Chapter 2

Six months had passed and it changed everything.

I walked into the Grand Sorelle Gala in a black velvet dress that hugged my body like a second skin. My hair was swept back in soft waves, skin glowing, heels sharp enough to kill. Gone was the girl who signed her freedom away in silence. In her place stood a woman who'd fought her way through grief and betrayal and stitched herself back together with ambition.

People stared. Whispers followed me like perfume. And I loved it.

Leo was in remission. My capsule collection had sold out within weeks. Julian Maddox called me his "secret weapon" at every press conference—though I made it very clear I wasn't anyone’s pawn.

And tonight, I was here to prove one thing that Alina Cruz was not someone you could toss aside. But my face squirmed in shock when I saw Kade at the entrance. And I wasn't supposed to see him again. Not like this.

Not with Julian beside me, his hand lingering on my lower back like he’d branded me. Not at a restaurant that practically screamed opulence—crystal chandeliers, white marble floors, and patrons who knew the weight of old money in silence, not noise.

And definitely not when I looked this good. It almost felt like a twisted cosmic joke.

My hand froze on the wine glass the moment Kade stepped through the door. His entrance sucked the air right out of the room—just like it used to. He always had that effect. That lethal mix of cold authority and effortless charm. He didn't have to try, he just was tall. Sharp-jawed. Eyes like a winter storm. Dressed in black like he was still in mourning. And maybe he was. Maybe we both were.

The man beside me leaned closer. “You okay?” Julian's voice was smooth, unreadable, but I felt it—the shift. He’d noticed the tension, even if he didn’t know its name yet.

“Peachy,” I whispered, forcing a smile.

But inside, my stomach turned. Because Kade had seen me. And he wasn’t looking away. His date said something. He didn’t hear her.

His eyes were locked on mine, and just like that—I was twenty-three again, standing in our penthouse, holding a pregnancy test with trembling fingers, waiting for a man who never came home.

I blinked and came back to myself. No. I wasn’t that girl anymore. I was Alina Cruz. Design director. Independent. Reborn from the ashes he left me in.

“You want to leave?” Julian asked, watching the way I tensed.

But I shook my head. “No. Let’s eat.”

I wasn’t going to run. Let him squirm.

EXCEPT Kade didn’t squirm. He strutted. Straight to our table. Of course he did.

“Alina,” he said, like the name still belonged on his tongue.

I looked up slowly, heart thudding behind my ribs. “Kade.”

He didn’t even glance at Julian. “Can we talk?”

Julian leaned back, lazy and amused. “She’s in the middle of dinner.”

“This won’t take long,” Kade replied coldly.

Julian raised an eyebrow but didn’t stop him. Coward. Or maybe he just wanted to watch the carnage. Kade stepped closer, dropping his voice. “Please.”

There it was—that word. That damn please that once melted every wall I’d built. I hated that part of me still ached to hear it. But I stood anyway. Julian didn’t stop me. He just watched. So I followed Kade to the hallway near the restrooms, a quiet corner with golden sconces and too much tension in the air.

“You look good,” he started.

“Don’t,” I said sharply.

“Don’t what?”

“Don’t pretend this is casual. You walked out of my life a year ago and never looked back.”

“I looked back every day,” he said, jaw tight. “You just weren’t there anymore.”

“No. I was there. You just chose not to see me.”

He ran a hand through his hair. “I didn’t know how to face you. Not after... Leo.”

I flinched at the name. It still hurts. Our baby. The one we lost.

“You disappeared, Kade. You left me to grieve alone.”

His face cracked then. Just a little. But enough.

“I lost him too.”

“No,” I said bitterly. “You lost a son. I lost everything. My baby, my husband, my future.”

He stepped closer. “And now you’re with him? Julian?”

I laughed without humor. “Why do you care?”

“Because he’s not who you think he is.”

“Oh, and you are?” I snapped. “You think you can vanish, and the moment I move on, you get to swoop in like nothing happened?”

His voice lowered. “I’m not here to fight.”

“Then what are you here for, Kade?”

His silence was answer enough.

I shook my head. “You lost the right to ask questions the day you stopped answering mine.”

I turned to leave—but then he grabbed my hand. And I froze. Because despite everything, his touch still made my bones remember.

“You’re still mine, Alina,” he said, voice rough.

I yanked my hand free, heart breaking all over again.

“No,” I whispered. “I’m not.”

I WALKED back to the table, legs trembling, vision blurry. Julian was scrolling through his phone, as if he hadn’t just watched my entire world rip itself open again. But he looked up when I sat down.

“Need a drink?” he asked. I nodded. He ordered whiskey. For both of us. For once, I didn’t argue.

THE drive back to the city was silent. Julian didn’t ask questions. And I didn’t offer explanations. But I felt his eyes flick to me every now and then—curious, calculating.

When he finally spoke, it was just one word.

“Kade.”

I looked out the window. “Yeah.”

“How long have you been married to him…”

“For one year.”

“And you left?”

I scoffed. “He left me. Emotionally first. Then physically.”

Julian was quiet for a beat. “He still loves you.”

“Love means nothing without effort.”

“That’s poetic,” he said. “But I think you’re wrong.”

I turned to him. “Why do you care?”

He gave a ghost of a smile. “Because I don’t like being someone’s rebound.”

“You’re not.”

“Then what am I, Alina?”

I didn’t have an answer.

Maybe I didn’t want to.

THAT night, I stood in front of my closet, still wearing the dress Julian picked out for me. A deep red satin. Dangerous. Dramatic. The kind of dress you wear when you want to make someone regret letting you go. And clearly—it worked. But at what cost?

I reached for the zipper to take it off, but stopped when I saw the envelope on my nightstand. No name. Just black paper and my initials in gold ink. My chest tightened as I opened it. Inside was a photo of me. Tonight.

Caught under the glow of chandelier light, staring at Kade with heartbreak etched across my face. And at the bottom, a note in handwriting I knew too well…

“You looked beautiful tonight. But next time, don’t run. — K”

I sank onto the edge of my bed, fingers trembling. Because I didn’t know what scared me more. That Kade still knew how to find me… Or that part of me wanted him to.

Chapter 3

I stared at the note in my hands long after the ink blurred with the heat of my skin.

“You looked beautiful tonight. But next time, don’t run. — K”

Run? As if I hadn’t spent a year running from the hollow space he left behind. As if showing up, breaking me open, and then gifting me a dress I once designed and he rejected—wasn’t just another power play wrapped in sentiment.

I dropped the envelope like it burned and backed away from it. But sleep never came. I couldn’t and damn it!

THE city swallowed me whole as I walked aimlessly through its midnight veins. My heels clicked against the sidewalk, muffled by wind and the weight of everything unsaid. I passed closed storefronts and flickering neon signs. The cold sliced through my coat, but I welcomed it. The sting reminded me I was still here. Still me.

Kade’s voice kept echoing in my skull.

"Come back."

Like it was that easy. Like he hadn’t disappeared first. Like he hadn’t left me bleeding on our bathroom floor, clutching nothing but grief and a silent phone.

And then Julian, who watched the wreckage like it was art. Smug, unreadable. All charm and strategy. I wasn’t a trophy. I wasn’t a weapon. And I sure as hell wasn’t a pawn in their war.

BY THE time I stumbled into my loft, it was nearly 1 a.m. I tossed my keys onto the counter with more force than necessary, kicked off my heels, and stood there in silence. The city lights bled through the tall windows. I poured myself a glass of wine, but it tasted like regret.

My phone buzzed.

KADE: You left. We weren’t done.

I didn’t reply. Ten seconds later:

KADE: He’s using you.

I stared at the screen. My pulse roared in my ears.

So were you, I wanted to scream. You used my silence. My love. My grief. You used my stillness as permission to disappear. But I didn’t text that. Instead, I shut my phone off, grabbed my sketchpad, and forced myself to draw. To create. To remember who the hell I was before they tried to reduce me into someone else’s aftermath. But the pencil wouldn’t move.

Every line blurred into memory. Not of Julian. Not of Kade. But Leo.

His laughter. His tiny fingers curled around mine. The way he’d giggle in his sleep. The day he whispered, “Live for you, Lina. Don’t forget yourself.”

God, I missed him. And somehow, in all this chaos, it felt like I was losing him again.

I WALKED into Westmark’s office the next morning before the sun even finished rising. My head pounded. My chest ached.

Julian was already there—of course—lounging on the studio couch like he was born into the furniture.

“Coffee’s still hot,” he said, lifting a second cup.

I ignored it. “You set me up.”

He didn’t flinch. “I made you visible.”

“No,” I snapped. “You ambushed me. You orchestrated that dinner. You knew he’d be there.”

He sipped his coffee, unbothered. “And you looked stunning, by the way. The dress worked.”

I glared at him. “You don’t get to play hero when you’re the one starting the fire.”

Julian stood, slow and deliberate. “Look, Alina. I didn’t hire you because I wanted a pretty face. I hired you because you’re smart. Dangerous, even. But don’t kid yourself—this industry worships chaos. You walked through fire and didn’t burn. That’s power. Headlines follow you now.”

“And you think I’m your scandal mascot?”

“No,” he said, stepping closer. “I think you’re the wildcard. And the only thing Kade Rivers never saw coming.”

I took a step back, suddenly aware of how close he stood. How deliberate everything about him was. His words. His charm. Even his silence.

“I’m not yours,” I whispered.

“But you could be,” he murmured, gaze dropping to my lips.

The air between us pulsed. I hated that part of me couldn’t decide if it was fear I felt—or temptation.

THE press went nuclear the next day.

“Alina Cruz Caught Between Billionaires: Former Wife Sparks Industry War.”

My inbox overflowed. Designers I hadn’t spoken to in years wanted collaborations. My Instagram following tripled overnight. Influencers were already calling me the Fashion Phoenix. But all I wanted was quiet. Then came the package.

It arrived mid-afternoon—black wrapping, silver ribbon. No name. No note. Inside was a dress. Scarlet silk. Hand-stitched. Backless. My design.

One I’d started months ago and abandoned. Too raw. Too bold. Kade had once dismissed it, said it was “too loud to be elegant.” But the fabric in front of me was perfect. Every seam knew my hands. The stitching was intimate. Familiar. Only one person knew the pattern by heart. It's Kade. Was it an apology? A taunt? Or a challenge?

THAT night, I stood in my loft, staring at the dress like it might answer every question. It didn’t. But it reminded me of one truth. I was done letting men define me. Not Kade with his silence. Not Julian with his schemes. If they wanted a war, fine. But this time, I’d be the one drawing the lines.

THE next morning, I scheduled my first solo runway show. My collection. My terms. When the press asked what inspired the line, I didn’t flinch. I smiled, smooth and sharp.

“Redemption,” I said.

But behind the curtain, I was still bleeding. And I wasn’t sure if I wanted to heal—or let them feel every cut I’d ever swallowed.

Chapter 4

I should’ve thrown the letter away. I should’ve burned the photo, torn it in half, flushed it—anything but what I actually did. I kept it. Tucked it inside the drawer beneath my lingerie, like a secret I wasn’t ready to admit, let alone let go of.

What did that say about me?

That even after everything—after the betrayal, the silence, the ghosting—I still clung to Kade in the smallest, most dangerous ways?

I hated myself for it.

“Earth to Alina.”

Julian snapped his fingers in front of me, and I blinked.

We were in the middle of a photoshoot for a new campaign—a luxury fashion house collaboration. Models flitted around in thousand-dollar gowns, the creative team fussed over lighting, and yet here I was, standing in the middle of the chaos, miles away in my head.

“Sorry,” I muttered, rubbing my temple. “Didn’t sleep well.”

Julian raised a brow. “Nightmares? Or just haunted by the past?”

I flinched. He noticed.

“Right,” he said softly. “It was him again, wasn’t it?”

I didn’t answer. I didn’t need to.

Julian’s jaw tightened. “Look, Alina. I’m not here to play second fiddle to your ex. Either you’re with me, or you’re still his.”

I shot him a glare. “You don’t get to pressure me, Julian. You knew what this was.”

He leaned in, voice low but sharp. “Yeah, and I also know what it could be. But you won’t let go of him. And maybe you never will.”

“Is that what this is about?” I asked, folding my arms. “Your ego?”

“No,” he said coldly. “It’s about self-respect.”

And then he walked away.

BY THE time I got home, my head was pounding.

I tossed my bag on the couch, kicked off my heels, and collapsed into the cushions like a broken marionette. It was only Wednesday, but I felt like I’d survived a war.

And then—Buzz.

My phone vibrated across the glass coffee table. An unknown number. But I already knew. It's Kade.

Kade:“I need to see you. Now.”

Kade: “Don’t ignore this. It’s important.”

Kade: “I’m outside.”

I jumped to my feet, heart in my throat. I yanked the curtains aside and froze. There he was. Leaning against his matte black Aston Martin, hands in his pockets like he had every right to be here, like he hadn’t disappeared from my life for a year and waltzed back in with a cryptic note and a photograph.

I didn’t move. But he didn’t leave either. So I opened the door.

“What the hell are you doing here?”

He looked me over slowly, like he hadn’t seen me in years. “You look tired.”

“Thanks,” I snapped. “You still look like a ghost that won’t go away.”

“That’s because I don’t plan to.”

I stared at him, stunned. “Excuse me?”

He stepped inside without permission, the scent of his cologne—dark and expensive—clinging to the air between us.

“Is this how you show up now?” I asked. “Uninvited, unannounced, unwelcome?”

“I wouldn’t be here if I had a choice.”

“You always had a choice, Kade. You just didn’t choose me.”

He turned to face me, eyes burning. “That’s not true.”

“Then prove it.”

Silence. Then… “You’re in danger.”

I blinked. “What?”

He stepped closer. “Julian isn’t who he says he is. He’s using you. Tracking you.”

“Stop,” I said, backing away. “This is pathetic, even for you.”

“I’m serious. He’s involved in some shady dealings—dirty investments, offshore accounts. He got close to you for leverage.”

I laughed. “So let me guess—you’re my savior now? After ghosting me for a year? You think you can barge back in and play the hero?”

“I have proof,” he said quietly. “I wouldn’t come here otherwise.”

“You’re lying.”

He reached into his coat and pulled out a small USB stick.

“Plug it in. See for yourself.”

I stared at it like it was a ticking bomb.

“I’m not doing this,” I whispered.

“You need to know the truth, Alina. Even if it hurts.”

I clenched my fists. “Where was this version of you when I was screaming for answers? When I lost my brother? My best friend Leo? When I lost myself? You left me to drown and now you think a USB can undo all of that?”

“I couldn’t face you,” he said, voice cracking. “I blamed myself.”

“You should,” I spat. “Because I waited for you. I begged for you. And you chose silence.”

He nodded slowly, eyes rimmed red. “And I regret it every day.”

I looked at the USB in his hand. My stomach twisted.

“Why now?” I asked.

He hesitated. “Because I think someone’s trying to destroy you.”

I STARED at the stick long after he left.

His words echoed in my mind, wrapping around me like vines. Was Julian really playing me? Or was Kade manipulating me with paranoia and guilt? I paced the room, debating. Then finally—I plugged it in.

The files were heavily encrypted. But I knew someone who could open them.

“ARE you insane?” Trixie hissed, eyes wide.

She was my best friend and also the most paranoid tech genius I knew. If I wanted answers, she was the one to dig them up.

“You brought this to me without even scanning it for malware first? What if this nuked your whole system?”

“I didn’t know where else to go,” I whispered.

She sighed. “Okay, fine. Let me see what I can pull.”

Twenty minutes later, her eyes were glued to the screen.

And then—She froze.

“Alina... you might want to sit down.”

My stomach dropped. “What did you find?”

She turned the laptop toward me. Bank statements. Shell companies. Wire transfers to Julian’s name from a company flagged for money laundering.

“Jesus,” I whispered.

And then—an audio file.

I clicked play.

Julian’s voice. Calm. Chilling.

“I don’t care if she finds out eventually. The point is, she gets me into the firm, and I’ll bleed them from the inside out. Alina Cruz is just another stepping stone. Pretty. Smart. Disposable.”

My chest cracked wide open. I couldn’t breathe. He used me. Everything. The late-night talks. The dates. The quiet smiles. All of it—calculated. Kade had been telling the truth. And I hated that more than anything. Because it meant I was still too blind where he was concerned. Too easily fooled. Too easily broken.

I sat in silence, the weight of it all crushing down.

Trixie touched my arm gently. “You okay?”

I nodded. But I wasn’t. Not even close.

LATER that night, I walked back to my apartment with my fingers shaking.

I pulled out my phone and texted Kade.

Alina: “We need to talk. Tomorrow. My place.”

Three dots appeared instantly.

Kade: “I’ll be there.”

And then, as I unlocked my door, another message popped up. But not from Kade. From Julian.

Julian: “Dinner tomorrow. Just you and me. No excuses.”

I stared at the screen. Two men. One betrayed me in the past. One betrayed me in the present. But only one of them was still lying.

After divorce, my ex keeps chasing me

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