Chapter 2
The very next day, Alessandro arrived at the Castellano estate with his arm locked around my waist, his grip possessive enough to leave bruises beneath the silk of my sleeve. The mansion loomed before us, a fortress of Sicilian limestone and iron-wrought balconies draped in wisteria that had long since stopped blooming. Inside, the grand salon had been dressed for Ginevra's homecoming. Crystal chandeliers threw fractured light across a sea of tailored suits and black dresses, and the air hung thick with Montepulciano, expensive cologne, and the quiet menace that attended every gathering of men who killed for a living.
My body stiffened the moment we crossed the threshold. I recognized faces. Associates. Capos. Men who had watched Alessandro kiss me at our wedding and then whispered behind cupped hands that the Castellano orphan had no business standing beside a Leoni. Their eyes found me now, and the familiar mockery slithered across their expressions as Alessandro pressed his lips to mine in a display that had nothing to do with affection and everything to do with territory.
"You will get along with everyone tonight, Elena." His mouth moved against my forehead, warm and threatening. "Do not embarrass me."
His gaze had already drifted past me. Ginevra was crossing the room.
"Sister!"
She stood before me like a vision carved from sin. A crimson off-shoulder gown clung to her frame, the fabric catching the light so she seemed to glow like a beautiful flame against the dark wood and darker men surrounding her. I looked plain beside her. I had always looked plain beside her. She reached for my hands and clasped them, her fingers cool and deliberate, but her eyes never settled on me. They followed Alessandro, tracking every shift of his weight, every turn of his jaw.
"Do you hate me, Elena?" Her lower lip trembled. Tears gathered at the corners of her lashes with practiced precision. "We are sisters, yet you never called me once after leaving this house. Not once in all those years."
She drew a shaking breath.
"I am sorry for monopolizing all of Papà and Mamma's love and attention. But you must understand that love cannot be forced." Her gaze cut to Alessandro, lingered there with an intensity that bordered on indecent, then returned to me. "Mamma has been ill. Her heart. Did you know that? You never came to visit, not even once. How can I mend what is broken between you and this family if you refuse to make any effort, sister?"
I opened my mouth. No words came.
"Elena does not yet understand how to honor family obligations properly." Alessandro's voice filled the silence I could not. He spoke over me, for me, as though I were a child who had forgotten her manners at the table of her betters. "When I have time, I will bring her to pay her respects to your parents and apologize as she should."
He knew. He knew every bruise, every cold silence, every locked door and skipped meal. He knew I had been raised in that house like a stray the family regretted taking in. And still he stood there, smoothing over my absence as though I were the one who owed a debt, as though my pain were an inconvenience he needed to manage.
My heart did not break. It simply sank, the way a stone sinks in black water, without sound.
I excused myself from the crowd, desperate for a breath that did not taste of perfume and pretense. The hallway leading to the restroom stretched long and dim, the marble floors polished to a mirror sheen that reflected the sconces burning low along the walls.
"Well, if it isn't my poor sister."
Ginevra's voice reached me from behind, stripped of every tremor, every tear. The softness she had worn in the salon had been discarded like a costume.
Her heels struck the marble in a slow, measured rhythm as she closed the distance between us. A glass of red wine rested in her manicured hand, and she swirled it lazily, watching the legs of the wine crawl down the crystal while her gaze traveled from my hem to my collar with open contempt.
"If I didn't know better, I would have assumed that was your Nonna's dress." A smile played at the corner of her painted mouth.
My fists clenched at my sides. Nonna Rosa. The kind old woman who had found me in that orphanage when no one else had come looking. Who had fed me, clothed me, read to me by lamplight, and loved me without condition or agenda. Who had given me everything she had until the Castellano family tracked down her address and dragged me back into this world of blood and silence.
"After throwing your little tantrum and running away from home, how does it feel?" Ginevra's lips curled. "Working as a petty waitress in some rotten old trattoria, scrubbing tables for pocket change?"
She tilted her head, and her voice dropped to something almost tender in its cruelty.
"Your old Nonna is in the hospital, isn't she? To think she exhausted every last cent raising an ingrate like you. A girl who abandoned even her own blood family."
"Shut up!" The scream tore from my throat before I could stop it. My hands shook.
I had worked without sleeping for days. Double shifts. Triple shifts. Pouring espresso and clearing plates in a desolate little restaurant at the edge of the old neighborhood until my feet bled and my vision blurred, all to pay for Nonna Rosa's medical bills. The details of her condition, the hospital, the money I owed, I had shared with exactly one person.
My husband.
Alessandro had handed Ginevra every secret I had ever whispered to him in the dark. He had armed her with the private agonies I had trusted him to protect, and she wielded them now like a stiletto pressed to the soft place beneath my ribs.
The pain of my own biological father looking at me with disappointment. Diana's cold indifference, as though I were furniture she had not ordered. Leonardo and Vittorio, the twin brothers who had hurled insults at me like stones thrown at a stray dog. None of it, none of it compared to the agony of this moment.
Alessandro had given her perfect weapons to destroy me.
"You unlucky wretch." Ginevra's voice was barely above a whisper, yet it cut deeper than any blade. "Why didn't you just die all those years ago? Why did you come back to take my place?"
"Stop it, Ginevra." My voice cracked, but I held her stare. "You already have everything you want. Just leave me alone."
She laughed. The sound was bright and careless and utterly devoid of warmth.
"Everything?" Her eyes narrowed. "You snatched Alessandro from me, and you dare say I have everything?"
She stepped closer. The scent of her perfume, something dark and floral and suffocating, filled the narrow corridor.
"Alessandro and I were always meant to be together. How dare a nobody like you even think of keeping him? You are nothing, Elena. A warm body for his bed while I was away. The kind of woman a man like him could have bought by throwing a few bills on a nightstand."
Her smile widened.
"I will have my man back. Soon."
"Ginevra!" My eyes burned with tears I refused to let fall as she cornered me against the cold stone wall.
She released the wine glass. It slipped from her fingers with deliberate grace and shattered against the marble, red spreading across the white floor like a wound that would not close.
"Tonight he will come to my place." Her voice was silk drawn over a razor's edge. "Tonight he will hold me, kiss me, and love me. Just like he always does."
My eyes widened. The air left my lungs.
"What? Are you surprised?" She tilted her head, looking down at me the way one looks at something small and broken. "Alessandro is always away on a trip the day of your wedding anniversary, isn't he?"
My stomach dropped through the floor.
How did she know that?
"All those trips were spent in your honeymoon suite in Paris." Her voice fell to a whisper, intimate and poisonous. "Only the person sharing his bed was never you." She paused, letting the silence do its work. "It was me."
"Last year. That pink satin dress he brought you as a belated anniversary gift." She leaned in until I could feel the warmth of her breath against my cheek. "Do you know who wore it first, Elena?"
A satisfied smile spread across her face.
"I made sure to let your husband enjoy every inch of me in that dress all night long before he wrapped it up for you."
Bile rose in my throat. My knees threatened to buckle, but I locked them, standing upright through sheer force of will.
"That night he was a beast." She let the word linger. "Sister, it was so damn exhilarating. The way he grabbed my hair, the things he made me do. God." She closed her eyes briefly, savoring the memory like a sip of aged wine. "He said you were too much of a prude to try anything like that. Too vanilla for his taste. That you could never satisfy him."
She laughed again, low and throaty.
"On the other hand, I fulfilled every last one of his fantasies."
The memory of that satin dress twisted inside me like a knife turned slowly in a wound. I saw it all again. Alessandro making love to me while I wore it, his hands gentle, his mouth warm against my neck. The same dress in which he had spent a savage night with Ginevra. The same fabric that had touched her skin before it ever touched mine.
I remembered how he had kissed me and told me he had never seen anyone more beautiful. How his eyes had held mine as though I were the only woman in the world. Every tender word, every soft touch, every whispered promise. All of it played behind my eyes like a reel of film burning at the edges.
I remembered cooking for him in that dress. His arms sliding around me from behind, his chest warm against my back, a melody hummed low against my ear as he tilted my chin up to kiss me.
You are my one true love, Elena.
Those were my husband's sweet words while he was openly betraying me. While the scent of another woman still clung to the gift he placed in my hands. While every vow he had ever made crumbled to ash in the silence of that corridor, surrounded by the shattered glass and spreading wine that stained the marble floor the color of blood.
Chapter 3
"I have had your husband wrapped around my fingers, Elena. All those nights you spent waiting for him, Alessandro was with me." Ginevra's voice carried the casual cruelty of someone twisting a blade already buried to the hilt. "If it weren't for the protection he so carefully used, I would have been pregnant with his child long ago. Unlike you, who is most likely barren."
"What did you say?" The words barely escaped as a whisper. Tears carved hot lines down my cheeks, each one a betrayal my body committed against my will.
"You can never give birth to a child, can you, Elena?" Ginevra stepped closer, not a single flicker of guilt disturbing the polished surface of her face. "Alessandro is fed up with your useless, barren body. Unlike a stray like you, he is the acting Boss of the Leoni Family's American operations, raised in silk and blood. How can a man like that not wish for an heir?"
She closed the remaining distance between us, her hand finding mine with the gentle pressure of a sister's affection. The gesture was obscene in its tenderness.
"Worry not, sister. When I am pregnant with Alessandro's child, you will be the first to know."
"Ginevra!" The scream tore from somewhere deep in my chest, a place I had kept locked and buried for years. Every word she spoke drove into me like a stiletto between the ribs. "You are shameless! Even after ruining my entire life, are you still not satisfied?"
I swatted her arm away, and she crumpled to the floor with a cry of pain so theatrical it would have earned applause in a Neapolitan opera house.
"Elena!" Before I could process what had transpired, the sharp report of footsteps echoed against the marble. Alessandro came rushing through the doorway, his jaw set like granite, his dark eyes already delivering their verdict.
"What the hell are you doing?" He glared at me with such concentrated resentment, such undisguised disgust, that it froze the blood in my veins. I could not move. Could not breathe.
"It's alright, Alessandro." Ginevra's voice trembled with expertly calibrated fragility. Her eyes glistened, brimming with tears that caught the chandelier light like cut crystal. "Elena was a little angry. Please don't be mad at her. I'm fine."
Alessandro's teeth ground together. A muscle leapt in his jaw.
"I am asking you, Elena. Why the fuck did you harm Ginevra?"
"I didn't." My voice was barely audible, a thread of sound lost in the vast room. I trembled from head to toe. "I never pushed her."
I felt the weight of other gazes then, penetrating and contemptuous, as Alessandro's associates appeared at the threshold. Soldiers. Capos. Men who measured a woman's worth by the name she carried and the man who claimed her. They sized me from head to toe, and I saw nothing in their eyes but disdain.
My husband knelt and gathered my sister into his arms, lifting her protectively as though shielding her from a threat. From me. The sight sent a wrenching pain through my chest so violent that my knees nearly buckled. He cradled her against him, and I stood there, hollow, watching the man I had married hold another woman the way he had never once held me.
"Let's just leave, Alessandro." Ginevra pressed her face into the lapel of his suit, her voice cracking into a miserable sob. "Elena is my little sister. She has been a little stubborn since she was young. I don't want her to be humiliated." A shuddering breath. "We shouldn't make a scene."
Alessandro's gaze swept the corridor. Several of the guests had their phones raised, the small red dots of recording lights blinking like the eyes of rats in the dark.
"Elena. Follow me. Now."
His voice carried the tone of a man accustomed to absolute obedience. The tone of a Boss issuing an order that would not be repeated.
Surprisingly, Alessandro did not take Ginevra to her sprawling suite on the second floor of the Castellano estate, the room that had once belonged to the family's trueborn daughter. Instead, he turned a corner and unlocked a door I knew too well. My previous room. Not a bedroom. A storage closet at the end of the servants' corridor, where I had slept on the bare floor through winters that turned my breath to frost. The room where no one came to check if I was alive or dead.
It served as Ginevra's overflow storage now. Garment bags hung from a rod. Shoe boxes lined the walls. The air smelled of cedar and neglect.
"Sister, the first aid kit is kept at the back. Can you bring it for me?" Ginevra's voice floated from the hallway, sweet as poisoned honey.
"Why are you being so considerate to her?" Tears burned my eyes as I stared at my husband's rigid back. He had already turned away, walking ahead without waiting for a reply. "That's the least she can do after ruining your party. I shouldn't have brought her here."
Even after knowing what Alessandro had done to me, every sinew in my body obeyed him like a marionette on strings. My legs carried me forward. My hands found the kit. My mind screamed, and still I moved.
When I entered Ginevra's suite, a room decorated with the kind of luxury that the Castellano name afforded its favored daughter, she was already resting her head against my husband's chest, sobbing with the pitiful grace of a wounded dove. The silk of his shirt darkened where her tears fell.
Upon seeing me, Alessandro separated from her, but his anger did not cool. It redirected. His hand closed around my wrist in a bruising grip, his fingers pressing into the bone until white spots bloomed across my vision.
"Elena. Massage Ginevra's feet. Now." His voice was low, controlled, and merciless. "It's your fault. Do you have any idea how much you've hurt your sister?"
Over his shoulder, Ginevra looked at me. And smiled. A small, private curl of the lips meant only for my eyes.
"I will not do it." My heart had been trampled so thoroughly that death seemed a kinder alternative.
"What did you say?"
"I will not do it."
Infuriated by my defiance, Alessandro seized my shoulders and shoved me downward. My knees struck the cold marble floor at Ginevra's feet with a crack that sent pain shooting up my thighs. I clutched my belly instinctively, curling around it, and the horror of what might have happened, what could have happened to the children growing inside me, spread through every pore of my body like ice water.
I looked up at him. The man I had married. The man whose name I carried. He stared down at me with the flat, empty gaze of someone looking at something beneath him.
"Do you even know how to behave properly for once?" His voice rose, filling the room like a verdict read before a tribunal. "How dare you tell Ginevra that she stole everything from you when you aren't able to do one single thing right? Even if you had all of this, you would still end up being unloved."
"Alessandro!" The scream ripped from my throat, raw and ragged. Tears streamed freely now, and I made no effort to stop them. My husband had ground his heel into the last fragile chamber of my heart without a flicker of guilt. If the edge of the bed had not caught my weight, I would have collapsed entirely to the floor. The thought of what that fall could have done to the lives inside me turned my fear into something primal, something animal.
"Alessandro, how can you do that?" Ginevra's voice shifted to its most devastating register, the selfless martyr. "Elena is the trueborn daughter of the Castellano bloodline, and I am just an adopted child. I took Mamma and Papà's love. Even our brothers, Leonardo and Vittorio, they avoid her like a plague because of me. It's only natural for her to be heartbroken." She pressed a hand to her chest. "It's all my fault. What if she was hurt?"
"It's because she deserves all of it."
The words fell like a guillotine. My world stopped. Sound drained from the room. I sat there on the cold floor, dumbstruck, staring at the stranger I had called my husband for years. It was the first time I truly saw the kind of man I had married.
"Sister, are you alright?" Ginevra leaned forward, extending a delicate hand. "Please get up. Alessandro was too angry, just a spur of the moment. Don't misunderstand, Elena."
"Shut up." The words burst from my throat before I could cage them. "Just shut up with your fake crying!"
The crack of Alessandro's palm across my face echoed through the silent room. The sound bounced off the marble walls and the gilded ceiling and the crystal fixtures until it seemed to come from everywhere at once. My cheek burned white-hot, but the betrayal contained in that single strike cut deeper than any physical wound ever could. Deeper than a blade. Deeper than a bullet.
I raised my fingers to the spot where his hand had landed. The skin still seared beneath my touch.
Chapter 4
Alessandro's hand still hung in the air, suspended between violence and regret, when his gaze met the shattered glass of my eyes. I stared at him through a haze of pain so raw it split the world in two. A guttural sob tore itself from the deepest vault of my chest, and I tasted copper as blood traced a slow, warm line from the corner of my mouth to my chin.
"A-Are you alright? Elena..."
He reached for my face. I flinched as though his fingers were the barrel of a loaded gun and scrambled backward, my knees scraping against the cold marble floor as I fought to stand, to put distance between his hands and the two lives sheltered inside me. Even now, after everything I had given him, his touch burned like lye poured into an open wound.
"Sister, please forgive me. It is all my fault." Ginevra's voice was a practiced tremor, the perfect pitch of manufactured guilt. She turned to Alessandro with wide, glistening eyes. "Please, apologize to Elena. Quickly."
Alessandro did not move. He stood rooted to the floor of the parlor, his jaw set like granite, watching me retreat from him the way a wounded animal retreats from the thing that broke it. Something flickered behind his eyes. Recognition, perhaps. Or merely inconvenience.
"Elena." His voice dropped into the low, measured register he used when issuing commands to his soldiers. "Listen to me. If you apologize to Ginevra, I will forget this incident. We can act as though nothing happened."
The humiliation was a living thing. It coiled around my throat and squeezed until the only air I could draw came in ragged, burning gasps. Hot tears blurred the image of my husband, the man who would soon father the two children growing beneath my ribs, standing before me with nothing on his face but irritation dressed in the thinnest veneer of guilt.
Ginevra pressed both palms to her mouth, her shoulders shaking with sobs so delicate they could have been rehearsed in front of a mirror. "Oh my God. It was never my intention to create a rift between you. I cannot believe I caused harm to my own sister."
She rose from the settee with the practiced wobble of a woman who had perfected the art of appearing fragile. Annoyance flashed across her features for the briefest instant, a crack in the porcelain mask, before she turned and hurried from the room as though she were the one who had been struck. As though she were the one bleeding.
"Ginevra, wait." Alessandro's voice sharpened. He glanced back at me, and the look he gave was not that of a husband to a wife. It was the look a capo gives a soldier who has embarrassed him in front of the wrong people.
"Elena." He straightened the cuffs of his shirt. A fleck of my blood stained the edge of his sleeve, and he did not notice. "Go home. Apply some medicine to your face. You have disappointed me beyond measure tonight, so do not expect me to return."
He spoke the way a master speaks to something owned. Then he walked out of the room after Ginevra without looking back. Not once.
Three years of devotion. Three years of sacrifice carved from my own flesh and blood, discarded in a single backhand and a handful of cold words. Alessandro had chosen my sister over me with the same ruthless efficiency he used to settle debts in the family's territory.
Even after everything that had unfolded at his birthday celebration, I had clung to one fragile belief: that even if my life was a circle of hell with no exit, at least my children would know their father's love. At least they would have his name, his protection, the weight of the Leoni bloodline shielding them from the cruelty of this world.
In that moment, standing alone in the parlor with blood drying on my chin and my knees trembling beneath me, I understood the truth with the clarity of a knife pressed to bare skin. Neither I nor the twins growing inside me had ever held a place in this house. We were ghosts haunting rooms that had never been ours.
I walked through the grand foyer of the Leoni estate, past the oil paintings of dead patriarchs and the crystal chandeliers that scattered cold light across the obsidian floors. The mansion I had once called home loomed around me like a mausoleum. Only when I reached the iron-studded front doors did I realize my phone was still inside.
I turned back.
Every step sent pain shooting through the gash in my knee, but I dragged myself through the corridor toward Ginevra's suite on the second floor. My hand was raised to knock when the sounds seeping through the gap beneath the heavy oak door stopped me as surely as a bullet.
Muffled moans. Breathless whimpers. The rhythmic creak of a bed frame against the wall.
My entire body went rigid. Ice flooded my veins, so sudden and absolute that for a moment I forgot how to breathe. Through the narrow crack where the door had not been fully closed, I saw them. Two bodies, half-undressed, tangled together on silk sheets the color of arterial blood.
"Oh, Alessandro..." Ginevra's voice was a syrupy purr between kisses, her fingers trailing down his chest to his left hand. "You should take off your wedding ring."
"No." He caught her wrist, pressed her hand flat against the mattress, and leaned down to bite the curve of her neck. "Doing what is forbidden makes it even hotter. If only Elena were half as desirable as you..."
He held the ring in place. The ring I had slipped onto his finger three years ago in a ceremony blessed by Don Enzo Leoni himself. He wore it like a trophy of conquest while he defiled everything it was supposed to mean.
My husband had not only struck me for my sister. He had used the violence as a pretext to cast me out so he could bed her in the very house where I had served him like a ghost with no name.
I stumbled backward. My spine hit the corridor wall, and I pressed my hand over my mouth to trap the scream clawing its way up my throat. My lips trembled so violently I could feel my teeth rattling against each other as Alessandro's grunts and Ginevra's theatrical cries of pleasure bled through the wood like poison through a wound.
This was the man I had once loved more than my own life.
Three years ago, when a rival family's assassination attempt had left Alessandro bleeding out on the floor of a warehouse in Red Hook, I had begged Don Enzo Leoni to use me however the family saw fit if it meant saving the man I loved. Alessandro needed a kidney donor. No one in the Family was a match. I was.
Blind with love, I had climbed onto that operating table and let them cut me open. I gave him a piece of my body so that his could go on living. Afterward, the doctors said he needed regular blood transfusions to stabilize. I rolled up my sleeve every month without hesitation, watching my blood flow through the tube and into the bag, giving him everything I had left to give.
When he finally came home, gaunt and pale and still fragile, I told myself he needed rest. He needed comfort. So I worked three shifts at Signora Mancini's trattoria, sometimes going days without sleep, pouring every dollar I earned into his recovery, into the medicines and the private nurses and the imported supplements his family could have easily afforded but chose not to provide.
Three years of memories collapsed around me like a detonated building, each floor crashing into the one below, burying me alive in the rubble of everything I had believed.
Even after surrendering my body, my blood, my youth, and my dignity, I had never been more than a servant in Alessandro Leoni's eyes. I was not even worthy of being Ginevra's substitute. I was simply nothing.
The diamond ring on my finger, engraved with Alessandro's initials in elegant script, suddenly felt like a shackle forged from white-hot iron. Bile surged into my throat. I clawed at the band with my nails, tearing at my own skin until thin lines of blood welled up around my knuckle, until the ring finally slid free with a faint, wet sound.
I could never love this man again.
Tonight I would lessen his burden. I would disappear so completely that no soldier, no informant, no network of eyes and ears spread across the five boroughs would ever find me. Like a house of mirrors struck by a single stone, my life fractured into a thousand jagged reflections, each one showing me a different version of the fool I had been.
I placed the ring on the marble-topped console beside a vase of white lilies in the corridor. The metal clinked against the stone with a sound so small and final it could have been the closing of a coffin lid.
Then I ran.
My heels struck the hardwood floors in sharp, percussive beats that echoed through the empty halls of the Leoni estate like gunshots. I did not look back.
This marriage was as broken as the heart still beating uselessly inside my chest.