. Now I help the woman who saved my life, and she acts like I betrayed her."
"Clara saved me. I can't stand by and watch debt and enemies drag her under. But Evelyn won't listen. All she sees is me taking Clara's side."
"I love my wife. That has never changed. I'm just tired."
"I spoiled her too much. Now she's demanding, stubborn, jealous over every little thing, and she always expects me to be the first one to apologize. She has to learn that marriage doesn't mean everyone else disappears whenever she feels wronged."
Someone sighed. "Still, boss, she went through hell with you."
Lucian did not answer for a long time. When he finally did, his voice was lower.
"That is why I keep trying. But a man gets tired."
A draft swept down the corridor and cut through my coat. I stood in the shadows outside the door, my fingers slowly going numb.
The Red Room was Lucian's most private club, all black marble, dark gold light, and DeLuca men posted at every entrance with guns hidden under their jackets. Ordinary people did not walk in uninvited, but I was Mrs. DeLuca. Once, no one dared stop me.
For the first time, I felt like a stranger there.
Inside, someone tried to speak up for me. "Lucian, that is harsh. Everybody knows Evelyn almost lost her Moretti inheritance for you. She shared that loft with you, sold her jewelry, and went to the Bellinis to get you that first deal. None of that was nothing."
"I know," Lucian said, his voice too steady. "That is why I love her. That is why I let her have her way. She wants the Fifth Avenue apartment, I buy it. She hates some partner's daughter standing too close to me, I kill the deal. She wants the ocean at midnight, I have the cars drive three hours to take her there."
He paused, as if pressing his fingers to his brow. "But I am still a person. Every fight, right or wrong, ends with me bowing first. Evelyn thinks the whole world owes her an explanation, but I have an entire family on my back. I can't orbit her forever."
"And Clara?"
"Clara saved my life. I took two bullets at the docks that night. She dragged me into that clinic, dug the rounds out, and stayed awake for forty-eight hours. She asked for nothing except that I survive."
His tone softened. "With her, I don't have to explain every move. I don't have to coax her through every mood. I don't have to worry that one wrong word will set Evelyn off. I had forgotten what peace felt like."
By then, my chest felt as if something heavy had been lowered onto it. Breathing hurt.
So he had not stopped loving me. He had simply grown tired of me. He still loved me, but another woman made him feel calm, while I had become the demanding, spoiled wife he had to manage.
That was crueler than indifference.
I did not throw the door open. I did not storm in and make a scene the way everyone expected me to. I turned and left the Red Room. My black heels struck the wet stone steps, and headlights swept across the street, turning the rain into shards of glass.
The estate was dark when I got home.
I crossed the foyer alone and stopped before the giant wedding portrait on the wall. In the photo, Lucian wore a black suit, his DeLuca signet ring catching the light as he bent to kiss me. His eyes were so gentle that anyone would have believed he could hand me the whole world.
That wedding had come after he clawed his way back to the Commission. He bought me the prettiest stretch of Long Island coast, gave me shares my father once said were beyond Lucian's reach, and filled the glasshouse with red roses.
In the middle of that rose conservatory, he had said, "Evelyn, you walked through hell with me. From now on, I won't let anyone hurt you."
I had smiled up at him. "What if I get jealous? What if I act spoiled?"
He had kissed my forehead. "Then be jealous. Be spoiled. You don't have to be easy with me. You are my wife. I will comfort you first, and I will protect you first."
I believed him.
I got angry when another woman held his gaze too long. I slammed doors when he missed anniversary dinners. I called him home from meetings because I wanted him beside me.
I thought that was what being loved gave me.
Now he had said it was all a burden.
I stood in the foyer until the rain stopped, then called my private assistant, Valerie. "Contact the family attorney," I said, surprised by how calm I sounded. "I need divorce papers."
Silence stretched on the other end. "Madam, are you sure?"
I looked at the wedding portrait and found the woman in it ridiculous.
"Yes. And book me a flight back to St. Clair Harbor. I want to leave New York before next month."
Chapter 2
I barely slept that night.
The next morning, Valerie brought the divorce agreement and Lucian's latest movements.
"Madam, Mr. DeLuca has signed the Raven Street building over to Clara Voss. It used to be a private dental center, but it has been converted into a trauma recovery clinic. Today is the opening."
"The Voss family has moved into protected townhouses in Bell Harbor. Their living fund is three hundred thousand dollars, and DeLuca security is covering the rest."
My pen hovered above the signature line. "What else?"
"The tabloids are still running stories about you and Clara. We contacted public relations, but the stories haven't come down."
They had not come down.
Years ago, a magazine caught me losing my temper at an auction and ran an ugly headline. The article was gone in less than five minutes, and Lucian's lawyers buried the entire magazine. The editor later knelt outside the Red Room and begged for mercy.
Now my name had been dragged through the tabloids for three days, and Lucian had done nothing.
It was not that he could not stop it. He had chosen not to.
I signed my name. The ink dried fast, like a cord finally cut.
"Do not report his schedule to me again," I said, closing the file. "He and I will not be connected for much longer."
That afternoon, I went to Raven Street.
Black SUVs lined the curb outside the new clinic, and DeLuca men stood at the entrance. The white sign read Voss Recovery Center in clean, gentle lettering. Compared with Clara's old emergency clinic in the Lower Ward, the place looked polished enough for politicians and made men with expensive secrets.
Clara stood at the entrance in a pale gray suit, her blond hair pinned at the nape of her neck. Lucian was beside her.
He straightened the name badge on her lapel with a practiced, natural ease. Clara looked up at him, and the dependence in her eyes was almost too obvious to be an accident.
Conversation thinned when I arrived. Clara saw me first. "Mrs. DeLuca, you came."
She took a small box from the reception desk and offered it to me with both hands. "This is a commemorative pin for the opening. About the old clinic, maybe I did not explain things clearly enough and caused a misunderstanding. I prepared this one specially for you. I hope you and Lucian won't keep fighting because of me."
Inside lay a silver brooch. It was not badly made, but it looked like a performance staged for everyone watching.
I looked at it for a moment, then dropped the box into the trash.
"I don't like cheap kindness bought with my husband's money."
The room sucked in a breath.
Lucian's expression darkened. He caught my wrist. "Evelyn, today matters to Clara. She saved my life. I am only helping her get back on her feet. Can you please stop turning everything into a fight?"
I looked up at him.
So he knew this day mattered. What about my dignity? What about my marriage? What about the three days I had been left for the tabloids to chew up?
I did not pull away. I took the document from my bag and handed it to him.
"Fine," I said. "Sign this, and I will leave."
Lucian frowned. "What is it?"
"A gift. Every time we fought, you used to buy me something to make it up to me. This time, this is what I want."
Before he could speak, reporters flooded through the clinic doors. Flashbulbs burst white across the room, and questions flew like bullets.
"Mr. DeLuca, is Miss Voss really only your lifesaver?"
"Mrs. DeLuca, are you here to apologize or confront her?"
"What is the real relationship between you and Miss Voss?"
The crowd surged. Clara stumbled back, one pale hand catching the doorframe.
Lucian's attention snapped to her. Without even looking down, he signed the last page and shoved the file back into my arms. Then he turned and placed Clara behind him.
"Move," he ordered coldly. "Get them out." His men cleared a path at once.
I lost my footing in the crush. My back slammed into a glass display case, pain ripping from my shoulder blade down my spine. I called his name on instinct.
"Lucian!"
The shutters swallowed my voice.
All I saw was Lucian guiding Clara into the black Cadillac, shielding her from every camera. He closed the door and left without looking back.
Chapter 3
Lucian left me on Raven Street.
Four years ago, outside the church, he had taken my hand and said, "As long as I am breathing, you will never face danger alone."
I believed him then without question.
Now, amid cameras and chaos, he had taken Clara and left me behind.
I leaned against the wall until I could stand. By the time I returned, blood had seeped through my torn dress. Cold air slipped through the rip in the fabric, and every step hurt.
I sat in the dark living room and watched the Long Island sea through the windows.
Near midnight, the front door opened and Lucian came home. He saw the blood on my back. His face changed at once. "Evelyn, how did you get hurt?"
He crossed the room and snapped at the butler, "My wife is injured, and no one called me? Bring the medical kit. Call the doctor now."
I watched the tightness in his face and almost laughed. So he could still worry about me. He was just always too late.
"I called you," I said.
Lucian froze. "What?"
"Outside the clinic. I called you. Did you hear me?"
"It was too chaotic. I might not have heard." He placed his hands on my shoulders. "I'm sorry. I will handle the press, and we are done with Raven Street. Evelyn, let's stop fighting, all right?"
I looked at him for a long time. Then I nodded. "All right."
He seemed relieved, as if this would end like every other fight, with an apology from him and me leaning back into his arms.
But from that day on, I stopped arguing and asking questions.
I began packing the estate. My gowns went to auction. The wedding albums went into the fireplace. One by one, the things I had once treated as proof of love disappeared from the house.
Lucian was busy with Clara's debt scandal and noticed nothing.
A few days later, Valerie came to see me in a hurry. "Madam, there is a problem with your trust account."
She placed the statement in front of me. "A large sum was transferred out last week from the trust Mr. Moretti left you. The authorization came through Mr. DeLuca's office. The recipient was Clara Voss."
My fingers stiffened.
That trust was the last safety net my grandfather had left me. Before he died, he had written the terms himself. No matter whom I married, a Moretti daughter would never be left without a way out.
Lucian knew what that money meant to me.
How dared he?
I opened the statement. The expenses were listed: the clinic renovation balance, moving costs for the Voss family, the first year's security on the Bell Harbor townhouse, a private hotel suite, several luxury charges, and a few items so intimate they made my stomach twist.
That was my grandfather's money, and Lucian had used it to pave another woman's road and settle her family.
Maybe he did not love her. Maybe he only favored her.
Sometimes favoritism is worse than betrayal.
I closed the statement, my nails digging half-moons into my palm. "Sue her."
Valerie blinked. "Madam?"
"Recover all of it. Principal, interest, punitive damages. Not one cent less."
"What about Mr. DeLuca?"
"He signed the divorce papers. He just doesn't know it yet."
The next day, I went to Fifth Avenue to choose gifts for my father. He still refused to see me, but I wanted to bring something home. After I picked out antique cuff links and a handmade watch, Lucian called.
"Evelyn, you had your lawyer sue Clara and demand ten times the amount?"
"I'm taking back my own money. What is the problem?"
"The problem is that the moment your lawyer filed, debt collectors smashed up her clinic and splashed red paint on the door. Clara is missing, and her family is terrified. She saved my life. I can't let her be destroyed because of our fight."
"Our fight? Lucian, that money was from my grandfather. What right did you have to use it on her?"
"You wrecked her old clinic. I was making amends for you."
"With my money?"
His voice had cooled. "You were not this vicious before. You know what Clara did for me. You know I owe her."
"And me?" I asked. "What you owe me can be spent on her?"
Something inside me went quiet.
"Lucian, let's divorce."
After a long while, he asked, "Are you threatening me with divorce again?"
"It is not a threat. It is a notice."
That hit a nerve.
"Fine. If leaving me is so easy, take a few days to cool down. When you are ready to think straight, we will talk."
The call ended.
Minutes later, the sales associate returned with my black card, embarrassment tightening her smile. "I'm sorry, Mrs. DeLuca. This card has been frozen."
I handed over another.
Frozen.
A third, a fourth, all the same.
The associate's courtesy slowly turned into suspicion. "Madam, the items have already been wrapped. The total is four hundred and eighty thousand dollars. If you cannot pay, we will need to notify store security."