Chapter 1
During the Dragon Boat Festival, my daughter is almost exhausted
She has been weak and sickly since childhood, and her greatest wish is to have her biological father Fu Sihan accompany her on her birthday.
He only agreed when he couldn't bear my pleading.
He didn't come for my daughter's birthday, and that night she left me with regret.
Afterwards, his first love shared a photo with him: "Only fools use children to tie a man's heart, and I am the only one in his heart."
Everyone is watching my jokes.
I commented coldly, "The dog chain is broken, there's no need to steal shit anymore."
During the Dragon Boat Festival, on the night my daughter left, I appeared unusually calm and silently handled her affairs.
As expected, Fu Sihan would break his promise for Liu Ruyan.
During the six years with Fu Sihan, she only needed one phone call and he was on call.
It doesn't matter what happened this time.
I quickly packed my luggage and left the divorce agreement ready to leave.
Unexpectedly, Liu Ruyan happened to bump into Fu Sihan's car and got off.
"Jiang Jinyan, what are you causing trouble again!"
He slammed the car door and frowned when he saw the luggage I had pulled.
That tone seems like I've always been an unreasonable person.
Liu Ruyan explained in tea language, "Sister Jin Yan, are you blaming Si Han for what happened that day? The injured cub scared me to tears. Si Han came to help take care of it. I didn't know it was your daughter's birthday."
Puppy, her dog.
I just feel sad and ridiculous.
Originally, in Fu Sihan's heart, our daughter was not as important as Liu Ruyan's dog.
His daughter is hospitalized all year round, and he uses busy work as an excuse to rarely visit her.
But there is time to take care of Liu Ruyan's dog.
It is obvious whether to love or not.
"Fu Sihan, let's get divorced."
At the moment my daughter passed away, I lost all the remaining warmth towards Fu Sihan.
Fu Sihan thought I was speaking angrily, "Jiang Jinyan, what kind of play are you playing? It's just a birthday, and it's not a big deal. But when the cub is injured, Ruyan doesn't know anything, and I can't ignore it."
It's just something, it's not a big deal.
He said such things countless times, as long as they were related to his daughter.
I never cared about my daughter.
Or rather, he hates children with my blood flowing on them.
It was an accident when I got pregnant after having a spring snack with him.
Liu Ruyan went abroad and dumped him. He got drunk in a nightclub and was tricked into meeting me.
I had a crush on him and didn't push him away.
That night later, I was engrossed in my graduation thesis and forgot to take medication. It had been three months since I realized it.
My mother is a gambling shrew. She knew I was pregnant with Fu Shao, so she immediately came to her door and asked him to marry me.
Unexpectedly, he agreed and even held a grand wedding.
That period of time was once the happiest time in my life.
Later on, he found out that he was just getting angry with Liu Ruyan.
If it weren't for my appearance, they would have reconciled.
My daughter was diagnosed with hemophilia after birth, and even a slight mistake can easily cause disability and death.
It means I need enough energy and financial support to accompany her.
He can only be bound by marriage.
Fu Sihan detests me and children, but he doesn't explicitly state it.
What can I do?
He can only turn a blind eye and allow him to run towards his first love without hesitation when our mother and daughter need him.
Allow her to provoke and satirize repeatedly.
But my forbearance resulted in their increasing harm.
I've had enough of these days!
"You can do whatever you want, it has nothing to do with me." I gave him a cold glance.
I'm pulling my luggage and leaving.
He seemed to have noticed something, "You haven't contacted me these days. Did your daughter get angry about what happened that day? I can explain."
Angry?
My daughter didn't even have time to expect his love, how dare she be angry with him.
These days, even if he had asked us mother and daughter a little, he wouldn't have said such absurd things.
"No need."
I just turned around and left.
Perhaps before, I had always been humble and pleasing in front of him, never showing a cold attitude towards him.
Fu Sihan chased after me to grab me, but was embraced by Liu Ruyan.
"Si Han, it's not your fault in the first place. It's her deliberate effort to climb your bed, force you to get married, and repeatedly make your child pretend to be sick."
Upon hearing this.
I don't know where the strength came from, but I slapped Liu Ruyan and she stumbled.
"Ah! Brother Sihan, she hit me!"
Chapter 2
Fu Sihan immediately changed his face and helped Liu Ruyan protect her behind him, saying, "Jiang Jinyan, are you sick?"
My eyes were crimson and I said, "Liu Ruyan, it doesn't matter how you slander me. You can never slander my daughter!"
Liu Ruyan looked innocent and said, "Am I wrong? If you hadn't used your child to force Si Han to get married and instigated her to pretend to be sick and restrict Si Han's freedom, how could he have been with you?"
I looked coldly at Fu Sihan and said, "Have you always thought this way?"
He didn't say yes, but he didn't deny it either.
If he didn't agree initially, no one could force him.
My daughter, who is weak and sickly, is even more afraid that her father will dislike her. Every time she falls ill, she will feel very guilty.
I can give her all the maternal love, but I can't give her the fatherly love she hopes for. I plead with Fu Sihan and even kneel down, hoping that he can take another look at my daughter.
He actually thought his daughter was pretending and was instigated by me.
Haha.
How ridiculous.
In recent years, I have been submissive and pleasing to him. My daughter is so sensible that she doesn't cry or make a fuss, which is heartbreaking. The mother and daughter even beg for mercy in hopes of saving his heart.
In the end, it was just a part of his playing relationship with his first love.
I glanced disappointed at Fu Sihan.
This is the man I have silently loved for seven years.
Suddenly doubting what I really liked about him in the beginning.
Liu Ruyan took the opportunity to fan the flames and said, "Brother Sihan, my face hurts so much. Did she hit me and make it swollen?"
That slap, with all her strength, made her face swell high.
"Jiang Jinyan, apologize!"
It's a commanding tone, full of anger.
"Why should I apologize!"
"Jiang Jinyan, don't challenge my bottom line." He suppressed his anger.
Actually, I have always been afraid of making him unhappy, and I dare not even say a word more in front of him.
Because I care about him and my daughter.
But now, it doesn't matter anymore.
Liu Ruyan pretended to be understanding and said, "Brother Sihan, don't argue with her because of me. Is she holding a knitted Hawaiian silver sword chrysanthemum in her hand? The cubs really like that flower."
Fu Sihan seemed to receive a hint and said, "Jiang Jinyan, if you give that flower to Ruyan, just treat what happened earlier as if nothing had happened."
His words seemed like a kind of charity, but also like giving me a step.
But I just don't know what's good or bad.
He tightly protected the flower and glared at her, "Don't even think about it."
My daughter's favorite during her lifetime was Hawaiian silver sword chrysanthemum.
She said that it has a lifespan of up to 90 years and only blooms once every 60 years. She really admires a flower with such strong vitality.
Unfortunately, she can only see its pictures online. She said that the knitted sunflowers made by others are worth looking at. If only she could make a bouquet of silver sword chrysanthemums.
So, day and night, I studied knitting handicrafts.
I failed countless times and only managed to make it by grinding out many blood bubbles with my fingers.
My daughter likes to hold it while sleeping.
She said she wants to be as tenacious as it is and also want to bloom the brilliant flowers in life.
My daughter is only six years old, she is so cute and sensible.
But fate still played a huge joke.
On her birthday night, she eagerly awaited her father's visit to the hospital to spend time with her. However, when she was excited, her arm was accidentally scratched by the edges on the cake packaging box, causing continuous bleeding and entering the emergency room.
In order to prevent her from bumping into the corners of the tables, chairs, beds, and walls, I packed everything meticulously.
Despite numerous precautions, we ultimately overlooked the packaging box of the cake sent by Fu Sihan.
The doctor shook his head and said that his daughter's coagulation was extremely abnormal, and they did their best.
At the last moment of her life, her daughter was still struggling to ask, "Mom, has Dad come?"
I hate Fu Sihan.
This knitted silver sword chrysanthemum is my daughter's relic, and I can never give him his first love, let alone make things for a dog, it's just a dream!
Chapter 3
Fu Sihan was annoyed by my attitude and rushed over to grab the knitted silver sword chrysanthemum in my arms.
"Jiang Jinyan, don't take any advantage of it!"
But these days I haven't rested much, I can't match his strength as a man.
Seeing that the knitted silver sword chrysanthemum is about to be taken away by him.
I bit the back of his hand hard.
"You're crazy! For the sake of something!"
He let go of the knitted flower in pain and immediately slapped me.
I have blood oozing from the corners of my mouth, and my stamina is not strong enough to stand firm.
Seeing the palm print on my face, a hint of panic flashed in his eyes.
Quickly frowning again, "Jiang Jinyan, this is something you owe as much as smoke. I'll pay it back for her."
Liu Ruyan saw me so protective of the knitted silver sword chrysanthemum in her arms and said, "Brother Sihan, I only need that flower. Don't do anything for me to Jinyan Sister."
Upon hearing this, Fu Sihan's tone softened slightly and he reached out to ask, "Listen, give it to me."
As soon as he finished speaking, I slapped him in the face.
"This is what you owe me, I will retrieve it myself."
He was caught off guard and his eyes were filled with astonishment.
It seems like I never thought I would dare to speak loudly to him, but today I will take action against him.
Even Liu Ruyan was stunned.
"How dare you beat Brother Sihan for a cheap thing!"
Cheap?
My daughter is gone, seeing it feels like seeing her, it's my spiritual support.
It is priceless.
I don't know if it was due to feeling guilty or something, but Fu Sihan didn't get angry and grabbed me as I was about to get into a taxi.
"It's my fault this time, stop making trouble, okay?"
If it were in the past, he would have comforted me with a slightly lowered posture, and I would have been immediately comforted by him.
Even empathetically attributing mistakes to oneself, saying that one is not thoughtful.
But now, I'm too lazy to say one more word to him and coldly shake him off.
He finally lost his patience and said, "Jiang Jinyan, I have already married you. I will only consider Ruyan as my younger sister. What are you more passionate about?"
Originally, he thought I was being jealous of Liu Ruo.
I just find it ironic.
Liu Ruyan is his little green plum and also his first girlfriend.
Before becoming my legal husband, he could bear to take care of her no matter what.
But he is a married man.
He forgot about having another daughter and always hoped he could take another look.
Seeing me speechless, Fu Sihan lost his patience and said, "I apologize for what happened that day. What else do you want? Jiang Jinyan, do you think the whole world owes you?"
I shook off his hand and sat in the car, but he forcefully pulled me out.
"Ruyan has been in a bad state lately. Her parents asked me to take care of her. Can you understand something?"
Fortunately, there was a suitcase to support me, otherwise I would have been dragged to the ground by him.
"I said, divorce, your matter has nothing to do with me."
"Why, you don't need me to accompany your daughter anymore?"
He spoke contemptuously.
Liu Ruyan added fuel and vinegar and said, "Brother Sihan, I'll just say she lied to you. The children are all sick like that, how could she have such an attitude towards you?"
"Give that flower to Ruyan, apologize to her, we're still like before." Fu Sihan stared coldly at what was in my hand.
It seems like there is an obsession with it that is inevitable.
I looked expressionless and said, "It's impossible."
Flowers cannot give willows like smoke.
Neither he nor I can go back to the past.
Apologizing is even more impossible.
"Jiang Jinyan, are you acting too much to achieve this level for that broken flower?"
"That's right, bring it to you!"
Liu Ruyan took advantage of my unpreparedness and pushed me to the ground, attempting to pull the knitted flower over.
As a result, he pulled off a handful of flower heads.
He threw it away directly and said, "What, the quality is so poor."
My mind is buzzing.
What my daughter cherished so much before she passed away was destroyed like this!
I got up from the ground and regardless of anything, I grabbed her long hair and started tearing it apart.
"Enough! Jiang Jinyan, I see you don't cry until you see the coffin!"
Fu Sihan pulled me and Liu Ruyan apart.
Then he picked up his phone and said, "Kim Te suk, cancel the girl's surgery."
Girl.
I and his daughter.
For the sake of Liu Ruyan, he was able to achieve this level.
My heart is like falling into an ice cellar.
On the phone, there came a stuttering message from Jin Tezhu: "Fu, Mr. Fu, we just learned that your daughter has... disappeared a few days ago."