Chapter 2
MARA'S POV
Damon came home at seven the next morning, smelling like the pack office and someone else's lavender soap.
I was at the stove making pancakes Elsie probably wouldn't eat. I didn't turn around when he walked into the kitchen. I heard him set his keys on the counter, heard him pull out a chair and not sit in it.
"We need to talk about last night," he said.
"Go ahead."
"Can you look at me, Mara?"
I flipped a pancake. It was too dark on one side. I flipped it back anyway and turned off the burner.
When I faced him, he looked tired, but not sorry. Damon had a specific face for pack meetings, the one where his jaw set and his voice dropped half a register. He was wearing it now in our kitchen.
"I handled the announcement badly," he said. "I'll admit that. And what happened with Serena was wrong. I'm not going to stand here and pretend it wasn't."
"Okay."
He waited, like I was supposed to say something else. When I didn't, he went on.
"But she's pregnant. That's a fact now, and I can't..." He stopped and rubbed his forehead. "The pack needs stability. If Elsie doesn't shift, the elders will start talking about challengers within five years. Maybe sooner. Naming an heir was a pack decision, not a personal one."
"A pack decision," I said.
"Yes."
"You decided it in bed with your Beta, Damon. Don't dress it up."
His nostrils flared, but he kept his voice even. "I'm trying to fix this."
"Then fix it."
"That's what I'm doing." He finally sat down and folded his hands on the table. "I'm not asking you to step down. I don't want a new Luna. The families trust you. The council trusts you. Nothing about your position changes."
I stared at him. He said it like a gift.
"And while Serena's pregnant," he continued, "I'd like you to help her. Walk her through the traditions. The naming rites, the pup-blessing, how we prepare an heir's first year. She didn't grow up in a ruling family. If her child is going to be raised as Alpha, she'll need to know how it's done in Greyhaven."
For a second the kitchen was completely silent except for the hum of the fridge.
"Let me make sure I heard you right," I said. "You want your wife to teach your pregnant mistress how to raise the baby replacing our daughter?"
Something moved across his face. I watched him hear it. I watched him realize exactly how it sounded out loud.
Then I watched him decide it didn't matter.
"Elsie's situation and our marriage are two separate things," he said.
"No. They're not."
"Mara—"
"She wouldn't go to training this morning."
He frowned. "What?"
"The Alpha training field. Every Saturday since she was four, she's begged to go. She lines up her sneakers by the door Friday night." My voice stayed level, which surprised me. "This morning she put them back in the closet. I asked her why, and she said she didn't want the other kids to call her wolf-less again."
Damon looked toward the hallway, toward her closed bedroom door.
"She'll get over it," he said, but quieter.
"She asked me last night if you wished Serena's baby was your real kid. Instead of her." I picked up the plate of pancakes and set it on the counter between us. "So don't tell me they're separate. You made them the same thing the second you walked up those steps."
He didn't answer. His phone buzzed on the table. He glanced at the screen, and I saw the name before he turned it face down.
He left twenty minutes later.
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Serena showed up at four that afternoon.
I opened the door, and she was standing on the porch in a cream sweater with a canvas tote bag over her shoulder, looking pale and apologetic.
"Luna," she said softly. "I'm so sorry to just drop by. Damon said it would be all right."
"Did he."
"The healer thinks my wolf is unsettled. Early pregnancy, with a high-ranking pup, sometimes the mother's wolf gets restless." She touched her stomach. "Being near the father's Alpha scent helps. Just for a few hours."
Behind me, I heard the creak of Elsie's door opening an inch.
"Damon's not home," I said.
"He's on his way." She smiled a little. "He said I could wait inside."
I could have shut the door in her face. I thought about it. Then I thought about the pack families who'd hear about it by dinner, and about Elsie listening from her room, and I stepped aside.
Damon got home at five-thirty. He found Serena on the living room couch with her shoes off, and he didn't ask what she was doing there. He just sat down in the armchair across from her and loosened his tie.
By nine, she was still there.
By ten, I came downstairs for water and found her in my kitchen, standing at the counter with the tin of chamomile and valerian I mixed for Damon every night. The one I blended myself. The one he said was the only thing that quieted his wolf after a council meeting.
She was spooning it into my blue mug.
"Oh," she said, and had the decency to look startled. "Damon said this helps him settle. I thought it might help me, too. I hope that's okay."
I looked past her into the living room. Damon was on the couch now, not the armchair, his phone in his hand. He'd heard. He didn't look up.
"Keep the mug," I said.
I filled my water glass and went back upstairs.
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It took me less than an hour to move.
Two drawers of clothes. My pillow. My robe. The book on my nightstand and the charger beside it. I carried everything down the hall to the guest room, the one with the narrow bed and the window that stuck, and I opened that window as far as it would go.
Then I stripped the sheets off our bed and put fresh ones on, so there would be nothing left of me in that room. Not even on the linen.
I heard Serena's car finally pull out of the driveway a little after eleven. A few minutes later, Damon's footsteps came up the stairs.
They stopped at our bedroom door. Then nothing, for a long moment.
Then they came down the hall, fast.
He didn't knock. He opened the guest room door and stood there with the hallway light behind him.
"What is this?"
I was sitting up in bed with my book. "It's a bedroom."
"Our bedroom is down the hall."
"Your bedroom is down the hall."
He stepped inside, and I saw his nostrils move as he breathed in, the way his wolf did when it was searching for something. His face tightened.
"You changed the sheets."
"They needed changing."
"I can't smell you in there." He said it almost angrily, like I'd stolen something from him. "Not at all. Do you know what that does to a wolf, Mara? Walking into his own room and it's empty?"
I closed my book and set it on the blanket.
"Come back to bed," he said. "This is ridiculous. We'll talk in the morning."
"We talked this morning."
"Mara."
There was Alpha in it now, the low weight he used on stubborn pack members. Seven years ago, it would've worked. I would've gotten up, gathered my pillow, and followed him just to make the tension stop.
I looked at him instead.
"You have someone else who needs your scent now," I said.
He opened his mouth. Closed it.
I waited for him to argue, to shout, to say something cruel enough that I could shout back. Some part of me wanted that. A fight would have meant there was still something here worth fighting over.
But I didn't raise my voice, and I didn't cry, and I didn't ask him to choose. I just reached over and turned off the lamp.
In the dark, I heard him stand there.
He was breathing slowly, carefully, like a man trying to find his footing on ice. When he finally spoke, it wasn't to me so much as to the room.
"You're not even going to yell at me."
I didn't answer.
After a long time, the door closed. His footsteps went back down the hall, slower now, and stopped outside our old room without going in.
He'd finally noticed.
I wasn't fighting him.
I was leaving him, one drawer at a time.
Chapter 3
MARA'S POV
By the end of that week, Serena had stopped pretending she was only visiting.
She came Monday for dinner and stayed until midnight. Tuesday she slept in the guest suite off the main hall. By Thursday her toothbrush was in the downstairs bathroom and her prenatal vitamins were lined up on my kitchen windowsill like they'd always lived there.
Friday morning, she came to breakfast with shadows under her eyes.
"I barely slept," she told Damon, not me. "The young wolves were running the tree line again. Every time one of them shifted near the guest wing, my wolf woke up and paced. The healer says I'm more sensitive now. It's normal with a strong pup."
Damon nodded like she'd given him a council report.
I didn't think about it again until I got home from the pack school at two-thirty and found the east wing door propped open with a box.
Ruth, our housekeeper, was coming out of the hallway carrying a stack of folded clothes. Small clothes. A purple hoodie with a wolf paw on the pocket sat on top.
Elsie's hoodie.
"Ruth," I said. "What are you doing?"
She stopped, and her face did something apologetic and miserable at the same time. "Alpha's orders, Luna. He said you'd been told."
"I haven't been told anything."
"Mara." Damon came out of Elsie's doorway with his sleeves rolled up, like he'd been helping. "Good, you're back. I was going to call you."
"Why are Elsie's clothes in the hallway?"
"Serena can't keep sleeping in the guest wing. You heard her this morning." He said it calmly, already certain I'd agree. "The east wing is the quietest part of the house, and it's closest to our room. The Alpha scent is strongest there. That's what she needs right now."
"Then put her in the other east room."
"It's full of council archives. It would take a week to clear." He shrugged. "Elsie's seven. She's old enough to move to the children's wing. Plenty of pack kids her age sleep farther from their parents than that. It'll be good for her."
I looked at him for a long moment.
"No," I said.
He blinked. "No?"
"No. She's not moving. Serena can sleep in the guest wing, or a hotel in town, or her own house, which I know she has, because I helped her pick out the curtains."
"It's already decided."
"It's not decided. I just told you no."
"Mara, I'm not asking." His voice dropped into that lower register, the one meant to end conversations. "Ruth, keep going."
Ruth didn't move. She looked at me.
That small hesitation felt like the only kind thing anyone had done in a week. But before I could say anything else, the front door opened and I heard sneakers squeak on the hall floor.
"Mommy? Why's my door open?"
Elsie came around the corner with her backpack still on. She stopped.
Two boxes sat outside her room. The top one wasn't taped shut, and I could see what was inside. Her moon lamp, the one that turned the ceiling silver at night. Her stuffed wolf, Biscuit, with the ear she'd chewed flat when she was teething. Her stack of chapter books, the dragon series she'd read three times.
She walked over and looked down into the box. She didn't touch anything.
I waited for her to cry. I almost wanted her to. Crying I knew how to fix.
Instead she looked up at her father with that same quiet face she'd worn in the car after the ceremony.
"The baby's not even born yet," she said. "Does it already need my room?"
Damon's mouth opened, and nothing came out.
For one second, maybe two, I saw it land on him. His eyes moved from her face to the box to the hoodie in Ruth's arms, and something in his jaw loosened like he'd been caught. He looked, for the first time in a week, like a father who'd done something wrong.
"Sweetheart, that's not..." He crouched down to her level. "It's just a room. You'll get a bigger one."
"I like this one."
"Oh, Elsie." Serena appeared at the end of the hall in socks and one of Damon's old pack sweatshirts. She pressed a hand to her chest. "Honey, no. I didn't know they were moving your things. Damon, please, don't do this for me. I can stay somewhere else. Really. I'd never want her upset."
Damon stood up slowly. He looked at Serena with something like relief.
"You don't have to—"
"No, I mean it." She gave a small, brave smile. Then she touched her stomach. "It's just that the doctor said steady Alpha scent is really important for pregnant she-wolves. Especially in the first trimester. But I'll manage. I'll be fine."
There it was.
I watched my husband hear it. I watched his shoulders square, and his eyes leave his daughter's face, and his expression settle back into the Alpha who made hard decisions for the good of the pack.
"You won't manage," he told Serena. "Not if it puts the pup at risk." He turned to Elsie, gentler. "The children's wing is nice, sweetheart. I'll have them paint it any color you want."
Elsie didn't answer him. She just reached up and took my hand.
Something in me went very still.
I'd been ready to fight him. I'd had the words lined up, about what he owed her, about what kind of man moves a child out of her bed for his mistress's comfort. But standing there with Elsie's small fingers in mine, I understood there was nothing left to win. Even if I made him keep her in that room, she'd sleep every night ten feet from Serena, listening to her father walk past her door to someone else.
"Ruth," I said. "Stop, please. Put the hoodie down."
Ruth set it on top of the box.
Damon let out a breath. "Thank you. I knew you'd—"
I walked past him into Elsie's room.
Half her shelves were already empty. Her bed was stripped. I picked up the canvas duffel from her closet floor, the one we used for sleepovers at her grandmother's, and unzipped it.
Then I started packing.
Not everything. Just what mattered. Her school uniform and three pairs of leggings. Her toothbrush from the little bathroom. The photo of her and me at the lake, the one without Damon in it. I went out to the hall, took Biscuit and the moon lamp and the dragon books out of the box, and brought them back in.
"Mara." Damon stood in the doorway. "What are you doing?"
"Packing."
"I can see that. For what?"
I zipped the bag halfway and looked at him.
"She doesn't need another room here," I said. "She's leaving with me."
He actually laughed, short and tired. "Okay. Fine. Take her to your mother's for a few days. Let everyone cool off. We'll talk Sunday."
I didn't answer. I finished zipping the bag and handed it to Elsie, who held it against her chest with both arms.
Then I raised my left wrist.
The Luna access bracelet was thin silver, engraved with the Greyhaven crest. It opened the pack vaults, the council hall, the gates. He'd fastened it on me the night of our mating ceremony, and I hadn't taken it off since. My fingers found the clasp easily.
Damon's laugh stopped.
I stepped forward, took his hand, turned it palm up, and set the bracelet in it.
"Your heir has his mother," I said. "Your pack has its Alpha."
I looked down at Elsie, then back at him.
"My daughter has me."
He stared at the bracelet. When he looked up, the tired, reasonable expression was gone. His face had gone pale and hard at the same time, and his eyes flickered gold at the edges, his wolf pushing up through the surface.
"You're not serious."
"I'm completely serious."
He closed his fist around the silver so tightly his knuckles went white.
"You can't leave me before the Full Moon," he said, and his voice wasn't steady anymore. "Mara. You can't."
I took Elsie's hand and walked past him into the hall.
"Watch me."