Chapter 2
I didn't post for four days.
No café shots. No book recommendations. No soft-lit captions about peace and chaos. My followers noticed the silence before they noticed anything else, because silence was the one thing I never gave them. For seven years, I had shown up every day, rain or heartbreak, with something curated and warm. Now there was nothing. And nothing, it turned out, said more than anything I could have written.
By the second day, the theories multiplied. By the third, someone found her name.
Dulce Moreno.
A screenshot of her LinkedIn. A screenshot of her Instagram, set to private too late — someone had already saved every photo. Side-by-side comparisons of her face and mine, captioned in ways that made my stomach turn even though they were supposed to be on my side. The hashtag climbed. It stopped being about me and Cassian and started being about all of us — a story the internet could hold in its hands and turn over like a stone, looking for the ugliest angle.
I didn't read all of it. I read enough.
I was folding laundry — his laundry, still, because some habits don't die the moment a marriage does — when my phone buzzed with a text from a woman I barely knew, an old sorority sister of a friend of a friend. *Girl. His firm's name is literally trending with yours. Are you okay??*
I wasn't okay. But I didn't say that.
Cassian came home late that night, later than usual, and he didn't smell like the office. He smelled like nothing — like a man who'd been standing very still in a room for a long time. He set his keys down too carefully, like the counter might break.
"Long day?" I asked. I was sitting at the island, the same one, always the same one.
"Marcus wanted to talk." He said it like it was nothing. His thumb found his cufflink and turned it, once, twice.
"About?"
"Optics." He almost laughed, but it came out wrong, thin. "He's worried about the firm's name. Says it's 'appearing in contexts that aren't ideal.'" He did air quotes with two fingers, and for a second I saw the boy underneath the executive — a boy who had never once in his life been told no by anyone who mattered.
"Are you going to lose your job?"
"No." Too fast. "No. It's fine. It'll blow over."
I didn't argue. I had learned, in four days, that I didn't need to argue anymore. The internet was doing the arguing for me, and it was thorough, and it was patient, and it did not care about optics.
He left the kitchen without eating. I heard him on the phone in the study, low and urgent, the kind of voice men use when they're trying to sound like they're not panicking. I didn't try to listen. I already knew enough.
Two days after that, my phone rang at 11:40 at night.
"Annabelle." His voice cracked in the middle of my name, which he never let happen. "Dulce's having cramps. Bad ones. She thinks — she's scared she's losing the baby."
I stood very still in the guest room, the room that used to be for guests and was now just mine. "And you're telling me this because?"
"I need you to meet me at the hospital." A breath, shaky. "We need to talk. About — about our future. About what happens next. I can't do this without you knowing everything."
There it was. Not an apology. Not even really a confession. A summons.
"Which hospital."
He told me. I wrote it on the back of my hand in pen because my phone was already buried somewhere in my bag and I didn't want to look for it. Some part of me — the part that used to film videos about trust and communication for strangers who believed every word — wanted to scream at him through the phone. *You're asking me to come hold your hand while another woman might be carrying your child.*
But I didn't scream. I said, "Give me twenty minutes," and hung up.
I sat on the edge of the bed for exactly one of those minutes before I moved. Not because I was afraid. Because I understood, with a clarity that felt almost peaceful, that I was not going to that hospital for him. I was going because I wanted to see his face when the truth he'd been protecting finally cracked open in front of him — whatever shape that truth turned out to be.
I had spent seven years letting him tell me what our story was.
Tonight, I was just going to watch it end.
Chapter 3
The hospital smelled like bleach and fear. I stood in the hallway outside the emergency room, under fluorescent lights that made everyone look half-dead, and waited for my husband to finish lying to me.
Cassian was inside with her. Through the small window in the door, I could see him leaning over the bed, his hand on Dulce's shoulder. She was wearing a hospital gown, her dark hair spread across the pillow like she'd arranged it that way. She looked small and scared and exactly like someone who needed saving.
I turned away from the window.
A nurse walked past me carrying a clipboard. She didn't look at me. Nobody looked at me. I was just another woman standing in a hallway, waiting for news that would change her life. The hospital was full of us.
Two years ago, I stood in a hallway exactly like this one. Same lights. Same smell. Same feeling of the floor tilting under my feet. The doctor had come out and said words I couldn't hear over the ringing in my ears. Cassian had been beside me then, his hand on my back, but I don't remember him saying anything. I don't remember him holding me. I just remember the fluorescent lights and the way my legs wouldn't hold me up anymore.
The door opened. Cassian stepped out, closing it carefully behind him. His face was pale, his tie loosened. He looked like a man who'd been running.
"She's stable," he said. "The baby's okay. They're keeping her overnight for observation."
I nodded. I didn't trust my voice yet.
He moved closer, lowering his voice like we were in a boardroom and he was about to deliver difficult numbers. "Annabelle. We need to talk about this. About—about our situation."
"Your situation," I said quietly.
He blinked. "What?"
"You said 'our situation.' But it's yours. You made it. I'm just standing in it."
His jaw tightened. He glanced back at the door, then at me. "I didn't plan this. You have to believe that. I never wanted—"
"Is the baby yours?"
The question hung between us like smoke. He didn't answer right away. His hand went to his cufflink, turning it once, twice. Finally, he nodded.
"Yes."
One word. That's all it took.
I felt something inside me go very still and very cold. Not breaking. Clarifying. "How long?"
"Does it matter?"
"Yes."
He exhaled through his nose, that boardroom patience slipping back into place. "Eight months. Maybe nine. I don't—it wasn't supposed to be like this. It just happened."
"Things don't just happen, Cassian. People make choices. You made a choice every single day for nine months."
"I know." His voice cracked, just slightly. "I know. And I'm sorry. But she's pregnant now, and I have to—I have responsibilities."
Responsibilities. The word tasted like metal in my mouth.
"What about your responsibilities to me?"
He looked at me then, really looked at me, and I saw something in his face I'd never seen before. Not guilt. Not shame. Just exhaustion. Like I was a problem he'd been trying to solve for a long time and had finally given up on.
"I tried, Annabelle. After—after you lost the baby, I tried. But you were so far away. You wouldn't talk about it. You just kept posting and smiling and pretending everything was fine."
"So you found someone who wasn't grieving."
He flinched. "That's not fair."
"None of this is fair."
A doctor walked past us, her shoes squeaking on the linoleum. Cassian waited until she was gone before he spoke again.
"I need to know what you're going to do."
"About what?"
"About us. About—" He gestured vaguely toward the door. "About all of this."
I looked at him standing there in his expensive suit, his hair perfectly combed, his cufflinks catching the fluorescent light. He looked like a man who had everything under control. He looked like a stranger.
"I'm going home," I said.
He nodded, relieved. "Okay. Good. We can talk tomorrow. Figure out next steps."
"No. I'm going home. You can stay here with your responsibilities."
I turned and walked down the hallway. He didn't follow me. I heard him say my name once, but I didn't stop. I kept walking until I reached the elevator, until the doors closed, until I was alone in the small metal box dropping toward the ground floor.
I didn't cry.
The brownstone was dark when I got home. I didn't turn on the lights. I walked upstairs to the guest room—my room now—and opened the wardrobe. At the back, behind the winter coats I hadn't worn in years, was the cedar-lined box.
I pulled it out and sat on the floor with it in my lap.
Inside was the baby blanket. Pale yellow, soft as a whisper. I'd knitted it during those four months when I thought I was going to be a mother. I'd worked on it every night, counting stitches, imagining tiny fingers wrapped in the yarn. After the accident, after the hospital, I'd folded it carefully and put it in this box and pushed it to the back of the wardrobe where I wouldn't have to see it.
I held it now. The yarn was still soft. The stitches were still even. It looked exactly like it had two years ago, like no time had passed at all.
I sat there for a long time, holding the blanket, feeling the weight of everything I'd lost and everything I'd tried to pretend I hadn't.
Then I folded it back up. I placed it in the box. I closed the lid and pushed the box back into the wardrobe, behind the coats, where it belonged.
I stood up. My legs were steady. My hands were steady.
I picked up my phone and opened a new browser tab.
*Best divorce attorneys in New York.*
The search results loaded. I started reading.
Chapter 4
The news broke on a Tuesday.
I was sitting in Sasha's Paris apartment, halfway through my second coffee, when my phone started buzzing with screenshots. Cassian's firm had issued a statement. *Voluntary leave of absence.* *Personal matters requiring his full attention.* The corporate language was careful, bloodless. The internet's translation was not.
By noon, his LinkedIn had been updated. By evening, someone had leaked an internal memo suggesting the leave wasn't quite as voluntary as the press release claimed. Marcus Webb's name appeared in the comments—*managing partner personally requested his departure.* I didn't feel satisfied. I felt nothing.
"Good," Sasha said, reading over my shoulder. "Let him sit with it."
I set my phone down and stared out the window at the narrow Parisian street below. The world looked smaller from here. Quieter.
Then the photos started.
Dulce at the Brooklyn café where I used to film. Dulce at the Italian restaurant Cassian and I went to for anniversaries. Dulce wearing a camel coat that looked exactly like one I'd posted about last fall. She wasn't hiding. She was replacing me, piece by piece, in all the places my followers knew by heart.
The comments under each sighting were vicious. My followers—*our* followers now—tracked her movements like a hunt. Someone created a map. Someone else made a countdown clock to her due date. I should have felt vindicated. Instead I felt tired.
"She's performing," Sasha said, scrolling through the latest post. "She wants you to see this."
"I know."
"So ignore it."
But I couldn't. Because three days later, Dulce sent me a message.
*Annabelle, I know this is complicated. But I think we should talk. Just the two of us. No lawyers, no audience. I want to understand each other. There's a café on Lexington—neutral ground. Please.*
I read it twice. Sasha read it over my shoulder and said a word I won't repeat.
"Don't go."
"I have to."
"Why?"
I looked at her. "Because I need to see her face. I need to understand exactly what I'm dealing with."
Sasha's jaw tightened. Then she handed me my phone back. "Record everything. From the second you walk in. I mean it, Bella. Everything."
I flew back to New York the next morning.
The café was small, bright, aggressively neutral. Exposed brick. Potted plants. The kind of place that appeared in lifestyle blogs with captions about self-care. I arrived ten minutes early and sat facing the door. I opened my phone's voice memo app and hit record. Then I set it on the table, screen down, like I'd just put it aside.
Dulce arrived exactly on time.
She looked smaller in person than she did in the elevator lobby. Softer. She wore a loose sweater that draped over her belly, minimal makeup, her hair pulled into a low ponytail. She looked like someone who was trying very hard to appear harmless.
"Thank you for coming," she said, sliding into the chair across from me. Her voice was quiet, careful. "I know this can't be easy."
I didn't say anything.
She folded her hands on the table. "I want you to know I never intended for any of this to happen. It just—it got complicated. And I think we both deserve to move forward without all this noise."
"Noise," I repeated.
"The internet. The comments. People who don't know us making judgments." She looked down at her hands. "I just want peace. For everyone."
I watched her. She was good. Every word, every gesture, every pause—it was all rehearsed. She'd practiced this in a mirror.
"What do you want from me, Dulce?"
She looked up, her eyes wide and sincere. "I want us to be civil. For the baby's sake. Cassian's going to be part of both our lives now, and I think—"
"He's not part of my life anymore."
Something flickered across her face. Not surprise. Calculation. She reached into her bag slowly, deliberately, and pulled something out.
The baby blanket.
Pale yellow. Soft as a whisper. The one I'd knitted two years ago and locked away in a cedar box at the back of my wardrobe.
She laid it on the table between us.
My chest went very cold.
"I found this," she said gently. "Cassian had it. I think—I think maybe you'd want it back. But—" She lifted it carefully, cradling it over her belly, smoothing the yarn with her fingers. "I hope you don't mind if I keep it. I think my baby will be warm in this."
She smiled. Small. Composed.
I couldn't breathe.
She stood, still holding the blanket. "I'm glad we talked, Annabelle. I really am."
She turned and walked toward the café entrance. There was a short staircase—four steps, maybe five—leading down to the door.
She reached the top step.
Then she threw herself down.
It wasn't a fall. It was a performance. She twisted as she went, clutching the blanket, her scream sharp and sudden and perfectly timed. She landed at the bottom in a heap, the yellow yarn tangled around her hands.
"She pushed me!" Her voice cracked, raw and desperate. "Oh my God, she pushed me! The baby—"
People moved. Chairs scraped. Someone shouted for an ambulance.
I sat very still at my table, my phone still recording, and watched her cry into my blanket.
I didn't move.
I didn't speak.
I just watched.