Chapter 4
I was at the family law firm, confirming my college choice. My ankle was killing me, but I felt like a weight was lifted off my chest.
"Miss," the lawyer said, leafing through my application, "Camford University for computer science, really? With your grades, you'd have a better shot at Evershire College's business program."
"I'm sure," I cut in firmly.
"Girls in programming, that's a rarity," he remarked casually.
James jumped in, "That rarity is exactly why it's valuable. Harriet's got a gift, and our family could use a brain like hers."
Suddenly, I felt a lump in my throat. James was the only one who did not see me as just a marriage pawn.
After we wrapped up, he walked me to the gate. "What's your plan for the summer, Harriet?"
"Make money, save up for my first semester's expenses."
He paused, then drew a wad of cash from his jacket. "Five grand, from me to you. Pay it back when you can."
I stared at him, dumbfounded.
"Take it, and keep it from the godfather. Knowledge is power, and you need to start somewhere." He pressed the money into my hand.
As I held the envelope, my hand burned with its warmth. I realized then that a true family elite never sees women as mere commodities.
That afternoon, I limped my way to the city's biggest nightclub, ready to hustle for a job as a waitress.
The Harlow estate was a goldmine for job seekers, and I struck it lucky.
The manager, a wiry guy with more years behind him than ahead, gave me the once-over. "Headed to college?"
"Yeah."
"Got good grades?"
"Good enough to get into Camford University," I replied, keeping my cool.
His eyebrows shot up. "So why are you here slinging plates?"
"I'm not taking handouts from the family," I said, my gaze steely.
He mulled it over, then whispered, "Alright, you're in. Just remember the deal: $2,500 a month, cash. Bail early, and you don't see a dime. And if trouble comes knocking, this place doesn't exist, got it?"
"Got it."
That night, I claimed my spot in the staff dorm, a six-bunk stinkhole, where mold wrestled with the stench of cheap cologne, all under the watchful grind of an old fan.
However, it was my fortress of solitude, bought and paid for by me.
Come morning, my dad's henchman sniffed me out and ratted to the old man.
Dad's voice thundered through the phone, "Put Harriet on!"
I took the receiver.
"Harriet! You think you're something special? Working in a dive bar, dragging our name through the mud? Get back here, now!"
"Mr. Harlow," I kept my voice even, "I'm making an honest buck. The real disgrace is a father who rules over his daughter like a puppet master."
"You!"
"Call me again, and I'll make it a family issue and let the family council of elders hear every word."
I hung up and ditched the SIM card down the drain.
The manager flashed me a grin and a thumbs-up. "Kid, you're all right." I cracked a smile, grabbed my tray, and got back to work.
Every step was agony, my foot screaming with each move, but I pushed through. My sweat was not just sweat; it was the essence of freedom.
At ten, my shift ended, and I ducked into the storeroom, poring over "C Language Programming" by the glow of the emergency light.
Then the letter came: my ticket to Camford. Teacher James snagged it from the courier, snapped a picture, and sent it my way, all on the sly.
Tears streamed down my face as I gazed at the Camford University emblem.
I finally fought for a future of my own.
With the first $12,000 saved and a student loan to boot, I was set.
I resigned from my job and secured an economy flight to Engleton.
Before departing, I sent a final encrypted text to my mom: [Mom, I'm off. If you ever want to escape him, I'm here. If you're trying to make me come back, don't. Stay safe.]
No reply came, but I was not shocked.
A lifetime of timidity did not just vanish with a text.
My phone buzzed with a strange number as I settled into the cab.
A chilly voice on the other end said, "Harriet? It's your Aunt Jane. Your dad's made it clear you're to stay with me in Engleton."
She laid down the law: "Be home by seven, no boys, two hundred bucks a month for expenses. Go over, and you go hungry. Step out of line, and I'll have your dad cut you off and shame you in front of the whole town."
My grip on the ticket tightened, my knuckles white.
He spun a web in Engleton, tighter and darker than I imagined.
I held my phone firm, my voice steady, "Don't worry, Aunt, I'll play by your rules."
I ended the call, staring out at the city lights speeding by.
My eyes were ice.
The real game was just starting.