Chapter 3
The next morning, I prepared breakfast for one.
Warm milk and a pressed sandwich on sourdough — simple, efficient, sufficient. The kitchen in the penthouse above the Falcone social club was silent except for the low hum of the espresso machine I did not bother to use. Pale light came through the reinforced windows and lay flat across the marble countertop where I set my single plate.
Dominic walked over to the dining table out of habit, already dressed in charcoal wool, cufflinks gleaming, the signet ring catching the overhead light as he reached for his usual place. He found his glass empty.
"Where's mine?" he asked.
I hesitated for a moment. "I thought you didn't like milk."
Dominic didn't respond. He was not happy. The ring on his right hand turned once, slow, deliberate, his thumb rolling it against the knuckle.
He didn't like milk, but in the past, I would always heat a glass for him and insist he drink it, regardless of his preferences. I did it because he had a weak stomach — years of late-night sit-downs, too much espresso, meals skipped in favor of counting-room business — and milk was good for it. Every morning for eight years I had set that glass in front of him like a small act of devotion he never once acknowledged.
Ignoring his stare, I glanced at the day's schedule pinned beneath a magnetized clip on the refrigerator, downed the milk in one gulp, put the dishes in the washer, and moved toward the door. My heels were quiet on the hallway runner, but my pulse wasn't. Behind me, Dominic seemed to say he would take me, but my footsteps were too loud, and I thought I must have misheard.
I rubbed the pad of my thumb once over the inside of my wrist, feeling the small flutter there. A habit I had never been able to break — checking that I was still here, still breathing, still upright when every instinct told me to sit down and weep.
Dominic and I had been together for eight years, working under the same roof of the Falcone organization, yet I took the crowded subway downtown every day. Eight years of keeping the Family's laundering fronts spotless, of making sure every dollar ran clean through the shell companies I had architected, and I still stood on a packed train with strangers who smelled of wet wool and cheap cologne while the Don rode in a black sedan with tinted glass.
Today, because of my injuries — the mauled arm still bandaged beneath my coat sleeve, the deeper wound no bandage could touch — I had arranged for one of the Family cars to collect me half an hour earlier.
Dominic, who was usually punctual, was late. He arrived with his personal courier, Adriana Bellini.
Chapter 4
The printer in my office was broken, so I was in the common area of the social club's front office copying documents — shipping manifests dressed up as restaurant supply invoices, the kind of quiet labor that kept federal eyes from ever finding the real numbers underneath.
My colleagues' eyes darted back and forth between the three of us, eagerly waiting for some drama to unfold. Their gossiping hearts had been burning since Adriana arrived at the club months ago, bright-eyed and soft-voiced, a woman who wore fragility like couture.
It was no wonder. Everyone in the organization knew Dominic and I were together. Eight years. A shared penthouse above the club. A child we had been expecting — though that was past tense now, a fact I swallowed like ground glass every time I breathed.
But with Adriana's arrival, they were no longer sure.
Dominic was extremely fond of Adriana. The car that he had reluctantly let me ride in was now Adriana's dedicated ride. The man who was always focused on Family business and maintained a clear hierarchy inside these walls would now share a meal with Adriana at the back booth, take her out during working hours, and attend whatever show or gallery she wanted to see. Compared to me, Adriana seemed more like the Don's woman.
Everyone was waiting for the moment I would explode, but some restraint was ingrained in my bones. I could never make a scene where the men could see. In the past, countless private arguments with Dominic were always silenced by his words: "Don't act like a shrew."
Even after Dominic and Adriana disappeared into the Don's private office at the end of the corridor, the anticipated drama did not occur.
The silence was broken by whispers.
As I walked back to my own office with the documents, I overheard a male associate gossiping about us. He said, "I've told you. Ms. DeLuca is too strong-willed. What man likes that? Adriana is delicate and lovable."
His colleague noticed me and nudged him. Both of them bowed their heads, eyes dropping the way men in this life dropped their eyes when they realized they had spoken too freely.
I kept walking and returned to my office.
I strongly disagreed with being called "strong-willed." At work, my assertiveness reflected my abilities. I could manage these young associates and handle difficult clients — the restaurateurs who laundered without asking questions, the contractors who billed twice and kept quiet. In my personal life, if I were truly strong-willed, I wouldn't have let Dominic treat me this way.
I picked up the resignation letter on my desk and a plastic bag before heading to the Don's office.
Before I even knocked, I heard Adriana's soft sobs through the heavy door.
I pushed it open without hesitation and found Adriana leaning against Dominic, who was gently wiping her tears. A glass of wine sat on the desk beside her, untouched, and in the fraction of a second before they separated I saw it — the tip of one manicured fingernail pressed into the stem of the glass, pressed hard enough that I could almost hear the crystal sing.
They quickly separated, and even Dominic forgot to reprimand me for not knocking.
"Bianca, I…" Adriana stammered, unable to finish her sentence.
Dominic asked her to leave first, afraid I might upset her.
She bit her lip and moved toward the door, every step a performance of wounded grace.
As she passed me, I handed her the plastic bag.
I said, "Ms. Bellini, next time you go to someone else's house, don't be so careless."
Adriana blushed and stuttered, "Thank you, Bianca. I'll be more careful."
Then she rushed out of the office.
Next time?
It was a blatant provocation. Yet people called her pure and innocent. Men really didn't understand women.
Chapter 5
"Bianca…"
The name left his mouth like a concession, low and careful, the way a man speaks when he knows the next wrong syllable could cost him something he hasn't calculated yet. Dominic Falcone stood in the doorway of the private office above the social club, one hand still resting on Adriana Bellini's shoulder, and watched me with eyes that measured everything and understood nothing.
Seeing that I hadn't made things difficult for Adriana, he seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. His jaw loosened by a fraction, and his hand fell from her shoulder as if the gesture had never happened. Behind him the club's muffled bass pulsed through the floorboards like a second heartbeat, and somewhere below, two of his soldiers leaned against the bar pretending they hadn't heard every word that had passed through the thin walls. Adriana slipped past me without looking back, her heels clicking a quick retreat down the corridor, and the door to the back stairwell sighed shut after her.
Dominic turned his attention to me fully now. He was about to explain his previous actions. I could see it gathering in the set of his mouth, the careful rehearsal behind his eyes, the way he squared his shoulders as though preparing testimony for a sit-down he hadn't expected to face tonight. But I wasn't interested in listening. I reached into the inside pocket of my coat and withdrew the single folded page I had carried against my ribs all evening, the paper still warm from my body, and I set it on the desk between us before he could form the first excuse.
I said, "I've considered what you said about me leaving the Family's front operations. I'll do as you suggested."
The room went quiet in a way that had nothing to do with soundproofing. Even the bass below seemed to pull back, as though the building itself was holding its breath. Dominic picked up the letter. His signet ring caught a sliver of lamplight as his fingers unfolded the page, and I watched his eyes track the lines of my handwriting with a bewilderment he would never have permitted anyone else to witness. The ring on his right hand turned once beneath his thumb, a slow rotation that told me he was displeased but had not yet decided with whom.
Last week, he had indeed raised the idea of my departure. Not in those words, of course. Dominic never issued an order he wanted to be seen giving. He had framed it as rest, as a kindness, as concern for the pregnancy he acknowledged only in the abstract. I had been emotional. We'd had a brutal argument in this very room, voices low because soldiers stood on the other side of the door and Omertà governed even domestic grief in this world. I had told him that even if we formalized our arrangement, even with a child on the way, I would never walk away from the books I had kept clean for eight years, the laundering channels I had built with my own hands, the fronts whose ledgers bore my invisible fingerprints in every column. He had listened with the patience of a man accustomed to outlasting resistance, and then he had said nothing more, because Dominic Falcone did not repeat himself.
Yet here I was, giving up so quickly.
For some reason, he felt uneasy. The ring on his hand went still. He hesitated to sign the letter, and the hesitation itself was a kind of violence, because Dominic did not hesitate. He decided, he acted, he moved the world a quarter-turn and let other men stumble to keep up. But his pen hovered over the signature line as though the ink itself were trying to warn him.
"Are you sure about this?" he asked.
I nodded without hesitation. My thumb found the inside of my wrist beneath my sleeve, pressing once against the pulse there, steadying myself against the tremor that wanted to climb from my chest into my hands. I held his gaze and let him see nothing but calm.
In the past, I had only wanted to stand by his side, so I'd stayed in his operation for eight years, securing countless arrangements for him. I was the one who had restructured the laundering channels when the Feds tightened surveillance on the ports. I was the one who had walked into a room full of hostile accountants and turned three failing fronts into legitimate profit centers that washed more cash than his father's entire network had moved in a decade. I had done it quietly, without rank or title, because in this world a woman's contribution was a ghost that kept the machine running while men took credit for the engine.
But as the Family became more stable, he had wanted to push me out to make Adriana feel more comfortable, calling it a way for me to rest at home. Rest. As though the woman who balanced his books and kept the Feds blind was someone who needed rest.
I knew all this, which was why I had refused to leave.
But now, I didn't care anymore. Leaving here, I would embrace a wider world. The thought moved through me like cold water, bracing and final.
Dominic signed the letter. His hand moved with the same deliberate authority he used to sign everything, as though even surrender were a command. He held it out to me, but when I reached for the page, his fingers didn't release.
I looked at him with a puzzled expression, and only then did he let go. The paper slid free between us like a treaty whose terms neither side had fully accepted.
He asked, "Did you come to the club just to get me to sign this?"
I replied, "Yes."
The man who ran the Family's administrative front hadn't dared accept my letter of departure on his own. He had insisted that Dominic had to authorize it first, that no one walked away from an arrangement this close to the Don without his explicit word. And so I had come here, to the room above the club that smelled of Turkish tobacco and old leather and the faint mineral edge of the safe built into the wall behind the bookcase, and I had done what needed doing.
I submitted the letter to the front manager's office the next morning. He was a cautious man, small and precise, who kept the social club's legitimate payroll immaculate and never asked questions about the second set of books. When he saw Dominic's signature slashed across the bottom of the page, his face went slack.
He looked at me with sympathy, the kind that lived below the surface in this world, never spoken aloud because pity was a currency that could get a man killed.
"Did the Don cut ties with you?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Before I could respond, Dominic appeared behind me. He moved the way he always moved, without announcement, the air shifting a half-second before he arrived as though the room was rearranging itself around his presence. The front manager stiffened. Two associates at the far end of the corridor suddenly found reasons to study the floor.
Dominic said, unhappily, "Cut ties? She's just going home to rest."
The front manager immediately shrank back, smiling awkwardly, his hands folding in front of him in a gesture that was half deference, half self-preservation.
"Wait for me tonight. We'll leave together," Dominic told me. His voice carried no warmth, only instruction, the same tone he used to dispatch soldiers to the docks. Then he walked away, and the corridor exhaled.
The front manager relaxed and patted his chest. He said, "The Don is always so unpredictable. But it's good that you didn't separate. After all, you've been together for eight years. It's not worth it over a minor courier."
I smiled but didn't respond, only saying that I would treat him to dinner in a couple of days. My thumb traced the inside of my wrist once more beneath the edge of my sleeve, a pulse-check only I could feel.
It seemed that in everyone's minds, spending eight years meant there had to be a result to justify that time. Eight years beside a man like Dominic Falcone, eight years inside the silence of Omertà, eight years of loyalty rendered invisible by the very discretion that made it valuable.
But they all forgot that if it was not the right person, even eight more years would just be a waste of time. Cutting losses in time was human nature.
That night, I waited at my desk in the back office until ten o'clock. The club had emptied below. The cleaning crew moved through the main floor in near silence, and the only sound that reached me was the occasional clink of glasses being stacked and the low murmur of the last soldier checking the locks on the front doors. Dominic didn't come.
Instead, I received a notification on my phone: a wire through the house account, the shared tribute ledger he and I had maintained since the early days when he'd wanted a symbol of permanence between us.
The amount was 1,314,520.
In the past, I would also send him these numbers as gifts, small encoded intimacies that belonged to no language but ours. He would either decline the transfer or return it, telling me, "Bianca, we're not kids anymore." The words had stung each time, a quiet dismissal of the tenderness I kept offering him like coins pressed into a saint's cup.
But on the night he forgot about me, he had sent Adriana 1,314,520. Through our account. Through the ledger that bore my name beside his.
Doing that with another woman seemed to make him feel young again.
I opened the message thread with Dominic and sent a single question mark. It sat on the screen like an accusation neither of us could take back.
Soon, he wired the same amount to my personal account, with a note: Wrong recipient.
That was fine.
I opened the banking app and canceled the house account. Dominic and I were not the kind of people who needed a shared tribute ledger. When I had first asked for it, I just wanted to bind us together, to create one thread of domesticity in a life governed by hierarchy and silence and the constant, grinding machinery of the Family's operations. I just didn't expect this kind of mistake to happen. Or perhaps it was not a mistake at all, only the first honest thing the ledger had ever shown me.