Chapter 1

The frost in my veins was finally melting. For eight years, I had been trapped in the dark, suspended in experimental cryogenic stasis to halt a terminal disease that was eating me alive. I had willingly surrendered to the ice, trusting that my dormant wolf would heal, and trusting that my fated mate would be waiting for me when I woke up.

My inner wolf stirred for the first time in nearly a decade. She stretched lazily in the back of my mind, but her first instinct wasn't to check our healing body. It was a desperate, primal yearning. *Mate,* she whimpered, pacing wildly. *We need our mate.*

The heavy metal door of the pack hospital room hissed open. My heart hammered against my ribs, and I pushed myself up against the sterile white pillows.

Vincent stepped into the room. He was just as breathtaking as the day I went under, though his jaw was sharper, his shoulders broader. He radiated the overwhelming, intoxicating scent of rain and pine that always made my knees weak. I opened my mouth to call out to him, tears of sheer relief welling in my eyes.

But he didn't rush to my bedside. He didn't pull me into his arms. He just stood there, his face an unreadable mask of cold indifference.

Then, someone stepped out from behind his massive frame.

My breath caught in my throat. It was Amber, the daughter of our former pack Omega housekeeper. Her hand slid possessively up Vincent’s chest, her fingers curling into his shirt. But what made the blood freeze in my veins all over again was the heavy, silver-and-sapphire necklace resting against her collarbone. It was my ancestral Luna jewelry. The necklace Vincent had clasped around my neck on our wedding night.

"Vincent?" my voice cracked, raw and unused. I stared at him, begging for an explanation. "What is she doing here? Why is she wearing my necklace?"

Vincent’s jaw tightened, but he didn't answer.

Panic clawed at my chest. I needed an anchor. I needed the one piece of my soul that was pure. "Where is Colter?" I begged, my voice trembling. "Please, Vincent. I want to see my son. He was just a newborn... I need to see my baby."

Vincent gave a sharp nod to the hallway. A young boy stepped tentatively into the doorway.

He was eight years old. He had Vincent's dark, unruly hair and the same stubborn tilt to his chin. My heart swelled with an agonizing amount of love. I pushed the thin hospital blanket aside, ignoring how weak and shaky my legs felt.

"Colter," I breathed, holding my trembling arms out to him. "My sweet boy. Come here. Come to Mommy."

Colter’s eyes went wide with terror. He didn't run to me. Instead, he scrambled backward, violently shrinking away from my outstretched hands. He darted behind Amber, grabbing handfuls of her dress and burying his face in her side.

"Colter?" I whispered, the sound breaking into a sob.

"Mom, who is she?" Colter cried out, his little voice muffled against Amber’s waist. "Make her go away! Her scent is wrong. It smells like ice and medicine!"

"Hush, sweet pup," Amber cooed, running her hand through my son's hair. She looked at me, her eyes flashing with a sickening, triumphant gleam. "Mommy is right here. I won't let the scary lady hurt you."

"You're my only real mom, Amber," Colter sobbed, refusing to even look at me.

The words hit me like physical blows. My own flesh and blood. The baby I had sung to in the womb, the child I had gone into the ice to survive for, was looking at me like I was a monster.

"No," I gasped, fresh tears spilling down my cheeks. "No, Colter, I'm your mother!"

I tried to step forward, desperately reaching out through the fated mate bond to Vincent, begging him silently to fix this. I expected to feel the warm, comforting rush of our souls connecting. Instead, I hit a wall of jagged, impenetrable ice. The bond was frayed, neglected, and bleeding.

"Vincent, tell him!" I pleaded, looking at the man I loved. "Tell him who I am!"

"Enough!" Vincent roared.

He didn't just raise his voice; he unleashed his Alpha tone. The room instantly filled with his crushing, domineering aura. The sheer weight of his Alpha power slammed into my weakened body like a freight train. My dormant, fragile wolf whimpered in terror as my knees buckled. I collapsed onto the cold linoleum floor, gasping for air under the suffocating pressure of his command.

I looked up at my fated mate from the floor, my vision blurring with tears.

"You have been gone for eight years, Elora," Vincent sneered, looking down at me as if I were nothing more than a rogue trespassing on his land. "The Blood Moon Pack needed a Luna. My son needed a mother. Amber stepped up when you abandoned us for that freezing tube."

"I did it to survive!" I cried out, my throat burning. "I did it for you! For us!"

"And we moved on," he said coldly, his voice vibrating with absolute authority. "By my right as Alpha, I officially strip you of the Luna title. You are nothing but a ghost in this pack. You will pack your things and move to the Omega quarters immediately. Amber is the true Luna now."

He turned his back on me, scooping my son into his arms, and walked out the door with Amber trailing closely behind. She paused just long enough to glance back at me, a wicked smirk playing on her lips, before the heavy metal door clicked shut, leaving me entirely alone in the freezing ashes of my broken life.

Chapter 2

My knees ached against the cold, hard tiles of the pack house kitchen. Just yesterday, in my mind at least, I was the revered Luna of the Blood Moon Pack. Today, I was a ghost shoved into an ill-fitting, scratchy Omega’s uniform, scrubbing grout until my knuckles bled. My inner wolf whined, scratching weakly at the back of my mind. The eight years of experimental ice still clung to my bones, making every movement stiff and agonizing.

"Oh, Elora," a sickeningly sweet voice cooed from above.

I looked up, pushing a stray strand of hair out of my eyes. Amber stood over me. She was wearing my favorite silk robe—the one Vincent had bought for me in Milan—and a pristine, lacy apron that was clearly just a prop for her little charade. In her hands, she held a massive, cast-iron pot of boiling beef stew.

Before I could even blink, she tilted her wrists.

The scalding stew cascaded onto the freshly scrubbed floor, splashing heavily against my shins. I bit back a scream as the boiling liquid burned my skin, a stark, agonizing contrast to the lingering frost in my veins.

"Oh my goodness, I am so clumsy!" Amber gasped, pressing a manicured hand to her chest. But her eyes, staring down at me, were cold, calculating, and viciously victorious. Several pack members in the adjoining dining room turned their heads, their whispers buzzing like angry hornets.

Amber sighed loudly, her voice dripping with fake, theatrical pity. "Elora, I know you've been asleep for a very long time, and your brain is a little... slow. But you really need to watch where you're going. You're just so incompetent. Clean this up before Alpha Vincent sees what a mess you've made of his kitchen."

I swallowed the lump of utter humiliation burning in my throat. I didn't argue. I couldn't. I just grabbed my soaking rag and began to wipe up the greasy, scalding mess, my tears mixing with the spilled broth.

Later that afternoon, my burned skin bandaged with scraps of old cloth, I saw my chance. Colter was walking down the main hallway alone, dragging his fingertips along the oak wainscoting. My heart hammered wildly against my ribs. I reached into my apron pocket and pulled out the small, soft blue-and-silver blanket I had hand-knit for him while I was pregnant. It was the only thing I had left of the boy I loved more than life itself.

"Colter?" I whispered, stepping tentatively out of the shadows.

He froze, his dark eyes widening. "What do you want?" he snapped. He tried to sound brave and authoritative, mimicking his father, but he just sounded like a scared pup.

"I just wanted to give you this," I said softly, holding out the folded yarn. My hands trembled. "I made it for you. Before I had to go away into the ice. I never wanted to leave you, sweetheart. I fought to wake up just for you."

He stared at the blanket. A flicker of hesitation crossed his young face, his inner wolf perhaps recognizing the faint, fading scent of his true mother. For a split second, I saw my little boy.

"Colter! Get away from her!"

Amber’s voice sliced through the quiet hallway like a silver blade. She rushed forward, grabbing Colter by the shoulders and pulling him behind her as if I were a rabid beast. "Don't touch my son," she hissed, her eyes flashing with venom.

"It's just a blanket," I pleaded, my voice breaking. "Please."

Amber looked down at Colter, her lower lip trembling in a flawless performance of maternal distress. "Colter, she's trying to trick you. She abandoned you because she didn't love you enough to stay awake. I'm the one who stayed up with you when you had fevers. I am your mother."

Colter's hesitation vanished, instantly replaced by a fierce, misguided anger. He stepped around Amber and snatched the blue blanket from my hands.

"I don't want your stupid trash!" he yelled, his voice echoing off the walls.

With a sharp, violent tug, he ripped the delicate, aged yarn. The physical sound of the threads snapping echoed in my ears. The stitches I had painstakingly woven with love and hope unraveled instantly. He threw the torn, ruined pieces right at my feet and turned his back on me.

A choked sob escaped my lips. I dropped to my knees, gathering the frayed yarn to my chest as if I could somehow put it back together. Down the hall, a shadow shifted. It was Eleanor, the Former Luna, Vincent’s mother. She stood frozen by the grand staircase, her hand covering her mouth, her eyes wide with silent, devastating horror at what her grandson had just done. But she didn't step forward. She just looked at me with profound, helpless grief before slipping away.

I retreated to the damp, drafty Omega quarters, clutching the ruined blanket. My heart was completely shattered, my mate bond a bleeding, agonizing wound in my chest. But I severely underestimated Amber. My mere existence was a threat to the stolen crown on her head, and humiliation wasn't enough for her. She wanted me gone. Permanently.

Hours later, as dusk settled over the pack house, frantic shouts erupted from the courtyard. The heavy, metallic scent of panic and fresh blood flooded the air. I rushed out of the servant's door, following the chaos toward the edge of the woods.

Pack warriors were gathered frantically near the tree line, their flashlights cutting through the gathering dark. Alpha Vincent pushed through the crowd, his crushing aura suffocating everyone in his path, his face pale and twisted with absolute terror.

"Where is she?" he roared, his Alpha tone making my knees buckle.

I pushed my way to the front and froze. There, caught on the jagged thorns of the bordering bushes, was a piece of Amber's silk dress. Below it, a massive, horrifying pool of dark crimson blood stained the fresh snow.

A trail of blood and dragged footprints led straight into the dark, forbidden trees—feral Rogue territory.

"She's been taken," Beta Marcus announced grimly, sniffing the air. "Rogue scent. Heavy. They dragged her into the dead zone."

I stared at the perfectly placed torn fabric and the excessive, theatrical amount of blood. It was too perfect. Too neatly staged. A cold, absolute dread settled in the pit of my stomach. Amber hadn't just humiliated me today. She had orchestrated a fake kidnapping to drag the pack into the deadliest part of the forest, framing it as a mortal peril. And as Vincent’s wild, desperate eyes slowly turned to lock onto mine, I knew, with sickening certainty, exactly who was going to be used as bait to get her back.

Chapter 3

I was still on the cold floor of the drafty Omega quarters, clutching the torn pieces of Colter’s baby blanket to my chest, when the heavy wooden door was kicked open. The rusted hinges screamed in protest.

Vincent stood in the doorway. His massive chest heaved, and his eyes were wild, bloodshot pools of panic. The intoxicating scent of rain and pine that usually surrounded him was completely choked out by the sour, metallic stench of his fear.

"Get up," he snarled.

I shrank back against the freezing stone wall, my fragile bones aching. "Vincent, please—"

"Shut up!" he roared.

His Alpha aura flooded the tiny room, heavy and suffocating. The sheer pressure of it slammed into my chest, stealing the air from my lungs. He didn't offer a hand. He lunged forward, his fingers wrapping around my frail bicep like a vice, and dragged me to my feet.

"They took her," he breathed, his voice trembling with a rage that wasn't meant for me. "The rogues took Amber into the Dead Zone. And you are going to help me get her back."

I stared at him, my mind struggling to process the absolute cruelty of his words. "You want to use me as bait?" I whispered, my voice cracking. "Vincent, I just woke up. I'm sick. I can't survive out there!"

"They want a Luna. I’ll give them one," he said coldly, his grip tightening until I whimpered. "Amber is the mother of my child. I will not lose her."

"I am your mate!" I cried out, fighting weakly against his iron hold. "I am Colter's mother!"

Vincent’s eyes darkened into pitch-black voids. He didn't see me. He only saw an obstacle. "I command you to walk into the Dead Zone and draw them out."

He dropped his voice into the terrifying, vibrating register of the Alpha command. It wasn't a request. It was a supernatural compulsion. My body instantly betrayed me. My spine snapped straight, and my legs began to move against my will, compelled by the absolute, crushing power of his rank. Tears streamed down my face as my own feet marched me out of the pack house and toward the jagged tree line.

The winter wind bit through my thin, scratchy Omega uniform. The snow soaked through my shoes, awakening the lingering, painful frost of the cryogenic stasis in my veins. Behind me, the pack warriors stopped at the border. Vincent stayed with them, hidden in the shadows, leaving me completely exposed in the freezing dark.

I stumbled deeper into the feral woods. The trees twisted like skeletal fingers against the moonless sky. Inside my mind, my fragile wolf whimpered, pacing wildly. *Danger. Mate betrayed us. Danger.*

A heavy branch snapped to my left.

I froze. From the shadows of a rotting oak tree, a massive, heavily scarred wolf stepped into the clearing. It didn't attack. Instead, it shifted, bones cracking and rearranging until a tall, rugged man stood before me in the freezing mud. He reeked of rotting meat and wet earth.

Silas. The ruthless leader of the feral rogues.

He didn't look like a man running from an Alpha's wrath. He looked incredibly amused.

"Well, well," Silas purred, circling me with slow, predatory steps. "The legendary Luna Elora. Or should I say, the disposable bait."

I backed away, my heart hammering a frantic rhythm against my ribs. "Where is she?" I rasped, my breath pluming in the freezing air.

Silas threw his head back and laughed. The sound was dry and wicked. "Amber? Oh, she's perfectly safe back at the edge of the woods. She paid me handsomely for this little theatrical performance."

He stopped pacing, his yellow eyes locking onto mine with malicious glee. "She wanted to see if your mighty Alpha would actually trade his fated mate's life for an Omega's daughter. And look at that. He marched you right into the slaughterhouse without a second thought."

The words tore through my chest, sharper than any claw. Vincent knew I was weak. He knew I was his fated mate. Yet he willingly threw me to the wolves for a woman who had orchestrated the entire lie.

"Time to finish the job," Silas sneered. He took a step back and pulled a small, metallic canister from his coat pocket.

My eyes widened in pure terror. "No—"

Silas tossed it at my feet and pressed a detonator.

The world erupted in blinding, scorching white light. The shockwave slammed into my chest, lifting me off my feet and throwing me backward through the air. But it wasn't just fire and concussive force.

It was silver.

A dense cloud of burning silver dust and jagged shrapnel ripped through my skin. I hit the frozen ground with a sickening crunch. Agony, pure and concentrated, flooded my veins. The silver poisoning burned like liquid acid, melting through my flesh and diving straight into my soul.

Inside my mind, my wolf let out one final, blood-curdling scream.

I felt the exact, devastating moment she shattered. The bright, warm presence that had lived inside me since I was a teenager splintered into a million pieces, retreating into a suffocating, bottomless dark. She was gone.

Then, the pack mind-link—the constant, comforting hum of hundreds of voices that connected me to my home—snapped like a dry twig. The silence that rushed in was deafening. I was entirely severed.

I opened my mouth to scream, to beg for help, to cry out to the Moon Goddess for mercy.

Nothing came out.

My throat convulsed, tearing with the effort, but there was no sound. The sheer psychological terror and the catastrophic physical shock seized my vocal cords, locking them in a cage of absolute silence. I gasped, clawing at my own throat, but the silence remained unbroken.

I was wolfless. I was packless. And as the darkness finally pulled me into its freezing embrace, I realized I had lost my voice, too.

After Eight Years, My Mate Chose Her

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