"Next time you're free, have Ferdinand bring you over. I'll make your favorite pecan-crusted salmon, dear."

I was Ferdinand's wife. Not her.

Yet here were my in-laws, right in front of me, playing matchmaker between my husband and another woman.

Nausea clawed up my throat. I walked into the bedroom and slammed the door hard enough to rattle the frame.

Before I fell asleep, the internet exploded.

#Golden Voice anchor Ferdinand Sanchez and Vera Summers leave together — rekindled romance?#

The photos showed two silhouettes behind a curtain, locked in a tight embrace.

Tears soaked my pillowcase.

I rested my hand on my stomach, tracing slow circles.

Baby, what is Mommy supposed to do?

Whatever love I'd had for Ferdinand was dead. The only thing keeping me awake was the child growing inside me.

But before I could think it through, they made the decision for me.

Early the next morning, a hammering on the bedroom door shook the walls.

"Jade Winfield, get out here!"

I pulled the door open. The only thing I saw was the prenatal exam report in Doris's hand.

"You're pregnant?"

Most grandmothers-to-be would have been overjoyed. Doris looked like she'd found a cockroach in her kitchen.

"This baby has to go."

Keith sat on the sofa, saying nothing. His silence was its own verdict.

"This is my child. You don't get to decide whether it lives or dies."

I loved children. Three years of marriage and nothing had happened, so I'd dragged Ferdinand to a fertility clinic. The doctor diagnosed him with oligospermia. For years I'd been quietly adjusting his diet, slipping supplements into his meals. And now, finally, I was pregnant.

Doris's expression didn't waver.

"You couldn't even get into a four-year college. With an IQ that low, what if the baby takes after you?"

"The Sanchez family has always been a family of scholars. We will not accept mediocre offspring."

"If anyone is going to carry a Sanchez heir, it should be someone like Vera. An elite. Not you."

Keith lifted his head and looked at me, his face blank.

"Jade, a child that nobody wants will never be happy, even if it's born."

"You of all people should know that."

My hand trembled. A wave of cold grief washed through me.

My father never loved my mother, but she insisted on having me, convinced a baby would save the marriage. It didn't. He walked out on us without looking back.

Growing up, my mother poured every drop of her resentment onto me. She blamed me for not being a boy. She blamed me for not being charming enough to win my father's affection.

When Ferdinand and I first got together, he'd held me close, his voice aching with tenderness.

"Jade, from now on, I'm the family who loves you most."

What I didn't know was that he'd taken every wound I'd ever shared with him and handed it to his parents like ammunition.

Now they were the ones ripping open the scars, one by one.

Their voices rose and fell around me, distant and distorted.

"I know the head of OB-GYN at a private hospital. She'll handle it personally. You'll recover in no time."

I wrapped both arms around my stomach and held on.

"This is my child and Ferdinand's child. You have no right to make this call. Unless Ferdinand tells me himself that he doesn't want it."

Doris let out a cold laugh and dialed Ferdinand's number.

The wait stretched on forever.

I thought of all those late nights, tangled in the sheets, Ferdinand's breath warm against my ear.

"Jade, let's have two kids someday. One with your last name, one with mine."

He must have meant it once. He must have believed in our future, at least for a moment.

I didn't know how long I sat there before the front door opened and Ferdinand walked in.

Vera was right behind him.

I looked at Ferdinand, perfectly still, waiting for the verdict.

"Ferdinand, I'm pregnant. Your parents want me to terminate. What do you think?"

Ferdinand froze. Something unreadable moved behind his eyes as he stared at me.

Vera tugged at his sleeve.

"I spoke with the station director last night. The new program is going to be co-anchored by you and me."

"If word gets out that you have a child, it could create problems with the network."

I stared straight at Ferdinand until my eyes burned, refusing to show weakness in front of them.

Ferdinand turned away and pulled me back into the bedroom, shutting the door behind us.

He crouched in front of me and gently placed his hand on my stomach.

The tenderness almost softened me, but then his voice came out cold as stone.

"Jade, we can have a baby later. Can we just wait a little longer?"

Every last trace of warmth inside me went dead. I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes.

"Ferdinand, is that what it is? In your mind, in your family's mind, in everyone's eyes, I'm just never going to be good enough for you?"

Ferdinand gripped my hand tight.

"Jade, that's not it. Don't overthink this."

"Once this program wraps, we'll try for a baby. It's just a matter of timing. Can't you cut me some slack?"

I let out a bitter laugh and yanked my hand free.

"Ferdinand, is this really about the program, or is it about Vera?"

"Are you still dreaming about rekindling things with her? Picking up right where you left off?"

The color drained from his face.

"What the hell are you talking about?"

I pulled up the trending photos and shoved my phone in front of him.

"Am I making things up? Do I need to catch you two in bed before it counts?"

"Ferdinand, I may not have your fancy degrees, but I'm not stupid."

Ferdinand stared at me, his breathing ragged.

"You've been investigating me?"

I laughed. The tears fell anyway.

"Investigate? The whole world already knows you two spent last night together."

Ferdinand finally lost his patience.

"Jade, can you stop being so unreasonable?"

"Even without Vera, I wouldn't have wanted this baby. If you want to blame someone, blame the kid's bad timing for showing up when it shouldn't have!"

I stood up and glared at him with every ounce of fury I had left.

"Ferdinand, don't you dare regret this."

Seeing that I'd finally given in, Ferdinand exhaled with relief.

"Jade, I'll go with you to the hospital."

Before I could refuse, Vera winced and clutched her stomach.

"My period just started. It hurts so bad."

Ferdinand's parents shot to their feet, urging him to help Vera to our bedroom to rest.

The two of them rushed into the kitchen together to boil her brown sugar water.

I turned on my heel without a word and took a cab to the hospital.

Right before I was wheeled into the operating room, a new set of photos hit trending: Ferdinand, Vera, and his parents, all four of them at dinner together.

"Vera Summers and Ferdinand Sanchez meet the parents. Wedding bells on the horizon?"

I opened my email and sent Ferdinand's oligospermia report to a tabloid reporter.

When I woke up from the procedure, his diagnosis was already the number one trending topic.

My phone was flooded with missed calls.