Their insults to me are their leisure time after tea and dinner.

My tears run down the corners of my mouth.

Every time I was insulted by them, I thought of dying. One time, I jumped into the river and didn't die. Instead, I suffered even more abnormal humiliation from Yuan Zhenhai.

He also threatened me. His Highness the Crown Prince said that if I dared to seek death again, he would bring my sister, who had just turned twelve years old, to the military to replace me.

My father has already harbored hatred for me, an unfilial daughter. How can I let his most beloved daughter be hurt?

From that day on, my heart died and I never expected the Crown Prince to come and pick me up again.

Now, when I hear someone from the palace pick me up and hear the word "palace", I feel a bit dazed, as if the days I spent in the palace are an unforgettable past.

Yuan Zhenhai was holding a dog tail grass in his mouth and occasionally whistling when he saw a group of people gathered around me.

He then pushed aside the crowd and cursed, "Little prostitute, what kind of ability did you practice today to hook up with people? Surrounding such a circle of people has really worn you down. I'll let you..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was controlled by the Jin Yi Wei wearing plain clothes.

"Vice General Yuan, our Crown Princess is here to sympathize with the soldiers. Which song did you sing?"

The old eunuch in the palace spoke with a strange tone in his throat.

After learning about the purpose of this group, Yuan Zhenhai immediately accompanied his smiling face:

"Oh, it turns out that I was taking the Crown Princess back to the palace. Then I'll have the grandmothers in the military camp comb and groom her, otherwise the Crown Princess's attire won't be able to face the Holy Spirit."

During his speech, Yuan Zhenhai forcefully thrust a ingot of silver into the old eunuch's hand in front of everyone.

The eunuch waved his hand and let Yuan Zhenhai lead me stumbling towards the military camp.

Yuan Zhenhai pinched my chin and poured me a pot of warm wine, which he had taken strong medicine for.

Every time, he wished he could die on me.

Afterwards, he said, "Stinky girls, when you go back, you don't say anything. Perhaps the Crown Prince can save your life. If you say anything that would embarrass the royal family, and your own lowly life is not to be underestimated, your entire nine clans will suffer with you. You are really a loser. To be honest, every time I sleep with you, I have to wash you back a few times, just afraid of staining your bad luck."

Before leaving, Yuan Zhenhai still didn't forget to verbally reprimand me.

For the past three years, I have succumbed to his whip and the threat of threatening to destroy my younger sister. He spoke falsely, and I shrunk and acquiesced.

Upon arriving at the imperial palace, I was placed in Jinghua Palace.

I held the small bundle on my chest with a hunched back, carefully watching the palace maids dressed even more glamorous than me. The maids bowed to me, and my reflexive response fell into the eyes of my younger sister Shen Wanrong. She cried and ran to my side, saying, "Sister, Rong'er misses you so much."

Looking at my younger sister's gorgeous clothes, I dare not hug her back. I am afraid that my hands with chilblains may dirty her clothes.

"My silly child, what kind of life have you been living in the past three years? What a terrible crime! Let's take a look at this skinny guy for my mother. What a sin!"

My mother couldn't bear to look directly at me. She turned her face away and a tear drop the size of a pearl slipped down her face.

I want to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but my cracked hands covered in chilblains will definitely make her delicate face uncomfortable.

"Crown Princess, I'd better take you to wash up first. The Crown Prince has instructed Xiao Quanzi to have dinner tonight in our palace."

I sat in front of the dressing mirror, looking at the skinny yellow skinned person with a bitter face inside. For a moment, I couldn't remember what I looked like three years ago

"The Crown Prince has arrived!"

With the sharp sound of the eunuch's report, my legs were uncontrollable, as if they had been filled with lead.

The hardships I have endured in the past three years were all tacitly approved by this man. Now, the mother and siblings that I care most about are all making a living under his nose. How should I face this demon?

There have been countless times when I was awakened by nightmares with him.

It was he who invited me to the imperial garden to admire flowers, but I happened to meet the second prince. I politely exchanged pleasantries and turned around to leave. For some reason, I have been practicing excellent body balance techniques. Not only did I step on something under my feet, but my body didn't respond and I was about to fall. The second prince quickly helped me with his sickly eyes,

At this moment, His Highness the Crown Prince led a group of people to point directly at my private meeting with the Second Prince.

"Shen Qingli, as the Crown Princess and the legitimate daughter of the Marquis of Yongding, you have done such shameless things. Someone has sent the two to the imperial court for the emperor to decide!"

Yuwen Xuan's face was cold and stern, as if I had indeed done something heinous. However, it was clear that he and I were still under the influence of flowers and moon, and he had a romantic relationship. In the next second, I became just his tool to eliminate dissidents.

My father was the founding general, and half of the officials in the previous dynasty were his disciples. Under pressure, the emperor only ordered my father to imprison me in the mansion.

My father, who has always loved me, pointed at my nose and cursed loudly, "I, Shen Guozhang, have been honest and upright all my life. How could I have given birth to such an shameless daughter as you?"

My dad was so angry that he spat out a mouthful of blood.

My mother was afraid that I would keep provoking my dad in front of him, so she let me go back to her boudoir.

Unexpectedly, in the latter half of the night, the Crown Prince broke into my house with someone and said, "Shen Qingli has damaged the face of the royal family. Considering that Shen is always a founding general who has made contributions, the death penalty can be exempted, and living is difficult to escape. Shen Qingli immediately went to the military camp outside the pass as a slave, and cannot enter the capital without summoning him!"

My dad is unconscious on the bed, and my mother heard that I was taken away overnight. She cried until she fainted.

But the Crown Prince only whispered to me after reading the imperial edict, "Ali, I will find a way to take you back to Beijing after you have been wronged for a while!"

I can't believe that the man in front of me is the one I have admired and grown up with since I was young. He used to be so beautiful and appropriate in my eyes, but he ultimately sacrificed me for the throne.

As Yuwen Xuan's footsteps approached, my palms were also sweating with nervousness.

A face that was originally withered and yellow, now also devoid of blood due to excessive nervousness.

Three years ago, my father was still a Marquis with outstanding military achievements. He could sacrifice me to win over the Second Prince. Now, how should he utilize my status as a thin horse in the army?

Let's meet again now.

We have gone from a romantic relationship to a relationship between a ruler and a minister.

"I pay my respects to the Crown Prince."

Once, he said to me with a warm and affectionate voice, "Ali, don't call me the Crown Prince, call me Ali like I call you, it makes us closer together."

Now, he hears me call him a servant and also call him the crown prince.

He froze and only spoke for a while:

"Ah Li was so separated from me that my heart was filled with fear."

"It's my servant who's not good. I made the Crown Prince uncomfortable, and I'm willing to be punished!"

My head hit the floor, making a heavy muffled sound.

"How can I punish you? What can I do to make the Crown Prince feel a little more relieved?"

He stood up and walked up to me, bent down, pinched my chin, and the pain in his eyes was palpable.

What kind of sentimental trick is this gentleman playing in front of me?