Chapter 2

The ballroom lights were blinding.

Rowan stood at the podium in a tailored black tuxedo. A single tear glinted on his cheek, catching the glare of the cameras. His voice swelled through the speakers, rich and warm, thick with manufactured emotion.

"Music isn't about fame," Rowan said softly. He pressed a hand over his heart. "It’s about love. It’s about the people who believed in me when I had nothing. Every note I sing is a thank-you to them."

The crowd erupted in applause. Philanthropists dabbed their eyes. Producers clapped.

Rowan stepped back from the podium, his smile radiant. He reached out and grabbed my wrist. His grip was tight enough to bruise. He pulled me toward the media backdrop.

Under the roar of the crowd, his lips barely moved.

"Stop standing there like a damn mannequin," he hissed through his teeth. "Smile, Daphne. Flash your teeth. Look like you have a pulse."

I forced the corners of my mouth to lift.

A reporter thrust a microphone toward us. "Rowan! You were incredible up there! Tell us, how does your lovely wife inspire your music?"

Rowan’s eyes softened instantly. He wrapped an arm around my waist, pulling me close against his chest.

"Daphne is my quiet anchor," he said smoothly. His voice carried that honeyed, humble tone the world adored. "She suffers from a rare, tragic vocal condition. She cannot speak. But our bond doesn't need words. I love her beyond words."

"What a saint," the reporter whispered, visibly moved.

The cameraman lowered his lens to adjust his battery pack.

The moment the red light blinked off, Rowan dropped my hand. He let go so fast it felt like I had burned him. He pulled a linen handkerchief from his pocket and wiped his palm, his face twisting in disgust.

He didn't look at me again.

***

In the back of the town car, the silence was heavy.

Rain drummed against the roof. Outside, the streetlights smeared into yellow streaks across the glass. Rowan tore off his bow tie and tossed it onto the leather seat between us.

"You looked pathetic tonight," he said. He stared straight ahead. "You stood there like a ghost. People were looking at you with pity, Daphne. And pity doesn't sell records. You drag down my brand."

I kept my hands folded in my lap. I didn't move.

"I'm done bringing you to these things," he muttered. "From now on, you stay home. Locked away. It’s better for everyone if they just imagine you."

He reached into his jacket, pulled out his phone, and dialed.

He didn't wait for the third ring. When the call connected, his entire demeanor shifted. His harsh scowl melted into a lazy, seductive grin.

"Hey, baby," Rowan said. His voice was warm and playful. "Yeah, I just left. It was boring without you."

A high, giggling voice filtered through the speaker. Brooke.

"I'll be home in twenty minutes," Rowan laughed, leaning back against the leather headrest. "Wear the red one. The one with the lace."

He chuckled at whatever she said next. He sounded bright. Happy. Carefree.

I turned my head toward the window. My pale reflection stared back at me against the dark night. I reached up beneath my silk scarf and lightly touched the scar on my neck. The raised skin was cold beneath my fingertips.

*Eleven days.*

***

By morning, Brooke was already marking her territory.

I walked into the sunroom. On the windowsill, my small jade plant and the framed photo of my father were gone.

I found them in the hallway closet, dumped haphazardly into a cardboard box. The glass on the frame was cracked. The dirt from the potted plant had spilled across my father’s smiling face.

In their place on the marble sill, Brooke had arranged her collection of French perfumes, scented candles, and gold jewelry trays.

"Oh, good, you're awake," Brooke called out from the doorway.

She leaned against the jamb, wearing Rowan’s oversized white dress shirt, unbuttoned almost to her waist. Her blonde hair fell over one shoulder in messy waves. In her hands, she held a wrinkled emerald-green silk dress.

"Rowan is taking me to a private dinner with his label tonight," Brooke said. She tossed the dress at my chest.

I caught it before it hit the floor.

"Iron it," she ordered. She pointed to the utility room. "Steam setting. No creases. And be quick about it."

I took the dress to the ironing board. I filled the reservoir with water, waited for the red light to turn green, and pressed the hot plate against the green fabric. The steam hissed.

Ten minutes later, I carried the dress out on a velvet hanger.

Brooke didn't even look up from her phone. She reached out, pinched the sleeve between two manicured nails, and sneered.

"There's a fold right along the seam," she said. She ripped the dress off the hanger and threw it onto the floor at my feet. "Are you blind as well as mute? Do it again."

I picked up the dress. I walked back into the utility room. I pressed it again.

When I brought it back, she clicked her tongue.

"Still crooked," she mocked, knocking the hanger from my hand. "Useless. Absolutely useless. Try again, Daphne. Or maybe I should tell Rowan you're ruining my clothes on purpose?"

My hands were trembling. My wrists burned from the heat of the iron, and my fingers throbbed with a dull ache.

I looked down at the green silk pooling on the hardwood floor.

I didn't scream. I didn't sign a protest. I kept my face blank, like stone.

I bent my knees, picked up the dress for the third time, and turned back toward the steam.

*Ten days.*

Chapter 3

Maeve arrived at noon for Sunday brunch.

She walked into the penthouse carrying a bright orange designer shopping bag. She didn’t look at me. She went straight to Brooke, who sat on the plush sofa in a white silk robe.

"For my favorite future sister-in-law," Maeve squealed, tossing the bag into Brooke’s lap.

Brooke pulled out a quilted Chanel handbag and gasped. "Maeve, you shouldn't have! Rowan, look what your sister bought me!"

Rowan looked up from his tablet and smiled. It was that warm, charming smile he gave to magazine covers. "She has good taste."

Then Maeve turned toward the dining table where I was setting out the pastries. Her smile vanished instantly. She let out a loud, theatrical sigh and rolled her eyes.

"Oh," Maeve said, crossing her arms. "You're still here."

I kept my eyes down. I set a porcelain plate beside her fork.

Throughout brunch, the three of them laughed and drank mimosas. Maeve leaned across the table, propping her chin on her manicured hands. She talked loudly, making sure every word hit my ears.

"Lake Como in June," Maeve declared. "That villa with the private dock. Brooke, you'd look stunning walking down the stone steps in lace. Don't you think, Rowan? A summer wedding in Italy?"

"Sounds expensive," Rowan said with a lazy grin. "Which means it's perfect."

"And then Bali for the honeymoon," Brooke chimed in, resting her hand on Rowan’s thigh. "Two weeks on a private island."

They talked as if I were a potted plant. A piece of old furniture waiting to be thrown out.

I reached across the table to take a piece of bread from the basket.

Before my fingers could touch it, Maeve snatched the basket away. She slammed it down on the far side of the table.

"Shouldn't you be in the kitchen?" Maeve snapped.

My hand hung empty in the air. I pulled it back into my lap.

Maeve looked at Rowan and shook her head in disgust. "Honestly, brother, when are you going to put this leech out of her misery? She's dragging down your house. It creeps me out just looking at her."

Rowan cut into his eggs. He chewed slowly. Then he gave a careless shrug.

"She's useful enough," he said.

Maeve snorted. Brooke burst into soft, sweet giggles.

Under the table, my hand slid into my skirt pocket. My thumb traced the corner of my small calendar.

*Seven days.*

***

The next afternoon, Rowan sent me out to pick up Brooke’s organic green juices from a boutique grocer four blocks away.

It was a rare moment outside alone.

The October air was sharp and cold. Wind whipped down the avenue, tossing yellow leaves along the curb. I wrapped my wool coat tight around my chest, keeping my chin tucked down.

Halfway down the block, my feet stopped.

I stood in front of a high-end baby boutique. In the center of the display window sat a tiny, cream-colored knitted bonnet. Beside it was a pair of matching woolen booties, no bigger than the palm of my hand.

A sharp, familiar pain stabbed through my lower belly.

The memory hit me before I could look away.

Eighteen months ago.

I was in our bathroom, staring at the plastic test on the marble counter. Two distinct pink lines.

For the first time in years, something warm sparked inside my chest. A fragile flame of hope. I thought maybe, somehow, this child was a lifeline. I thought maybe a baby would give me a reason to wake up in the morning.

I walked out to the living room and showed Rowan the stick.

His reaction wasn't shock. It wasn't confusion. It was pure, instant revulsion.

"Are you out of your mind?" he spat. His voice was harsh and loud. "A child? With you?"

I blinked, taking a step back.

"A mute mother would be an absolute embarrassment to my career," he said, stepping closer, his eyes cold and vicious. "What would the press say? What if the kid inherits your defect? I'm not raising a broken freak."

He jabbed a finger toward the front door. "Get an abortion. Tomorrow."

My hands shook. I raised them between us, signing fiercely: *No. Please, no. I'm keeping it.*

He didn't yell anymore. He just stared at me with dead eyes. "We'll see," he muttered.

That night, he made me a cup of chamomile tea. He even handed it to me with a calm, gentle expression. I thought the fight was over for the night. I drank it.

An hour later, the cramps hit.

It felt like someone had driven a burning blade into my gut and twisted it. The agony doubled me over on the rug. The mug slipped from my fingers, shattering against the floor.

I looked at Rowan sitting on the armchair. He was watching me. Calm. Unblinking.

*The tea.*

Panic seized my throat. I scrambled to my feet, clutching my stomach, and lunged toward the penthouse front door. I needed help. I needed an ambulance.

I reached the handle, but Rowan was faster.

He grabbed my hair from behind, ripping my head back. I gasped silently. He twisted my arm behind my back and dragged me down the hallway, down the back stairs, straight to the basement storage room.

He shoved me inside.

I hit the cold concrete floor hard on my knees.

"Stay here until it's done," Rowan said.

*Click.*

The deadbolt turned.

I spent that night alone in the dark. The concrete was freezing. The cramps ripped through my body like claws. Blood soaked through my leggings, pooling hot and sticky under my thighs. My mouth opened wide, straining for a scream, but no sound ever came. Just silence and tears.

I held my flat belly with both hands, sobbing in the dark until my chest went numb.

Hours later, the lock clicked.

The heavy door opened. Light spilled into the room, silhouetting Rowan’s frame. He looked down at the dark pool of blood on the concrete floor.

His face didn't move. There was no pity. No regret.

"Clean yourself up," Rowan said flatly. "We have a charity gala at eight."

Then he pulled the door shut again so I could change.

***

A gust of wind blew my hair across my face.

The memory faded. I was standing on the Manhattan sidewalk.

I looked at the tiny knitted hat in the window. My hand rose slowly. I pressed my palm flat against the cold glass, right over the bonnet.

The glass chilled my skin.

My heart didn't race. The tears didn't fall. The grief was gone, replaced by a cold, quiet iron.

I pulled my hand back. The faint mist left by my skin vanished into the air, leaving no trace behind.

I turned and walked away into the crowd.

*Six days.*

Chapter 4

Rowan’s phone buzzed on the glass coffee table.

He picked it up, glanced at the caller ID, and tapped the speaker button.

"Mr. Bennett?" a woman’s professional voice came through the line. "This is Saint Jude’s Specialty Care. We’re calling regarding Henry Carlson’s medical insurance renewal and the pending invoice for his private kidney specialist. The coverage lapses at five today."

Rowan leaned back against the cushions. His thumb tapped the rim of his scotch glass. "How much?"

"Forty-eight thousand for the upcoming quarter, sir."

Rowan’s eyes slid toward me. I was wiping down the kitchen counter across the open room. His mouth curled into a slow, cold smile.

"Keep the file open," Rowan said into the phone. "I’ll handle it shortly."

He ended the call and tossed the phone onto the sofa.

Brooke was lying across the other end of the sectional, painting her fingernails bright crimson. She blew on her wet nails and looked up, her gaze flicking between Rowan and me.

"Come here, Daphne," Rowan said. His voice was smooth and quiet.

I set the damp cloth down on the marble. I walked over and stopped two paces from the sofa.

Rowan pointed a finger at the floor between Brooke’s bare feet.

"Your father’s bills are getting very steep," he said. He crossed his arms over his chest. "I don't mind paying them. After all, I am a generous man. But generosity requires gratitude. And Brooke feels like you’ve been a little cold lately."

Brooke smiled. She capped her nail polish bottle, stretched her long legs out on the leather cushions, and wiggled her pink-tipped toes.

"Much too cold," Brooke purred. "She glares at me whenever she thinks you aren't looking."

"We can't have that," Rowan said. His eyes locked onto mine. "Get on your knees, Daphne. Give Brooke a foot massage. Show her proper respect."

A cold shock hit the center of my chest.

My breath caught in my throat. My knuckles went white as my hands curled into tight balls at my sides. A red-hot heat roared behind my eyes. It wasn't fear. It wasn't shame. It was volcanic, blinding fury.

Brooke watched me, her smirk widening. She crossed one ankle over the other and waited.

"Did you hear me?" Rowan asked. His tone was casual, but the threat underneath was sharp as a razor. "Or should I call Saint Jude’s back and tell them to cancel your father’s dialysis?"

My jaw clicked shut.

I took a slow breath through my nose. I pushed the burning scream down into the hollow pit of my stomach.

I bent my knees.

The hardwood floor was cold beneath my skin. I lowered myself until I was kneeling right at Brooke’s feet. Rowan watched from above, his face filled with lazy amusement.

I reached out with steady hands. I took Brooke’s right foot in my palms. The skin felt cool and lotion-slicked.

I pressed my thumbs deep into the arch of her foot.

Brooke leaned her head back against the sofa cushions with a loud, exaggerated sigh. "Oh, that’s heaven," she groaned, laughing softly. "See, Rowan? She’s actually good for something."

Rowan chuckled and took a sip of his drink.

I kept my head down. My thumbs moved methodically across her skin, pressing, sliding, pressing again. Behind my ribs, my heart beat like a war drum.

Inside my head, a single thought echoed in the dark.

*Four days.*

***

Two days later, the penthouse was empty.

Rowan was locked in a forty-eight-hour marathon recording session at an outside studio in Midtown. Brooke had taken his black card to spend the afternoon browsing designer boutiques on Madison Avenue.

I had three hours.

I took a commuter train thirty miles north of the city to a quiet suburban bank. The air was gray and chilly when I stepped onto the platform.

Inside the bank’s vault, the air smelled of cold steel and paper.

The clerk led me to a private viewing booth, unlocked box number 412, and left, pulling the heavy door shut behind him.

I sat at the small metal table and opened the lid.

Inside lay two items.

The first was a thick manila folder labeled *Confidential Medical Record — Thorne Surgical Clinic*.

I opened it. On top was the donor consent form, dated five years ago. My old signature was scribbled in black ink at the bottom: *Daphne Carlson*.

Beneath it were the surgical scans. Pictures of my vocal cords before and after the excision. Pictures of Rowan’s damaged laryngeal tissue being replaced by my healthy tissue.

And tucked on the final page were Dr. Elias Thorne’s handwritten clinical notes.

*Procedure: Experimental Allogeneic Vocal Fold & Laryngeal Tissue Graft.*

*Biological viability limit: Sixty months.*

*Note: Graft will degrade completely without second-stage booster procedure at the five-year mark. Irreversible cellular collapse will follow.*

Next to the folder was a small, silver flash drive.

I plugged it into my portable tablet. A grid of video files appeared on the screen, all stamped with digital dates and times.

Hours of penthouse security footage. Rowan dragging me down the hall. Rowan tossing Brooke onto our bed. Rowan laughing while he shoved me to the floor. The cloud backups had saved every single frame.

Everything was in order. The trap was set.

I unplugged the drive and slid it into the inner lining of my coat. I closed the metal box, handed the key back to the clerk, and walked back out to the platform.

The wind blew hard off the tracks, smelling of autumn rain. I pulled my scarf tight around my throat.

*Two days.*

After My Husband Silenced Me, I Destroyed Him

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