My mother is an extreme matchmaker.

As soon as I graduated from college, she kept arranging various blind dates for me.

She said that getting married and having children is a woman's destiny. If I don't get married, she will have to keep her head down when she visits relatives, and even after death, she will not have the face to see her ancestors.

She also said that if I don't get married again within a year, she will sever the mother daughter relationship with me.

I got married as she wished.

Two years later, at my mother's 50th birthday banquet, someone took me home.

She asked me if my married life is happy? My eyes were lifeless, I nodded obediently.

Until she saw me covered in bloodstains and scars, and learned that I was subjected to domestic violence every day. My husband made countless men climb onto my bed for money!

She regretted going crazy.

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After marrying Lin Muye for two years, my mother celebrated her 50th birthday with a grand feast.

She called her uncle to pick me up and bring me home.

"Shen Zhinian, when we meet with your family, don't speak recklessly, otherwise I'll peel your skin. Do you understand?"

The threatening aura in Lin Muye's words suffocated me.

I dare not look up and nod in fear.

Lin Muye slapped me hard and knocked me to the ground.

"I'm asking you a question! You're mute, aren't you?!"

I knelt down and spoke trembling, "I understand."

Two years ago, when I went on a blind date with Lin Muye, he was well dressed and elegant, which was well liked by my family.

After marriage, Lin Muye completely exposed his true nature.

He will get angry over some small things and speak ill of me.

Will get into a fight with me because of work difficulties.

I will suddenly smash a wine bottle on my head while eating because the food is not to my taste.

He is unpredictable and irritable, like a time bomb.

After being tormented by him for two years, I have completely lost my temper.

I am now like a tamed slave.

Gentle and well behaved.

Half an hour later, my uncle arrived.

"Uncle... Hello Uncle."

As soon as I saw my uncle, I respectfully greeted him.

Uncle Mu Lu was surprised and said, "I haven't seen you for two years, I've become quite sensible."

After speaking, he looked at Lin Muye with satisfaction and said, "Muye, it seems that you taught your wife well!"

Lin Muye raised his lips slightly and said proudly, "It should be."

On the way home, when my uncle asked me anything, I answered cautiously.

I was extremely anxious throughout the entire conversation, afraid of saying the wrong thing.

In order to return to my mother's house this time, Lin Muye has been beating me up for several consecutive days.

The purpose is to warn me not to speak recklessly.

I have already been tamed by him, how dare I have any disobedience.

When I returned home, what I saw was a banquet full of joy and laughter in the courtyard.

Relatives gathered together happily.

My mother, sitting in the main seat, is dignified and elegant, chatting and laughing with family and friends.

The atmosphere is lively and joyful.

Seeing me, my mother's face changed and she stood up and walked towards me, frowning and complaining, "Nian Nian, why have you lost so much weight? Are you picky about food again?"

In the past two years, besides physically assaulting me, Lin Muye often made me starve for several days as punishment. To this day, I have become extremely thin.

But I dare not tell the truth.

"I... lose weight."

I weakly respond.

My mother looked at me helplessly and then said gently to Lin Muye, "Muye, my daughter has been pampered since she was young, and she is particularly good at tinkering. You have been working hard for the past two years."

Lin Muye smiled indifferently and politely said, "Mom, whatever you say, we are all family. I should take care of Nian Nian. I like her no matter what."

Upon hearing Lin Muye's words, my mother nodded with relief.

"Seeing Mu Ye's love for you so much, Mom feels at ease. Look at you, you used to be reluctant to get married, but now when you get married, you won't go home for two years. Isn't married life too happy and sweet to be willing to go back to your parents' house?"

My mother teased me with a smile.

I nodded cautiously and said, "Hmm."

I dare not say one more word besides obediently agreeing.

"It's good if you realize the benefits of marriage. Mom is old and can't be with you forever. The reason why I urged you to get married was because I hoped someone could accompany and take care of you when you were sick and tired. Now that you have married the right person, the stone in Mom's heart can finally land."

My mother speaks with great care and emotion.

After listening, I couldn't help feeling sour in my heart.

I feel like crying.

But I dare not cry.

I could only endure the pain and lower my head, saying, "Thank you, thank you Mom."

My mother looked at me deeply and said with relief, "It's different when we think about getting married. We're much more obedient and sensible than before."

Other relatives also looked at me one after another, nodding and praising, "Yes, I still remember thinking lively like a monkey before, but it was so noisy."

"That's right, look at Nian Nian now, gentle and quiet, looking like a virtuous wife."

"This is the benefit of getting married to the right person. It must be because Makino is too kind to Nian Nian, that Nian Nian has changed so much!"

My uncle couldn't help but take credit and said, "Their marriage was arranged by me. When I first saw Makino, I thought he was very outstanding. Now it seems that I really saw the right person."

Everyone praises Lin Muye with every word you say.

Lin Muye smiled and accepted them one by one.

And I remained silent, just burying my head lower.

After chatting, my mother pulled me to the seat.

When I was sitting down, my clothes accidentally rubbed off the wine glass on the table.

With a loud bang, the glass shattered instantly.

The crisp and piercing sound completely shattered the string that had been tense in my heart.

I am like a frightened bird, quickly kneeling on the ground, subconsciously seeking mercy in fear:

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!"

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I suddenly knelt down and begged for mercy, which made my mother and all my relatives dumbfounded.

"Nian Nian..."

My mother frowned slightly, calling out my name in disbelief, and then helped me up.

"Nian Nian, being sensible is good, but you may be a bit too polite. You just broke a cup, and no one will blame you. Why do you kneel down?"

I lowered my head and stood up trembling, afraid to speak for a while.

Because when I was at home with Lin Muye before, whether it was washing dishes or cleaning, whenever I made any noise, he would beat me up.

Once when he was sleeping, I just gently flipped over and he thought I had disturbed him.

Without saying a word, he dragged me out of bed and pressed me to the ground, hitting me so hard that my nose bone was broken and my nose was bleeding all over the ground before he stopped.

So later on, a slightly louder voice could trigger a stress response and make me very anxious.

Realizing that I had just lost my composure, I became even more fearful and couldn't help but secretly glance at Lin Muye beside me.

At this moment, his expression was noticeably gloomy, but due to the large number of people, he could only pretend to be calm and say, "Nian Nian hasn't seen you for too long, it's a bit awkward."

Upon hearing this, my uncle smiled and said, "That's not your fault. You're not willing to go home even though you've been doting on me."

Everyone started teasing us again, and the atmosphere became lively again.

Everyone put down the little episode just now and started celebrating my mother's birthday.

I also swallowed the bitterness in my throat and silently cooperated with everyone.

After drinking and eating, my mother pulled me and said with a mysterious smile, "Nian Nian, come with me to the room. I have something for you."

I nodded and stood up numbly.

Lin Muye, on the other hand, threw a very threatening look at me when people were not paying attention.

I know he's warning me.

I buried my head in fear and followed my mother into the room with trepidation.

As soon as she entered the room, my mother closed the door and gossiped, "How about a happy married life?"

I nodded obediently, my eyes lifeless, and didn't say anything.

My mother smiled with satisfaction and took out a beautifully packaged women's clothing from her wardrobe.

"This is the dress that my mother specifically bought for you. Please take off the clothes and try them out to see if they fit well."

"Take off, take off your clothes?"

My face turned pale, and I spoke hesitantly.

My mother glanced at me and said, "Why, are you still embarrassed with your mother?"

As she spoke, my mother naturally reached out to help me undress.

At the moment she tugged at my clothes with both hands.

In my mind, countless nauseating images flashed uncontrollably.

I immediately resisted and said, "No, no!"

Two years of marriage with Lin Muye.

Besides suffering from domestic violence, I also have to endure various torments from unfamiliar men.

Because Lin Muye has developed a gambling addiction.

He has a tendency to gamble, and the more he gambles, the greater it gets, and soon he becomes heavily indebted.

Until a group of people came to collect the debt with fierce spirits, Lin Muye turned his gaze to me.

He pointed at me as if he had found a life-saving straw and said to the debt collector, "I don't have money. You can play with her any way you want, just treat it as debt repayment!"

Looking at the greedy gaze of that person, I felt like falling into an ice cave.

I wanted to escape, but Lin Muye slapped me and locked me and the person inside the house.

That day, I was tormented by him from day to night.

My throat is hoarse, my face is swollen from being beaten, and my body is covered in bite marks and bruises.

I lay in bed with scars, staring blankly at the ceiling, but unable to shed a single tear.

At that moment, I felt like a rag thrown into the sewer.

Stinky and disgusting.

Since then, Lin Muye seems to have found a way to make money, bringing back unfamiliar men every day.

I have been ravaged for a long time, and my body and mind have become particularly sensitive, especially resistant to people touching me and taking off my clothes.

Faced with my mother's movements, I instinctively felt scared and let out a scream.

My mother didn't notice anything was wrong and instead said in silence, "You're Mom's daughter. Why are you so shy? Why are you so resistant?"

As she spoke, she reached out to me again.

But the more she did this, the more anxious I became. I fiercely resisted and said, "No, no, don't touch me..."

I, who was calm as usual in the previous moment, suddenly seems to have lost my sanity and is struggling with my hands waving wildly.

Clack!

As I struggled fiercely, the urine bag hanging on my body suddenly fell to the ground.

My mother stared at the ground in disbelief and widened her eyes, "What's going on here? How could you have this thing hanging on you?"