Chapter 1
The day we were supposed to reveal the gender of our baby was the day I lost it. But rather than grieving with me, my husband Trevor humiliated me in front of everyone.
"I knew you couldn't handle this," Trevor had spat. "You can't even keep a pregnancy, Amber. How were you ever going to run a company and raise a child? You’re incompetent."
That was six hours ago.
Now, I lay in a private room, staring at the sterile white ceiling. The physical pain was a dull throb, managed by whatever drip they had hooked into my arm, but the mental clarity was sharpening. The doctor told me they didn’t even know what was wrong—it was just the baby was gone suddenly.
I reached for the call button, but stopped when I heard voices just outside the door.
"She’s waking up soon," a deep voice said. It was Dr. Evans. He had been my OB-GYN for years. "Physically, she will recover fine, Trevor. There was no permanent damage to the uterus."
"That’s not what I need to hear," Trevor’s voice replied. "We talked about this."
"Trevor, it’s unethical," Dr. Evans said, though he sounded weak. "She’s young. She can try again."
"No," Trevor cut him off. "She can’t. Listen to me. You are going to tell her that the trauma was too severe. You are going to tell her she is barren. Tell her the scarring is extensive and she will never carry a child to term again. That it was her fault."
The breath caught in my lungs.
"If you tell her that," Trevor continued, "she will break. She’s already fragile. She defines herself by this. If she thinks she’s broken, she’ll spiral. She’ll grieve, she’ll go crazy, and she’ll be unfit to run the company. I need her removed from her own company, Evans. And this is the fastest way to do it."
I closed my eyes, a single tear leaking out. Smith Inc. The company my parents had built from the ground up. The company I had taken over at twenty-two when they died in that plane crash.
The company that paid for the suit Trevor was wearing, the car he drove, and the life he lived.
When I met Trevor in college, he was on a scholarship, working two jobs just to eat. I thought he loved me. I thought I was helping him build a life with me. I didn't realize I was just an investment he was waiting to cash out.
I slowly lowered my hand back to the mattress. I turned my head away from the door, facing the window. I forced my breathing to remain shallow and even.
When Dr. Evans came in ten minutes later, I played my part. I listened as he lied to my face. I listened as he told me my womb was destroyed. I cried, not because of his diagnosis, but because of the betrayal that was rotting my life from the inside out. Trevor stood in the corner, looking somber, playing the grieving husband perfectly.
When I thought, that was worse. I learned the truth the moment I went home.
"Did she buy it?" a female voice asked. I knew that voice. It was Caroline. My best friend since kindergarten. The maid of honor at my wedding. The woman who had held my hand when my parents died.
"The doctor's story?"
"Hook, line, and sinker," Trevor laughed. It was a cruel, barking sound. "She thinks she's broken. She’s going to hand the company over to me within the week. She won't have the fight left in her to resist."
"Finally," Caroline groaned. "I am so sick of waiting, Trevor. I’m sick of watching you play house with her. I want what you promised me."
"You'll get it," Trevor said. "Once I have control of the board, I can divorce her for mental instability. I get the assets, I get the company, and I get you."
There was a rustling of fabric, then the sound of a kiss. Wet and desperate.
"Come on," Caroline whispered, her voice dropping an octave. "Just a quick one. While the bitch is not yet here. She’s probably dragging her feet up the driveway."
"We can't," Trevor said, though he didn't sound convincing. "We can't risk being caught right now. She is on her way in from the hospital. She could walk in any second."
"So?" Caroline challenged. "Let her walk in. What is she going to do? She’s weak, Trevor. You said it yourself."
"Not yet. We need the signature on the power of attorney first."
There was a pause. The silence stretched, heavy and suffocating. I gripped the fabric of my dress, my knuckles turning white.
"Are you sure that's all?" Caroline asked, her voice changing. It became sharper, colder. "Or are you feeling guilty now?"
"Guilty? Why would I be guilty?"
"Because," Caroline said, the smile audible in her voice, "you killed your own child with her just to have our own child."
Chapter 2
"Because," Caroline said, the smile audible in her voice, "you killed your own child with her just to have our own child."
The question hung in the air, heavy and suffocating. I stood frozen in the hallway, my hand clamped over my mouth to stifle the scream that was clawing its way up my throat. I waited for Trevor to deny it.
I waited for him to shout at Caroline for suggesting such a monstrous thing. I waited for the man I had married to defend the life we had created.
Instead, Trevor laughed.
It was a low, chilling sound that scraped against my nerves. "Guilty? Why would I feel guilty about removing a parasite?"
My knees buckled. I had to lean against the wall to keep from collapsing.
"I wanted the child gone," Trevor continued, his voice casual, as if discussing a stock trade. "A baby complicates things. Custody battles, emotional attachments... it’s messy. I couldn't risk her getting attached to a brat and fighting me for the house. It was easy enough. A few pills in her morning smoothie for a week. High dosage. Nature took its course."
The room spun. The nausea returned, violent and sudden. He had poisoned me. He had murdered our baby while smiling across the breakfast table, kissing my forehead, and telling me to drink up for my health.
"If only I could kill her, too," Trevor added with a sigh. "It would be so much cleaner. Just one tragic accident. But I can’t. Not yet."
"Why not?" Caroline asked. "She’s weak. She’s vulnerable."
"Because of the trust fund," Trevor explained impatiently. "If she dies now, the assets go into a holding trust until an heir is found or it gets donated to charity. Her parents were paranoid. But if she is declared mentally incompetent and signs over power of attorney to me... then I control everything. I need her to transfer the deeds to me first. I need her broken, not dead. At least, not yet."
"And then?" Caroline’s voice was eager. "Then we get married, right?"
"Of course we will," Trevor replied. I could hear the smile in his voice. "From the start, it’s been you, Care. You know that. I just wanted her money. I’ve spent five years playing the doting husband to a woman I can barely stand to touch. I’ve earned this payout."
My world didn't just crack; it shattered.
I closed my eyes, fighting the urge to vomit. Five years.
I flashed back to when I was seventeen. I was a freshman in college, naive and grieving the recent distance from my parents who were always traveling. I met Trevor in the campus library. He dropped his books. I helped him pick them up.
He looked at me with those blue eyes and told me I was the most beautiful girl he’d ever seen. He was poor, wearing a frayed sweater, working two jobs. I thought it was romantic. I thought he loved me for me, not for the Smith name.
I remembered the dates on park benches because he couldn't afford dinner. I remembered defending him to my friends who said he didn't fit in. I remembered thinking we were building something from nothing.
And Caroline?
We met in high school. We were inseparable. She was the sister I never had. When Trevor and I started dating, she was the one who encouraged it.
She was the one who told me to ignore the haters. She was the one who held my dress in the bathroom at my wedding.
Stealing her man? No, it was worse than that. She hadn't just stolen him; she had been working with him the entire time. They were partners. I was the mark.
A memory, sharp and painful, surfaced from the depths of my mind. It was the last time I saw my parents alive.
It was three years ago, right before the wedding. My father, a man of few words but immense perception, had sat me down in his study. My mother stood by the window, looking grim.
"Amber," my father had said, his voice stern. "We cannot bless this union."
"Why?" I had demanded, furious. "Because he's not rich? Because he doesn't come from your world?"
"No," my mother had interrupted, turning to face me. "Because he is a wolf, darling. We had him investigated. There are gaps in his past. He is a chameleon. He mirrors what you want to see, but there is nothing behind his eyes but greed. He doesn't look at you with love; he looks at you like a meal."
"You're wrong!" I had screamed at them. "You're snobs! You just want me to marry some boring executive!"
"Do not trust Trevor," my father had warned, slamming his hand on the desk. "If you marry him, do not merge your assets. Keep the company separate. Promise me that."
I hadn't promised. I had stormed out. Two weeks later, their private jet went down over the Atlantic. I inherited everything. And in my grief, I turned to the only two people I thought I had left: Trevor and Caroline.
I had been so blind. So stupidly, willfully blind.
"I can't wait to be your wife," Caroline giggled.
The sound of their laughter snapped me back to the present.
I could walk in there. I could scream. I could grab a knife from the block and attack them. I could tell them I knew everything.
But what would that achieve?
Trevor was right about one thing: I was physically weak right now.
No. I couldn't fight them with force. I had to fight them with the one thing they wanted.
I took a deep breath, forcing my heart rate to slow. I stepped backward until I was inside the master bedroom.
I was done crying. The tears had dried up the moment he admitted to killing my baby.
I dialed a number. It rang twice before it was answered.
"Miss Amber?" The voice was gravelly, familiar. It was Arthur. He wasn't just a butler; he was the estate manager, the man who had run my parents' lives for thirty years. He was the only person left who was loyal to the bloodline.
"Madam? You are supposed to be in the hospital. Is everything alright?"
"I need you to initiate Protocol Zero. Immediately."
"Madam," Arthur said, his tone shifting from concern to professional alertness. "That will freeze the company's operations. It will alert the board. It requires immediate asset liquidation."
"Do it," I commanded. "I want every penny moved. I want the house put into the trust. I want the cars transferred. I want the joint accounts drained. Transfer everything to the holding company in the Caymans. Put it in your name temporarily if you have to, just get it away from him."
"Him? You mean Mr. Black?"
"Make it clean," I whispered, glancing at the bedroom door. "Trevor cannot know until the money is already gone."
"And the reason, Madam?"
I looked at the wedding photo on the nightstand. Trevor’s smiling face. The lie.
"Because I am divorcing Trevor," I said.
And I am going to leave him with exactly what he had when I met him. Nothing.
Chapter 3
"Divorcing?" Trevor asked. His voice was dangerously quiet. "What do you mean, divorcing me? Who were you talking to?"
Panic flared in my chest, hot and sharp. Had he heard the part about the assets? Had he heard me authorize the transfer?
I forced myself to breathe.
"You humiliated me," I sobbed, the tears coming easily now. "In the hospital. In front of everyone. You blamed me for losing our baby. You said I was incompetent. You said I couldn't be a mother."
"Baby," he said, taking a step into the room. "Please. I was upset. I was grieving too."
"By blaming me?"
"I'm sorry," he pleaded, dropping to his knees in front of me. He looked up with those blue eyes, the same ones that had fooled me for five years. They were wet with unshed tears. It was a masterclass in manipulation. "I am so, so sorry. I love you. I was out of my mind with grief. Please, don't leave me. Not now. Not when we need each other the most."
I looked down at him. I saw the desperation. It wasn't love; it was fear of losing his cash cow.
"You hurt me, Trevor," I whispered. "You really hurt me."
"I know," he said, kissing my hands. "I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you. Just... don't do this. Don't throw us away because of one bad day. Let me fix it. Let me take care of you."
"Okay," I said softly. "I... I can't just forget it. But I don't want to be alone right now."
"You won't be," Trevor said, standing up and pulling me into a hug. His grip was tight, possessive. "I'm right here. How about we go out? Just us. A quiet dinner. Get out of this house for a bit. We can talk properly."
"Okay," I nodded against his chest. "I'll forgive you. For now."
"Great," Trevor exhaled, the tension leaving his body. He pulled back and smiled, that charming, boyish smile. "Go get changed. I'll make a reservation at Le Jardin. Your favorite."
"Do you love me?" I asked, looking him directly in the eyes.
"More than anything in the world," he lied without blinking.
"Okay," I said, forcing a weak smile. "I'll get ready."
He kissed my forehead and left the room. As soon as the door clicked shut, my smile vanished.
When I went downstairs, Caroline was waiting in the foyer. She rushed over to me, her face a picture of concern.
"Amber!" she cried, pulling me into a hug. "Trevor told me what happened. Oh my god, are you okay?"
I stiffened in her arms. I could smell her perfume. It was the same scent that had been lingering on Trevor’s shirt for months.
"I'm fine," I said, pulling away. "Just... tired."
"Don't be harsh on him," Caroline said, wiping a fake tear from her cheek. "He's really torn up about the baby, Amber. He loves you so much. Men just... they handle grief differently. You have to forgive him."
It took every ounce of my willpower not to slap her.
"I know," I said. "We're going to dinner to talk things through. Actually..." I paused, an idea forming. If I wanted to torture them, I needed to play their game. "Why don't you come with us?"
Caroline blinked. "Me? Oh, I couldn't. It's a date night."
"Please," I insisted, grabbing her hand. "I need my best friend. It will help keep things calm. Trevor won't mind. He loves having you around."
"Okay," she said, squeezing my hand. "If you're sure. I'll come."
The dinner was a farce.
We sat at a corner table. Trevor sat next to me, his hand on my thigh under the table. Caroline sat across from us, sipping her wine and watching us with a tight smile.
I played the part of the devoted wife perfectly. I leaned into Trevor. I laughed at his jokes. I fed him a bite of my dessert. I kissed him on the cheek, lingering, whispering that I loved him.
Every time I touched him, I saw Caroline’s eye twitch. Every time I laughed, her grip on her wine glass tightened. She was jealous. She was furious that the "broken" wife was suddenly reclaiming her territory.
"I need to use the powder room," Caroline announced abruptly, standing up. She didn't look at me. She looked at Trevor, her eyes burning.
"I'll join you," I said, standing up as well.
I followed Caroline to the restroom. It was empty, thankfully. As soon as the door closed, Caroline spun around to face me.
"You are being too much," she snapped. "Honestly, Amber. Your husband is grieving and you're practically climbing into his lap in public. It's desperate."
"Desperate?" I asked, leaning against the sink. "I'm just loving my husband, Caroline. Is that a problem?"
"It's fake," she hissed. "You were screaming about divorce an hour ago. Now you're all over him? It's pathetic."
"I'm trying to save my marriage," I said calmly. "Unlike some people, I don't give up when things get hard. Trevor needs me. He loves me."
"He feels sorry for you!" Caroline shouted. Her mask was slipping. "He's only with you because he pities you!"
"Is that what you think?" I stepped closer to her. "Or are you just jealous because you're alone, Caroline? You've always been jealous of me. My clothes, my house, my life. And now, you're jealous of my husband."
"I am not jealous!" she shrieked. "I'm your best friend! I'm trying to help you see reality!"
"The reality is," I said, my voice dropping to a cold whisper, "that you are a leech. You've been living off my generosity for years. And frankly, I'm tired of it."
Caroline stared at me, her mouth open. Tears of rage were welling up in her eyes. "How dare you? After everything I've done for you?"
"Done for me?" I laughed. "You mean taking my hand-me-downs? Eating my food? Living in my guest house rent-free?"
Caroline burst into tears. Real, ugly tears of frustration. She stormed out of the bathroom.
I waited a beat, checked my reflection, and followed her.
Back at the table, Caroline was grabbing her purse. Trevor was standing up, looking panicked.
"What the hell is wrong?" Trevor demanded, his voice rising. "Are you picking a fight with your best friend? Now? After everything today?"
"Yes," I said, sitting down and picking up my wine glass. I took a slow sip.
"Why?" Trevor asked, looking at Caroline who was sobbing into a napkin.
"Because she's toxic," I said simply. "And I'm also firing her from the company."
Trevor froze. "What?"
"She's incompetent," I said, shrugging. "She's been mishandling the PR accounts for months. I've been meaning to do it, but today just clarified things. I don't need negative energy in my life, Trevor. And neither do you."
"You can't do that," Trevor stammered. "She's... she's family."
"No," I said, setting the glass down. "She's an employee. And she's fired."