Farrah’s POV

I lost my baby which I had no idea I was carrying in a wolf fight while my mate was with his Gamma.

It was upsetting and tragic, and I never thought that I would experience such a day.

“Oh no!” I yelled in panic as someone wrapped a blindfold around my eyes while I was walking home.

A growl left my attacker's lips as he said, “Don't try resisting me or you'll suffer!”

“Who are you? What do you want from me?!” I rushed out as I struggled against him.

The blindfold came off and I saw my attacker. There was actually more than one. Two of them were in wolf form while the one that blindfolded me was in human form.

“Who sent you?!” I asked them as I realized that they were not rogues since they didn't look feral.

“Alpha Heath of the Howling Wolves pack sent us to kidnap you since you're Jacob's Luna.” He answered me as he smirked.

Jacob was the Alpha of our pack, the Red Wolves pack, and he was my mate.

“I won't let you!” I exclaimed as I started shifting into my wolf.

“Don’t be silly, we outnumber you!” He yelled as another growl left his throat.

I refused to run away like a coward and growled back at them.

“Take her down!” He commanded the other wolves and they jumped on me.

I struggled against them as one bit down on my right foreleg. The other wolf headbutted my stomach hard and I felt pain overwhelm me.

I yelped and struggled harder. They got off me and I attacked the one that headbutted me. I bit down on his shoulder and he howled in pain then I threw him aside.

I jumped on the one that bit me and bit his neck, making him howl in pain.

I didn't let go until the one in human form pushed me aside.

He whimpered and got up, only to run away. The first wolf got up and ran away too.

Only the one in human form remained. He looked around nervously before moving his gaze back to me.

Fear and anger was evident in his eyes as his jaw clenched and he rushed out, “We'll get you another day!”

He ran away too and I shifted back to my human form.

I noticed blood trickled down my legs and the bite mark on my right arm was throbbing along with my stomach. I also felt dizzy as I tried to walk.

“Don’t look there, it's ill fortune.” I heard my mate, Alpha Jacob say.

I looked up to see him staring at the blood trickling down my legs.

He and his Gamma, Lisa, were in his car that had stopped beside me.

Even though he saw the state that I was in, he drove off and left me to fend for myself.

How could he say that? Why didn't he help me?

I felt sad, and I tried to take another step, but the pain overwhelmed me and I collapsed as I lost consciousness.

This was how I lost my baby.

On the day that I returned from the pack hospital, I found a lingerie lying on the floor of our bedroom.

I had felt so angry that I nearly tore the skimpy little thing.

I shook my head as I realized that I couldn't stay with Jacob anymore. He broke my heart and doesn't deserve to be with me.

I pulled out my phone from my purse and dialed the number of the Dean of the Standard West College, Mr. Peter.

He answered the call on the second ring, “Miss Farrah, how are you?”

“I'm good, Mr. Peter. I want to transfer from Harry Ford College to Standard West College.” I said confidently.

He sounded surprised as he asked, “Are you sure about this? Have you thought it over?”

“Yes.” I answered him.

He laughed and replied, “That's good news! I'll send you the transfer form through email as soon as I can.”

He hung up the call and I let out a breath; I was finally leaving Jacob.

Mr. Peter was my Dad's best friend and he has been suggesting that I enroll in his school ever since I was done with High school, and now, I would be transferring there.

Jacob entered the living room with his phone pressed against his ear, but when he saw me, he murmured, “I'll call you back later.”

Day and night, Jacob was on his phone either calling or texting someone. He wasn't like this before, it was only after Lisa became his Gamma.

Just like how he would come home late from work ever since Lisa became his Gamma.

“I think I heard you on the phone with someone. Was it your sister?” He asked me as he sat down on the couch beside me.

“Not exactly, it was Mr. Peter.” I answered him right before his phone beeped as a text came through.

“Mmmm.” He mused as he typed a reply on his phone.

It seemed that he wasn't paying attention to me. He would have asked who that was if he had been paying attention.

Was he texting Lisa? Was that why he wasn't paying any attention to me?

His lips tugged up into a smile as he typed faster, and I felt my chest tighten.

He doesn't smile at me anymore, but he was smiling at whoever he was texting.

“Where's my dessert?” He asked me as he looked at the empty center table.

Every night, I would make him some kind of dessert, but I usually made him cake.

After realizing how bad he was treating me, I decided to stop serving him.

“I didn't make it today.” I muttered coldly as I remembered how he drove away after seeing me in a bad state.

A look of confusion made its way to his face as he noticed the cold tone of my voice, but he didn't acknowledge it.

Instead, he said, “I've talked with Dr. Nelson and he has requested that you see him tomorrow morning.”

“But Dr. Aiden has already checked me and prescribed some medication.” I protested as a frown fell on my brows.

“Dr. Nelson is more skilled than Dr. Aiden and he’s our family doctor.” Jacob muttered with a tight smile on his lips.

“Fine, whatever.” I muttered as I nodded even though I didn't want to see Dr. Nelson.

Dr. Aiden was kinder and always spoke softly while Dr. Nelson was arrogant and rude.

Dr. Nelson has more certificates in the medical field than the other pack doctors and I think that was why his ego was so big.

I was taken to the pack hospital by a kind woman after I lost consciousness due to the wolf fight. That was what the nurse told me.

Dr. Aiden broke the news of my miscarriage and explained that he had to pop my shoulder back into its socket as I had dislocated it.

I have never cried as much as I have cried on that day. I didn't even know I was pregnant, and now, I've lost the baby.

My phone beeped as a text came from Mr. Peter. I checked it and it read, [Send me your passport photograph, it's needed for the transfer form.]

I typed a reply, [Okay.]

As I was looking through my gallery to find my passport photograph, I heard Jacob's ask, “What are you doing on your phone?”

I barely spared him a glance to see that he was looking at me curiously.

So he was now paying attention to me?

“Why do you want to know, Jacob?” I asked him as I selected the photo and sent it to Mr. Peter.

I looked up at him when I noticed that he has gone quiet to see a shocked look on his face.

He stuttered a bit, “I- you- Well, I just want to know. Besides, I'm your mate, I have to know what you're doing.”

“I'm not doing much, so don't worry about it.” I muttered as I looked back at my phone just as it beeped.

It was from Mr. Peter and he replied, [Received.]

“Are you texting?” He asked me as he stared at me with confusion written all over his face.

“Nope.” I answered him absent-mindedly as I opened up Chrome to continue reading the comic book that I was reading online.

“Then what the hell are you doing?” He asked me again, sounding frustrated.

Before I could reply, his phone beeped, taking his attention away from me as he looked at the phone.

I felt relieved because I didn't want to him to know that I was transferring to another College which meant that I was leaving his pack and moving to another pack since it was closer to the new College.

A smile touched his lips as he typed a reply, but then he looked back at me and his smile disappeared, replaced by a frown.

He looked like he wanted to continue pestering me until I told him what I was doing, but then his phone started ringing.

As soon as he glanced at the screen of his phone, his smile reappeared and he answered the call as he headed down the hallway and towards the guest room.

He usually goes there to answer calls that he didn't want me to overhear.

“I miss you too, Lisa.” He murmured into the phone, but I heard him clearly with my heightened werewolf hearing.

He missed her? Wasn't he just at work with her? And he had the audacity to say that to her when knew that I would overhear!

“Our mate doesn't love us anymore.” My wolf, Willow, muttered in my head.

“Yeah, and that's why I'm done with him." I replied as a sigh escaped my lips.

"That's the right decision.” She replied, confidently.

"I think so too, but then I wonder, what if we don't find another mate?" I asked, my anxiousness showing in my voice.

"We will, don't worry.” She reassured me, and I found hope for a new mate.

My phone started ringing, taking my attention away from Willow. I glanced at the screen to see it was my friend, Amal, calling me.

I picked up the call and she rushed out, “Girl, you won't believe what I just saw on Facebook!"

"What happened? Spill!” I replied as I felt excited at hearing the latest gossip because I loved hearing about drama, especially Facebook drama, but then I heard her next words.

“Alpha Jacob just posted about Gamma Lisa, it's like he's in love with her or something." She answered me, sounding concerned.

The gossip wasn't so exciting when I realized that it has to do with my life.

I sighed and asked, “What does the post say?"

"Gamma Lisa is so patient. She wanted to go running with me, but I wanted to come home. I shouldn't have denied her. I apologize, Lisa. I'll take you up on your offer next time and try to be the best Alpha that you've ever seen.” Amal narrated then added, "I'll send you the link to the post.”

"How can he post about another woman and act like he's mated to her when he's mated to me?” I muttered as I felt pathetic.

I was the Luna, I deserve respect, but would I get it once the pack members saw the post?

“I know, right! He's such a jerk." She replied in a voice filled with anger.

“Listen, I need to go. We'll talk later, and don't forget to send me the link." I said as I tried not to cry.

"Okay, bye.” She said just before she hung up.

Her text came through instantly and I clicked on the link. I saw the post and noticed that he posted it using a different Facebook account.

My phone started ringing again and I saw that it was Mr. Peter.

I answered it and heard him say, “I've sent the transfer form to you. Have you received the email?"

“Not yet, but I'll check my email now. A delay occurs sometimes." I answered him.

“Alright." He replied and hung up.

I checked my email and saw the transfer form. I had to inform my College first thing tomorrow morning that I needed them to send my transcript to Standard West College.

Seeing Dr. Nelson would have to wait until I was done with that. I didn't have any classes tomorrow, so I would go in just to have them send the transcript.

The next morning, I walked into the kitchen to get a quick breakfast when I saw Jacob frying an omelet.

There were three containers of noodles on top of the kitchen counter and he placed the omelet that he had fried into one of the containers.

“You're cooking?!" I asked him as my eyes widened in surprise at the sight before me.

"Yeah, and this is for you.” He muttered as he pushed one of the noodle containers towards me, but I refused to accept it.

“Sausages make me bloated. I've told you this before." I said in a tight voice as I felt anger bubble inside my chest.

"I had no idea." He replied with a frown on his brows.

“Even though I told you at least a hundred times in our six years of marriage?” I asked, feeling frustrated with him.

“Not a clue." He answered me as his frown deepened.

“I'm always mentioning it. Anyway, why don't you give me the noodles with the egg?" I suggested and stretched my hand towards the container.

However, he grabbed it and pulled it out of my reach which made me frown.

I glanced at him, about to ask why he did that when he said in an icy tone of voice, "Since you don't like sausages, don't eat it, but you can't have the one with the egg.”

He obviously made it for someone special. Was that special person Lisa?

He has never cooked for me before, yet he was here cooking up the perfect dish for another woman.

“Who did you make it for?" I couldn't help, but ask as I dreaded what the answer would be.

Before he could answer, his phone started ringing. He pulled out his phone and glanced at the screen.

His lips tugged up into a smile as he answered the call, “Hey.”

He listened to the caller's reply before saying, “Just come over, and we'll go together."

He hung up after a few seconds and stared at the phone with a lovey dovey look on his face.

Who called him? Could it be Lisa? Deep down inside me, I knew it was her. He only acted like he was in love when she was around.

I pulled out the lingerie that I found in our bedroom from my handbag and handed it to him.

He took it from me with a guilty look on his face.

“Was it Lisa that left behind her lingerie?” I asked him in a cold voice.

"I- you- it's not what it looks like." He explained as he pushed it into his briefcase.

“Then what does it look like?" I asked, shaking my head in disbelief.

Before he could reply, I added, “You know what, you don't need to answer that. Just tell Lisa to be more mindful."

“I'll let her know." He replied as his eyes bounced around the room nervously.

“Why don't I drop you off at school today?" He suggested as he gave me a strained smile.

It was shocking to hear him suggest that because he has never driven me to school before. However, he always drove Lisa shopping.

I always go to school in a taxi and return home the same way.

What made him change his mind? Was he trying to kiss up to me because I caught him cheating red-handed?

“Are you sure you want to do that?" I asked to see what he would say.

“Yeah, of course. Are you surprised that I suggested driving you to school?" He asked me as his brows knitted in a frown.

“Of course. You've never driven me to school before." I replied as I crossed my arms against my chest.

“Well, I'm-" He started, but he cut himself off.

His expression softened and a faint smile touched his lips.

I wondered what he was smiling about because he never smiled at me unless it was a strained one.

My question was answered when he said, “Lisa is five blocks away. She just mind linked me and I have to go meet her.”

Couldn't he let her come here and then they would go to work together, he had to go meet her?

I cleared my throat as he started towards the front door and asked, “What about me? You said that you'll drive me to school."

He paused, but he didn't turn around as he answered me, "Actually, I don't have time to drive you to school today. Maybe tomorrow.”

I felt my heart tremble in pain. How could he make another woman a priority over me?

“Don't you love me?" I asked him and watched as he grimaced like the aspect of loving me irritated him.

“Of course." He replied curtly then glanced back at me as he added, “I need to go right now ‘cause I don't want to keep Lisa waiting."

“Sure." I said in a whisper, knowing that he could hear me with his heightened werewolf hearing.

He bolted out of the house and with my heightened werewolf hearing, I heard him say, “Lisa, you're so fast. How did you reach here so soon?"

“Oh, I just couldn't wait to see you, so I jogged here." I heard Lisa answer him.

"I couldn't wait to see you either, dear Lisa." He murmured, but I heard him clearly.

He even called her dear, yet he never called me any pet names.

Did he care about her more than he cared about me?

The answer was clear.

“Why don't you stay at home and I'll come pick you up since your car is at the mechanic’s?" He suggested in a soft tone of voice.

“Yeah, sure." She answered him then laughed as she added, “You're the best, Alpha Jacob!"

"But you're the best!” He said with a chuckle.

"No, you're the best!” She protested and I felt angry at their betrayal.

They were acting like a loving couple when he was mated to me, and I was sure that they were having an affair.