Chapter 2

I lit the candle, letting the stillness of the room settle around me. Its flame burned small and steady, a soft white glow, so composed compared to my shaking hands as I placed it beside the tiny blue socks we had bought just a month ago. Soft cotton, the color of the sky, picked out by Dante himself. He had said he wanted our son to grow up brave.

I sank to my knees before the little altar I had made for our baby, pressing my eyes shut.

"I'm sorry," I whispered, my voice trembling. "I should have protected you… I should have seen them for what they really are. I'm sorry you never got to meet this world… maybe it's a mercy in the end."

I stayed there, motionless, letting grief wash over me, minutes or maybe hours slipping by without notice. When I finally rose, the resolve was there. It was time to take the next step. Time to move forward.

I started with the nursery. Every folded onesie, pacifier, and soft animal blanket, the fragments of dreams I thought we'd build, went into boxes. Alongside them went Dante's gifts: anniversary necklaces, journals, even the framed photo from our honeymoon on the Amalfi Coast, the one where he whispered, "You're my everything."

Lies. All of it.

I carried the boxes outside to the stone fire pit behind the estate, lit a match, and watched flames devour our past. Ash spiraled into the wind like vanishing ghosts. The compound walls rose dark beyond the garden, and a soldier on perimeter duty glanced my way from the gatehouse but said nothing. No one questioned the Don's wife when she burned things. As the heat kissed my face, my mind wandered back to the first time I met Dante, five years ago, the night I learned I was the rightful blood heir to the Benedetti Family. My world had shattered in a single breath. Yet there he was: calm, warm, persuasive. My family called it fate. He was the eldest son of the Russo syndicate, a perfect match for the alliance.

And me? Foolish, hopelessly in love at first sight. He made me feel… seen.

But love from a man like Dante came with a price: conditions, expectations, manipulation, and, ultimately, betrayal.

When the fire had died to glowing embers, I returned inside to clean, still performing the role of a perfect wife. I opened his closet to arrange his things, then something caught my eye: a box hidden behind his jackets. Curious, I pulled it out. It was heavier than I expected.

Inside, my heart froze.

A photo album. Prenup photos. Dante. And Adriana.

Each glossy image was a knife twisting in my chest. Adriana in a white gown. Dante in a black tuxedo. She smiled at him like she had his heart, and he held her as if he had already abandoned me. The dates were recent, just days before the accident. My mouth went dry. My legs wobbled. But I didn't scream. Didn't cry. I closed the box and carried it outside. I had already mourned enough.

Returning inside, the smell of garlic and butter hit me. Adriana stood at the stove, flipping shrimp like she belonged there. My parents, Viola and Carlo, sat at the dining table. Dante arranged wine glasses, smiling like everything was perfect.

I froze at the doorway.

Adriana turned and beamed. "Just in time. I made shrimp pasta. One of Dante's favorites… and Mamma's too."

We all sat. Steam rose from the plate in front of me, parsley scattered atop it. I stared.

"What now?" my mother snapped, impatient. "You're not eating?"

"I… I'm not hungry," I murmured.

She waved a hand, frustrated. "Always difficult. Can't you at least appreciate your sister's effort?" Beneath the table, I could feel her displeasure radiating the same way it did during sit-downs when someone spoke out of turn. Viola Benedetti did not tolerate disruption to the appearance of unity, not at her table.

Adriana tilted her head gently. The tip of her tongue touched the edge of her canine for just a heartbeat. "It's fine. She doesn't have to eat if she doesn't want to."

"She should," Dante interjected smoothly. "Adriana went through the trouble. Don't be rude, Bianca. It's not always about you."

Not always about me?

I bit my lip, sharp. They didn't know, or maybe they did and chose to forget. I was allergic to shrimp. Hospitalized once at the neutral-ground clinic on Mulberry, a full-blown anaphylactic shock. Yet no one remembered. No one asked. Not Dante. Not my mother. No one cared, because Adriana had made it. And because I was expected to comply. Omertà did not only mean silence about Family business. In this house, it meant silence about everything.

"Fine," I said, swallowing my pride along with a bite of pasta.

It only took seconds.

My throat tightened as if wrapped in iron, my chest pressed in from all sides. I struggled for air, grasping the edge of the table, fingers trembling, lungs gasping.

"What now?" Viola snapped, her voice sharp and impatient. "The food isn't good enough for you?"

"She's doing this on purpose," Dante said smoothly, swirling his wine. His black signet ring caught the candlelight as his thumb turned it once. "If you didn't like it, Bianca, you could've just said so."

I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.

The room began to blur, shadows and spots spinning at the corners of my vision. Breathing became impossible. I was drowning in the very air around me. Somewhere far away, the clink of silverware continued, undisturbed, as if nothing at that table had changed at all.

Then darkness claimed me.

Chapter 3

The sharp, sterile scent of antiseptic was the first thing that hit me when I opened my eyes in the clinic room.

Then came the steady beep. Soft, unyielding, a reminder that I was still breathing.

I blinked at the ceiling, trying to piece together how I had ended up here, until the bitter taste of shrimp returned to my mouth and memory crashed over me: the dinner table, their laughter, my body betraying me.

I let out a slow, shaky breath and turned toward the window. Sunlight streamed in, warm and golden. The blinds were the cheap kind, the sort they kept in the neutral-ground clinics where no one asks your last name and the front desk knows better than to write one down.

I was utterly alone.

Ignoring the slight tug of the IV in my hand, I pushed myself upright and reached for my phone. The screen lit up with notifications. None from Dante. None from Adriana. None from my parents.

I opened social media. There it was.

A story from Adriana's feed, now gone, but etched in my mind. The image of them at a private showing in some invitation-only auction house: laughing, glowing, perfectly staged. My parents beside them. Dante's hand casually resting on her lower back.

The caption: "Celebrating life with those who matter."

A jagged laugh escaped me. So that was it. While I nearly died, they sipped champagne beneath chandeliers in a room where men laundered fortunes through gilt frames. Well, perhaps it was partly my fault for eating the shrimp. I had hoped this incident might finally make them notice me. I was wrong. I would never belong, not really, even as the true daughter. The true blood heir of the Benedetti house, and still not worth a single phone call.

I dropped my phone onto the bed. No flowers. No cards. No fruit basket.

When I asked the nurse if anyone had come by, she shook her head, apologetic. "No visitors so far, ma'am."

Even now, after all the revelations about the switched lives, the heartbreak, the truth, they still loved Adriana more. Always. She wore the Benedetti name like it had always been hers, and maybe that was the only thing that mattered to them. Not blood. Not birthright. The performance of it.

And me? I had given them everything: my love, my body, my baby, my name, my future. And in return? Disregard. Disrespect. Contempt.

But I was done.

That afternoon, a message from my lawyer arrived:

Lawyer: Divorce finalized. Official documents on the way.

The word sat wrong in my mouth. Divorce. As if what Dante and I had was a marriage and not a political arrangement sealed over a handshake between bosses. The dissolution of an alliance. Nothing more.

Then Gia's message came, as ever my lifeline:

Gia: Everything's ready. Disappear? Or marry a stranger and make your own headlines? I can arrange either.

Me: Anything. Anyone. Just get me out of here.

I signed my discharge forms and walked out of the clinic with nothing but my coat and silence. The air outside hit harder than expected, a reminder: there was nothing left for me here. No warmth. No family. No love.

Back at the estate, I gathered a few things before vanishing for good. No one noticed. The house buzzed with preparations for the Benedetti annual gala, the kind of church fundraiser and society front that kept the Family's name in the right columns and the wrong questions out of polite conversation. Guests. Lights. Champagne. Adriana, in her element, orchestrating florists and string quartets as though she ruled it all. And in this house, she did.

She turned, offering me a smile that never reached her eyes. "Oh, you're back. Bianca... I didn't mean for you to get sick."

My mother glanced up from her planner. "She just wants attention. And if she knew she was allergic, why eat it? Useless bitch."

I lowered my gaze. Pain flared, but I swallowed it, refusing to let it consume me. Viola Benedetti could cut deeper than any soldier with a blade, and she never even raised her voice. She just smoothed the edge of her linen napkin flat with the heel of her palm and moved on, as if I were a stain she'd already decided to ignore.

Then my mother threw a clipboard at me. "Since you're here, help finish the arrangements. And if anything goes wrong, it's on you."

Of course. Always me.

I worked through the night. Every seating chart, every floral centerpiece, every call to caterers who didn't ask questions and vendors who invoiced through shell accounts. I ate little. Slept less. But I endured. Because I had a plan. Just a few more days.

During a brief pause, I passed the hall and caught Dante and Adriana whispering near the grand piano. His hand brushed her cheek. She giggled. They leaned too close.

When I walked by, he spun his black signet ring once with his thumb and offered that same old line:

"She's just my friend, Bianca. Always has been. Even before you came along, it was supposed to be us."

His words made it clear: I was the intruder. The mistake. The wrong name written into a blood pact that should have bound him to her from the start.

I said nothing.

Later, in the guest room, exhaustion finally pulled at me, but sleep refused to come. Faint sounds drifted from down the hall. Soft moans, muffled gasps. Adriana's room. The headboard creaked. Then I recognized Dante's voice, low, intimate, familiar.

I crept toward the hallway and froze outside her half-open door.

Through the narrow gap, I saw them: bodies tangled, slick with sweat, sheets wrapped around them like silk. Her laugh. His groan.

Without a sound, I turned and walked back to my room, heart heavy, stomach twisting. I pressed my thumbnail against the crescent of dried paint beneath it until the small pain was the only thing I could feel.

Chapter 4

It was the last day before the gala. One more day of pretending. One more day of smiling through emptiness.

I wrapped a scarf around my hair, pulled on my coat, and made my way to the main hall to double-check the placement cards. The estate was quiet at that hour, the soldiers on morning rotation still finishing coffee in the gatehouse, the hallway smelling faintly of floor polish and cold stone. That's when the door creaked open behind me.

Adriana. Her smile was different—too sharp, too polished, like glass reflecting light. No audience this time. No parents. No Dante. Just us. And when it was just us, Adriana's sweetness disappeared entirely.

She stepped inside as if the room belonged to her. "Up early, huh?" she said, voice dripping with mock cheer. "Still playing the perfect little worker bee? How admirable of you."

I didn't answer. I didn't need to. I knew who she was when no one was watching.

It wasn't new. I remembered her breaking my favorite porcelain doll and screaming that I had pushed her into the cabinet. I got grounded; she got a new dress. I remembered sneaking cookies because of her and taking the blame when we were caught while she walked away praised for her honesty.

Even as we grew older, she whispered cruel truths disguised as jokes:

"Dante only married you for the alliance."

"You'll always be second-best, Bianca. Doesn't matter whose blood runs in your veins."

It never ended. No one ever believed me when I spoke up. I was always the liar. The ungrateful one. The burden.

Maybe leaving the couple who had raised me with care—the ones who kissed my bruises and tucked me in—was a mistake. But they were gone now.

I had hoped coming to my real family would mean belonging somewhere. I was wrong.

Adriana crossed her arms, leaning against the doorway. "I need you to do something," she said, crisp and commanding. "Don't go to the gala tomorrow."

I blinked. "Excuse me?"

"You heard me," she said, stepping closer and pulling an envelope from her coat. "Ticket's in here. One-way. To a quiet place outside the city. A whole week. You like peace, don't you?"

She placed the envelope on my dresser like it was an offering. "You don't need to ruin the gala. Stay away from Dante while you're at it. You're not right for him, Bianca. Never were."

There it was. Her true voice. Cold. Entitled. Cruel.

The tip of her tongue touched the edge of her canine, just briefly, before she added softly: "I know what you saw. It doesn't matter. You're still married… for now. But it's only a matter of time."

I studied her, really studied her, and for the first time, I didn't flinch. I didn't bend.

"You don't need to worry," I said, calm and steady. "After tomorrow, you'll never have to see me again."

Her eyes flickered. "Good."

I walked out without another word.

That night, I sank into a long bath, lavender steam fogging the mirror, my mind, my thoughts. Exhaustion wasn't from the work or preparations—it was from pretending, from silencing myself. Somewhere below the window, I could hear the low murmur of the evening crew changing shifts at the compound gate, boots on gravel, a radio crackling once and going quiet.

When I stepped out, robe around me, hair towel-dried, the door slammed open.

My mother appeared, fury in every motion. She hurled something at me—a gown. Beaded, emerald green.

"What the hell is this?" she snapped. Then she tossed a delicate velvet box, which hit the floor and spilled its contents: a broken gold chain, emerald pendant shattered.

I stared. "Is… is this yours?"

She crossed her arms. "Adriana said she saw you near my room. Did you do this?"

"I… I didn't," I whispered, still frozen on the broken emerald.

"Liar," she hissed. "Adriana saw you. You've always envied what isn't yours. And now you destroy it?"

"I didn't—" My voice caught. "I swear, I didn't touch it."

That was all it took.

A sharp crack echoed through the room. My head jerked.

She had slapped me. Hard.

The sting spread across my cheek, ears ringing—not from the pain, but from her words.

"I should've left you with the peasants who raised you!" she shrieked. "You think you're one of us? You never will be. I regret claiming you as my daughter. Adriana is my only child."

I froze, her words settling like stone in my chest. The Benedetti name, the bloodline everyone in this world killed and married and bled to protect. And she had just told me I was outside of it. In this house, that wasn't rejection. It was exile.

She stormed out, slamming the door behind her.

I stood there, trembling, the box still in my hands, heartbeat thudding like a drum.

A soft knock came.

Adriana stepped inside. "Are you okay?" she asked, reaching for me.

I recoiled, instinctively, but she drew closer, her false warmth brushing against my arm.

"You know," she whispered, her voice coated in sisterly sweetness, "maybe she's right. No one really loves you. You're just… extra."

Her words cut deeper than any slap.

Something inside me broke.

I shoved her.

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