Chapter 3
I stared at the note in my hands long after the ink blurred with the heat of my skin.
“You looked beautiful tonight. But next time, don’t run. — K”
Run? As if I hadn’t spent a year running from the hollow space he left behind. As if showing up, breaking me open, and then gifting me a dress I once designed and he rejected—wasn’t just another power play wrapped in sentiment.
I dropped the envelope like it burned and backed away from it. But sleep never came. I couldn’t and damn it!
THE city swallowed me whole as I walked aimlessly through its midnight veins. My heels clicked against the sidewalk, muffled by wind and the weight of everything unsaid. I passed closed storefronts and flickering neon signs. The cold sliced through my coat, but I welcomed it. The sting reminded me I was still here. Still me.
Kade’s voice kept echoing in my skull.
"Come back."
Like it was that easy. Like he hadn’t disappeared first. Like he hadn’t left me bleeding on our bathroom floor, clutching nothing but grief and a silent phone.
And then Julian, who watched the wreckage like it was art. Smug, unreadable. All charm and strategy. I wasn’t a trophy. I wasn’t a weapon. And I sure as hell wasn’t a pawn in their war.
BY THE time I stumbled into my loft, it was nearly 1 a.m. I tossed my keys onto the counter with more force than necessary, kicked off my heels, and stood there in silence. The city lights bled through the tall windows. I poured myself a glass of wine, but it tasted like regret.
My phone buzzed.
KADE: You left. We weren’t done.
I didn’t reply. Ten seconds later:
KADE: He’s using you.
I stared at the screen. My pulse roared in my ears.
So were you, I wanted to scream. You used my silence. My love. My grief. You used my stillness as permission to disappear. But I didn’t text that. Instead, I shut my phone off, grabbed my sketchpad, and forced myself to draw. To create. To remember who the hell I was before they tried to reduce me into someone else’s aftermath. But the pencil wouldn’t move.
Every line blurred into memory. Not of Julian. Not of Kade. But Leo.
His laughter. His tiny fingers curled around mine. The way he’d giggle in his sleep. The day he whispered, “Live for you, Lina. Don’t forget yourself.”
God, I missed him. And somehow, in all this chaos, it felt like I was losing him again.
I WALKED into Westmark’s office the next morning before the sun even finished rising. My head pounded. My chest ached.
Julian was already there—of course—lounging on the studio couch like he was born into the furniture.
“Coffee’s still hot,” he said, lifting a second cup.
I ignored it. “You set me up.”
He didn’t flinch. “I made you visible.”
“No,” I snapped. “You ambushed me. You orchestrated that dinner. You knew he’d be there.”
He sipped his coffee, unbothered. “And you looked stunning, by the way. The dress worked.”
I glared at him. “You don’t get to play hero when you’re the one starting the fire.”
Julian stood, slow and deliberate. “Look, Alina. I didn’t hire you because I wanted a pretty face. I hired you because you’re smart. Dangerous, even. But don’t kid yourself—this industry worships chaos. You walked through fire and didn’t burn. That’s power. Headlines follow you now.”
“And you think I’m your scandal mascot?”
“No,” he said, stepping closer. “I think you’re the wildcard. And the only thing Kade Rivers never saw coming.”
I took a step back, suddenly aware of how close he stood. How deliberate everything about him was. His words. His charm. Even his silence.
“I’m not yours,” I whispered.
“But you could be,” he murmured, gaze dropping to my lips.
The air between us pulsed. I hated that part of me couldn’t decide if it was fear I felt—or temptation.
THE press went nuclear the next day.
“Alina Cruz Caught Between Billionaires: Former Wife Sparks Industry War.”
My inbox overflowed. Designers I hadn’t spoken to in years wanted collaborations. My Instagram following tripled overnight. Influencers were already calling me the Fashion Phoenix. But all I wanted was quiet. Then came the package.
It arrived mid-afternoon—black wrapping, silver ribbon. No name. No note. Inside was a dress. Scarlet silk. Hand-stitched. Backless. My design.
One I’d started months ago and abandoned. Too raw. Too bold. Kade had once dismissed it, said it was “too loud to be elegant.” But the fabric in front of me was perfect. Every seam knew my hands. The stitching was intimate. Familiar. Only one person knew the pattern by heart. It's Kade. Was it an apology? A taunt? Or a challenge?
THAT night, I stood in my loft, staring at the dress like it might answer every question. It didn’t. But it reminded me of one truth. I was done letting men define me. Not Kade with his silence. Not Julian with his schemes. If they wanted a war, fine. But this time, I’d be the one drawing the lines.
THE next morning, I scheduled my first solo runway show. My collection. My terms. When the press asked what inspired the line, I didn’t flinch. I smiled, smooth and sharp.
“Redemption,” I said.
But behind the curtain, I was still bleeding. And I wasn’t sure if I wanted to heal—or let them feel every cut I’d ever swallowed.
Chapter 4
I should’ve thrown the letter away. I should’ve burned the photo, torn it in half, flushed it—anything but what I actually did. I kept it. Tucked it inside the drawer beneath my lingerie, like a secret I wasn’t ready to admit, let alone let go of.
What did that say about me?
That even after everything—after the betrayal, the silence, the ghosting—I still clung to Kade in the smallest, most dangerous ways?
I hated myself for it.
“Earth to Alina.”
Julian snapped his fingers in front of me, and I blinked.
We were in the middle of a photoshoot for a new campaign—a luxury fashion house collaboration. Models flitted around in thousand-dollar gowns, the creative team fussed over lighting, and yet here I was, standing in the middle of the chaos, miles away in my head.
“Sorry,” I muttered, rubbing my temple. “Didn’t sleep well.”
Julian raised a brow. “Nightmares? Or just haunted by the past?”
I flinched. He noticed.
“Right,” he said softly. “It was him again, wasn’t it?”
I didn’t answer. I didn’t need to.
Julian’s jaw tightened. “Look, Alina. I’m not here to play second fiddle to your ex. Either you’re with me, or you’re still his.”
I shot him a glare. “You don’t get to pressure me, Julian. You knew what this was.”
He leaned in, voice low but sharp. “Yeah, and I also know what it could be. But you won’t let go of him. And maybe you never will.”
“Is that what this is about?” I asked, folding my arms. “Your ego?”
“No,” he said coldly. “It’s about self-respect.”
And then he walked away.
BY THE time I got home, my head was pounding.
I tossed my bag on the couch, kicked off my heels, and collapsed into the cushions like a broken marionette. It was only Wednesday, but I felt like I’d survived a war.
And then—Buzz.
My phone vibrated across the glass coffee table. An unknown number. But I already knew. It's Kade.
Kade:“I need to see you. Now.”
Kade: “Don’t ignore this. It’s important.”
Kade: “I’m outside.”
I jumped to my feet, heart in my throat. I yanked the curtains aside and froze. There he was. Leaning against his matte black Aston Martin, hands in his pockets like he had every right to be here, like he hadn’t disappeared from my life for a year and waltzed back in with a cryptic note and a photograph.
I didn’t move. But he didn’t leave either. So I opened the door.
“What the hell are you doing here?”
He looked me over slowly, like he hadn’t seen me in years. “You look tired.”
“Thanks,” I snapped. “You still look like a ghost that won’t go away.”
“That’s because I don’t plan to.”
I stared at him, stunned. “Excuse me?”
He stepped inside without permission, the scent of his cologne—dark and expensive—clinging to the air between us.
“Is this how you show up now?” I asked. “Uninvited, unannounced, unwelcome?”
“I wouldn’t be here if I had a choice.”
“You always had a choice, Kade. You just didn’t choose me.”
He turned to face me, eyes burning. “That’s not true.”
“Then prove it.”
Silence. Then… “You’re in danger.”
I blinked. “What?”
He stepped closer. “Julian isn’t who he says he is. He’s using you. Tracking you.”
“Stop,” I said, backing away. “This is pathetic, even for you.”
“I’m serious. He’s involved in some shady dealings—dirty investments, offshore accounts. He got close to you for leverage.”
I laughed. “So let me guess—you’re my savior now? After ghosting me for a year? You think you can barge back in and play the hero?”
“I have proof,” he said quietly. “I wouldn’t come here otherwise.”
“You’re lying.”
He reached into his coat and pulled out a small USB stick.
“Plug it in. See for yourself.”
I stared at it like it was a ticking bomb.
“I’m not doing this,” I whispered.
“You need to know the truth, Alina. Even if it hurts.”
I clenched my fists. “Where was this version of you when I was screaming for answers? When I lost my brother? My best friend Leo? When I lost myself? You left me to drown and now you think a USB can undo all of that?”
“I couldn’t face you,” he said, voice cracking. “I blamed myself.”
“You should,” I spat. “Because I waited for you. I begged for you. And you chose silence.”
He nodded slowly, eyes rimmed red. “And I regret it every day.”
I looked at the USB in his hand. My stomach twisted.
“Why now?” I asked.
He hesitated. “Because I think someone’s trying to destroy you.”
I STARED at the stick long after he left.
His words echoed in my mind, wrapping around me like vines. Was Julian really playing me? Or was Kade manipulating me with paranoia and guilt? I paced the room, debating. Then finally—I plugged it in.
The files were heavily encrypted. But I knew someone who could open them.
“ARE you insane?” Trixie hissed, eyes wide.
She was my best friend and also the most paranoid tech genius I knew. If I wanted answers, she was the one to dig them up.
“You brought this to me without even scanning it for malware first? What if this nuked your whole system?”
“I didn’t know where else to go,” I whispered.
She sighed. “Okay, fine. Let me see what I can pull.”
Twenty minutes later, her eyes were glued to the screen.
And then—She froze.
“Alina... you might want to sit down.”
My stomach dropped. “What did you find?”
She turned the laptop toward me. Bank statements. Shell companies. Wire transfers to Julian’s name from a company flagged for money laundering.
“Jesus,” I whispered.
And then—an audio file.
I clicked play.
Julian’s voice. Calm. Chilling.
“I don’t care if she finds out eventually. The point is, she gets me into the firm, and I’ll bleed them from the inside out. Alina Cruz is just another stepping stone. Pretty. Smart. Disposable.”
My chest cracked wide open. I couldn’t breathe. He used me. Everything. The late-night talks. The dates. The quiet smiles. All of it—calculated. Kade had been telling the truth. And I hated that more than anything. Because it meant I was still too blind where he was concerned. Too easily fooled. Too easily broken.
I sat in silence, the weight of it all crushing down.
Trixie touched my arm gently. “You okay?”
I nodded. But I wasn’t. Not even close.
LATER that night, I walked back to my apartment with my fingers shaking.
I pulled out my phone and texted Kade.
Alina: “We need to talk. Tomorrow. My place.”
Three dots appeared instantly.
Kade: “I’ll be there.”
And then, as I unlocked my door, another message popped up. But not from Kade. From Julian.
Julian: “Dinner tomorrow. Just you and me. No excuses.”
I stared at the screen. Two men. One betrayed me in the past. One betrayed me in the present. But only one of them was still lying.
Chapter 5
I shouldn’t have said yes. Yet here I am—seated across from Julian in the most exclusive restaurant in the city, a smile plastered on my face, my stomach churning like a storm.
The lights are dim, the music soft, and the air smells like aged wine and scandal. He raises his glass in a toast, and I follow suit, pretending not to notice the possessive gleam in his eyes.
"To us," he says smoothly.
To hell, I want to say. Instead, I clink my glass gently and sip.
“So,” Julian begins, leaning back casually. “I’ve noticed a shift in you lately. Less fire. Less fight. What changed?”
You tried to ruin me. I cross my legs and rest my hands in my lap to hide the trembling. “I’m just exhausted. Work’s been insane.”
He studies me for a moment too long, and I know he doesn’t buy it.
"You’ve been seeing him again, haven’t you?” His voice drops low. “Kade."
I nearly choke on my wine.
“What?” I laugh, but it sounds brittle. “Julian, seriously? You’re jealous of a ghost?”
His smile doesn’t reach his eyes. “He’s not a ghost, Alina. He’s a cockroach. Always crawling back at the worst times.”
I grit my teeth. “Kade has nothing to do with me anymore.”
Lie. And he knows it. Julian’s fingers tap against the tablecloth. “I warned you before. Loyalty matters. You were doing so well... but now, I wonder.”
The waiter arrives, breaking the tension with a silver tray of filet mignon and overpriced truffle risotto. But I’ve lost my appetite.
I pick at my food while Julian talks about acquisitions and political favors, but all I hear are sirens in my head. He knows. Or at least suspects. And that means I have less time than I thought. I excuse myself to the restroom and slip my phone from my clutch, fingers shaking.
Me: He knows. He’s on edge. I’ll stall.
Kade: Get out of there now.
Me: Too late. He’s watching. If I move too fast, he’ll know.
No reply. I wash my face with cold water and look at my reflection. I see fear. But under that? Rage. I walk back to the table calmer, rehearsed, a mask firmly in place.
Julian smiles like he’s already won. “Feeling better?”
I nod. “Much.”
He leans forward. “You know, I was thinking… how funny life is. First I lose Leo, and now I see the same thing happening with you.”
The mention of Leo—my best friend, his stepbrother—hits me like a gut punch. I flinch. That was deliberate. He sees it. He enjoys it.
Julian lowers his voice. “Don’t forget who gave you everything, Alina. That law firm you manage under my stepbrother’s name, the position you have in the fashion industry, that clout. Your future. I can take it all back.”
There it is. The threat. Naked and unapologetic.
And yet I still smile. “Noted.”
He grins and reaches across the table to touch my hand, but I pull away casually.
“My driver will take you home,” he says. “Wouldn’t want anything to happen to you.”
The implication sinks into my spine like ice.
I force another smile. “So thoughtful of you.”
BACK at my apartment, I triple-check the locks before pacing the living room. I’m still shaking when I hear the knock. Three soft raps. It's Kade. I open the door, and he slides in without a word, pulling me into him.
“I told you not to go,” he mutters against my hair.
“And I told you I could handle him.”
“You were lying. I saw your hands.”
I push away. “I got what we needed. He’s desperate. And angry. Which means we’re close.”
Kade drags his hand through his hair. “He mentioned Leo, didn’t he?”
My throat tightens. I nod.
He slams his fist into the wall. “Bastard’s playing dirty now. He always blamed me for Leo’s death.”
“Was he wrong?” I whisper before I can stop myself.
Kade freezes. His eyes narrow. “You think I killed him?”
“No—” I shake my head quickly. “I just—”
“You still don’t know what really happened that night.”
“Then tell me!” I shout. “Because all I remember is you disappearing right after the funeral, leaving me and Leo’s family to clean up the mess!”
He turns his back to me, breathing hard. “I tried to save him, Alina. But he wouldn’t listen. He made a deal with someone powerful… and when it all went south, Julian offered him a way out. Leo refused. I didn’t.”
That silences me.
“I thought protecting Leo meant walking away,” Kade says. “But I was wrong. And Julian made me pay for it. Just like he’s making you pay now.”
I drop onto the couch, my knees weak. “Why didn’t you ever tell me?”
“Would you have believed me?”
I don’t answer.
Kade kneels in front of me. “I know I don’t deserve your trust. But I’m here now. And I’m not running again.”
We stay like that for a moment, the tension melting into something heavier—something harder to define. His hand brushes mine. I don’t pull away.
Then his phone buzzes. He stands, reading the message. His face goes pale.
“What is it?” I ask, alarmed.
“They’ve got Trixie.”
My blood runs cold.
“She followed a lead—on Julian’s secret account, the one funding everything. Someone must’ve been tailing her. The message says if we want her alive… we have to give up the files.”
A pause.
“And me.”