Chapter 3
They say a devoted woman is no match for a persistent man. That couldn't be more true.
I said yes when he asked me out. We became a couple, and I gave him every piece of my heart.
I devoted myself entirely to him because I believed that was what a relationship was supposed to look like.
But once Conrad had me, the fire he'd carried during the chase quietly burned out.
From school uniforms to a wedding gown, we spent seven years together. He took my devotion for granted, convinced in some unshakable way that no matter what he did, I would never leave.
The truth is, I didn't find out about Alberta late. The year we were about to graduate college, I met her for the first time.
Conrad introduced her as a classmate, someone he'd known from elementary school all the way through high school.
Something about her face felt familiar, though I couldn't place it at first. It took me a while to realize the reason: she looked a little like me.
The thought crept in. Had Conrad pursued me because I resembled Alberta?
I asked him once. His answer was brief: “There's no comparison between you two.”
I took that to mean I mattered more.
Later, Conrad told me Alberta's family had moved away near the end of high school. She was back now because her parents had died in a car accident. Out of a family of three, she was the only one left.
“Albie's been through a lot. Don't be upset if I spend more time with her.”
What was I supposed to say to that? If I objected, I'd be the one without a heart.
From then on, Alberta became a regular fixture in our dates. After graduation, Conrad and I got married as planned.
A few times he let Alberta's problems interfere with our plans, but I told myself he was just helping a friend. I didn't say much about it.
But they kept getting closer, and closer, until the accident a week ago forced my eyes open. Whatever was between them was anything but simple.
Maybe I'd sensed it earlier. Maybe I'd been playing dumb on purpose, telling myself that if I just loved Conrad well enough, everything would be fine.
But Conrad was so certain I'd never leave. Being ignored by the person you love when you need them most is a kind of pain that settles into your bones.
If it hurt that much, then it was time to end it. I wasn't the kind of woman who'd stay just to suffer.
I went to the bedroom and started packing. I didn't own much. A few pieces of clothing, a few books. It took less than five minutes.
Over ninety percent of the closet was his. Many of those clothes I'd picked out for him, bought for him. Staring at all those carefully chosen pieces felt surreal, like looking at evidence from someone else's life.
Another feeling surfaced alongside it. I had poured a hundred percent of myself into him, into this home. And in the end, what had I gotten back?
One small suitcase held everything that was mine. I left the lights off and sat on the couch, waiting for Conrad to come home.
I wasn't sure he'd show up. I didn't want to confront him or hear his excuses. I just wanted to end it to his face.
While I waited, memories kept flickering through my mind. The sweet moments had outnumbered the rest, once.
But even the sweetest memories were just that now. The past.
I waited until eleven before Conrad finally walked through the door.
When he flipped on the light and saw me sitting there, there was no guilt on his face. If anything, his tone was reproachful. “You got discharged and didn't even tell me? I was going to pick you up tomorrow.”
He said it like it was nothing. Not a single word about where he'd been all week. Not a flicker of remorse for never showing up at the hospital.
I looked up at him. He was wearing the cashmere coat I'd bought him. His hair was styled without a strand out of place, and a faint smile lingered on his lips. There wasn't a trace of the exhaustion you'd expect from someone who'd been tending to a friend in need. He looked like a man who'd just come back from a date.
Chapter 4
Looking at that entitled expression on his face, I almost laughed at the absurdity of it all.
I'd been in a car accident. Bruised and broken, I lay alone in a hospital bed for a week with no one to look after me.
He'd been with his precious childhood sweetheart. Cooking for her, arranging flowers, going on dates, strolling through shops, living his best life.
And when he finally came home, there was no concern, no apology. Instead, the first thing out of his mouth was a complaint that I hadn't told him I'd been discharged.
My voice was calm. So calm it sounded foreign even to me. “There was no need. I checked myself out and got home on my own.“
Only then did Conrad notice the suitcase at my feet. His brow furrowed deeper, irritation creeping into his tone. “What's this? Where are you going?”
“Divorce.”
The word left my lips without trembling. My face was still. It didn't hurt as much as I'd imagined it would.
Conrad stared at me, then let out a short, cold laugh, as if I'd just told the most ridiculous joke he'd ever heard. “Serena, what did you just say?”
“I said I want a divorce.” I repeated it, every syllable deliberate.
Conrad walked over and crouched in front of me. He reached for my face, but I turned away. The impatience on his face deepened.
“Serena, can we stop with the theatrics? You know I've been running myself ragged taking care of Albie these past few days.”
“Once we're divorced, you can take care of her full-time.”
I cut him off without an ounce of mercy.
His expression darkened. “Serena, I'm already trying to smooth things over. I'm giving you an out here. Don't push it, because if you keep this up, you're the one who won't be able to handle the fallout.”
“Besides, we've been together for years. You really think you can walk away from me? Stop throwing a tantrum.”
“This isn't a tantrum.”
I tilted my head to dodge his hand again, cutting him off mid-sentence. My gaze met his, steady and unblinking. No anger. No self-pity. Nothing but the dead-still clarity of someone who was done.
“Conrad, I'm not going to rehash everything that came before. Let's just talk about our wedding anniversary. I was in a car accident. Blood all over my face. And when I got to the hospital, I saw you escorting Alberta to her checkup.”
“I was hospitalized for a week. You didn't show up once. Didn't call once. Didn't send a single message. But every day, there you were on her social media, cooking for her, taking her out.”
“You said I'd never leave. But this time, I'm leaving.”
Every word I spoke was measured and calm. I laid out all the things he'd taken for granted, spreading them before him one by one, like evidence on a table.
Conrad's face shifted in stages. Contempt first, then creeping shock, then panic, then anger. Through all of it, he still couldn't see that he was the problem.
“Serena, you want a divorce over something this small? Albie wasn't feeling well. I was just keeping her company. We're married. Can't you cut me some slack?”
“Small?”
That one word broke something loose. I laughed, sharp and brittle. “My car accident was small? Being stuck in a hospital bed, unable to move, needing someone by my side, that was small? Our wedding anniversary, and you spent it with your childhood sweetheart, that was small? Taking everything I gave you for granted, that was small too?”
“Then tell me, Conrad. What exactly counts as a big deal to you?”
He had nothing. His mouth opened and closed, but no rebuttal came.
He was used to my compromises. Used to me bending. Used to knowing that no matter what he did, I would forgive him.
So he was certain this was just anger, just a tantrum, and in a couple of days I'd do what I always did: bow my head first, coax him back, and swallow every last drop of hurt in silence.
“I'm not going to argue with you. You're hurt right now, your emotions are all over the place. We'll talk when you've calmed down.” He wouldn't meet my eyes. He turned toward the bedroom, all magnanimous patience, the picture of a man graciously choosing not to engage.
I stood up and caught his wrist. My grip wasn't hard, but it was steady.
“I don't need to calm down.”
“I've never been more clear-headed.”
“I'll have the divorce papers drawn up and sent to you for your signature.”
“I won't be coming back to this house.”
Conrad whipped around. For the first time, real panic flickered in his eyes. He stared at me like he was seeing a stranger.