Chapter 3
Before noon, I went back to the brownstone in Brooklyn.
Luca had bought it for us as our future home.
The whole place had been renovated to my taste. Old New York film posters in the dining room. Deep walnut built-ins in the study. A second-floor terrace with a partial view of the Manhattan Bridge. At the end of the entry hall stood the silver-framed engagement portrait we'd taken just last month, our wedding invitation still tucked into the corner of the frame.
Now every inch of it felt like a joke.
I packed the last of my things into a twenty-eight-inch suitcase. I had just dragged it to the door when the front entrance swung open from the outside.
Luca came in first, wrapped in a black cashmere overcoat with rain still clinging to his shoulders. Sophia followed behind him in a cream wool wrap, one hand resting on her flat stomach the way some women touch a crown.
The second Luca saw my suitcase, his expression darkened.
"Where are you going?"
He had barely finished the question when Sophia stepped near the hallway table and let out a tiny gasp. One of the shards from the broken picture frame had ended up near her shoe.
Luca moved on instinct and pulled her behind him.
The gesture happened so fast, without even a fraction of hesitation.
Fast enough to make one thing brutally clear: in all eight years I had loved him, I had never been the person he protected first.
I looked down. The silver frame had split open on the floor. Behind the cracked glass, the photograph of us had been severed neatly down the middle.
"Why do you care where I'm going?" I asked.
Luca studied my face like he was holding back anger. "Evelyn, I don't want to fight. The wedding is still tomorrow. So who exactly are you packing up for?"
I gave a short, disbelieving laugh.
"You're already married."
"That was a legal formality." He sounded matter-of-fact, as if he were explaining something obvious to a child. "A certificate from City Hall is not the same thing as a wedding at St. Patrick's Cathedral. Sophia needs a name on paper. You're the woman I'm bringing to the altar."
I raised my eyes to his.
"So in your mind, I should put on a wedding dress, stand in a church, and accept vows from a married man?"
"Don't say it like that." He frowned. "You know exactly what I mean."
I did.
He believed that if he wanted it badly enough, both women should stay exactly where he put them. A certificate for Sophia, a wedding for me. That way everyone kept what mattered -- except apparently me, because I wasn't entitled to anger.
When I didn't respond, he mistook my silence for surrender. His tone eased.
"As long as you're at the cathedral on time tomorrow, I'll take care of the rest. The Moretti family will give you the position you deserve."
"The position I deserve?" I repeated softly, the words sour in my mouth. "You call that dignity?"
His phone rang. He stepped aside to answer it.
Sophia took the opening and moved closer to me, triumph burning in her eyes.
"Evelyn, do you still think you can win?"
She lowered her voice, her smile sweet and poisonous.
"Do you know why Luca agreed to marry me? Because the baby I'm carrying is his."
Something cold and sharp went through me.
She watched my face and smiled wider.
"The night of your birthday? He wasn't held up at the docks. He wasn't at a business dinner. He was with me. Those scratches on his back you saw? They weren't from a cat. I left them there."
My chest constricted so hard I could barely breathe.
Of course I remembered that night.
It was my twenty-seventh birthday. I waited for him the entire evening, and he didn't come home until after midnight, smelling like whiskey, saying he'd gotten buried in work and lost track of time. The next day he dropped to one knee and proposed with the emerald ring that had once belonged to his grandmother.
I had thought it was a late apology.
Now I understood it for what it really was: guilt dressed up as devotion.
Sophia watched the color drain from my face and looked delighted.
"So do you get it now? The certificate was always going to be mine. The man was too."
Then, in one swift movement, she grabbed my wrist, yanked hard, and threw herself backward.
She hit the floor with a scream, landing in a scatter of broken glass.
Luca was beside her in seconds, his face changing all at once. "Sophia!"
Tears spilled down her face on cue. "Luca, I was only trying to explain things to Evelyn... I don't know why she shoved me..."
Luca lifted his head and looked at me.
His eyes were cold enough to cut.
"You pushed her?"
I didn't even bother to defend myself.
Because I already knew what would happen next.
He wouldn't believe me.
And he didn't.
A second later, he had already lifted Sophia into his arms. His voice was tight with anger and alarm.
"We're going to the hospital."
As he brushed past me, he looked me dead in the eye and said quietly,
"Evelyn, you've really disappointed me."
Then the front door slammed behind them.
The apartment fell silent.
There was no one left but me and the shattered remains of our wedding portrait.
I stood there staring at the blood welling over the top of my foot where the glass had sliced me.
And for the first time, I realized I wasn't crying.
Chapter 4
A sliver of glass had cut into my finger too, but I didn't stop.
By the time I threw the last broken piece into the trash, dawn had turned the sky a thin gray-blue.
New York was almost morning.
I went into the bathroom, washed the blood from my hands, and changed into the simplest black dress I owned. Then I pulled my suitcase upright and took one final look around the place I had once believed would become home.
The fireplace was cold.
The vases were empty.
Wedding invitations were scattered across the coffee table.
The ivory gloves I had bought for the ceremony were still draped over the arm of the sofa, like some relic from a life that had never really existed.
I walked over to the invitations and fed them, one by one, into the fireplace.
The flames curled up instantly. The gold lettering blackened and shrank.
Luca Moretti.
Evelyn Carter.
A few seconds later, both names were ash.
I didn't look twice.
I rolled my suitcase out the door.
At 5:20 a.m., Manhattan's sky hung low and heavy, like a slab of lead.
The driver loaded my bag into the trunk and asked where I was headed.
I looked at the streetlights coming awake one by one in the gloom and said, "JFK. Or any hotel near it."
As the car pulled away from the brownstone and the neighborhood disappeared behind me, I leaned back against the seat and watched the city recede through the window.
No phone calls. No messages. No looking back.
From that moment on, I knew it was over between Luca and me. Truly over.
At the same time, inside the VIP wing of NewYork-Presbyterian, Luca was still sitting by Sophia's hospital bed.
The doctor had said she'd been frightened badly enough to trigger warning signs, but for the moment there were no more serious complications. She clung to his sleeve and cried every time he shifted, as if the world would collapse the second he stepped away from her.
So he stayed.
He sat there all night.
Only after daylight had fully broken did the wedding cross his mind again.
His gaze shifted from the window to Sophia in the bed behind him.
Her lips were pale, her eyes swollen from crying, and she looked as if she might fall apart the second he stood up and left.
He was silent for two seconds.
Then he picked up his phone and called the cathedral.
“This is Luca Moretti,” he said coldly. “Put everything on hold. No guests are to be seated until further notice.”
There was a brief pause on the other end.
Then the staff member said carefully, “Mr. Moretti… Ms. Carter came in last night and canceled the wedding.”
His expression changed at once. “What did you say?”