Chapter 3
The bruise on my hip was still a dark purple when Sunday came. It throbbed every time I took a step, a dull ache reminding me of the glass table at the club. I covered it with a long beige wool dress and put on a pair of flat shoes.
We drove to the Upper East Side for dinner.
My mother-in-law, Paula, lived in a four-story limestone townhouse. The dining room smelled like white lilies, lemon wax, and expensive butter. The mahogany table was set for four with heavy silver and gold-rimmed china.
Aspyn was already sitting there when we walked in.
She wore a soft lavender cashmere sweater that showed off her collarbones. She held a crystal wine glass by the stem and looked right up at Kian.
"Kian, you made it," she said softly.
"Aspyn dropped by to bring me some imported tea," Paula said, waving a manicured hand toward an empty seat. "I insisted she stay. After all, she’s practically family."
Nobody asked me if I minded. Nobody even looked at me.
I pulled out the chair across from Aspyn and sat down.
Throughout the meal, Paula barely addressed me. Her eyes were fixed on Aspyn. She asked about Aspyn's upcoming shoot in Paris. She praised her recent magazine cover. She nodded along to every word like Aspyn was a prized daughter.
"You have such a rare eye, darling," Paula said, slicing a piece of roast duck. "Class cannot be bought. You either have it or you don't."
"Thank you, Paula," Aspyn purred. "I just follow my instincts."
Then Paula’s gaze drifted across the table and landed on me. Her lips thinned into a tight, practiced smile.
"And what about you, Katalina?" Paula asked lightly. "Are you still doing that little architecture hobby?"
The maid cleared a plate beside me. The silver clinked against the porcelain in the quiet room.
"It wasn't a hobby, Paula," I said evenly. My voice was calm. "I have a master's degree. And I've actually been thinking about returning to professional work."
Paula chuckled. It was a soft, airy sound, completely devoid of warmth.
"That's sweet, dear," she said, tapping her napkin against her mouth. "Really, it is. But Kian needs someone focused on the home. A man with his health requires full attention. You can't be staying late in some dusty drafting office."
I looked at Kian.
He didn't defend me. He took a sip of his sparkling water, his eyes cold and detached. He looked bored, as if my entire life was an irrelevant detail he had to endure.
Across the linen cloth, Aspyn leaned toward him.
"Your collar is folded in, Kian," she murmured.
She reached across the corner of the table. Her manicured fingers brushed his throat. She smoothed the stiff fabric of his shirt, lingering against his neck with easy, practiced intimacy. It was the touch of a woman who felt she owned the space she was in.
Kian didn't pull away. He didn't flinch.
He tilted his head slightly, leaning into her fingers, letting her touch him right in front of his mother. Right in front of his wife.
Paula watched them and smiled with quiet approval.
A sharp coldness settled deep in my stomach. The humiliation didn't burn like fire anymore. It felt like ice. Clean and still.
I set my fork down.
"Excuse me," I said, standing up from the table. "I have a headache. I’m going home."
Paula frowned, clearly annoyed by the interruption. "We haven't served dessert yet, Katalina. Don't be rude."
Kian didn't even look up from his plate. "Let her go, Mother. She's just being dramatic again."
I didn't argue. I didn't wait for Kian to offer me a ride.
I picked up my coat from the front hall and walked out the heavy front door.
The night air was crisp. I took a yellow cab back down to our penthouse. The ride was silent. The city lights blurred outside the window like streaks of yellow and white paint.
Inside the apartment, the rooms were pitch black. I didn't turn on the lights.
I walked straight past the modern furniture, past the kitchen where I had measured his pills for eighteen hundred mornings, and went into the small study.
I knelt down beside the desk.
I took the tiny brass key from the chain around my neck and unlocked the bottom drawer.
Inside lay a stack of heavy paper.
Arlo’s sketchbooks.
I lifted the top folder with both hands. The scent of old drafting paper and dried ink hit me instantly. I sat down on the hardwood floor and turned the pages under the faint glow of the streetlamps outside.
Every line was bold and deliberate. Arlo had designed with heart. He had drawn bridges, public parks, and sunlight hitting glass walls. On the bottom corner of a blueprint for a small pavilion, his handwriting was scribbled in faded pencil: *For Kat. The light will always find you here.*
I traced the letters with my thumb.
A tear didn't fall. My eyes were completely dry.
For five years, I had thought I was saving Arlo by keeping his heart beating in another man's chest. I had cooked, cleaned, stayed quiet, and swallowed every insult just to guard that pulse.
Sitting on the floor in the dark, the truth was finally clear.
I hadn't been keeping Arlo alive.
I had spent five years slowly disappearing. I had buried my talent, my voice, and my dignity inside a marriage that was never real. Kian wasn't my husband. He was a cage.
I closed the sketchbook softly.
Something inside me turned hard and still. The grief was gone. In its place was a cold, sharp resolve.
I was done disappearing.
Chapter 4
Aspyn’s twenty-seventh birthday party was the biggest event of the month. She had booked the Grand Ballroom at The Plaza Hotel.
Three days before the gala, Kian tossed a heavy, gold-embossed envelope onto the kitchen island.
"You're coming," he said, taking a sip of black coffee.
I looked at the gold lettering. "I'd rather stay home."
"It would look strange if you didn't come," he snapped. His voice was clipped and irritated. "People talk. Mother will be there. You will smile, stand beside me, and behave."
I didn't answer. I just picked up his empty cup and put it in the sink.
The next afternoon, Aspyn came to our penthouse.
She wore a soft pink sweater and jeans that cost more than a month's rent. She said she was helping Kian pick an antique watch for the gala’s charity auction.
"Just borrowing him for a little while, Katalina," she said, giving me a sweet, patronizing smile.
While Kian took a business call on the terrace, Aspyn asked for a glass of water. Then she excused herself to use the bathroom.
I was at the stove making tea. Down the hall, I heard the faint, dull click of my bedroom door shutting.
I frowned. The guest powder room was right by the foyer. She had no reason to go into the master suite.
A minute later, she walked back into the kitchen. Her cheeks were flushed. Her lips curved in a tight, secretive smile.
"Thanks for the water, sweetie," she said breezily.
She left shortly after.
I didn't realize what she had done. Inside my walk-in closet, tucked beneath my winter scarves, was a small locked jewelry box. In the bottom velvet drawer lay the Tear of Aphrodite.
It was a custom diamond pendant on a platinum chain. Arlo had designed it himself and ordered it from a jeweler in Paris. He had planned to ask me to marry him with that necklace the very night a truck ran a red light on the FDR Drive.
Months after the funeral, his mother Eleanor had brought the small black box to my apartment. She had cried in my arms. It was the last physical piece of Arlo's love I had left in this world.
And now, my drawer was empty.
***
Friday night arrived.
The Grand Ballroom at The Plaza was dazzling. Over two hundred guests filled the room. Wall Street executives, fashion designers, and socialites mingled beneath massive crystal chandeliers that hung like frozen waterfalls. Soft classical music floated over the hum of chatter and clinking champagne glasses.
I wore a simple black floor-length dress. I carried a small black satin clutch.
The moment we walked through the double doors, Kian left my side without a word. He walked over to a cluster of hedge fund managers by the bar, acting as if I didn't exist.
I stood by the coat check, trying to blend into the shadows.
"Katalina! You actually came!"
Aspyn glided toward me. She looked radiant in an emerald green silk gown with an open back. Diamond studs glittered on her ears.
Before I could take a step back, she threw her arms around my neck.
It was a dramatic, public embrace. Her jasmine perfume filled my lungs.
"I’m so happy you're here," Aspyn whispered near my ear.
Her hands slid down my shoulders, smoothing the fabric of my dress. Her fingers lingered at my waist, brushing lightly against the open seam of my clutch. It was so fast, so smooth, I barely felt the weight shift.
She pulled away with wide, sparkling eyes. A few nearby photographers took pictures of our "warm" reunion.
"Enjoy the party," Aspyn chirped, then turned and disappeared into the crowd.
Twenty minutes later, the music abruptly stopped.
A sharp screech echoed from the speakers.
Aspyn stood on the raised stage at the front of the room. She held a wireless microphone in trembling hands. Her other hand was pressed flat against her bare throat.
Her face was pale. Her eyes were rimmed with red.
"I'm so sorry, everyone," Aspyn said into the mic. Her voice was breathy and broken, perfectly pitched to carry across the quiet room. "I hate to ruin the mood. But... something terrible has happened."
A murmur swept through the ballroom.
"My grandmother’s necklace," Aspyn sobbed, a single tear spilling over her cheek. "The Tear of Aphrodite. It’s an irreplaceable family heirloom. I left it in my purse in the private lounge just minutes ago, and it's gone."
Gasps erupted around the tables.
"Please," Aspyn wept into the mic. "It's all I have left of her. Security is going to do a quick check of everyone's bags before anyone leaves. If you have nothing to hide, please cooperate. I just want it back."
Two burly security guards in dark suits moved down the main aisle.
Guests opened their bags readily, whispering and craning their necks, eager to see the drama unfold.
One of the guards stopped directly in front of me.
"Ma'am," he said in a low, stern voice. "I need you to open your clutch."
"Of course," I said evenly. My conscience was clear.
I unclasped the small satin purse and held it open for him.
The guard peered inside, frowned, and reached in.
His fingers pulled out a platinum chain. Dangling from the end was a large, pear-cut diamond. Under the chandeliers, the stone blazed with brilliant blue-white fire.
The entire room seemed to suck in a breath.
A wave of loud gasps rippled through the crowd.
Immediately, dozens of phones shot into the air. Camera shutters clicked like frantic gunfire. Flashbulbs blinded my eyes.
"Katalina..." Aspyn gasped from the stage. Her voice cracked with heartbreaking disappointment. "How could you? After everything... why would you steal from me?"
The room turned into a wall of hostile eyes and angry whispers.
I stood frozen in the glare of the lights, staring at the diamond in the guard's hand.
Across the ballroom, Kian stood among his friends.
He didn't ask a question. He didn't ask for an explanation.
He just looked at me with flat, cold disgust.