Chapter 4

The fourth treatment left me too weak to walk.

Maren had warned me. She'd said the worst would come after the initial purge, when my body started fighting the cure as hard as it had fought the disease. She was right. My wolf was thrashing inside me, confused and panicked, unable to tell the difference between poison and healing.

I spent three days in bed, drifting in and out of consciousness. Winifred sat with me during the worst of it, her hand cool on my forehead, her presence steady and unshakable. She didn't tell me it would be okay. She just stayed.

On the fourth morning, I woke to find someone else in the hallway outside my door.

I heard him before I saw him—the low, rhythmic sound of breathing, controlled and even. Not sleeping. Waiting.

I pushed myself upright, my body protesting every movement, and called out softly. "Hello?"

The breathing stopped.

A moment later, the door opened.

He was tall. That was the first thing I noticed. Broad-shouldered, with dark hair and eyes that were almost black in the dim light. He wore simple clothes—jeans, a dark sweater—but there was something about the way he held himself that made the air feel heavier. Authority. Not performed. Just present.

"I'm sorry," he said quietly. "I didn't mean to disturb you."

His voice was low, unhurried. The kind of voice that didn't need to be raised to be heard.

"Who are you?" I asked.

He hesitated, just for a second, and I saw something flicker across his face. Something I couldn't name.

"Gael," he said. "Winifred asked me to keep watch while you're recovering."

I blinked. "You've been sitting out there all night?"

"Yes."

No apology. No explanation. Just yes.

I didn't know what to say to that.

He stepped back, giving me space. "I'll be downstairs if you need anything."

And then he was gone.

---

I asked Winifred about him that afternoon.

She smiled—just slightly—and set down her tea. "Gael is my godson. Lycan Prince of the Ironveil bloodline. I trust him with my life. And now, I'm trusting him with yours."

"A prince," I said slowly.

"Don't let the title fool you," Winifred said. "He's not like most royals. He doesn't perform. He just is."

I thought about the way he'd stood in my doorway. The quiet. The stillness.

"Why is he here?" I asked.

Winifred's expression shifted, just slightly. "Because you're vulnerable right now. And because I asked him to make sure no one—especially Elias—gets anywhere near you."

I looked down at my hands.

"Elias doesn't know where I am," I said.

Winifred's smile was cold. "He will. Eventually. And when he does, Gael will be ready."

---

Gael didn't announce himself.

He was just… there.

In the hallway outside my room at night. In the chair by the window in the morning. Walking the perimeter of the compound at dawn. I never asked him to stay close. He just did.

On the sixth day, I was strong enough to walk outside.

The garden at Silvercrest was small, tucked behind the main house, with stone pathways and beds of winter herbs that somehow still smelled green despite the frost. I sat on a bench near the back wall, wrapped in a blanket, and let the cold air fill my lungs.

I didn't hear him approach.

"You like gardens," Gael said quietly.

I turned. He was standing a few feet away, hands in his pockets, his expression unreadable.

"I used to," I said. "My mother had one. She grew rosemary and lavender. She said they helped her think."

He nodded slowly. "Do they help you?"

I looked back at the herb beds. "I don't know yet."

He didn't say anything else. He just sat down on the other end of the bench, close enough that I could feel his presence but far enough that I didn't feel crowded.

We sat there for a long time, neither of us speaking.

It was the first time in months I'd felt anything close to peace.

---

The conversations started small.

He brought me tea one evening—chamomile, without asking—and set it on the table beside my bed. I didn't drink it. The next night, he brought it again. Still didn't ask. Still didn't comment when I left it untouched.

On the third night, I drank it.

He noticed. I could tell by the way his shoulders relaxed, just slightly, when he saw the empty cup.

"Thank you," I said quietly.

He nodded. "You're welcome."

Then he sat down in the chair by the window, the way he always did, and pulled out a book.

"What are you reading?" I asked.

He glanced up, surprised. "History. Lycan bloodline records."

"Sounds boring."

His mouth twitched. Almost a smile. "It is."

I pulled the blanket tighter around my shoulders. "Why do you read it, then?"

"Because someone has to remember," he said simply.

I thought about that.

"What do you want to remember?" I asked.

He looked at me for a long moment.

"Everything," he said.

---

Maren cleared me for light activity after two weeks.

My wolf was still weak, but she was there—present, aware, no longer slipping away from me in the dark. I could feel her stirring when I walked outside, curious and cautious, like someone testing the ground after a long fall.

Gael adjusted his morning run.

I didn't notice at first. But on the third morning, I realized his route now passed directly through the garden. He didn't stop. Didn't wave. Just ran past, steady and unhurried, and kept going.

I asked him about it that night.

"You changed your route," I said.

He looked up from his book. "Yes."

"Why?"

He set the book down, his expression unreadable.

"Because you mentioned you liked the garden," he said quietly. "And I thought you might like the company. Even at a distance."

I stared at him.

He didn't look away.

"You don't have to do that," I said.

His voice was steady. "I know."

---

Somewhere far south, Shadowvale was collapsing.

Winifred told me in pieces, over tea, her tone calm and clinical.

The first supply chain had been severed within forty-eight hours of my arrival. Then the warrior training pacts. Then the trade agreements. One by one, every Lycan-backed alliance that had kept Shadowvale functional was quietly, methodically dismantled.

Elias didn't know who was doing it. Not at first.

But Rowan figured it out.

"This is Lycan-tier destruction," he'd told Elias, according to Winifred's sources. "Someone with royal authority has decided your pack needs to cease to exist."

I thought about Elias standing in his office, watching everything he'd built crumble, and felt absolutely nothing.

Winifred set down her teacup and looked at me.

"Do you want me to stop?" she asked.

I met her gaze.

"No," I said.

She smiled.

Chapter 5

The message came through Winifred's secure line just after dawn.

*Alpha Elias of Shadowvale at the north gate. Demanding entry. Invoking mate bond rights.*

I was in the garden when she found me, the frost still clinging to the rosemary. My wolf stirred—not with longing, but with something colder. Recognition. The way you recognize a scar.

"He's here," Winifred said quietly.

I didn't ask who. I already knew.

I set down the tea Gael had brought me twenty minutes earlier and stood. My legs were steady. My hands didn't shake. Two weeks ago, I couldn't walk to the end of the hall without needing to sit down. Now I could feel my wolf shifting beneath my ribs, curious and wary, but present. Alive.

"I'll meet him," I said.

Winifred's expression didn't change. "You don't have to."

"I know."

She studied my face for a long moment, then nodded. "I'll have warriors at the gate. And Gael."

I almost smiled. "Of course."

---

The walk to the north gate felt longer than it was.

I could feel eyes on me as I passed—warriors on patrol, pack members who'd heard the commotion, Winifred's enforcers taking up positions along the perimeter. But I kept my gaze forward, my steps even, my breathing controlled.

Gael fell into step beside me without a word.

I didn't look at him. I didn't need to. His presence was steady, grounding, the way gravity is. I'd stopped questioning why that mattered three days ago.

"You don't have to say anything to him," Gael said quietly. "You can turn around right now."

"I know," I said again.

He didn't argue. He just stayed close.

When the gate came into view, I saw him.

Elias was standing just outside the iron bars, his hands gripping the metal like he wanted to tear it apart. He looked—broken. That was the only word for it. His shirt was wrinkled, his jaw shadowed with days-old stubble, his eyes wild and red-rimmed. The Alpha aura that used to fill every room he entered was fractured, uneven, like a radio signal cutting in and out.

He saw me and went still.

"Emily," he breathed.

I stopped ten feet from the gate. Close enough to see him. Far enough that he couldn't reach.

"Alpha Elias," I said evenly.

He flinched. Actually flinched.

"Don't—don't call me that," he said, his voice ragged. "Emily, please. I need to talk to you. I need to explain—"

"There's nothing to explain," I said.

My voice was calm. It surprised me how calm it was.

His hands tightened on the bars. "You don't understand. Natasha—she lied about so many things. I was trying to do the right thing. I thought—"

"You thought you could redirect my Healer to your mistress's mother and I would just accept it," I said quietly. "You thought you could keep a secret daughter for four years and I wouldn't notice. You thought the mate bond meant I would forgive anything."

His wolf was howling. I could hear it through the bond—faint now, distant, like something calling from the other side of a canyon. My wolf didn't answer. She just pressed closer to me, wary and protective.

"I made mistakes," Elias said desperately. "I know I did. But we're mates, Emily. The Moon Goddess chose us. You can't just—you can't just throw that away—"

"I didn't throw it away," I said. "You did."

He stared at me.

"The rejection is legally binding," I continued, my tone even and final. "Filed through Lycan registry. Notarized. You signed nothing because you refused to accept it, but that doesn't make it less real. I am no longer your Luna. You are no longer my Alpha. The bond is severed."

"No," he said, shaking his head. "No, I can still feel it—"

"What you feel is an echo," I said. "And it will fade."

His face twisted. "Emily, please—"

"Leave, Elias," I said quietly. "Before someone makes you."

He reached through the bars.

I didn't move. I just watched as his hand extended toward me, shaking, desperate, possessive in a way that used to feel like love and now just felt like ownership.

"Don't," Gael said.

His voice was low, unhurried, and absolutely final.

Elias's gaze snapped to him. "Who the hell are you?"

Gael stepped forward. Not between us. Beside me. Close enough that I could feel the heat of him, the steady, unshakable presence that had been there every night for two weeks.

"Step back," Gael said.

Elias's lip curled. "I'm talking to my mate—"

Gael moved.

I didn't even see the blow. One second Elias was gripping the bars. The next, he was on the ground, blood pouring from his mouth, his jaw clearly, visibly broken.

Gael stood over him, his expression unchanged, his breathing steady.

"She is not your mate," Gael said quietly. "She is mine. Fated, recognized, and under Lycan protection. If you approach her again, I will not stop at your jaw."

Elias stared up at him, eyes wide, blood staining his teeth.

Gael's gaze didn't waver. "Do you understand me, Alpha?"

Elias didn't answer. He just looked at me, his expression shattered, pleading.

I met his eyes.

And I turned around.

I walked back toward the pack house, my steps even, my wolf quiet and calm inside me. I didn't look back. Not once.

Behind me, I heard Gael's voice, low and cold. "Leave. Now."

I didn't hear Elias's response.

I didn't need to.

---

That night, my wolf stirred.

Not the sluggish, painful shift I'd grown used to over the past year. Not the desperate clawing of something trying to survive.

This was different.

She was awake. Alert. And she was—happy.

I sat up in bed, my hand pressed to my chest, feeling her moving beneath my ribs with a joy I hadn't felt from her in five years. Not once. Not even in the beginning, when I'd thought Elias and I were fated and whole.

There was a knock at the door.

"Come in," I said quietly.

Gael stepped inside. He didn't sit. He just stood there, hands in his pockets, his expression careful.

"Are you all right?" he asked.

I looked at him.

"Did your wolf recognize me," I said. "The first time you walked into this room."

He went very still.

"Yes," he said.

My breath caught.

"When?" I asked.

"The moment I caught your scent," he said quietly. "White jasmine and winter rain. I'd never smelled anything like it. And my wolf—" He paused. "He knew."

I pressed my hand harder against my chest, feeling my wolf's joyful, insistent stirring.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I whispered.

His gaze was steady, unflinching. "Because you weren't ready to know. And I wasn't going to take that choice from you."

I stared at him.

"I've known since the first second," Gael said softly. "And I've been waiting for you to be ready to know it too."

My wolf surged.

And for the first time in a year, I let her.

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