Chapter 1
Eight years after I broke up with Greyson Tromp, we met in the hospital. He brought his wife for a prenatal checkup and happened to have their consultation with me.
I wore a mask and carefully examined the condition of her baby. The intern beside us asked how they ended up together.
Elise Jacob said smugly, "You have to fight for a handsome guy. To get the best, you have to fight for it! He used to like someone else. To win his heart, I stirred up trouble between them, causing them to misunderstand each other and gradually drift apart.
"Later, they had a really bad argument, and I hid the apology letter he asked me to pass on to that woman. I still keep it as our token of love. That woman was pregnant at the time, and I used every means to get rid of her baby!"
After they left, I removed my mask. My hands instinctively rested on my stomach. There was an ugly scar beneath my clothes. It was from when Greyson forced me to abort our baby.
A few days later, Greyson came kneeling before me, holding that apology letter and a divorce agreement.
Eight years after I broke up with Greyson Tromp, we met in the hospital. He brought his wife for a prenatal checkup and happened to have their consultation with me.
I wore a mask and carefully examined the condition of her baby. The intern beside us asked how they ended up together.
Elise Jacob said smugly, "You have to fight for a handsome guy. To get the best, you have to fight for it! He used to like someone else. To win his heart, I stirred up trouble between them, causing them to misunderstand each other and gradually drift apart.
"Later, they had a really bad argument, and I hid the apology letter he asked me to pass on to that woman. I still keep it as our token of love. That woman was pregnant at the time, and I used every means to get rid of her baby!"
After they left, I removed my mask. My hands instinctively rested on my stomach. There was an ugly scar beneath my clothes. It was from when Greyson forced me to abort our baby.
A few days later, Greyson came kneeling before me, holding that apology letter and a divorce agreement.
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I looked up, my heart skipping a beat.
I never expected to run into Greyson in such circumstances after eight years. He had brought his wife for a prenatal checkup.
Due to their striking good looks and Greyson's gentle and considerate nature, everyone thought they were the perfect match. They were incredibly curious about the couple.
During the ultrasound, an intern could not help but ask, "How did you two meet and get together?"
Elise raised an eyebrow and smiled smugly, answering, "I stole him, of course! He had a childhood sweetheart back then, and they were really close, but I had to get what I wanted! That woman was stupid. I pretended to be friends with her and then secretly sabotaged their relationship. She probably married a lowly man after that. Maybe she's even on her third child with him!"
Her tone was light and cheerful, as if she were talking about something amusing. "But in the midst of it, my husband wanted to get back together with her and wrote her an apology letter, which I hid. I have it hidden at home. It's basically my trophy."
The atmosphere became a little awkward. Seeing everyone's strange expressions, Elise half-jokingly added, "Why are you all so tense? I was just kidding! Life isn't that dramatic."
Everyone looked at each other and breathed a sigh of relief after hearing her explanation.
My expression remained unchanged, but my hand holding the instrument was still trembling nervously.
After the examination was over, it was time for me to end my shift.
While changing, I overheard the interns chatting.
"Those two make the perfect match. A handsome man and a beautiful woman, how perfect!"
"Yeah, why would she need to snatch a man from someone else when she's so beautiful? She must've been joking."
"Good-looking people have good genes. She doesn't even have any swelling or stretch marks!"
I took off my mask and placed a hand on my stomach. Beneath my clothes were dense stretch marks and an ugly scar. Staring blankly at the ultrasound machine, only I knew Elise had not been joking.
It was just that I had been abroad for eight years and had long since let go of what happened back then. It did not matter whether there was a misunderstanding between us anymore.
The next second, Greyson returned, having left something behind. Seeing me, his expression was complicated. "Nicola Tromp, long time no see."
Greyson seemed unchanged, except that the edge in his eyes had reduced.
"How have you been?"
After a long silence, I heard my own dry voice respond, "Without you, of course, I'm fine."
He seemed somewhat taken aback, a hint of sorrow in his eyes.
My relationship with Greyson was complicated. He was sickly as a child, and a fortune teller once said that adopting a child of the same age could ward off bad luck. When he was 12, the Tromp family adopted me, and I became their adopted daughter. I even changed my name to Nicola Tromp.
After that, Greyson stopped getting sick, and his health gradually improved, but I often fell ill. Greyson firmly believed it was because of him, so he doted on me very much. After starting university, we naturally became a couple.
"Nicola? It really is you. I thought it was just a coincidence." Elise's voice pulled me back to reality. She sized me up, her eyes filled with disdain.
"Didn't you drop out of school? How did you become a doctor? Or are you still relying on sleeping around..." Her pause was perfectly timed, carrying a hidden meaning.
I only returned from abroad last year and had medical experience overseas. I skipped management training and became an attending physician directly. Due to my introverted personality, people did not really know about my situation, though they were curious.
My tone was impatient. "You can see my resume on the hospital's app."
She scoffed. "Changed to the academic vixen route, huh? You sure are good at this."
The interns exchanged glances. I picked up my bag from the desk, my expression cold. "Didn't you already tell the truth behind what happened back then during your examination just now?"
Elise's expression changed abruptly.
Everyone realized then that what she said during the examination was true. The interns now looked at her with disdain.
I just wanted to get away from these people. It was already past my work hours, so I grabbed my bag and left.
As I sat in the car, the facade I had put on crumbled. I slumped over the steering wheel, feeling utterly exhausted. I could feel that my eyes were burning.
Chapter 2
My relationship with Greyson had been good until Elise came along.
When there were no classes, Greyson would buy me breakfast and have a female classmate deliver it to the dormitory for me. That female classmate was Elise. I was embarrassed at first, but Elise always waved her hand and said it was not a big deal.
To show his gratitude, Greyson would buy Elise a portion as well. She always smiled and praised Greyson, "You're so nice. If only my boyfriend were handsome and considerate too. Nicola is so lucky to have a boyfriend like you!"
Gradually, she and I grew more familiar with each other. When there were no classes, she would even deliberately get Greyson to pick me up after class.
When I saw her, she would enthusiastically hug me and accuse Greyson, "He didn't even want to come to see you! He only came because I made him! You have to teach him a lesson!"
Greyson smiled and touched her head, nodding affectionately.
I did feel a little uncomfortable on the inside at the time, but I had no idea why.
Later, when she praised Greyson, she would subtly insult me. "Nicola, you're just too carefree. You're not gentle and considerate at all. Girls should learn to be considerate of others. You're so ordinary-looking, so you should cherish a man like Greyson!"
Due to my childhood experiences, I had low self-esteem to begin with. Elise's constant belittling only made it plummet even further, and I felt intensely uneasy.
Greyson noticed this but thought I was being dramatic.
Not long after, Greyson played a piano piece during an arts festival. I was held up by other things, so I gave the crochet flowers to Elise to pass on to him.
After the performance, I finished my tasks and rushed backstage.
Greyson's voice sounded. "Nicola is inferior to you in everything. Even her taste is worse than yours. These flowers are really ugly. As expected of an adopted child. You're right; an ugly duckling won't ever become a swan!"
I froze, my hand slowly lowering from the doorknob. I had not expected him to tell Elise about my background.
Elise's voice was shocked but carried a hint of joy. "Why did you throw the flowers away? Do you think they're ugly?"
He hummed in agreement. His voice pierced my heart like a sharp thorn. "She likes giving me these ugly things, but I don't like them at all. Forget it. Let's go celebrate."
His words ripped my heart open like a sharp blade, leaving me embarrassed.
They were about to come out, so I quickly hid in the fire escape. After everyone left, I retrieved the crochet bouquet from the trash can.
Greyson, who suddenly returned, bumped into me. A look of awkwardness appeared in his eyes. "Nicola, I forgot to take the flowers."
I dodged his outstretched hand. "The bouquet you have is fine. You don't need this one."
My gaze fell on the red roses in his arms.
He was taken aback, followed by annoyance at being exposed. "Why are you making a fuss? I told you I left them behind! And these red roses are much prettier than your stupid flower! Elise is prettier than you and better than you in every way!"
It felt like a knife had been plunged into my heart. I stared at him in disbelief. "You think so too?"
Lately, I often heard my classmates say that I was jealous of Elise, which was why I was always arguing with Greyson. However, no one had considered that Greyson and I were a couple, and she had forced her way in between us.
His tone was impatient. "What did I say wrong? You're just jealous of Elise! Why won't you admit it? Everyone can see it! She's prettier, yet I'm with you. Shouldn't you cherish me more?"
Seeing that I did not react, he took the scarf Elise had left on the table and left. That evening, Greyson seemed to realize he had gone too far and apologized with a gift. "Nicola, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. This is the doll you like. I went out of my way to buy it."
My gaze fell on another bag, and I had a premonition. I asked, "What's this?"
"This one's for Elise. She likes it too. You can give it to her when you go upstairs later."
Even when he bought me an apology gift, he bought another gift for Elise. I felt wronged, and a lump formed in my throat. "Greyson, haven't you noticed you've changed?"
"Don't you think you've changed?" he countered.
Tears welled up in my eyes, and my voice choked. "I've changed? Yeah, I really have. Elise's ostracism and belittling have made me insecure, sensitive, and even tormented!"
"Don't talk about her like that! She's not like that!" His eagerness to defend Elise was especially jarring. It felt like needles were pricking my heart.
Chapter 3
After that unpleasant encounter, we started giving each other the cold treatment, but it lasted longer than ever before.
He and Elise began to act as a couple, and everyone thought they had gotten together.
One day, Elise asked me to talk with her, and she invited me to a bar. By the time I arrived, she was already so drunk that she could not speak. I had no choice but to take her back. On the way, we were stopped by two thugs.
I was nervous but pretended to be calm. I immediately sent a distress message to Greyson.
Elise took the opportunity to nudge me. "Nicola, hurry up and find help! I'll hold them off. There's a food stand not far away. Go there and call for help!"
I could not think of a better solution, so I turned around and ran away to find help. When I led people over, I only saw Greyson holding the frightened Elise.
"Are you okay?" I relaxed a little, relieved that nothing had happened.
The next second, Elise's words plunged my heart into the deepest pit. "I just wanted to explain things to you, but you kept pouring me liquor to make me drunk. Was it so that you could send me to them? Was this your plan? Do you hate me? Is it because you're jealous of me?"
The series of questions left me completely stunned. "What are you talking about? No! It's not like that!"
However, Greyson slapped me in the face.
I covered my face in shock, my eardrums seemingly ruptured as a buzzing sound echoed within them. My face instantly swelled and burned, but my heart ached even more.
His face held a disgust I had never seen. "I thought you were just jealous of Elise, but I never imagined you'd do something so disgusting! You're indeed rotten to your core. No wonder your parents abandoned you!"
Greyson used the fact that I had been abandoned by my own parents to hurt me.
I opened my mouth but found my throat incredibly dry. I had no idea what to say or how to explain myself.
Greyson did not believe me, his childhood friend, and believed Elise instead. A deep sense of powerlessness emerged from my heart.
After everyone left, I remained standing there, stunned.
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The next day, the news somehow spread quickly throughout the university.
I tried many times to explain to Greyson, but he would deliberately ignore me and talk to others whenever I approached him.
I suddenly became invisible. I was ignored whenever I attempted to talk to my classmates. All of them deliberately kept their distance from me, avoiding any contact with me. After that, I stopped trying to explain.
I was always alone, and people rarely talked to me.
One morning, I woke up to find that I could not speak. I went to the hospital and underwent several tests, all of which came back normal. Eventually, I could only see a psychiatrist.
The doctor gave me many tests. Looking at the results, the doctor said, "You've been diagnosed with severe depression. You've likely experienced psychological trauma related to language, causing your brain to become unwilling to speak or articulate.
"Have you encountered any challenges recently? Perhaps no one listens to your explanations, or perhaps you're just not speaking enough?"
I froze. The events of the past few days flashed through my mind, and I shook my head.
The doctor could only prescribe some medication and tell me to clear my head.
Holding the medication and thinking about the doctor's instructions, I wandered through the streets. It was not until the dorm curfew was near that I started heading back.
However, I ran into the thugs who had stopped Elise and me before. I tried to call for help, but I could not make a sound. I could only dial my emergency contact, praying that Greyson would come for me, but there was no response.
Later, I learned that the two had gone to a hotel together that night.