Chapter 3
I'd gotten the letter yesterday, and someone had hand-delivered the formal documents too—tucked inside an elegant black envelope that I'd stashed in my jewelry box in the bedroom.
There was no way I was the one who'd been chosen.
My eyes dropped to the letter in my hand, the one Ayara had just shoved at me. I already knew what was inside without opening it.
"What difference does it make if I read it or not?"
Lucian's brow furrowed, and he opened his mouth to say something, but Ayara cut him off. She was wrapped in a silk sheet with one bare shoulder exposed, and her voice came out soft and cloying. "Lucian, why are you still talking to her? I'm freezing." The deliberate sweetness in her tone made my stomach turn.
He hurried back inside to tuck the blanket around her, his voice going gentle. "You just went through a lot. Stay in bed and rest. I'll have them crank the heat up all the way and bring hot water so I can clean you up myself."
"Okay." Ayara snuggled into his chest, clearly satisfied, but then her tone shifted. "We just... you know... and she heard everything. If Eve goes around telling people, my reputation will be ruined."
"Don't worry," Lucian interrupted her, and his voice carried an edge of absolute certainty. "I marked you, so I'm taking responsibility. In five days we'll hold the official marking ceremony. I won't let anyone disrespect you."
Then he turned to look at me, and those eyes that used to make my heart race were nothing but cold now. "I was wrong about you. If you'd been the one chosen, you probably would've crawled into my bed the second you got the news, crying and begging me to mark you. You're Marcus's sister and you're stooping to trashy tactics like eavesdropping. Marcus isn't here, but I'm his best friend, so I have every right to discipline you on his behalf."
He paused, and his voice got even icier. "Go to your room and stand on the balcony for two hours. Think about what you did. Don't come inside and don't turn on the heat."
Lucian had come south to clear out the rogue wolves near the border, and Marcus was worried he might run into trouble, so he'd rushed down from the capital to help.
For convenience, Marcus and I were both staying at Lucian's estate.
Even though we were in the south, the damp cold of deep winter at night was brutal. Yesterday we'd even gotten a rare heavy snowfall, and now the entire estate was buried under thick white drifts.
I stood on the balcony, and the bitter wind cut into my skin like knives. My constitution had always been weaker than most—I got cold more easily than other wolves—and on top of that, I had chronic cold sensitivity that made everything worse.
Two hours later, my lips had turned blue-purple, and my legs were so numb I could barely feel them. I had to lean against the railing just to stay upright.
Peach, the maid I'd brought with me, tried to go to the kitchen to get me some hot water, but someone sent her back with a mocking rebuke that made my blood boil.
"The Commander said Ms. Frostclaw has a delicate constitution and can't handle the cold, so all the heating in the estate has to go to her quarters first. She's going to be our future Commander's mate, after all!"
"As for your mistress? She's the General's sister—she's strong as an ox. What's a few hours in the cold to her?"
Peach came back empty-handed, looking miserable and hurt.
I leaned against the cold railing, and a memory hit me hard, whether I wanted it or not.
It was the first time Lucian led troops north to fight off the rogue packs invading our territory. Winter, just like now. Marcus had taken me to the front lines to show support.
Lucian came back victorious but covered in wounds. He ran a fever that wouldn't break, and even our best pack healers couldn't do anything—silver wounds don't heal like normal injuries. They burn from the inside out.
I remember that freezing night.
I snuck out to the snow-covered fields outside the military camp and let my body temperature drop dangerously low. Cold skin could help bring down a werewolf's fever—it was risky, but it worked.
Later, I slipped into his tent and pressed my ice-cold body against his burning skin.
All night long.
Lucian's fever broke, but I ended up with severe cold sensitivity that persisted. Omegas already run cold, but after that night, my body couldn't regulate temperature anymore. Every winter since then, I've gotten sick.
When Lucian found out what I'd done, he didn't say thank you.
However, I recall him arranging for ten trucks of the finest heating equipment from the northern territories, including a custom climate control system designed specifically for wolves with temperature regulation issues.
He'd told me then, "The north is brutal, but as long as I'm breathing, Eve will never be cold again."
I gripped the envelope so hard my nails nearly tore through the paper.
That gentle promise was like winter snow—soft and beautiful when it fell, but it melted away fast and left nothing behind.
Chapter 4
The next day, Marcus returned from clearing out rogue wolves, and Lucian threw a massive welcome-back feast at the manor.
I got to the dining room first, and Marcus pulled me aside with a massive grin on his face. He leaned in close and whispered, "The servants told me Lucian's heat broke last night, and you were in his quarters at the time..."
He waggled his eyebrows. "Look, I know you've had it bad for that kid forever. So did you two finally—"
The dining room doors swung open.
Lucian walked in carrying Ayara in his arms—full-on bridal style, like something straight out of a romance movie. He set her down in a chair as if she were made of glass and had a servant bring extra cushions so she'd be comfortable.
Marcus's jaw dropped. "What the—"
Everyone knew Lucian was a stone-cold Alpha who showed zero interest in women. The guy was a killing machine on the battlefield and kept everyone at arm's length. So seeing him act like this? It didn't compute.
Lucian's voice was flat and emotionless. "Ayara is my woman now. I've marked her, and we're having the official ceremony in five days."
He sounded calm, but that raw Alpha possessiveness rolled off him in waves.
Marcus started to say something, but I grabbed his sleeve and shook my head. Don't ask.
Ayara giggled and swatted at Lucian's arm. "You're being ridiculous. I told you I'm fine—just a little sore. You didn't have to carry me in here. Now Eve's gonna be upset with me."
She turned to me with this sickeningly fake smile. "Oh, speaking of which, I heard you were standing out on the balcony for ages last night. Did you catch a chill? Let me send you that portable heater from my room. Consider it a thank-you for letting Lucian and me have our moment."
She hit that last part hard, making damn sure I caught her meaning.
Lucian kept peeling shrimp for her with those hands that were usually holding weapons and pulling triggers. He didn't even look up. "You're my fiancée, Ayara. Of course I'm going to carry you. No one else gets a say in that."
His eyes flicked to me for half a second, and his tone went ice-cold. "Besides, Marcus is my brother-in-arms, so Eve's practically my little sister. Now that I'm getting married, she should be happy for me. Eve's always been tough. You don't need anyone worrying about her."
Dinner was a disaster, and Marcus looked just as miserable as I felt.
We spent the whole meal watching Lucian and Ayara's little love show—he piled food on her plate, refilled her wine glass before it was even empty, and kept brushing the back of his hand against her forehead to check if she had a fever.
Those gentle touches used to be everything I wanted from him.
After dinner, Marcus pulled me into a corner of the hallway and frowned at me. "What the hell is going on? You've been crazy about Lucian forever. Why would you practically gift-wrap Ayara and deliver her to his bed?"
I laid everything out for Marcus.
The truth was, marrying Draven wasn't some reckless decision—I'd actually thought it through. Ever since our parents died in that rogue wolf attack, our family had kept the hero title, but we'd lost most of our real power. If I married into the royal pack, Marcus would have connections that mattered. The King would owe us something, and that meant Marcus's career in the pack military would be secure, and our family's future would be safe.
Marcus had always protected me, so I knew if he found out I was walking into what everyone called a death sentence, he'd never agree to it.
I was still trying to figure out how to convince him when Marcus suddenly laughed. "Draven killed twelve mates? He's hideously scarred and loses control during marking, killing his brides? That lunatic really is—"
He stopped and grinned at me. "Eve, this is perfect! But I'm not saying that because I give a damn about some career advancement. Lucian thinks he's so special? Please. My sister is amazing, and there are plenty of Alphas who'd kill for a chance with you. He's not good enough for you anyway!"
I didn't understand what Marcus meant. Was there more to Draven's reputation than the rumors suggested?
Before I could ask, Marcus said he had something to take care of and that he'd drive me back to the capital for the wedding in a few days. Then he rushed out the door.