Chapter 3
The private medical room in the Blackridge training facility smelled of antiseptic, fresh ice, and trouble.
Ronan sat on the edge of the high examination table in gray training shorts, his bare chest glistening with a thin sheen of sweat from the morning skate. His left thigh was swollen near the hip flexor, the muscle tight as steel cable.
The moment I stepped within two feet of him, the air grew heavy. My cedar-and-frost scent surged to the surface, tangling with his crushed pine and ozone until the room felt charged like the sky before a lightning strike.
"Control your pheromones, Cross," I said, peeling the backing off a roll of heavy medical tape. "We had an agreement."
Ronan set his jaw, a muscle jumping in his cheek. "I'm trying, Lawson. My wolf thinks you're standing in front of me to be claimed, not to fix my hip."
"Tell him to look at the clipboard instead."
I dropped to one knee on the rubber mat between his knees, positioning myself to stabilize his thigh. His skin radiated pure heat against my cool fingers. Every time my thumbs pressed into the inflamed tendon, a sharp electric pulse shot up my arms, testing my focus.
I smoothed the compression bandage around his upper thigh, securing the anchor wrap with firm, practiced tension.
"Does this hurt?" I asked, looking up at him.
Ronan looked down, his dark gaze locked onto my lips. "Not where you're touching me."
"Keep talking like that and I'll skip the numbing spray," I replied, keeping my voice level.
I wrapped another layer of elastic support high up his groin line. Underneath my palms, the thick muscles of his quad bunched and twitched with intense restraint. His Alpha scent thickened by the second, rich and suffocating, wrapping around my senses like a heavy blanket.
Yet when I glanced up at his posture, I saw where his discipline lay.
Ronan’s hands were clamped hard against the metal edge of the treatment table, his knuckles bone-white. The metal groaned faintly under his grip. He had every biological excuse to touch my shoulder, to brush his fingers against my neck, to let his instincts take over.
He didn't move an inch toward me. He just held the cold steel, breathing through his nose in measured, ragged intervals.
The heavy door swung open with a bang.
Three Blackridge forwards walked in, laughing and stripping off their sweat-soaked practice jerseys. The laughter died in their throats the second they crossed the threshold.
The scent in the room stopped them in their tracks. Their nostrils flared, their eyes darting between Ronan’s rigid posture and me kneeling on the floor between his legs.
"Captain?" Miller, the alternate forward, asked, his voice cautious. "What the hell is that smell?"
"Get out," Ronan growled, his voice dropping an octave into an Alpha command that made the floorboards hum.
"Is she..." Miller started, looking at my bare neck.
"Shut the door and keep your mouths shut," Ronan cut in, his tone cold as glacial ice. "She's your medical staff. Treat her like it."
The players didn't ask another question. They backed out immediately, pulling the heavy door shut behind them.
I stood up, shaking out my fingers to break the static tingling in my skin. "You didn't have to bite their heads off."
"They need to know the line," Ronan said, watching me pick up his custom carbon-fiber hip stabilizer.
I stepped back into his space, sliding the brace around his waist and reaching down to fasten the lower strap near his inner thigh.
Before I could lock the buckle, the door was shoved open again—this time with violent force.
Jace Mercer stood in the doorway, wearing his Ironfang track jacket, his chest heaving as his eyes took in the scene. He saw me standing flush against the examination table, my hands resting on the inner strap of Ronan’s thigh brace.
Jace’s eyes flashed gold, his Alpha aura flaring out in a suffocating wave of pure territorial rage.
"Get away from him, Wren," Jace barked, stepping into the room. "Right now."
Ronan’s shoulders instantly coiled, his posture shifting into an attack stance as he prepared to launch himself off the table.
"Stay where you are, Ronan," I said without turning around.
I stepped back from the table, placing myself directly between the two massive Alphas. I turned to face Jace, meeting his furious glare with dead, steady eyes.
"Don't look between my legs, Mercer," Ronan mocked from behind me, his voice dangerously calm. "You might realize what you traded away."
"Shut up, Cross!" Jace snapped, his fists clenching at his sides. He pointed a finger at me. "Wren, you're packing your shit and coming back to our side of the facility. I don't care about your little temper tantrum. You do not touch another Alpha like that."
"I don't belong to your side of the facility," I said, my voice cutting through the thick tension. "And you don't get to give me orders anymore."
"I made you who you are!" Jace snarled, taking an aggressive step toward me. "Seven years, Wren! You think this bastard actually cares about your rehabilitation work? He’s using you to get inside my head!"
Ronan shifted behind me, his boots hitting the rubber floor with a heavy thud.
I threw my arm back, palm flat against Ronan’s chest, blocking him from moving past me. I looked over my shoulder, giving Ronan a single, sharp look.
*Let me handle this.*
Ronan held my gaze for a second. The lethal fury in his eyes flickered, then softened into something like respect. He sat back down on the edge of the table, resting his forearms on his knees, ceding the floor entirely to me.
I turned back to Jace.
"You didn't make me," I said, each word quiet, precise, and cold. "I spent seven years keeping you on the ice while you took all the credit. You threw that away on national television for corporate funding. So get the hell out of my training room before I have security revoke your arena access."
Jace stared at me, his jaw working as if he couldn't process the fact that I wasn't flinching. He looked at Ronan, who was watching him with cold amusement, then back at me.
"You're going to regret this, Wren," Jace hissed.
He spun on his heel and slammed the door behind him.
The silence that followed was suffocating. My pulse hammered in my throat, the residual shock of the confrontation rattling my hands.
"Nice form," Ronan said quietly from the table.
"Be quiet and let me finish the strap," I muttered, refusing to let him see my fingers shake.
***
Two nights later, the arena was an absolute war zone.
Game one of the championship series had drawn a sold-out crowd. Every time Blackridge and Ironfang touched the puck, the glass rattled with bone-crushing checks.
Jace was playing like a man possessed. He wasn't focused on the puck; he was hunting Ronan. Every whistle brought an extra shove, an elbow to the ribs, a slash across the pads. Jace’s eyes were wild, inflamed by the heavy scent of my cedar and frost clinging to Ronan’s jersey.
With three minutes left in the third period, I stood near the open bench gate, wrapping an ice bandage around a rookie defenseman's sprained wrist. The roar of the crowd deafened my ears.
Out on the neutral zone, Ronan stripped the puck from an Ironfang winger and turned along the boards.
He never saw Jace coming.
Jace charged across the blue line at full speed, leaving his feet in a blatant, predatory charge. The collision sounded like a shotgun blast.
The force of the hit threw Ronan’s two-hundred-and-twenty-pound frame straight toward the open bench gate.
"Wren, look out!"
I looked up just as Ronan’s armored shoulder crashed into me.
The impact tore my feet off the rubber mat. My body launched backward, and the back of my skull slammed violently against the steel frame of the glass partition.
A sickening crack echoed in my ears.
The world exploded in blinding white light before fading into a murky gray. I crumpled to the floor, my vision spinning wildly as a warm, thick liquid began trickling down the side of my neck.
Ronan scrambled to his knees on the ice, shaking off the hit. He reached out to help me, but the moment his gaze landed on the crimson blood running down my pale skin, his entire body seized.
His pupils expanded instantly, swallowing the brown of his irises until his eyes were solid, terrifying pitch black. A deafening, unhinged roar ripped from his chest.
Before anyone could move, Ronan launched himself across the ice like a missile, tackling Jace Mercer straight into the frozen boards.
Chapter 4
The sound of shattering glass was drowned out by the roar of pure Alpha rage.
Ronan didn't just tackle Jace; he drove him through the boards and slammed him flat against the ice with enough force to rattle the arena steel. This wasn't a standard hockey fight. Ronan’s hands were bare, his gloves discarded on the ice, his nails lengthening into thick, dark claws as his wolf surged violently against the surface of his skin.
He pinned Jace by the throat with one forearm, the fabric of Jace’s jersey tearing under the strain.
Four referees piled onto Ronan’s back, digging their skates into the ice, pulling at his shoulders with everything they had. They couldn't move him an inch. Ronan was vibrating with violent heat, his jaw snapping as a guttural growl ripped from his throat.
Underneath him, Jace choked on blood, his face swelling where Ronan’s first punch had landed. Yet despite the terror in his eyes, Jace flashed a bloody, mocking grin.
“What’s the matter, Cross?” Jace gasped out, his voice hoarse and broken. “Afraid I’ll damage your new toy?”
Ronan drew back his fist, his knuckles bone-white and lethal. If that punch landed, Jace’s jaw would shatter.
“Ronan.”
The word tore from my throat, raw and trembling.
I dragged myself through the open bench gate, my knees shaking as my sneakers slipped on the wet ice. Blood ran hot and sticky down the side of my neck, soaking into the collar of my shirt.
I reached out with my left hand and grabbed the heavy fabric of Ronan’s jersey, right over his shoulder blade.
“Ronan, stop.”
The effect was instantaneous.
Ronan’s arm froze in midair. The low growl in his chest cut off like a severed wire. Slowly, the rigid tension in his massive back eased, his dark head turning toward me. His eyes were pure, terrifying pitch black, but the moment they locked onto the blood dripping from my jawline, the frenzy snapped.
He shoved the referees off him with a single shrug, let go of Jace’s throat, and dropped to both knees on the ice in front of me.
“Don't move,” Ronan commanded, his voice rough and ragged as he reached up to hover his hands over my head, not daring to touch the wound. “Medical staff! Get out here now!”
***
Twenty minutes later, I was sitting on the examination table in the Blackridge private locker room.
Dr. Gable, the veteran Blackridge team physician, cleaned the gash near my temple with an antiseptic wipe while an assistant ran my blood through the rapid diagnostic analyzer. He had already run a concussion screen and found no neurological deficits, though he kept me under observation. The throbbing behind my eyes was intense, but the bleeding had finally slowed.
Ronan stood by the door, refusing to sit, his arms crossed over his chest like an iron sentinel.
Dr. Gable pulled the digital readout from the analyzer, his gray eyebrows knitting together in deep frustration. He looked from the screen to me, then back at the numbers.
“Miss Lawson, when did you last take a dose of your scent blocker?” Dr. Gable asked, his voice unexpectedly stern.
“This morning,” I replied, squinting against the harsh overhead lights. “Just the standard maintenance tablet.”
“Who wrote the prescription for this compound?”
“The Ironfang pack clinic,” I said, frowning at his tone. “Jace always picked it up for me directly from their internal pharmacy. My wolf’s biology has been unstable since I was eighteen. Jace said the team doctors recommended a customized suppressant so my scent wouldn't distract the roster during training.”
Dr. Gable tossed the tablet onto the metal tray with a sharp clatter.
“This isn't a customized maintenance dose, Miss Lawson,” he said bluntly. “Your blood concentration of synthetic blockers is nearly four hundred percent above the legal medical ceiling.”
The room went completely still.
“What are you talking about?” I asked.
“A dose this heavy doesn't just mask a scent,” Dr. Gable explained, pointing at the glowing red indicators on the monitor. “It chemically paralyzes your olfactory receptors and forces your inner wolf into an artificial coma. You haven't been unstable. You’ve been chemically sedated for years.”
A cold chill settled in the pit of my stomach. “That doesn't make sense. Jace said—”
“Jace lied to you,” Ronan’s voice cut through the room, low and lethal.
Ronan stepped away from the door, his eyes dark with cold fury. “Open your Ironfang health portal, Wren. Check your prescription history.”
My hands were shaking as I pulled my phone from my pocket. I logged into the private Ironfang athletic network, bypassing the standard player view to access the master pharmacy logs linked to my employee ID.
Every single prescription refill for the last two years was documented with precise timestamps and batch numbers.
I scrolled through the dates, my breath catching in my throat.
The initial dosage had been normal when Jace and I first started dating. But starting exactly twenty-four months ago, the potency doubled. Then it tripled six months later.
Every single increase lined up with an exact event on my calendar.
The first spike happened the week after the All-Star tournament in Denver, where I had spent three days treating players from other packs. Jace had spent that entire week accusing me of smelling strange, demanding that I scrub my skin until it was raw.
The second spike happened right after Blackridge played Ironfang in the winter classic.
The door to the medical room swung open.
Jace stood in the entryway, a large white bandage taped over his nose, his Ironfang warm-up jacket zipped up to his chin. Two arena security guards lingered in the corridor behind him.
“Wren,” Jace said, ignoring Ronan entirely as he stepped into the room. “We’re leaving. The team bus is waiting, and we need to get ahead of the press before Cross’s PR team spins this.”
I didn't move. I turned the phone screen toward him, displaying the glowing pharmacy logs.
“What is this, Jace?” I asked, my voice deadly quiet.
Jace glanced at the screen, and for a fraction of a second, his confident facade fractured. “That’s your medical file. You know you have an endocrine imbalance.”
“It’s not an endocrine imbalance,” I said, standing up from the table. My knees were steady now, fueled by a cold, burning rage. “This is clinical suppression. You had the pack pharmacy dose me high enough to put my wolf to sleep. Why?”
Jace looked around the room, noticing Dr. Gable and the security guards outside. “Wren, this is pack business. Come outside and we’ll talk about it privately.”
“Answer the question, Mercer,” Ronan growled, taking a single step forward that forced Jace to back up against the doorframe.
Jace’s jaw clenched. Trapped between the logs and Ronan’s towering presence, the mask finally slipped.
“Because you were changing!” Jace snapped, his voice sharp with resentment. “Two years ago, after the Denver tournament, your scent started shifting. The bond between us never clicked into place the way it was supposed to. It was weak. I could feel it thinning every time you walked near an Alpha from another pack.”
The words struck me right in the chest, colder than the ice out on the rink.
“You knew,” I whispered.
“I knew you had a True Mate out there somewhere,” Jace said, not a shred of shame in his voice. “I knew that if you ever walked past him with your scent open, you’d recognize him in a second. You would have left me.”
“So you poisoned me?” I asked, tears of pure disbelief burning the edges of my eyes. “You told me I was sick. You told me the high doses were to protect you from being distracted during the playoffs.”
“I was trying to keep us together!” Jace shouted, stepping toward me with desperate intensity. “I built my entire career with you in my corner, Wren! We had seven years! I did what I had to do to protect our future until I could secure the Captaincy and the sponsorship!”
He reached out to grab my hand, expecting the same compliant woman who had taped his ankles and managed his pain for nearly a decade.
I pulled my hand back before his fingers could even graze my skin.
I looked at him. I looked at his expensive suit, his bruised, handsome face, and the selfish cowardice rotting beneath his Alpha title. There was no grief left in me. No heartbreak. Only a deep, clean void where seven years of devotion used to live.
“You weren't keeping me, Jace,” I said clearly. “You were keeping me from finding the door.”
Jace stared at me, his eyes widening.
I reached into my pocket, pulled out my personal phone, and unlocked the encrypted secondary profile I had never once opened in his presence.
I tapped a single contact and held the phone to my ear.
Jace watched me, his brow furrowing in confusion. “Who are you calling?”
The line clicked open on the second ring. A brisk, authoritative voice answered from the other end.
“Lawson Orthopedic Research Group. Direct line.”
I looked Jace dead in the eye, watching the arrogance drain from his expression.
“This is Wren Lawson,” I said into the phone, my voice steady and cold as winter frost. “Suspend Ironfang's Hale Protocol license under the safety-breach clause. Effective tonight.”