Chapter 7
The crash brought them running, each step pounding the floor like a warning. Rafael was first, bursting into the room with the urgency of someone who feared the worst, followed immediately by Victor, whose eyes were wide, storm-dark, and sharp with disbelief. Their presence filled the space, heavy and immediate, like the air itself had thickened in alarm.
Rafael dropped to his knees beside Celestine without even sparing me a glance, scooping her into his arms as though she were made entirely of fragile glass, already shattered, already irreparable. His hands trembled ever so slightly, but his voice stayed low, controlled, as he murmured her name again and again, almost desperately, as if repetition could somehow stitch her broken pieces together.
Victor pivoted toward me with fire blazing in his gaze, the heat of his anger radiating across the room. “What did you do to her?” His voice was tight, clipped, the kind that promised retribution before a word was even finished.
I didn’t answer, not yet. I let him burn with suspicion for a moment, letting the silence stretch and settle, letting my own heart slow from the rush of panic I knew he expected.
Celestine clutched Rafael’s shirt, trembling, her small hands clinging to the fabric as if it could anchor her to the world. Her voice was soft, pitiful, and carried a fragile weight. “I only wanted to offer her milk,” she whispered, eyes wide, shimmering with tears, trembling like leaves in the wind. “Like how she pushed the cake at my birthday.”
Rafael’s arms tightened instinctively around her, holding her closer, almost as if drawing her pain into himself could shield her from it. Then he turned his blazing gaze toward me, eyes sharp and unforgiving. “You pushed her?” he asked, low and dangerous, each syllable thick with accusation.
I said nothing. I just watched, letting the quiet speak for me. My face remained unreadable, a calm mask, my heart stubbornly steady. I was too drained to argue, too practiced to let anger show.
Victor stepped closer, fists clenched, the air between us charged. “If you ever lay a hand on her again, I’ll make sure you end up in prison. I don’t care who you are,” he hissed, a warning tempered by rage.
I didn’t flinch. “She dropped the glass herself,” I said, my voice calm, detached, almost eerily serene. “I never touched her.”
But it didn’t matter.
Rafael wasn’t listening. He was already searching for the first aid kit, already inspecting her wrist with gentle, meticulous care, already brushing the fine strands of hair from her face like she was sacred, fragile, untouchable.
Celestine sobbed again, pressing her face into his chest, as if she could dissolve into him completely. “It’s okay, Rafael,” she whispered, soft and venomous in its gentleness. “Maybe she didn’t mean to. I just wanted to be kind.”
Victor looked at me with a mixture of disgust and fury, his jaw tight, teeth clenched. “You’re jealous and unstable,” he spat, voice low and cutting. “Maybe you should stay somewhere else until you can control yourself.”
I didn’t defend myself. I didn’t argue. I stared instead at the milk-soaked rug, the pinkish-white mess spreading across the floor like a wound, and then turned silently, wordlessly, and walked out of my own bedroom.
Each step down the stairs felt heavier than the last, the house shrinking around me as if the walls themselves were aware of my exclusion. Behind me, Rafael’s voice rose, soft and insistent, cooing words of comfort to Celestine. Promises of Switzerland and fresh air, of gentle travel and recovery, floated up the staircase like smoke. Then the front door slammed, announcing their departure, their urgency, their allegiance.
I wandered to the kitchen and poured a glass of water, my hands shaking so badly that the liquid sloshed near the edge. Both palms steadied the glass, and I finally sat down at the table, letting my body slump like a marionette cut loose. The house was silent except for the hum of the fridge and the pulse of my own heartbeat in my ears.
Chapter 8
It was past midnight, and the house carried a heavy, almost theatrical silence, the kind that felt staged, like everyone was pretending to be asleep just to avoid me, as if their very breathing was an act of omission. I sat propped against my headboard in my room, phone in hand, scrolling through old photos I had promised myself I wouldn’t touch tonight. Each swipe of my thumb felt deliberate, almost ritualistic, dragging memories across the screen like fragile ghosts I couldn’t keep at bay.
Rafael’s bright, easy smile. Victor’s arm casually draped over my shoulder, protective and infuriating all at once. Celestine’s carefully curated, almost predatory innocence lurking in the background, like a virus biding its time, waiting to spread through everything I had worked to build. A bitter, humorless smirk tugged at my lips, a quiet acknowledgment of what had been stolen. Then, sharp and insistent, the familiar stabbing pain flared in my side, rhythmic and precise, like a cruel metronome of past mistakes. I didn’t flinch. I breathed through it and began deleting the images, one by one, letting them fall into oblivion with a strange, quiet satisfaction. One photo. Another. And another. The past disappearing under my fingers like dust.
The room was too quiet, too still, and my mind, left unchecked, began to wander into corners I had tried to seal off. Memories surfaced, vivid and uninvited, refusing to be ignored. I remembered Rafael, once, looking at me as if I were the only thing keeping him tethered to reality.
“Aurelia,” he whispered, forehead pressed to mine on the couch after a long, grueling day, “you’re my compass. I swear to God, if you ever left, I’d be lost.”
I had laughed, soft and foolish, unable to believe the weight of his words. “You’re too dramatic.”
“No, I’m not,” he insisted, his eyes too serious, too intent. “You keep me sane. You make things make sense.”
And Victor—he had his own way of showing concern, subtle but unavoidable. He would appear at my office with takeout I never ordered, arms crossed, frowning as though my very survival was under review.
“You skipped lunch again,” he muttered, setting the bag down in front of me. “And don’t lie—your assistant told me.”
“I had deadlines, Victor,” I replied, voice sharp but tired.
“I don’t care,” he growled, though there was warmth beneath the frustration. “Eat. Or I’ll feed you myself like a damn toddler.”
We had our chaos, our strange rhythms that somehow felt like home. Burned pasta on lazy weekends. Half-finished movie marathons that stretched late into the night. Arguments that went nowhere about whether to adopt a cat or a dog first. It was messy, it was inconvenient, and yet it was ours.
Then Celestine came back. Tears in her eyes, a suitcase weighted with shame, her degree unfinished, her pride cracked and fragile. And I—foolishly, blindly—welcomed her in.
“It’s okay,” I told her, rubbing her back as she cried into my shoulder. “You’ll figure things out. I’ll help you.”
“I just… I didn’t know who else to go to,” she sniffled, voice small and vulnerable. “You’re all I have, Aurelia.”
When her parents died, I made sure she had everything she needed: therapy sessions paid for, rent covered, living expenses taken care of. Because that’s family. That’s what family does.
“You don’t have to do this,” she said one evening, voice trembling, “I feel like such a burden.”
“You’re not,” I lied. “You’re family. You’re my responsibility.”
I worked long, brutal days, barely sleeping, but I still made time to check in on her. Left dinners in the fridge. Called to make sure she wasn’t alone. Ensured she never felt like she had to face the world empty-handed.
Then, the signs began. Subtle at first, almost imperceptible. Sitting too close to Rafael at dinner. Leaning into him during conversations, brushing against his arm with deliberate care. Laughing too loud at jokes that didn’t warrant laughter, a possessive smile tugging at her lips.
“You’re so funny, Rafael,” she giggled one night, leaning into him as if gravity demanded it. “Why didn’t I notice that before?”
Rafael chuckled, oblivious, unaware of the silent claims being made.
I raised a brow, calm but deliberate. “Celestine, could you pass the salt?”
She blinked at me, innocence painted carefully across her face. “Oh—sorry. I was just… laughing.”
And then it became routine. The touches, the leaning, the laughter—all deliberate, all markers of possession. Him offering her wine, her hand brushing against his shoulder, the way she looked at him, claiming more than she had any right to.
One night, I confronted him.
“Are you sleeping with her?” I asked, quiet but firm, the words slicing through the air between us like a knife.
Rafael stared at me, incredulous, like I had spoken a language he couldn’t understand. “What the hell kind of question is that?”
“A valid one,” I said, arms crossed, heart cold, tone steady. “She’s in our house. She’s at our table. She looks at you like she wants more.”
He scoffed, dismissive, almost amused. “She’s your friend, Aurelia. Why are you jealous of your own friend?”
Chapter 9
“I’m not jealous,” I whispered, the words barely audible even to myself. “I’m trying to make sense of what’s happening.”
He shook his head sharply, eyes flashing with a mixture of disbelief and frustration. “Maybe if you weren’t so buried in your job all the time, you’d see that nothing’s going on. Jesus.”
And that was it. That was the end of the conversation. I shut my mouth, swallowed my doubts, and chose—consciously, painstakingly—to trust him over myself, even as every instinct in my body warned me not to.
Then the weekend trips began. Rafael, Victor, and Celestine. They left without me, leaving the house emptier, colder, and somehow louder in my absence.
“We just needed a break,” Victor had said once, brushing off the tension like it was an inconvenience. “You’re always working anyway.”
“You could’ve invited me,” I had said, trying to sound casual, even though every word carried a weight that made my chest ache.
He shrugged, calm, unconcerned. “You would’ve said no.”
Celestine chimed in then, wrapped in one of my oversized jackets that smelled faintly of me and too much perfume, a soft, fake humility masking her confidence. “Yeah, you’re always exhausted. We didn’t want to stress you out more.”
I stared at her for a long, deliberate ten seconds, letting the silence stretch between us, wondering when exactly she stopped pretending to be grateful.
“I don’t recall asking you,” I said flatly, letting the words fall like stones into the space she tried to occupy.
She smiled, soft and sweet, the kind of smile that masked sharp edges. “Just trying to help.”
I laughed under my breath in the dark, alone in the stillness of my room. How many times had I defended her? To myself, to Rafael, to Victor?
“She’s grieving,” I had said once, rationalizing, excusing her behavior. “She’s lonely. She needs people.”
No. She didn’t need people. She needed a crown, a throne, a kingdom. And she was building it out of everything I had handed her, everything I had trusted her with.
I looked at one last photo on my phone. Four of us at the beach. Rafael’s arm around me. Celestine just behind, eyes locked on him, smiling too hard, a little too knowing, like she had anticipated my downfall.
I whispered to myself, voice rough and quiet, “You needed a place to rest, and I let you in. You needed a life, and I gave you mine.”
The silence answered nothing. Even it was tired of my defeat, tired of hearing the sound of me losing.
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I woke up before the sun had a chance to gloat, before it could shine through the curtains and announce its smugness. The ache in my side pulsed, sharp and rhythmic, a metronome marking every old mistake, every betrayal, every wound. I ignored it, sitting on the edge of the bed for what felt like hours, staring at the floor, letting the quiet settle like dust in the corners of the room.
I was tired. Not the kind of tired that sleep could fix. The kind of tired that wrapped itself around your bones, tethered you to the floor, made every movement a chore. But something was different this morning. My mind wasn’t clouded. My thoughts weren’t racing. Just still. Quiet. Dead calm.
They had made a mess of a home I had built with my hands. Let them deal with the ashes.
I stood, walked to the drawer I rarely opened, and pulled out the manila folder buried beneath old tax returns and forgotten warranty receipts. Inside, pristine and untouched, lay the deed. My name, bold and indisputable. Just mine. No Rafael. No Victor. No manipulative little houseguest whose perfume still lingered in the hallway curtains.
I stared at it, the ink faint but defiant. “Of course it’s mine,” I murmured, the words tasting like freedom. And that was enough confirmation.
I picked up my phone and dialed the real estate agent. She answered on the third ring, chipper, bright, annoyingly perky in a way that made me want to hang up.
“Aurelia, it’s early! Everything alright?”
I leaned against the wall, looking out at the garden I had planted six years ago, neglected for months. The weeds had started claiming the corners, and the flowers drooped from lack of care.
“I want this house listed,” I said, crisp and cold. “Today. No delays.”
A pause. I imagined her calculating, judging, measuring my seriousness.
“Are you sure? I mean—it’s a premium property. You could take your time, maybe stage it—”
“I said today.” My voice didn’t rise. It didn’t need to. “I want the sign up before sunset. No calls. No updates. Just handle it.”
“Understood,” she said, finally subdued.
I hung up before she could try to offer sympathy.
By the time the sun showed its face fully, I was already knee-deep in boxes. I packed not like someone leaving a home, but like someone shutting down an office. Efficient. Detached. Only what mattered went into a bag.
Blueprints. The single photo of my dog, Bastian—his tail mid-wag, tongue out, eyes wide with blind trust he shouldn’t have had in this place.
Celestine had said she didn’t see him in the garage that night. She had cried, stumbled through apologies, broken sentences. “I swear, Aurelia, I—I didn’t know he was there. I didn’t see him—”
“No,” I had said, voice tight, controlled. “Of course you didn’t. You never see anything unless it benefits you.”
Then she had cried harder, as though grief could be borrowed, bought, borrowed again.
I slipped the photo into my duffel bag, careful not to crease it. The rest? Trash.
Her makeup. Her designer shoes she wore barefoot around the house. The silk robes more expensive than my mortgage. All bagged in black plastic like rot, left in the driveway like half-finished apologies.
She didn’t live here anymore. Rafael and Victor had bought her a small white house three blocks from Rafael’s. They didn’t hide it, didn’t bother. Investment, temporary, I was “reading into it again.”
I picked up the phone again, calling my lawyer.
“Aurelia. What can I do for you?”
“I want you to prepare a notice,” I said, sealing boxes while speaking. “Anyone not on the deed has three days to vacate. No excuses, no sob stories, no begging. Serve it officially.”
“Understood. I’ll draft it and send it for your review.”
“No need. I trust you.”
Then Victor’s name flashed on my screen.
Can we talk?
No punctuation. No apology. No context.
I blocked the number.
Then Rafael called. I let it ring once before answering.
“Aurelia?”
I didn’t even sigh. “Eviction.”
“What?”
“Courtesy of the real owner. You’ve got three days. After that, the locks change.”
“Aurelia, wait—what the hell is going on? You’re overreacting.”
I sat on the stairs, phone pressed to my ear, staring at the dent in the wall where he once slammed a door too hard during a fight we never resolved.
“I’m done reacting,” I said. “I’m moving. You should try it.”
Silence. Then I hung up.
By sunset, the house felt less like a home and more like a crime scene. Bare walls, empty shelves, shadows unsure of whether they belonged.
In the kitchen, I spotted the chipped ceramic mug Rafael had given me during our second year together. My name was painted across it in uneven, cheerful letters.
I picked it up, held it for a heartbeat, and let it drop.
It shattered quietly, final, irrevocable.
And that was enough.