Chapter 3
Such a betrayal should have shattered the room.
Instead, Valen had delivered it as if he were explaining a sensible arrangement.
I finished packing the last of my clothes just as his mother pushed open the bedroom door. Her eyes went straight to the suitcase at my feet, and for a second, satisfaction flickered across her face before she covered it with contempt.
"While you were gone, I moved Sabina into your room," she said. "The study next door has been turned into the nursery. You can sleep on the sofa tonight. If that doesn't suit you, there's a guest cottage by the back drive."
I was too exhausted to argue. The journey home, the shock, the pregnancy, the humiliation—it all sat in my body like lead.
So I only nodded.
That night, the baby cried on and off from the master bedroom. I turned on the sofa and tried to block it out until I heard Sabina's voice, thin with complaint.
"Valen, do something. He won't stop crying, and I can't sleep."
Then Valen laughed softly.
"You're the one I'm worried about," he said. "Let him cry for a minute."
The ease of it made my stomach turn.
I pulled the blanket over my head, but it did nothing. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him as he had once been—young, brilliant, relentless, with a world full of ambition and a gaze that had seemed to rest only on me.
That man was gone.
By dawn, I had my suitcase in hand and was out the door.
I went straight to the civil office that handled family status, residency records, and exit permits for connected households. With my resignation from the Varesi medical foundation and the recommendation letters from Geneva, the process moved quickly. The clerk barely looked at me as she stamped the papers.
On my way out, a young receptionist stopped me and pressed a small box of candied almonds into my hand.
"For luck," she said shyly. "And for whatever comes next."
I thanked her and left.
After dropping my suitcase at a small hotel on the edge of the city, I went out to buy fruit, protein bars, vitamins, and the supplements my doctor had recommended. As I stepped back onto the street, a cloud of sweet perfume hit me so hard my stomach lurched. I barely made it to the side of a tree before I started vomiting.
"Oh, Nerina," Sabina said behind me. "Is this your new way of showing contempt?"
I turned and found all five of them standing there—Valen, Sabina, his parents, and the baby in the stroller.
Sabina wore a diamond bracelet I had never seen before and looked nothing like a woman with one foot in the grave.
Valen frowned and stepped back as if I carried something contagious.
"Jesus, Nerina," he said. "Do you have to do that in the street?"
Then his eyes dropped to the bag in my hand, and his expression changed.
"What is all that?" he asked. "Hormones? Fertility supplements? Are you still doing this to yourself?"
His mouth tightened with disgust.
"You're obsessed with proving something, aren't you? Buying every remedy you can find and hoping it changes what your body already made clear. At some point, you have to accept reality."
I hid the bag behind me on instinct.
"It's none of your business."
"How is it not?" his mother snapped. "You couldn't give this family an heir, and you're never even around when you're needed. How exactly were you planning to compete with Sabina?"
His father snorted. "A man like Valen was never going to stay loyal to a wife who gave him nothing."
People passing on the street had started to slow down. I could feel them looking.
My hands curled so tightly my nails bit into my palms.
Sabina stepped closer with a smile that was almost playful. At her throat hung a heavy gold pendant stamped with the Varesi crest, the kind worn by the woman publicly acknowledged as mother of the heir.
Valen had given it to her.
"He's holding the heir's presentation tomorrow," she said. "A formal naming at the chapel, in front of the family and the press. You should come. As the wife, you ought to give the baby your blessing."
My head snapped toward Valen.
In the Varesi family, that ceremony was never only about the child. The head of the family stood before the altar with the woman being presented beside him, and together they named the heir and placed the family medallion in his crib. It was a public declaration, not just of fatherhood, but of legitimacy, partnership, and future.
If he stood there with Sabina, what exactly did that make me?
Valen saw the meaning land and squared his shoulders.
"What are you looking at?" he said. "Sabina gave birth to my son. She deserves to stand there."
Then his tone sharpened.
"As for you, as long as you know how to behave, you can keep the title and the appearance of place. But don't come tomorrow looking tragic, and don't try to collapse in public just to pull attention back onto yourself."
So he had thought that through already.
My public humiliation, arranged in advance.
I touched my stomach beneath my coat, and whatever last piece of feeling I had for him lifted cleanly out of me.
"Don't worry," I said.
I looked at the baby, then at Sabina, then back at Valen.
"The surprise I have for you will arrive exactly on time."
Chapter 4
Three days before I was due to leave, I got a message from the director of the private clinic. The pediatric cardiologist I had asked him to contact was in the city for one day only and was willing to examine Sabina's son.
The baby's records suggested a congenital heart defect. Subtle enough to miss at first, serious enough to become dangerous if treatment was delayed.He could see the baby on the day of the christening, if Sabina agreed.
No matter what had passed between us, the child had done nothing wrong. This one last thing, and whatever I owed the Varesis would be over.
I went to Sabina's sitting room and told her the doctor was available.
Her face darkened at once. "What is this supposed to mean?" she snapped. "You look at my baby once and suddenly decide there's something wrong with him?"
"It's not that," I said. "He specializes in congenital cardiac defects. It would only be a follow-up."
Before I could finish, she snatched the porcelain cup beside her and threw it. It shattered against the cabinet behind me.
"Easy for you to say. Do you think a doctor like that comes because you make one phone call?" Her voice sharpened. "You can't have children of your own, so now you're trying to put illness on mine? First you wanted to ruin his birth, and now you're cursing him too?"
Sabina burst into tears right on cue, clutching the baby to her chest.
The door flew open, and Valen strode in, his face dark with fury. He didn’t ask what happened. He went straight to Sabina, pulled her behind him.
"Have you lost your mind?" he said coldly. "She's barely recovered, and you're already tormenting her over the child. If you can't act with basic decency, then stay away from her."
There it was. Anything Sabina did was devotion. Anything I did, malice.
I gave a short, bitter laugh. "If you don't want to go, forget it."
I should never have tried.
The christening took place as planned.
The family chapel was filled with white flowers and candlelight, every pew crowded with relatives, associates, lawyers, and enough press to ensure the photos would circulate by morning. Above the entrance hung a portrait of Valen and Sabina with the baby between them, painted to look softer and happier than reality had ever been.
Whispers began before the ceremony.
Would the abandoned wife appear?
Would she make a scene?
Would Valen have her removed?
Inside, Valen stood at the front in a dark tailored suit, one hand resting lightly on the cradle. As the service neared its end, his eyes kept drifting to the doors.
He was waiting for me.
Waiting for jealousy, pleading, some final humiliation he could take as proof I still belonged to him.
At the appointed moment, the priest raised his voice.
"It is time for the child to be baptized and entered into the Varesi family register. Let the father and the mother of record step forward."
Sabina gathered the baby in her arms, flushed with pride, and turned toward Valen, waiting for him to place the Varesi signet medallion beside the child and sign the register with her at his side.
That was when the chapel doors opened.
A ripple moved through the room. Every head turned, eager for scandal.
But it wasn't me.
It was a courier in a dark uniform, breathing hard, one hand still on the door.
"Sorry," he said, straightening. "Urgent delivery."
He walked down the aisle under the stare of the entire room and stopped before the altar.
"Which of you is Mr. Valen Varesi?"
Valen's face darkened. "I am."
The courier held out a red document case. "This was left by Ms. Nerina Vale. She said it had to be delivered before the child was entered into the family record."
A faint laugh went through the chapel.
Valen took the case with open contempt. "Of course. She couldn't stay away entirely."
Sabina smiled behind her hand. "Even from a distance, she still wanted to be part of it. How touching."
The courier only shrugged. "She told me to say it was the most appropriate gift she could send."
A flicker of smugness crossed Valen's face as he flipped the latch open before everyone.
"At least she finally understands her place—"
The words died.
Inside lay a sealed legal packet stamped by the city registrar and the Varesi family council.
Valen pulled out the first page, unfolded it, and went still.
It was my formal withdrawal from the Varesi family registry. My resignation from the foundation. My filed petition for dissolution.
Before anyone could speak, a second document slipped free and drifted onto Sabina's dress.
Valen bent automatically to pick it up.
It was a prenatal report from a private Geneva clinic.
Patient: Nerina Vale
Gestation: 4 weeks
Fetal status: twins
All the color left his face.